Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I just want a shoulder for me to lie on
and pretend the world does not exist.
i hate my hormones
Monday, June 29, 2009
Fuck.
You have money for cream but no money to have dinner with us?
Sure.
Way cool.
Mahjong-ed with Arhmanda, Tara and Mr.Pilot at Punggol just now.
Now my hair smells of clubbing and... wells... Mahjong.
Nostalgia people, nostalgia...
The birthday cards are for people whom I love dearly,
I still do
Like there's always random people who question me
Why do I still do?
But again,
I still do, love you guys alot.
this is so freaking random.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
My threshold for rejection has reached it's maximum.
你和他
他和她
她和他
他们和她们
那些
悲歡起落
愛恨交錯
那些
我们愛過的曾經
或許
等一等
這些傷會自由
Friday, June 26, 2009
As if it's not enough, yeah, infuse me with your pain too.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
:: 口是心非 ::
詞/曲:張雨生
口是心非你深情的承諾都隨著西風飄渺遠走
癡人夢話我鐘情的倚托就像枯萎凋零的花朵
星火燎原我熱情的眼眸曾點亮最燦爛的天空
晴天霹靂你絕情的放手在我最需要你的時候
於是愛恨交錯人消瘦怕是怕這些苦沒來由
於是悲歡起落人靜默等一等這些傷會自由
口是心非你矯情的面容都烙印在心靈的角落
無話可說我縱情的結果就像殘破光禿的山頭
渾然天成我純情的悸動曾奔放最滾燙的節奏
Randomly.
Yuming reminds me of Mama, who's having his birthday today.
May Health, Happiness and sleep be with him :)
p.s.
Good lyrics.
am in Emo mood
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I saw you in the clouds atop the Kuching seas.
am back, darker, calmer, wiser, and covered with mozzie bites.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
I randomly dreamt that I woke up at 4pm and missed the entire flight.
That's why I'm already awake at 8am to blog. duh.
Friday is official leave day.
Thou kept thinking about work, it was the most randomly nice day after SO long XD
Afternoon met KS to head to A.R.K cafe. nice place to chill, even thou abit out of the way. Mushroom soup is NICEEEE. Planning for some celebrations there. If coming saturday works out. Maybe I'd hold mine there also? :D
It was too hot to lug the camera stuffs around.... I think it effectively killed my mood to take any nice photos thou it's a really atas place. should head down nxt time during leave to nuah... should b a very good place to chill and have drinks.
btw, the shirts are... BLEAH. Can't compare to OUTERSPACE nor SR yo!
ok.
Went to Illuma to jalanjalan. played the drum thingy and it was HILARIOUS. I'm such not an arcade goer~
KS is like FINALLY back. We can't even pretend to catch up cause we're talking to each other every other day, it doesn't feel she's been away for very long :S
Welcome back thou!!! :D
Took bus to Central to meet ahting, wend and C.
Dinner @ TCC and drinks.
Drinks was FUNNNNN. Emo and Tequila XD
Yumyum shots and lemon and salty cups and long and short.
Uncle J is priceless as usual, he actually told ahting that C is very shuai. HAHAHAHA. * thumbs up *
Pictures up soon.
Am flying off @ 1pm already :)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
純屬虛構
盧學叡
你說厭倦再對我依賴的日子
冷靜訴說離開的言詞
結束了故事 歸還了鑰匙
鎖上了左心房最愛的位置
你走後也帶走我們快樂的日子
我還沉溺愛過的固執
透徹的鏡子 坦白的誠實
投射出眼神中寂寞的樣子
當愛像電影散場後消失
只剩斷斷續續的影子
我卻難以忘記 分開兩個字
你說得太堅持
如果愛純屬虛構不是真實
為何分開是難過的開始
放手的那一次
心痛又該怎麼解釋
如果愛純屬虛構不再真實
為何牽動情緒不能再掩飾
我無法回到現實
迷失在回憶中靜止
如果愛純屬虛構不再真實
為何牽動情緒不能再掩飾
我無法回到現實
想念再也無法稀釋
原來痛如此稱職 太真實
I think it kinda runs in the blood;
They always appear together...
And randomly spotted him:
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
心跳
Sounds familar...
Reading into too much into too many things is simply too unhealthy.
I miss seeing you randomly :(
Unfortunately,
Life never seems to contain enough right?
Pardon me, I'm emo-ing again.
Wondering if I should bring my camera out on Friday.
Wonder where we're going on Friday night.
No glamorous places, only alcohol and acquaintances.
Purple reminds me of you,
Light blue of him,
Green of her,
Red of him.
Such an irony.
Red was his color too.
And now it's his, and confusion, and passion and many more.
:(
Monday, June 15, 2009
"And a heart that grieves,
gets lost in everything;
And a heart in need,
finds hope in anything"
Labels: 請說
她对他
说了那些话
结果他决定了
Labels: photos
I think the end product was really pretty :)
Overally I think it ended pretty well. Thou we stunned for... 3 seconds after she opened the door and someone(I think Sarah) FINALLY shouted "SURPRISE"... Hilarious :D
Not everyday we get to pull off a surprise :)
Amanda, Me and Wilson kor. Missing: Msjoyce.
Am not going to post the other photo here, basically we look damm weird and so not 熟 lor~
The doggies are super cute! I wanna bring my nieces next time when you hold doggie parties eh! :X
Thursday went to cathay with ahting for edamame but it was sold out... I'm now needing a weekly shot of edamame and alchocol... damm... Now the poster beside my desk says "SAVE US"
Monday worked from home, Tuesday was hell cause after dinner with ahting and wend, I head home and worked till 4am. Delirious by morning...
Friday met Ham + Tiangege randomly at town!
Missed hammmmmmmmmm *WAVES HELLO* She looks the same, only burderned by work... Like any other of us. Indochine is too ex for us le, next time bring u guys to Acid Bar.
We chatted over random topics, I think whenever tiangege is around, the topic automatically routes back to how much he masturbates or whatever girl he's looking at or stuffs. lols~
They look so young :(
Saturday drank kopi with Amanda, the random photos are with her. DOME is a real good place to chill, too bad they are moving very soon... Talked about friends and stuffs. Good talk :D
Don't blame me if you happen to see anything weird when u're at taiwan thou... ahhaha~
Met up with MsJoyce for dinner and shopping at town(again)... We went to the new shopping centre opp OG and had MOS burger. they actually use GLASSES for their drinks! Super cool!
I think it's the least crowded MOS i've EVAR been too... MOS seems to be always crowded with people... Cannot understand... lols~ It doesn't interest me as much as it interests Amanda, Sarah(Yee), MsJoyce, Shuhui and people with its Mustard and milk tea... hahaha~
So many things to come this week:
Today supposed to meet taiyang but he couldn't make it.
I think there'd be dinner with ahting and wend tmr.
Wednesday supposedly to go KTV-ing with the office people.
Thursday... Maybe dinner with the same bunch?
Friday meeting Maybelline and Samantha(Maybe?) for coffee again and DRINKING AT NIGHT! :D
msKS's back on tuesday and taiyang's flying to Sydney on saturday midnight.. AND IM HEADING TO KUCHING ON SATURDAY!
hahahaha.
Labels: photos
Sunday, June 14, 2009
那些我们去过的城市
那些我们迷恋过的地方
那些我们疯狂爱着的情绪
狂奔
恒星
寻觅
病态
残喘
如烟
还有许多那些
Friday, June 12, 2009
Guys,
If your nipples get stiff easily,
PLEASE DO WEAR A THICKER SHIRT.
omgosh it's so distracting - not sexy at all please!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Hey 我們要邊唱邊走
唱不完就兜著走
一起Rock N Roll
Say Hey
Hey 上半身絕對幽默
下半身仰臥起坐
青春要六分熟
Oh Oh Oh
熱血男孩 一定要害羞
害你熱血 直到休克的休
熱血男孩 七孔熱血流
熱血男孩
Let's Go Go Go
And Rock it!
Go Rock Go Rock Boy
Go Rock Go Rock Boy
我要熱血到屁滾尿流
想不出歌詞就喔喔喔喔
所有走過的陌生路口
因為我們變成了馬戲王國
C I R C U S GO ROCK BOYZ
This is youth.
And Craziness.
And everything random.
Labels: Circus
AG told me about her heart and I'm somewhat worried.
please don't leave me before time is due, there're much more to be seen, heard and felt.
Have faith in yourself, just like I have faith in you.
Monday, June 08, 2009
Shit.
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same"
Labels: 請說
"I was just looking at him & something happened. It wasn't an explosion of emotions, or the butterflies of love in my heart. It was a more of slow & subtle creeping of feelings, that finally, when there was enough of them, it leaked into my heart & I noticed him differently."
Labels: 請說
It's hard to watch people change
right in front of you.
But the worst part
is remembering
who they used to be
Labels: 請說
Happiness is a lifestyle,
Love is a journey,
& sadness is a decision.
I can conquer the world with one hand, as long as you're holding the other.
Labels: 請說
The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space - Marilyn Monnoe
Labels: 請說
Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink.
But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love.
If you must steal, steal away from bad company.
If you must cheat, cheat death.
And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I CANNOT understand
Gut feeling is knocking on the door telling me something is wrong.
FREAKING REALLY WRONG.
You make me wanna go off msn.
You make me feel that I was the one who made you so.
But again, I know I'm not that major to make it happen.
shit.
I'm itching so much wanting to find out what went wrong.....
:S
p.s.
Samantha,
Have faith.
p.s.s
My idol is real good, isn't he? XD
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Big plans going on today and tomorrow.
Tough past week.
Lots of shit going around circulating.
People went and return.
Felt 2 random urges last night:
1. to share my blog
2. to constantly check my work email
Randomly talked to mama M yesterday night it got evolved into random
It's all so important to find some outlet for release for pent up emotions right?
And samantha too.
But again, later I'm going blog about something freaking cool so let's not continue to discuss some really thought-provoking topics here :D
Recently been watching ALOT of Circus
* KS rolling her eyes *
ME ADORE CIRCUS!!
CIRCUS IS GOD!!
XD
God and God's 神
And yet again, I never liked normal stuffs right?
CIRCUS 狗仔队!!! XD
Circus Action 1,2,3
*Major LOLs* :D
Normal?
They're definitely NOT :D
Samantha, I know you're really bored at home, this can really burn your time CAUSE THEY'RE REALLY DAMM COOL XD
Although C complained that they spoke too fast, he kept hearing screaming, laughter, and more screaming XD
AND
AND AND
I'm going end randomly :p
What's with all that facade?!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
OHGOSH.
Fugly pants can!!! :S
Monday, June 01, 2009
If you were the one I called in face of death, would you had answered my call and took a minute to hear me out?
It's amazing how little I mean to all of you,
it's like I'm not even worth a mere ounce of significance.
We'd be happy.... Right?
- rong