「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」


Sunday, August 30, 2009

It only seems fitting we all woke up to the rain this morning (:

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..... .. ..... 12:00:00 PM;


and we're all vastly inspired <3






牵着憨人
在如烟的疯狂世界
离开我心中尚未崩坏的地方
继续倔强的步伐 (:


我和那些倔强的憨人
唱着笑忘歌
一起出头天

..... .. ..... 3:48:00 AM;

Saturday, August 29, 2009

And we run.







With them sometimes
I feel like I'm a major loser.
We run away.
And that's what we do.


We escape
And we run
That's what we do.


爱情万岁
我记得

他流的汗
是我记忆中最美好的事
是一切的起源
是思绪逃跑的理由
是躺在舞台无法解释的迷惑

有时
我觉得我恋爱了

他说
要温柔
要还我自由

他说
要倔强
要约翰在
要Love you 无望
要心中尚未崩坏的地方

他说
被赌神嘲笑的上帝
怎么能抵挡一万种贪欲

他说
常常我闭上眼睛
听到了海的呼吸
潮落之后一定有潮起

他说
要真正的快乐







And I am not.

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..... .. ..... 3:51:00 AM;


I was mostly unaffected.


Being far has the good points.





But still,
They were darn good (:






what are we running away from, actually?

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009



七夕. 快乐.

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I am tired of me whining away.
E says I should stand up for myself and not let the bitch get to me.


Happier,
I shall be.

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..... .. ..... 12:09:00 AM;

Monday, August 24, 2009

I think today was the last draw.

After that show,
it almost made up my mind to throw in the towel.




I feel like I should be hiding from the world.

..... .. ..... 10:57:00 PM;






Skinship beyond words... XD

They are INSANELY ADORABLE.

I think i was previously much educated by MD&co... It seems porno to me...
So adorable when they all put their hands into other's pockets.... XD

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

I tell myself.



That it's mostly illusion.
It's the hormones.
Nothing else much of importance.

I don't grasp the meaning of those words
Nor the quiet murmuring of those phrases.

Yet it lies there.

Fresh.
Red.
Pulsating.





I did not tag the post.
Cause I didn't want any of you judging them.
It is unimportant to you
but it is, to me.

..... .. ..... 11:21:00 PM;


I feel guilty.......



For youtube-ing the weekend away and not doing work XD

I actually have tonnes of work to do.
I owe tenthousand people stuffs.
But last weekend and the week before really sucked.
plus the hormones are here....





SUJU weekend! <3



Major workaholic right?




the concert's coming in a week but seriously I can't feel anything...
I'm broke beyond words and msjoyce is missing. tsk.

As you can see I can't put any much words into this place now....
It's filled with tenthousand videos showcasing cute stuffs XD

I matched up the pictures and the videos and realized....

Cute actions and nice hands... I like! XD
<3

Leader...
Dancer...
Vocals....
Passion...

*grins*




I don't read as much anymore.
Nor watch torrent as often.
My playlist's filled with Korean
And my mouth waters at kimchi.


Life moves forward.
But you remain in the shadows of the past.

Sometimes I tear for you,
regrets and fear mingled with giddy happiness.

Rescapism,
it's the only thing which works.




p.s.
Recently been dreaming of taipei main(bus) station.
Weirdness.

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He is really randomly good! XD

..... .. ..... 4:27:00 PM;

Friday, August 21, 2009


"Come be Oppa's girl"








I need to destress

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Thursday, August 20, 2009

Why the fuck you are directing the fires at me?

Please fucking go read the email properly.
it's not my freaking issue

..... .. ..... 11:15:00 AM;

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

I know he adores you. You don't have to rub it into my face. duh.

..... .. ..... 12:42:00 AM;

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Sometimes I wonder if i'm insignificant... or whatever.


Perhaps the things I notice is usually much more than the people around me.
Nobody asked me you know.


When you finally realize that, it kinda hurts a little.

..... .. ..... 4:33:00 AM;

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Weird dreams this morning.

I dreamt that we flew to taiwan with rach and cousin and all on a mini plane, with seats like it's on a cruise boat to batam.

When we were taking photos, we randomly saw feilunhai walk past the door area, with security and stuff but I managed to take a photo of them looking my way. thinking of it, seems that Dadoong looks really weird in my dream.

Then after we got off the mini plane, we arrived at this place which looks like some central bus stop called something star in chinese?....

I piggybacked rachel cause is was raining and I was sharing an umbrella with her.

Then after that, family and all left, leaving me with cousin yingwoon (?! cousin from the other side of the family?!) and we apparently was supposed to meet sdm for dinner(?)

Apparently he works in taiwan and is half a taiwanese?! Called him but couldn't decide where to have dinner... Even thou him we were at "万华" area... taiwan really has a place called "wan hua shang chang"... eeeks... and said we'll meet him for dinner.

But cousin already went to order... MOS BURGER?! and even spoke to the person in english... which made the staff look weird at us... and somemore ordered macdonald fries from them?!








lols.
randomly weird dream.


Maybe I'm still craving for fries

..... .. ..... 11:20:00 AM;

Wednesday, August 12, 2009




Woohoo!
Chess popping action!
XD

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我喜欢
模着胸部的男生 :D

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009




Awwww....

Cuteness! XD

Song bugs bite me hard :D

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Monday, August 10, 2009



All their clothes randomly look good :D

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Antique Hotness(:

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Sunday, August 09, 2009

It is, 4:17am




Many thanks to my current addiction, I spent the night watching Korean movies, you know the kinds which I'm vastly addicted to...


有时候
痛有种比较真实的感觉



或许这样才会有活者的感觉.


Perhaps all the drama has made me sappy.
I opened your window and closed it.
Staring at your name for several moments.
This, it shall remain.

The secret little things I do
Perhaps it's not meant to be spoken of.

Do you know sometimes you make me feel vastly useless?

But yet again,
there are many times which I feel like telling you
You ought to break down and regret.




Cause I was the best thing which happened to you.





And you know there were times we ran
for faith
and for all we loved


And there were times we teared
for them
and for the passion we held in our hands

And there were times we fell
for him
and for her who broke our hearts like it meant nothing

And there were times we loved
for you
and for the important people who wasn't aware of the hidden meanings in our words and actions





Time made us walk
There's no more running
and further questions

We got tired of trying
and thus we gave up






Have you got no idea?
I'm always with you, holding hands with your shadow.

..... .. ..... 4:17:00 AM;

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

I dreamt this morning that I told some people who was putting on an act of 3 people, 1 old lady and her child, who died of the chill in the air, that

death does not come that easy.

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"在我們的生命裡,總有某個地方是那個可以給我們安全感的角落。只要可以回到那裡,就
能慶幸這個世界變化得不太快,在失去了些什麼的同時,我們至少還握有些微的心安。
"
- 貝斯手

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ZERO productivity. fuck.


I wonder who I hate more;
Myself, the fucking mail, or P people.

..... .. ..... 12:35:00 AM;

Monday, August 03, 2009

Saturday was a rubbish dumping session.

Yinren and Wend.




I think I shalln't be too obnoxious and say that I'm a uber good friend.
Drinking too, since I was denied of it after being promised on thursday.

Quote C:
"There's too much blood in my alcohol system"


Works out just fine. Life currently is stale.

And packed with work.
I have thousands of issues to settle. Ironically, it's the first official day of the contract. 2010 sounds awfully long.



I feel again, like I'm losing myself.



I told uncle,
当世界不停改变
人变了
事物变了
但有些东西是不会变的


He must had thought I'm a silly kid, speaking of all these.

But again it's true.
When many couldn't stand by my side, there are them, who always could, and would.

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