That it's mostly illusion. It's the hormones. Nothing else much of importance.
I don't grasp the meaning of those words Nor the quiet murmuring of those phrases.
Yet it lies there.
Fresh. Red. Pulsating.
I did not tag the post. Cause I didn't want any of you judging them. It is unimportant to you but it is, to me.
..... .. ..... 11:21:00 PM;
I feel guilty.......
For youtube-ing the weekend away and not doing work XD
I actually have tonnes of work to do. I owe tenthousand people stuffs. But last weekend and the week before really sucked. plus the hormones are here....
SUJU weekend! <3
Major workaholic right?
the concert's coming in a week but seriously I can't feel anything... I'm broke beyond words and msjoyce is missing. tsk.
As you can see I can't put any much words into this place now.... It's filled with tenthousand videos showcasing cute stuffs XD
I matched up the pictures and the videos and realized....
Cute actions and nice hands... I like! XD <3
Leader... Dancer... Vocals.... Passion...
*grins*
I don't read as much anymore. Nor watch torrent as often. My playlist's filled with Korean And my mouth waters at kimchi.
Life moves forward. But you remain in the shadows of the past.
Sometimes I tear for you, regrets and fear mingled with giddy happiness.
Rescapism, it's the only thing which works.
p.s. Recently been dreaming of taipei main(bus) station. Weirdness.
Please fucking go read the email properly. it's not my freaking issue
..... .. ..... 11:15:00 AM;
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I know he adores you. You don't have to rub it into my face. duh.
..... .. ..... 12:42:00 AM;
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Sometimes I wonder if i'm insignificant... or whatever.
Perhaps the things I notice is usually much more than the people around me. Nobody asked me you know.
When you finally realize that, it kinda hurts a little.
..... .. ..... 4:33:00 AM;
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Weird dreams this morning.
I dreamt that we flew to taiwan with rach and cousin and all on a mini plane, with seats like it's on a cruise boat to batam.
When we were taking photos, we randomly saw feilunhai walk past the door area, with security and stuff but I managed to take a photo of them looking my way. thinking of it, seems that Dadoong looks really weird in my dream.
Then after we got off the mini plane, we arrived at this place which looks like some central bus stop called something star in chinese?....
I piggybacked rachel cause is was raining and I was sharing an umbrella with her.
Then after that, family and all left, leaving me with cousin yingwoon (?! cousin from the other side of the family?!) and we apparently was supposed to meet sdm for dinner(?)
Apparently he works in taiwan and is half a taiwanese?! Called him but couldn't decide where to have dinner... Even thou him we were at "万华" area... taiwan really has a place called "wan hua shang chang"... eeeks... and said we'll meet him for dinner.
But cousin already went to order... MOS BURGER?! and even spoke to the person in english... which made the staff look weird at us... and somemore ordered macdonald fries from them?!