I'm such a fail.



the thingy is not going to happen. Suddenly there are some people who are more reliable than the ones who really seems to be.



I am not expecting the onions (tian gege's the only one who definitely would appear but he's at thailand. Ham says the boyfriend is having the exams and yiyan told me NOT to expect her and mama. Joel's not going to appear without all of them, that's for sure.)
neither is sufen.
Maybelline is flying.
it's awkward forcing cousin, yinren, samanatha, tese to sit together.
Amanda has jay and even maybe Wilson kor. which is REALLY weird cause I am pretty sure Joyce and fangmin wouldn't appear since they have each other already.



seriously.

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留不知道后悔
你能不能体会真情可贵
没有余力伤悲
爱情象难收的覆水
长长来路走得太憔悴
你只留下我收拾这一切

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的吻留着余味
忘了曾经爱过谁
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的脸梦里相对
爱的潮水已经退
我的真情不再随便给

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Morning, Earthings.

*major fangirling moment*


SUJU-M's schedule in TAIWAN.


OMFG.
Doesn't it sound FREAKING EXCITING?! XD


1.娱乐百分百粉丝同乐会
2.完全娱乐
3.王牌大明星
4.娱乐@亚洲
5.FUN音乐大来宾
6.日韩音乐疯
7.康熙来了
8.大学生了没
9.我爱黑涩棒棒堂
10.全民最大黨


I can already imagine Xiao S molesting maSiwon. And OMFG. 完全娱乐?!?!? *SPAMS*
And ahken. HE'S TEUKIE IN DRAG U KNOWWWW. hahahahah~ Can almost see the fake meeting the real deal.... XD

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Might not get a chance to blog again tonight.




You know, it feels like you've been replaced.
by them.





You're not.
at least not in my heart.






Talking to cousin + fiction makes me emo.



sometimes I think they are married.
with love. and hope. like humans.
we run, tremble, fall, and harbor hope in most ridiculous situations.

remember the story I told you?
He broke my heart, you know?



just need a hand to hold.
some warmth and real shades of hope and simple faith.
let me know if your hands aren't the ones to hold.

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Don't underestimate me.
im not easily surprised.

I got excited cause i heard the Korean speaking KOREAN. hahaha...


Anhnyoung :)

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Can I watch you on repeat mode?

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I've been reading so much Qmi that I'm so convinced they are married too. hanchul's obviously married in real life but Qmi and SiHan... they're married in AU-s.

Convinced, that's what I am.





Gold rings, babies, books, cookies and piano benches.

In the fictional world, we lead a happier life.



Life has been full of sexual innuendos and I'm now currently labeled as the horny one.
Hormones are actually not as excited nowadays. They prefer sleep and cheesy love declarations and hugs and simple emotions. and tearing.

I almost wanted to jump the online!you but....




Are you reading this space too?

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24 chapters.





of love.

"Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction."
-- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

smexy heenim :D



the day passed in a frenzy of tight pants and random unfulfillable desires.

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ughs.




I was fucking emo in the morning until this came on the ipod and the world jus topped over.


Soft white or tight dark leather...
They make my body heart tingle either way


some new found lust fuss about putting the pretty boys in really tight TIGHT pants.
*swallows wipes forehead*

I am looking away the next time kyu smirks.
or when chul stares up from his bangs.
or when the necklace bounce from hyuk's chest.
or when hae flex his fingers which are uncovered by leather.
or when teuk.... ohfuckingsticksouthistoungue. UGHS.




I am DISTURBED.

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Sometimes I am so convinced they are in love that it scares me.
and it scares me too much.



It reminds me that I fell in love with you after hearing your love story.

I hear your whispers...


Like the last lingering warmth we crave endless...

sometimes I am amazed at how much you can inspire me.




i wanted so much to ask if you're okay.
i should actually worry more about my heart instead.

I seriously think this has to become a permanent fixture on my blog.




Isn't anyone SO IN LOVE WITH HEENIM HEESCIA?!



*raise hand eagerly*
OMFG HE IS OMFG.


someone SAVE WOOKIE. HE JUST FUCKING FLIPPED HIS LONG HAIR *SPAMS*
and Siwonnie.... ISNT HIM A DEVOUTCHRISTIAN?! *covers eyes*
Teukie... GREEN SKINNIES DON'T WORK FOR YOU. seriously.
SERIOUSLY.



I know why kyunggie lets chul tops him. cause he is too adorable and we're all in love with him.





I want to take off his shoes... and top... and mess up his hair :(



I like the way he rushes to grab the girl into his arms (:




the epitome of subtle actions

0:09 - I'm so reminded of his boyfriend's "imsotortured" look
0:27 - manythanks to whomever who's keeping kyu in bowties and shirts :)
0:32 - and gloveless hands :D
0:38 - im half convinced that yesungOppa tops... at the sight of his bare chest XD
0:56 - LOL @ SHINDONG.
1:21 - *melts*
1:33 - kyunggie unbuttoning his jacket :O
1:53 - teukie puffy cheeks XD
2:02 - siwonnie's totally offtune singing
2:27 - and min just had to touch himself. every single time.
2:33 - dangling ribbons and hyukie's signature :D
2:37 - TEUKIEEEEEE.
2:48 - I just realized siwonnie was beside hyukjae.
2:49 - sweeping imagineary dust off the shoulders :D
3:00 - GOSH. old man jumps HIGH
3:03 - there's something sexy about hae's half golve... keke~
3:07 - EUNHAEEEE <3
3:11 - kangiin's porno hand action... TWO FINGERS :D
3:13 - subtle. BUT I SAW.
3:51 - thankyews bow (:
4:07 - i think hyukkie won the sissorspaperstone
4:13 - HEY HEY HEY
4:26 - YES yes yes i saw you wookie XD
4:29 - YES yes yes i saw you too sunggie XD
4:34 - OHHH. heenim and his "imsointoSNSDuknow" issues... FYI it's the genie dance!
4:44 - Heenim, you do know it looks porno, sticking out your tongue and all right?
4:53 - i am half convinced that siwonnie's sporting and erection. SOMEONE HELP CONFIRM.
4:59 - im SURE TEUKIE TOPS KANGIN XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD









tHE End of emo hormones - CHASED AWAY BY PRETTY KOREAN BOYS.

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"Whatever is broken, can always be mended."
Like me.

Heartbeats....





The silence isn't what I'm craving for...
It isn't something my heart can take...

The place has too much pain and too little memories.

shuper clams. need some lollies :(

He actually looks cute with the insanely expensive jacket. and young. REALLY young :p

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i nicked it... apparently from wookie's cy i think...



pretty cities when they're tearing...




the people whom we think about when it rains,
it's precious right?

it's insane how much it strikes us.



it feels real when facts are unimportant in this crazy world.

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crazy people.






hanchul is currently my favy.


rubbing. and topping. and denial. WAHAHAHA.








*credits to hanchuladay*

sexciting XD

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1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is damm oily randomly.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
no one really pays attention.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is love

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
innocence and lotsa simple strong faith

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people shake their legs within my sight

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
am cuddly.

8. I've come to realize that money:
is not enough

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
i am already O.L.D.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
a fangirl stubbornly myself.

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
you (:

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
during THE concert. during THAT song.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is dying soon.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the mornings:
shuddup. im gg back to sleep.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
wish i have really exciting dreams or no dreams at all.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
arhmin's phone number which was shows "INVALID NUMBER" when i try to call her.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
is fucked up majorly mostly and i've done a good job being in denial.

18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
full cup ice, half filled with coke.

19. I've come to realize that today I will:
be happy, when it all doesn't matter anymore.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
not have any exciting dreams. (shall update u all tomorrow)

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be staying home to nuah if amanda's not calling me.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
be happy, be loved and to love.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
samantha :p

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
fragile crazy shit.

25. I've come to realize that love:
is faith and blind belief and craziness.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
might be from the onions.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
are random people who've heard of each other but don't know each person in person.

28. I've come to realize food is:
a wonderful gift at times.

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
is full of rain, crazy weather and mayday suju

30. I've come to realize heartbreak :
makes one feels alive. sadist.

31. I've come to realize that the last person i liked:
is an arsehole.

32.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
has many many boyfriends. at one single time.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
comes after mayday and korean movies.

34. I've come to realize that death:
is beautiful. insanely so.

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
i will be REALLY REALLY elated. MC!!!

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
i feel blissful. it means i have time to feel bored.








random meme from fb.

Am at airport.






i hate you for being indecisive. just bloody make up your mind will you?!
:(

MY PRETTY BOYS ARE TRENDINGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! XD

4th anniversary since debut (:

*dance around*





HAPPY! ITS FRIDAYY.

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The New Devils Champion says (12:08 AM):
*Ok
*u wanna simi

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:08 AM):
*i wannnnnnnnnn....

The New Devils Champion says (12:08 AM):
*U txt me

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:08 AM):
*tequlia
*:D
*gold

The New Devils Champion says (12:08 AM):
*ok
*txt me
*on the 10 Nov

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:08 AM):
*if u not getting then tell me ah
*i dunno airport got wad brandd

The New Devils Champion says (12:08 AM):
*usually not

The New Devils Champion says (12:09 AM):
*SDM brand

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:09 AM):
*O.o

The New Devils Champion says (12:09 AM):
*super decent man brand

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:09 AM):
*special brand har
*hahahhahaha

The New Devils Champion says (12:09 AM):
*yeah
*drink liao wont drunk
*beri safe
*oni head grow big
*because FAKE
*hahahhahaha

【純屬虛構 。】 says (12:10 AM):
*HAHHAHAHA
*:X





Shuper SDM XD

hae said he's siwonnie's BOYFRIEND.


*points accusing finger* AFFAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! XD

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Seasonal emotions.

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Friday...



Watched Love of Siam with Cousin


It's not a normal love story.



"As long as you love, you still have hope" -- Mew


The things which we chase when we habour hope,
the flashes which strike us at times it shouldn't had



We have faith,
cause we love




Last thursday....


Watched the blue mansion with cousin


It was about dead people.



and gay porn.
and not understanding your children.
and always insisting doing things your way.


and pineapples and funerals.


It was really good (:




And there was Jennifer's body on Thursday.
as forced by Joel to ogle at her cause he claims there's no other good movies.


I'm seriously not amazed.
Yeah, she's pretty and got a good figure. I'm still convinced partially her hotness in transformers is because of CG... She's just not my type of pretty girl.... Keke....

on the other hand, i thought Amanda Seyfried was pretty amazing.

physo-ly amazing.





Sorry for the random photospam.
Am uploading yesterday's photos thus nothing to do now :p

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