ok. This is damm weird.



I had another random dream this morning again.
It was at my primary school, featuring L and J.

Apparently J was at my ex classroom, at the top flr and I had no idea. I think I was at the sch canteen, going to leave the compound where I bumped into L.

Having not seen L like a thousand years, I asked L what is his business there.... He just kinda moved ard w/o really telling me the reason and I felt something was wrong thus I kept pushing him. He kept asking me not to go to the top classroom, pointing at the classroom, and tell me not to go here there.

I wormed out a confession out of him and he said that J was there and he didn't want to see me. Me, being me, was damm fucking pissed, like wth, as if I wanted to see him or something. I think L mentioned something about him trying his best to avoid me, thus asked me not to go near there.

Some random stuffs happened and I decided to leave.

The thing is , I think I did see J before leaving. I think he saw me too, just that now his expression is kinda blur, I don't really remember it.






Damm random dream.

YES I DO HAVE ALOT!


People like EL. SLMH. JK.
People whom you'd never bother to never ever want to make any form of effort to patch back with after so much freaking long time. Cause they are simply NOT WORTH IT.

I think the hormones are coming.



The freaking days are getting harder to pass, from the random joyous day on tuesday where it random got invaded by the confession from AG to the crushie on Wednesday to a random conversation held behind the facade of internet chat yesterday night.



I've never mentioned this before but you really do remind me of other random people... So much that it feels kinda wrong.

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Last night dinner + drinks @ TCC bugis.
Been hanging out alot with these people recently... lols~

I seem to be meeting all those onsites ONLY after I leave that place :D

Me and my random photos:




Lionel, apparently feared by lots.


Wendy, ms emo-of-the-day


msowl :D


Siewting and her one sip of wine.


I have to say, Carlos really randomly looks better in black and white.


Total randomness by ME.





I'm gg to get a cannon camera next!~
hahahha~








This week has been freaking random,
going drinking on a tuesday. randomly met msjoyce and suaned her for the entire night for her no-balls-ness. yes, she doesnt have any balls in actual fact but again, she REALLY HAS NO BALLS. tsk. lols.

Sometimes i really wonder if she reads this space. I doubt she does. HAHAHAHAHA.

BTW, she shared with me some of her happening issues... Some I'm gg to learn and do the same while.... regarding her "noballness".... Sometimes in life, we pause for dramatic effect, or we halt when we are unsure. but sometimes, taking a break or suddenly shifting the mood to "going slow" at the wrong timing isnt quite healthy.

MSJOYCE. SEE THIS?!

wells. and drinking on tuesday is really seh-ing. effect didnt wear off until thursday night.


Friday night, randomness issued again, thus the upper photos. Carlos + Lionel randomly joined, creating certain exciting topics. i just wished I wasnt tat high at certain times. lol.

ohyah, also hung out at the new shopping mall place @ bugis and RANDOMLY SAW AARON KWOK holding his autograph session. sad to say, we have more people... Hahahaha... He doesnt look as impressive from afar, wearing far too much clothes as compared to the poster behind him.


Mr.青春肉体 kept harping on making people vomit after drinking. And all the discussion about drinking and vomiting and night clubs makes weekends DAMM BORING if there wasn't any... wells... happening stuffs. ahhaha~ He's bound to ask me on monday again, "阿榕！你去那里QIONG?!"





Today, went to movie marathon... BACK AT CATHAY!

Watched 神枪手 first. I seriously wanted to catch richieren instead of mr.dickchen. Huang xiaoming sounds not bad too...


Edison Chen, Richie Ren, Huang Xiaoming.
not my usual type of movie.....




It's actually a movie about half naked men, shooting away with long guns and being delusional.

hahhahaha. Actually the shooting and all is pretty cool, but the ending is like "Errrrrr?....."


And the 2nd movie was:

BIG SMILE :D


nonono....

FREAKING SKINNY GUY!


nonono...

tongue-sticking-out action!


nonono....

guy next door cutie!



nonono....


ACtually, it's this:





*DROOLS*

ok. enough said.

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It's not written for me but still I'd like to share:


-------------thewhoshallnotbenamed. says (11:43 PM):
*don't destroy yourself like those cowards do. Maybe the stars are out tonight coz they've gotten used to you and your constant need for proof.

-------------thewhoshallnotbenamed. says (11:44 PM):
*let me put my hands on your scars to make them better

-------------thewhoshallnotbenamed. says (11:45 PM):
*when the worst day of your life comes, don't even try to worry coz I'd walk through that day with you.

-------------thewhoshallnotbenamed. says (11:58 PM):
* if time never stands still, i would never leave you. though at times, it might be tough for us. but in my heart, you would always be found

-------------thewhoshallnotbenamed. says (12:04 AM):
*all the tmrs know about the yesterdays. thanx for helping to craft out yet another chapter of my life. The time we spent together is like summertime to me.A fresh breath in the wind. You shine like a rainbow after a rainy season. If I never told you, i juz want you to know-you made me perfect.









this comes from one of the people randomly in my life whom i'm very proud of (sometimes)
:)

I heard them saying, dreams are only the opposite of reality.




I feel so betrayed when i dreamt that you told me that I am only an extra in your life, and that you don't care less to about my/our concern about you.

What's your issue? Are you cutting me out of your life too cause I know him also? That I met him? That I spoke to him? What's your issue with him? I don't even understand anything about it.

Sometimes I try.
Sometimes I try real hard.

But again,
Sometimes I just give up, cause no matter how hard I try to reach out, you don't bother to respond.

I keep telling myself that it's only my imagination so it won't hurt so much afterall.




I kept smiling to myself for the whole night after thinking about him...
Gosh!

Wells. it's been really long since I've really blogged.
thou I've been complaining that my social life's near zero, I realized I've met up with quite a few people over these weeks! :D


Adorable people coming this way....

Wells...
I've met up with maybelline + samantha before sam flew off to hk. met for chicken rice and stuffs cause i tot maybelline's really too stressed up over projects and weak men. She looked slightly better when we saw her... Hope everything has turned for the better now :)

We sat in her super duper cool car :D

This is so random but I'm really proud of her... cause she never freaked out when driving, unlike most new drivers I know... hahaha... Very steady, very good! Looking forward to more times in her car, hopefully when she's less stressed :)

And also, passed amanda her L word dvd since like forever. MJ's still as pretty... and hyper... hahaha~

Went to wildwildwet with nieces&co and was SO TANNED... bleahs... the wedding which followed at night was at swissotel. ended up talking about jaychou and mayday and luozhixiang randomly with our table people. I heard aiqindemoyang @ the wedding! :D

Tuesday met up with taiyang. after SO long.
If it's any possible, he's EVEN MORE SKINNER. *rolls eyes*
Other than that, he's pretty much the taiyang I know. Chatted about life and the people we've met during this period of time, and also random issues. Perhaps some things in life were unavoidble. Perhaps you're really a closet.

Talking with Taiyang always makes me feel like there are more important things in life, more important things we should pay attention to, what happened to us, or the misery which we are complaining about, they are all not important, there are, of course, other more important issues to face in our lives ahead.

Can't imagine he might be going for NS soon. feels so weird... hahaha... Just can't place him in the same category as other NS guys I know.

Thursday met up with Yinren and had dinner @ airport. Another random so-long-no-meet person ah. We unexpectedly agreed on so many things. hahaha. And she keep saying I'm the only one who will really randomly keep dragging her to go drink.

Speaking of drinks,
We went to clarkequay for some!

We = me, siewting, wendy and carlos. and chanhow and seth and seth's girlfriend. the helpdesk agents, onsites, DBS helpdesk... and PA. hahaha~ Joe flew me areoplane AGAIN. apparently he was called back to india by his mum.

Expensive dinner ok! Seafood and fried rice... hahaha~

I must admit, I take really random photos! :D














ok. got to go off liao. meeting pr and ahtan for dinner.

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Maybe he's really right,
and you're a closet.

which pretty much explains why you're so freaking pissed.

CAUSE I EXPOSED YOUR SECRET.....

有一天我会转头离开这一切



我不需要做作
我不需要隐藏
我不需要敷衍
我不需要解释

因为
我没兴趣解释



有一天我会转头离开这一切

it's just a plot to get others pay you WHILE helping you promo your new shop.


omg!
FIVE FLOORS @ XIMENDING!

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Why do the people at my workplace have SO RANDOM RINGTONES?!


Heard-

1. high school musical 1's song. the one at the finale
2. random jay chou - not anything which i reconize instantly
3. Insy bitsy spider - ?!?!?!!??!!?
4. ELMO'S SONG



mind you, the people whom im working with work like long freaking hours and look quite professional

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But again, it's meaningless.

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