The end of may.
again approaching slowly and quietly.



他去了他的城市。
对我来说那是属于他的城市
最近发现的小事
那些，最重要的小事
他写了一些
"風雨之中，總是期待彩虹"

有时我总觉得你懂
仿佛是我们之间的秘密


有些人
我不断地寻找
你像是陌生的身影
你的漠不关心在我心中留下透明的伤疤


Yesterday brought the gang to chompchomp for dinner.
Reminiscing the past again, right?
Hokkien mee, carrot cake, oyster egg, sotong, sambal kangkong, lala, gonggong, sugarcane juice, apple orange juice, bbq wings, satay :D

We were in too much of a hurry to devour the food thus no pictures taken :D

KTV-ed for 6 hours after that.
And today is sunday.



tsk.

Fuck lah.

I never see you ask so many fucking questions while approving other's request.




And people.
Can you pls fucking pay attention to what you are doing?

Fuck.
Especially when what you do is fucking going to affect so many other people.
WHY DO I HAVE TO HELP YOU CLEAR YOUR SHIT?!





ARGHS.
$%$^$%@#!#$%#%#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like shit;

it only means one thing- PMS.

"Youth means a temperamental predominance of courage over timidity, of the
appetite for adventure over the love of ease. This often exists in a man of
60 more than a boy of 20. Nobody grows old merely by a number of years. We
grow old by deserting our ideals.

Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul.
Worry, fear, self-distrust bows the heart and turns the spring back to dust."





It's the 1555th post and I need to be near to people who are radiating with positive energy cause I can't give anymore.

You wouldn't believe me if I told you I don't own any SR stuffs:


It somehow sounds wrong?....




If I could, I would get this for sufen:




And I need to face the fact that they are never going to stop doing the "yeah-i-know-it's-not-the-real-deal-on-my-teeshirt" stunt







But again,
If I really wanted to get something;

It would be this:







:)

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"闷骚是一种表里不一，是骨子里散发出来的性感信息。即使他外表冷淡，依然欲盖弥彰。闷骚也是骚，明眼人即刻看穿。与闷骚的人过招，保你暗爽。指外表中规中矩，严肃内向；内心却充满激情、渴望的群体。这是人类性本能和社会伦理道德相互冲突导致的结果。"


"闷骚的“闷”是一种无奈的伪装，是一个假面具。当脱离社会视线监督，置身一个确认安全的私人小天地时，就可以抛开“闷”这个假面具，让“骚”的本能得到释放。而且，闷骚的人“骚”起来时，往往会比一般人更强烈。原因很简单，西方的一个哲人早就说过：越是本能的东西，对它的压迫越大，它反弹的力度就越大。所以，所谓“超级闷骚”就是，强烈的将自己的“文采的郁闷”表达出来的愿望。"

那种感觉


淡淡的
忧郁的
冲动的
安静的
不安的


大家心情不好
不要聊
不想聊


我不变成被你利用的借口

Keane:


I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?


Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Labels: ING

lols.


I know you must be talking to him online.
Seeing the way you reacted immediately I know you must be yakking away right now the screen with him.


Me... Jealous?
:p



Cheap random thrills XD

It is getting abit freaky how much the crushie reminds me of JL.


yikes!

tsktsk. So dissappointed in Msjoyce.


lols.
despite me being her love consultant and lending her shoulder to cry and all, she only scored like... bleahs...






just hang out with cousin and co.
damm me. entire day keep thinking of this person (nope, not crushie)


btw, we had dinner @ this Hiliary Inn place thingy at vivo.
And what's "cool" about that place is that they offer like free stone fortune telling services.
basically, you hold a bag of stones of different colors representating: Gold, wood, water, fire, earth, "transfering" your power/energy to them.
Then, you pick the stones and place them according to the mat on the table, which shows a human body sitting down, i think got like.... 6 stones on the body, and 2 on left, 2 on right.

Mine was mostly pink and purple, one white, 2 blue i think.

The "Master" said that pink and purple means human relationships; like family, love.
Alot of pink and purple stones basically means that I had met alot of 贵人 in my path of life, like whenever i need advice or stuff, when people mention some words to me, I'd catch on and do well.

He also mentioned that, having "water (i.e. pink stones) around my lower body means, I'm hovering around the things which I'm worried about, which in this case, alot of pink/purple stones = hovering around relationship.

I have this "Earth" stone on my heart position, which means I crave stability in the relationship/feelings which I am seeking.

Also, having zero "Fire" stones meaning I do have some money trouble, but again, I don't really care about it now.



Overally, either he's really good at reading people, or certain parts were really quite true.

最近發生好多.


跟有些人變得更好
跟有些人重修舊好
跟有些人難以開口
跟有些人款款暢談




我只知道
你總是嚷嚷著問我有沒有讀清楚你的網誌
但你呢?


那麼多年了.
有時候不需要多說太多



We are friends, but again, if you have no interest in listening or even showing interest in what I have to say, there's certainly no point in continue any form of conversation.

Since you don't want to listen why should I continue pouring my soul to you?

Sometimes, you make me want to scream at you, for being so fortunate yet you have no idea.

I'm weird I know, but I also know that when you needed me, I was there and even if you didn't need me, I was also always there to lend my support, listening ear, or some rubbish advice which in the end you've decided you don't need.


If I'm irritating, thanks for your reminder, I already know I am.

残喘
cán chuǎn

[one's last breath] 临死前残存的喘气

Labels: 請說

Fuck lah.



Is it my turn to whine about my fucking work and life?
Only meeting for prata turns out to be so fucking difficult.



I don't need any free rides or free food,
I just need some ears to listen to my whining Or to sincerely read my whining on my blog and sympathize with me.

NOT JUST PRETEND THAT YOUR LIFE IS PATHETIC AND MINE ISNT.
!%$@#$%!@#$

Oh gosh. he looks horribly like Sam Lee Sheng Jie....

Labels: photos, 五月天

大家一起五月天！

Hong Kong
2009/05/20、21、22
Time: 8:15pm
Venue: Coliseum

Australia，Melbourne
2009/05/28
Time: 8:15pm
Venue: Hisense Arena

Australia， Sydney
2009/05/29
Time: 8:15pm
Venue: Sydney Entertainment Center

China， Shanghai
2009/07/03、04
Time: 7:45pm
Venue: Hongkou Football Stadium

China，Beijing
2009/07/11

Labels: 五月天

sometimes, it hurts so much that the insides are hurting with the simple knowledge.

wahahaa.


I randomly went out with C, CH and W.
Dinner, Pool, Starbucks, ride home with Uncle J.


What a way to start the weekend :D

Saturday is the "Drink-ourselves-to-death" Session with MJ and WK!!!! XD

Sometimes I just want to whine till the sky turns purple and pink.

Msjoyce said strawberries look like nipples, perhaps thus resulting in the fetish. (for someone else, not her. msjoyce only have fetish for pointy tittes)

wE randomly met up last night.














Sometimes I just want to be taken care of, instead of being the one who needs to baby everyone around and take charge.

Labels: photos, 另類詩人, 星光

Dear blog,

Sometimes I smile to myself, knowing that you're online when I am.

It's kinda weird.




suddenly I'm catching up with really random people.
and letting go of the fact that I've lost some.


Love potions and snowballs are up @ facebook ;
here are some exciting bits...













Maybe you're right, things which come too fast, they will not last long.


It feels it's like going too fast, and it feels too familiar.
I am tempted to mold it into the familiar.


But still, I am happy, for now at least :)

-errol, me, ahtingg, wend, carlos, chanhow.


As you know I always do random things.
When im freaking high.





It was ahtingg's birthday and we decided to go out and play!


Clarkequay on friday.


Dinner @ coffeclub, one for one offer for UOB card! Freaking cheap start to an expensive night... Lols.
Went to BB's for beer and sour green apple martini by the river beside the bungee spring ball thingy... But too freaking hot already and the gang was scared that I'd get too high and fall inside the river thus we shifted....

To Fashion Bar! XD
Glamorous ah... Nice sofas!
Snowballed... intro msjoyce to the gang as GORGEOUS.
Shots... of some random thing which has fire, honey, baileys and vodka i think....
(Confirmed to be: B-52)
The high point of the entire night, shots by everyone and of cos, the infamous Waterfall for the birthday person. It seems that all the people by now who drank it (wend and Ahting) suffered from stomach ache the nxt day...
Took some exciting photos but i think most of them turned out to be blur... :S


Ok. I think by now, the entire blog reading gang will be like:
"You shouldn't be drinking so much"

It's been a hell of a week so let loose for awhile ok?


Saturday...


So regret bringing the box to put the bear -.-

dinner-ed@wheellocks nydc... somehow, the food still doesn't impress me after so many tries.
the Love Potion was hilarious. Carlos kept wavering between love potion or the desserts so we/i made the decision for him XD
ktv@International Plaza, beside Lido. Service sucks. lol. we got caught sneaking in vodka and it was confiscated... :X
Cake was good, from baker's inn, as compared to chanhow's random-dunnoe-where-buy-expensive cake, it was much much better...

the thing about singing ktv with wend and carlos is that... There will be two dead fish in the house. Sounds like a chore hor? but the others were really surprising... hahaha... Lance and his Lin Junjie, Errol and his oldies, Chanhow and his crazy antics.

For one, it really feels DAMM WEIRD to be singing K with people whom you're not really familar with.




After ktv was the "where-shall-we-g0-now" time... slacked @ BK, Starbucks then walked all the way down from Wheellocks to Concorde Hotel... Sweating and laughing away... Random topics...



Amazingly, I really had a great time! :D

Yesterday night, the new founded gang launched into a great discussion about oral action, gays and strip shows during august.
Am so looking forward to everything! XD

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I feel happy.
:)





Ahtingg, Wendy, Carlos, Chanhow, Errol.


What a bunch of random people XD

“Mine,” he growled.

Sometimes I can feel you tugging at my heart.
I can see the vague images, fleeting figures in the darkness, shined upon the pale moonlight.







“There is but a singular way to comprehend the gifts one is blessed with in one’s life. That way is fraught with heartache and pain, but it is the only way. One must lose what one feels is most precious to understand what one has. Only then can true appreciation come.”

快乐很简单.













期待已退化成
等待

而我告別了突然

Labels: 五月天

有时候

路走得太快
来不及喘气
雨下的太急
来不及欣赏


好久没上来了

总觉得
四月过的太快
过的太急
在一片混乱与仓促中卸下战袍





五月，
来了。

Happy May Day, folks :)

Labels: 五月天

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