「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
So well said :D
Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect - and I didn't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean
- (Bob Marley)
You know you're in love when reality is finally better than your dreams
- (Dr. Seuss)
Love is when two people who care for each other get confused
- (Bob Schneider)
People will always talk about you. Might as well give them something to talk about
..... .. ..... 6:25:00 PM;
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Another year of happiness, sadness, excitement, dreams, love and music :) For, when it all pales in comparison. Thank you for always being there.
I don't usually feel the need to explain myself to those who already deem I am wrong.
I would be sorry if I spoke anything which resembles as an insult to you, but seriously, I cannot remember. If the issue you mentioned, has, well, insulted you, I sincerly apologize.
But again, I don't see the need to change myself for a certain small group of strangers. They are not in my circle of friends, I don't see the need why I can't even behave like myself infront, needing to lie or hide anything.
I only mentioned I'd stay away cause the way you've put across to me, it seems to me like trouble to you, and because you are my friend, I don't want to cause u the trouble cause I know in my heart that I will NOT change for them. I don't see the need to and thus don't think I am in any wrong.
I am only apologizing because it seems like what I said might had cause you trouble.
My pathetic life is all about counting down to FRIDAY. And then nuah-ing the entire weekend away.
Then countdown to the weekend again.
UGHS. I've been so damm highly strung up by the random stuffs I've been reading and listening to. I need a break soon else I'd just jump on someone random to settle it. UGHS UGHS UGHS.
It's so hard to keep myself from falling into you...
..... .. ..... 11:43:00 PM;
Friday, March 13, 2009
It's friday night, everyone dearest.
I peep out of our pantry's window and am surely awed by the view. Somehow, somewhat, I love Singapore.
We have lights and lights and lights. People working at 7.50pm still on a friday night.
I wore my pretty white shirt out today but the only thing I've planned is to take the bus ride home and fall into my bed and sleep the night away. No date, tsk.
ok. it's a stupid post. i hate my hormones, seriously. i hate all the emotions which it encourages to build up, so strong that it's so empowering. dammit.
"He held her hands and put them around his shoulder, and thus, she was lost in his warmth" "Moving his hands to her waist, he leaned near and said:" "Let's just dance..."
Sometimes, it hurts too much to continue the faith.
..... .. ..... 7:03:00 PM;
Sometimes life just happens in the way which makes you wanna hide out in a small dark corner and sleep out the entire period.
Sometimes I do repeatedly ask myself, why am I still here when I clearly know this isn't what I want. Just like that night when me and yiyan and shitian discussed.
The more simple your wishes are, the more life demands you to give up to have them. I suppose so.
On my many side notes,
1. I forgot to mention - I really do hope that tian gege gets his birthday wish this year. LOLS.
2. I dreamt of S, H & E on facebook just now. Which made me think of J & L. yikes!
3. I seriously do miss the uncles bloody alot. So much so that I actually TEARED while youtube-ing them. damm.
4. I really don't think the vampire mv is a good one, mainly cause he looks fat and he didn't really BITE the girl's neck. No, not sensual AT ALL. IMO, 香水 + 雌雄同体
I have already been opening this page for a few days but without really bloging an actual post.
Saturday was the E awards thing for omy + SPH which was at the floating platform. XF (ahtan's colleague) had extra tickets and asked us along. Thus we went and saw some really random people.
Only caught the ending of chou pi jiang's perf. And there was AMPs, super cool as usual, sang with gong shijia, whose long hair didnt suit her at all... And wu jiahui sang 虽然我愿意
And there was Energy with their fabulous dancing! they performed Come On + 放手.... and that was their hit song from their first album... when I was sec. 2! which is also like.... FREAKING LONG AGO! I remember they were freaking hot during my sec sch days, together with 5566.... lols~ I even went to hereen to see them... hahaha~
Also, there was Aska Yang who sang 洋葱... which IMO, he can't handle the song as well now, he sounded abit breathless near the end, like cannot hit all the notes. He used to be much better.... tsk... Thou he thank ashin for the lyrcis and tune...
JJ Lin sang his irritating annoying addictive song... I think you all should know which one I'm refering to :p
Oliva Ong sang the nonya song... Super skinny!
Sun yanzi performed with a acapella group...
There was Wu Qinglong, who was the pianist for many big shots...
We were shown a random commercial for Aaron Kwok's concert... oH my gosh... His body is damm good okay! Makes me tempted to go watch his concert also :p
Cheer was super cool as usual! I felt like whacking those cheena people behind us gwaking away during her entire performance. Almost the entire crowd was so captivated by her performance that we ALL kept quiet... tsk tsk to those cheena people who don't know how to apperciate good performances!
And the last but not least, Mr. Pig.... OMG. like the entire crowd came for him and no one else! Have to admit, his dancing is really pretty impressive.. No comments to his hyperness thou :X
Went for Cheer @ bugis on sunday... She's really super tiny in person... reminds me of ah Jam, really... Smiles and shakes hand with simple sincerity and a smile :)
Besides than all these, ahtan's been trying her best to make me emo at work... Plus my hormones, it makes me just wannt hide at home under the covers.
..... .. ..... 11:14:00 AM;
Monday, March 09, 2009
Quote:
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind.” - Dr. Seuss
Me just had dinner with most adorable wilson kor! :D
It's been AGES since I've last met up with him. He has like, FINALLY found the time for dinner with me. apparently he's SUPER busy with work. wow. Im amazed at wilson kor! He NEVER did really change much since I last saw him you know?
Same hair, same fugly clothes, same attitude.... hahah~ the way he talks, says things, comment about stuffs, it never did change alot... hahaha~
Perhaps we should be grateful somethings in our lives never did change drastically. It keeps us sane, you know?
wells, he promised that a happening night can be arranged :D
wahhahaha! HAPPENING OKAY! :D
speaking of happening, the weekends going to be pretty happening I hope, going to catch cheer chen! :D
prev weekend was.... interesting. the highlight should had been tian gege's birthday and the happening night. turned out we didnt really celebrate cause there were some spoilers and it wasn't REALY happening in the way we expected it to be due to the rain.
But thanks to the rain and zongming's weirdly wrong directions, we landed ourselves in a super cool wine place with nice stuffs and lovely wine :D
We ended up at last with 3 random guys and chatting random topics of interest.... wahahaha~ wine sessions with yan + tian gege is so love :D
jason + yan + me
me and tian gege
us randomness :D
blue balls to suckers who are stuck up and have a broom in their arses. go away. we don't like you. you can be sarcastic, SO CAN WE.
what's wrong with all these people speaking in circles? Seriously, can't anything be put across simply? There's no need to lie, nor hide your bushuang-ness.
It's ALL SO PLAIN VISIBLE.
Keep the hostile stuffs between yourselves and leave me out of it. There's OBVIOUSLY an issue between you and you. UGHS.
..... .. ..... 6:23:00 PM;
Thursday, March 05, 2009
read: http://sammyboy.com/showthread.php?t=13452
seriously. yadayadayada. its ONLY girls' fault that we only grow our eyes on the top of our heads.
it's not to be blamed that singaporean guys don't wanna improve themselves, and are so damm no-good-enuf thus we're turning to overseas men or depending on ourselves. DUH.
only point fingers at us, what about them?
If they are all oh-s0-damm-great, would girls here still throw them aside? seriously, duh.
kudos to those REAL Singaporean men who are still trying. for those who are whining away, look at yourself and you know WHY Singaporean girls don't like Singaporean men. DUH.
..... .. ..... 11:26:00 AM;
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I can picture you here, your expressions and everything else. It's all so exciting...
if you know who I'm talking about, good for you. this is the email i sent out to that bitch.
To Miss XXX,
Don't bother with those tiny petty actions anymore. Just accept the fact that if I'm not going to see each and every photo, you are not getting a cent of the money. I don't give a damm how busy you are. If you have the time to play mafia wars on facebook, I'm sure you can find the time to burn the photos into a disc and send it to my address.
Stop bothering my cousins for the money. This issue is between the both of us. If you don't want to settle it, so be it. If you're not willing to part with your time, you can just forsake the money as well. It's not that i'm tied up and can't cough out the cash. Since you've already decided to be a bitch regarding this entire issue, I'm merely just following in your suit.
Any other costs incured will be at your expense.
Awaiting your reply,
Yurong
if you wanna be a bitch regarding this. guess what?