Thursday, October 29, 2009
-credits to original creator
for teukie, our angel without wings. I just know if I were to rub hard enough on your back, white feathers would appear. and you'd get high. keke.
I am majorly convinced.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I just read about our cutie pie being burnt to his death, the impudent magnae being mute, the christian hearing voices and seeing black smoke and eternal magnae being suicidal.
But our angel's still holding his fort strong *small smile*
Monday, October 26, 2009
hanchul ♥
Cuddle for you and me on the 1700th post (:
love you blog!
thankyews for always being here for me....
monday was horrible.
I was sadist cause i was partially happy that my new shoes hurt.
and then it hurt too much for me to feel happy.
kekes.
SLEEPING EARLY.
and inviting.
the secrets which we attempted to hide.
the pretty faces which we saw writhing in pain.
the broken wrists which we bloodied lay side by side.
I woke up with fleeting thoughts of you,
colorful vibrant and shining.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I had an untainted weekend of rest.
when i mostly did this:
minus the other guy that is.
keke.
it's disturbing to read that most people are comfortable with the threesomes and other really random pairings.
I saw this and was vastly reminded of sufen. our favys in SJ-M...
Halloween coming this weekend and I've already heard of endless supposedtobe exciting plans ahead. some involving me, some seeking involvement but none concrete.
We all know how it'd end up as, unresolved, or worse, partially resolved tension again.
Ohyah.
Was caught up with hip shaking action this weekend, with both of the MVs I went around spamming people with. The music comes on my media player and the hips goes ahead on their own accord. lols.
I'm inspired to write a little actually, perhaps will start at another location where it wouldn't get scrutinized... The Chinese words are locked up in another account. I get all those random flashes more and more often.
Some time around my life, I'd need to dig them out and sort them according to "resolved" or "needs closure".
I'm already thinking of silk handkerchiefs for you as the random Christmas present, plus a pretty glittering snowflake. How does it sound?
This is the 6th time I open this page and the 1st time i actually wrote and post.
It kinda keeps me sane.
*hugs*
Saturday, October 24, 2009
It was splashed with tints of lemon scented vodka.
Shots and shots of clear liquid.
I was high on being drunk
but you were there this time round.
I was tucked into your arms
but you seem surreal actually.
"why did you leave me here alone?"
I asked the question
but you had no answer for me.
I teared with a silent sob
but you said nothing and held me tighter.
So thus we sat in the wind.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Fuck.
It actually hurts a little...
"Love is... giving someone the power to break your heart,
but trusting her/him not to."
but trusting her/him not to."
*肉色物体经过*
CAUSE.
HE KEEPS TOUCHING HIMSELF.
DEPRIVED ^^,
P.S.
To the pretty boy
Stop blogging emo entries.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
You remind me of silky white polka dots beneath the pink surface.
Of wet fingers and sugary dreams.
Singing with silent words and
pounding with harsh breaths.
denial.
Labels: 他
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sometimes I wonder how your heart is doing...
Monday, October 19, 2009
还有一些，
我们想要逃亡时候
牵手
我梦见我们牵手
海洋
那年的海洋那么蓝
知足
你告诉我我们要知足
还有一些
我们试着勇敢的时候
Sunday, October 18, 2009
We ate.
We sang.
We laughed.
And laughed real hard XD
The pictures must be damm exciting. keke :D
Dinner at tampopo.
KTV at liang court.
SLAPMEs at clarkequay.
For the birthday boy.
I'm thinking where to hide during my birthday already. keke.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
It is insanely hot outside and the sun is shining like nobody's business.
3pm is too early to start the day.
I need a closure that's why I've done that.
The closure which you owned me.
The closure to that portion of life.
I hate pretending that everything can be erased by time.
May i'll have some strawberry milk before leaving the house.
I need my angels with me.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Im reading about all the stripping and licking and god and pink handcuffs and you are there laughing at tom&jerry pink PJs, childhood games and YOTOUCHMAN.
Be warned. PRST might hit you soon XD
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GO AHEAD AND DROOL
I dreamt about hyukjae and his porn sites.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
COMING THEY ARE COMING.
this is DAMM FREAKY cause this morning i turn on TV and heard him singing....
Labels: 五月天
The guy who laughs like he's got an asthma attack,
tearing over all the small little things which his dongsaengs does,
writes emo blog entries,
has an insane obsession with white,
sleeps 1 hour per day
and still manages to keep his teeth white
The angel with his hidden wings (:
And he makes me happy (:
p.s. yr. MINE. keke.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
사랑해,
as always.
as always.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Hanchul is meant to be. Toilets and beds and cartoon bedwear...
I cant get the KyunMi pairing thou.
Isnt' it supposed to be kyunMin instead?! With all the bunnies and pink stuffs...
Eunhae is surprising endearing at times thou I always thought he was with teukie. Strawberry milk, Hot Chocolate and Coffee (:
Kihae's quite... I dunno... since the latter's never around nowadays.
Everytime I read about Yewook, all SORTS of weird things appear in my mind, thick water... and kitchens and tables and vibrating to the music.
Kangteuk just doesn't work for me. CAUSE HE IS MINEEEE. keke XD
They say minniee's a bitch who sleeps around with everyone...
Kyu's another one who is NEVER surprised...
Heenim's another one who makes sure everyone goes down with him...
The chinaman and his beijing fried rice appears almost everywhere
nevermind if you don't understand.
It's just the hormones working overtime at fiction which aint G rated.
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
Why I Like you
TV를 켜면 들리는 세상 얘기들은 어깨를 처지게 우울하게 해도
TV kimyun deullineun sesang yehgideuleun uhggehleul cheojigeh oo oolhageh haedo
even though when i turn on the TV i hear news of the world that makes my shoulders droop and gloomy
오늘 아침 그대 아주 맑은 목소리는I do I do I do yeah-
ohneul achim geudeh ajoo malgeun moksorineun I do I do I do yeah~
your very clear voice this morning.. i do i do i do yeah~
날 완벽하게, 내가 살아가게, 나를 웃게
nal wanbyukhagae, naega saragagae, nareul ootgae
the one reason that makes me perfect, makes me live,
하는 단 하나의 이유 yeah-
haneun dan hana eh iyoo yeah~
makes me laugh
그대가 있다는 것 yeah-
geudaega itdaneun gut yeah~
is having you, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyuh
you you, when you silently silently look into my eyes and laugh you make me laugh
내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
ooseul ddae nado ootgae weh niga joeun iyoo
the reasons why i like you
많고 많은 사람들 나를 몰라줘도 어깨를쫙 펴게 더 자신있게 해줄
manko maneun saramdeul nareul mollajwodo uhggehleul jjwak pyuhgeh duh jashinitgeh haejool
even if many many people don’t acknowledge me, i straighten out my shoulders and be more confident
나의 단 한 사람 사랑하는 내 사람 My U My U My U yeah-
na eh dan han saram saranghaneun neh saram my u my u my u yeah~
my one and only person.. the person that i love.. my you my you my you yeah~
처음보다 좀더, 어제보다 좀더, 오늘은
chuh eumboda jomduh, uhjehboda jomduh,
a bit more than the beginning, a bit more than yesterday..
더 그대를 더 사랑하게 된 이유 girl-
oneuleun duh geudehleul duh saranghageh dwen iyoo girl~
the reason that i’ve come to love you even more today, girl~
우리 둘의 비밀 yeah-
oori dooleh bimil yeah~
our little secret, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, to me, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga neh yuppeh neh yuppeh dagawa
you you, to me, when you come beside me beside me and lean on me
다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼
neh geh gidel ddeh himeul odggeh dweh
i gain strength
다정한 미소, 섹시한 눈빛, 엉뚱한 얘기 날씨 바뀌듯 때론 짐작도 할 수 없어 yeah-
dajung han miso, seckshihan noonbit, ungddoonghan yehgi nalsshi baggwideut ddehron jimjakdo halsoo ubssuh yeah
your gentle smile, your sexy eyes, your weird words that are sometimes unpredictable like the weather, yeah~
있는 그대로 꾸미지 않는 사랑스러운
itneun geudehro ggoomiji anneun sarangseuruh ooh
just as you are, without having to fix anything,
나의 그대가 너야, 나의 그대가 너야 yeah-
nah eh geudehga nuhya nah eh geudehga nuhya
the person that is so lovable to me is you, that person is you, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyuh
you you, when you silently silently look into my eyes and laugh you make me laugh
내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
ooseul ddae nado ootgae weh niga joeun iyoo
the reasons why i like you
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, to me, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga neh yuppeh neh yuppeh dagawa
you you, to me, when you come beside me beside me and lean on me, i gain strength
다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
neh geh gidel ddeh himeul odggeh dweh
the reasons why i like you
TV를 켜면 들리는 세상 얘기들은 어깨를 처지게 우울하게 해도
TV kimyun deullineun sesang yehgideuleun uhggehleul cheojigeh oo oolhageh haedo
even though when i turn on the TV i hear news of the world that makes my shoulders droop and gloomy
오늘 아침 그대 아주 맑은 목소리는I do I do I do yeah-
ohneul achim geudeh ajoo malgeun moksorineun I do I do I do yeah~
your very clear voice this morning.. i do i do i do yeah~날 완벽하게, 내가 살아가게, 나를 웃게
nal wanbyukhagae, naega saragagae, nareul ootgae
the one reason that makes me perfect, makes me live,
하는 단 하나의 이유 yeah-
haneun dan hana eh iyoo yeah~
makes me laugh
그대가 있다는 것 yeah-
geudaega itdaneun gut yeah~
is having you, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyuh
you you, when you silently silently look into my eyes and laugh you make me laugh
내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
ooseul ddae nado ootgae weh niga joeun iyoo
the reasons why i like you
많고 많은 사람들 나를 몰라줘도 어깨를쫙 펴게 더 자신있게 해줄
manko maneun saramdeul nareul mollajwodo uhggehleul jjwak pyuhgeh duh jashinitgeh haejool
even if many many people don’t acknowledge me, i straighten out my shoulders and be more confident
나의 단 한 사람 사랑하는 내 사람 My U My U My U yeah-
na eh dan han saram saranghaneun neh saram my u my u my u yeah~
my one and only person.. the person that i love.. my you my you my you yeah~
처음보다 좀더, 어제보다 좀더, 오늘은
chuh eumboda jomduh, uhjehboda jomduh,
a bit more than the beginning, a bit more than yesterday..
더 그대를 더 사랑하게 된 이유 girl-
oneuleun duh geudehleul duh saranghageh dwen iyoo girl~
the reason that i’ve come to love you even more today, girl~
우리 둘의 비밀 yeah-
oori dooleh bimil yeah~
our little secret, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, to me, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga neh yuppeh neh yuppeh dagawa
you you, to me, when you come beside me beside me and lean on me
다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼
neh geh gidel ddeh himeul odggeh dweh
i gain strength
다정한 미소, 섹시한 눈빛, 엉뚱한 얘기 날씨 바뀌듯 때론 짐작도 할 수 없어 yeah-
dajung han miso, seckshihan noonbit, ungddoonghan yehgi nalsshi baggwideut ddehron jimjakdo halsoo ubssuh yeah
your gentle smile, your sexy eyes, your weird words that are sometimes unpredictable like the weather, yeah~
있는 그대로 꾸미지 않는 사랑스러운
itneun geudehro ggoomiji anneun sarangseuruh ooh
just as you are, without having to fix anything,
나의 그대가 너야, 나의 그대가 너야 yeah-
nah eh geudehga nuhya nah eh geudehga nuhya
the person that is so lovable to me is you, that person is you, yeah~
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 가만히 가만히
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga gamanhi gamanhi nae nooneul bomyuh
you you, when you silently silently look into my eyes and laugh you make me laugh
내 눈을 보며 웃을 때 나도 웃게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
ooseul ddae nado ootgae weh niga joeun iyoo
the reasons why i like you
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 “사랑해
geudae ga geudae ga nan geudae ga “saranghae saranghae nul saranghae”
you you, to me, when you say “love you love you, i love you”
사랑해 널 사랑해” 라고 말할 때 나를 믿게 돼
lago malhalddae naleul midgae dweh
you make me believe
그대가 그대가 난 그대가 내옆에 내옆에
geudae ga guedae ga nan geudae ga neh yuppeh neh yuppeh dagawa
you you, to me, when you come beside me beside me and lean on me, i gain strength
다가와 내게 기댈 때 힘을 얻게 돼 니가 좋은 이유
neh geh gidel ddeh himeul odggeh dweh
the reasons why i like you
1. to wait, await
@1.16.
MELTS.
prst. ughs.
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
그 사람 그대라는 걸
That Person is You
That Person is You
Labels: 他
I love fiction with a vengeance. keke...
*dance around in white shirt, stripped bow ties and wet towels*
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
That's what you are.
a major one at that.
ughs.
pink guitars and scooters.
and I can't stop looking at your blue skinnies everytime you wear them.
I just randomly found this, credits to the photographer....
Watched 500 days of summer today with yinren after the suju session at home.
It is not a love story (:
Most of the times we think it happened but it did not.
We only remember the good things, but not the bad...
Perhaps that's what we really are.
And perhaps I should separate the family and friends session for dec.
It's clogging up my mind, I only decided on the theme. ughs.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Cause you make me happy (:
To KS,
I have been talking to the crushie alot recently (:
Labels: 他
Thursday, October 08, 2009
I like you in white and black.
Him in shades of light blue and white.
It's senseless and you made me lose myself.
Run,
We will (:
Monday, October 05, 2009
It's the small things that make us happy.
The only thrilling minutes of the entire day (:
I was grinning to myself after watching. keke~
It was a horrible day.
And it will be a horrible week.
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
Sunday, October 04, 2009
It drips, slithers, crawls its way through the wires and waves to where I'm waiting.
For you.
It is insane,
how much tears that left me after reading.
It is insane,
how much it actually hurts.
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
and that was why I loved you.
Fiction makes it not a lie.
Cause he was not fiction.
And he was a lie.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
PRST
PARTLY RESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION.
PARTLY RESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION.
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
Friday, October 02, 2009
I'm a blogger.
I'm a twitter addict.
I'm a facebooker.
I'm a groupie.
I'm a fangirl.
There are alot of things which I am.
And there are more things I am.
But you would never understand.
It hurts like crazy shit sometimes.
It is insane and ridiculous.
Perhaps I am in denial but you are too.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
PRST - PARTLY RESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION.
Labels: 슈퍼주니어
Quotes Heenim:
"Yo touch man"
TOUCH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Teukie, Ardam, Crushie.
Now 阿潘....
THEY ARE ALL WEARING THE SAME SHIRT.
I never thought my heart would ever beat so fast without any exercise.
There's this THING with sweating men.
Who's at the same time touching themselves and smirking away. STOP THAT FYING KISS CAN.
And they decided they should be really really really happy.
STOP HUGGING EACH OTHER AND SHAKING YOUR PELVISES.
MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT.
Even though he is hoarse and all....
BUT HIS HIGH PITCHED NOTE REALLY SHOOK MY SOUL AWAY.
OHGOSH.
omfg.
UGHS.
THIS IS INSANITY.♥
XD
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