「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」


Friday, January 30, 2009






在你瘋狂衝刺的背後
我似乎顯得特別慵懶

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watched bridewars today!


So wanna get married after all these right?
Angmoh weddings make it look all so overly good :p

Can't imagine the amount of chaos if it were to come to a chinese one :p


Have tonnes of photos to upload :S
Chinese new year came in such a frenzy....
:)

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

HUAT AH.

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Monday, January 26, 2009

腥黏跨熱!







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Saturday, January 24, 2009

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解脫是被獨自理解的篇章.


放開?
或許在你眼里我並沒有
但是那是在你眼里

我不想她那樣
大聲嚷嚷著不公平
這算是對你的依戀
還是對自己的堅持?

I told yiyan tonight that if anyone had the right to be angry or pissed.
I would be the only person with the right.
As according to this matter totally.

I saved your pride and some of your image.
For once, voiced out that you're just a pathetic creature.

Puppet?

HA.
oh please.
Get a life.






Happy chinese new year folks.

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Friday, January 23, 2009

生命
短暫而漫長

富裕
象徵著貧窮

生活
被生存擊到


"天上的星星笑地上的人, 總是不能懂不能覺得足夠"

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To prove my point, he IS quite adorable!
:D















andandand

vampire wannabe:








:p

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shit i jus spent the past 2 hours doing something damm random...
lols.



我閉上眼睛
全世界黯淡離去了
我卻看見你
想我伸出援手
:)

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

bloody fuck.
I CANT IMAGINE I MISSED HIM BY LIKE... FUCKING 15 MINS.....





------------------> 關于海綿寶寶...

博主回复:
黃色傢伙會快樂,不是因為他有大房子,
是因為他有一片比房子更大更寬廣的心房,還有一個健忘的腦袋呀。:)





andandand....

博主回复:
繁體跟簡體沒有任何距離與差別。
簡繁文字就像鉛筆,不管外表是黃色紅色藍色,
寫出的字都是深灰色,而且我都能看懂。:)




andandand....

random fan:
包子大人
你怎么在这个时候更新啊
我刚还说到你这么晚更新肯定在想事情
(2009-01-21 01:56:40)
博主回复:
軍曹兄,現在是我的精華時段,你知道的。
(2009-01-21 01:59:43)


ANDANDAND........................

博主回复:
我知道怎麼站起來,但是懶得站。
怎麼辦?







damm him.
seriously.
damm him.

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Monday, January 19, 2009

他明明就很在乎.
只不過是委婉的承認了
難道你們都看不出來嗎?

怎麼能不在乎呢?
明明就付出了那麼多
卻遲遲沒得到獎賞

怎麼了?
為甚麼努力要平平輩否定呢?

我們的相信
就不是相信嗎?

別忘了我們生活在殘忍的世界裡





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Saturday, January 17, 2009

"有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點 
青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月 "
[ 如煙 ]



如煙...


我坐在床前 望著窗外 回憶滿天 
生命是華麗錯覺 時間是賊 偷走一切

七歲的那一年 抓住那隻蟬 
以為能抓住夏天 
十七歲的那年 吻過他的臉 
就以為能和他永遠

有沒有那麼一種永遠 永遠不改變 
擁抱過的美麗都 再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野 
讓生離和死別都遙遠 
有誰能聽見

我坐在床前 轉過頭看 
誰在沉睡 
那一張蒼老的臉 
好像是我 緊閉雙眼

曾經是愛我的 和我深愛的 
都圍繞在我身邊 
帶不走的那些 遺憾和眷戀 
都化成最後一滴淚

有沒有那麼一滴眼淚 
能洗掉後悔 
化成大雨降落在 回不去的街

再給我一次機會 將故事改寫 
還欠了他一生的 一句抱歉

有沒有那麼一個世界 
永遠不天黑 
星星太陽萬物都 聽我的指揮

月亮不忙著圓缺 春天不走遠 
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 
有誰能聽見

耳際 眼前 此生重演 
是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑 
人間 瞬間 天地之間 
下次我 又是誰

有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰 永遠不凋謝 
永遠驕傲和完美 永遠不妥協

爲何人生最後會像一張紙屑
還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔

有沒有那麼一張書籤 停止那一天 
最單純的笑臉和 最美那一年

書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水 
雙眼只有無猜和無邪 
讓我們無法無天

有沒有那麼一首詩篇 找不到句點 
青春永遠定居在 我們的歲月

男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋 
笑忘人間的苦痛 只有甜美

有沒有那麼一個明天 重頭活一遍 
讓我再次感受曾 揮霍的昨天

無論生存或生活 我都不浪費 
不讓故事這麼的後悔

有誰能聽見 
我不要告別


我坐在床前 看著指尖 已經如煙

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I've been up to alot of reading recently.

And after reading can't get to sleep at all... thus resorted to blogging.
Met samantha and maybelline :D

thanks for the wallet and random bangle.
The card was <<3
:)

The very least to be expected is at least a card right?
It's been 18 days.

Met ching also to pass her THE fancl thingys.
quite belated but it still got to her :D
And we went shopping for cny clothes... which I didn't manage to complete the task.
only got a shirt :S

Have been considering my options.
Someone mentioned SMU and NIE and UNISIM.
I'm looking into all.

Met up with msjoyce also.
I feel really happy for her if it all works out :)
A new year and new happenings.


I admit i'm feeling bloody restless and irritated.
I will not allow myself to be put down by these.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

To most adorable ahtan,
thank you




p.s. remember to tag before leaving :D

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It sure takes alot of effort.
I used to have passion, and determination.

When determination's all left to one, it kinda dies off, does it?
Time is a battle fought by all, not one.

I thought of him and him recently.
and her too.

Perhaps I've let it slip by.
When my temper didn't allow me to blind my eyes and pretend nothing happened.
I still felt that I did right.
In many ways.

I loved and hated with passion.
Hesitated with fear and threw my temper like a shrew.
Behind the facade, I struggled to want people to see.

He said I put in a lot of effort, those who received my attentions were really fortunate.

I remembered and always remembered.
But I somehow lost the passion to give.
No excuse but it's really kinda hard to keep doing so.

When I was in a foreign land, I thought of them very often.
I knew I still cherished them.

To others, it was mostly the main point of "am I being cherished?"
I know it is so to you, and you, and you.
Getting was always more important than giving.

It's the time when one has run for too long and suddenly stopped to catch one's breath.
I close my eyes and I know you are still around.
Perhaps it's just a fabrication of my imagination.
But I know cause I believe.

She told me again that I would be the only one getting hurt.
again.



或許我依然的獨自狂奔
但我從不怕愛錯就怕沒愛過
我想要這樣的生活
我想要有勇氣的這樣生活

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I am randomly thankful for the people whom I have in my life.

Fangmin, who is ever so busy
MsJoyce, who likes pointy boobs
Arhmanda, who wants to open an escort company
Yiyan, who was dazzled by my random enthusiastic-ness
Kaisin, whom I said looks like a porn star :X
Tian gege, who randomly called me after such a small detail
Cousin, who emailed me several job options after my chat with her
Onions, who are there and not there but happened once most excitingly in my life
Rachel and ning, who are my darling nieces
Ching, PR, ahtan whom are my crazy buddies
Samantha and maybelline whom I will be having dimsum with tmr....



ahahhahahaha :D

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Monday, January 12, 2009

Dearest...
"我從不怕愛錯就怕沒愛過"

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Thursday, January 08, 2009






i wanna go back!
with fangmin and msjoyce!
:(

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

i simply can't find the drive to blog about anything at all.

I already opened this page a few times with a great determination to blog.
about THE trip or THEM.

but it all dies here.

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Monday, January 05, 2009

boy, they were damm good.
:)


dearest was awesome :D

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Saturday, January 03, 2009

im back.

ello beautiful singapore.
you have been dearly missed :)

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Friday, January 02, 2009

am at taoyuan internation airport now.
terminal 2....
the newer terminal.....


changi's still the best to me :p



singapore,
im coming back...
and i've never been happier :)






p.s.
was hoping to see arhdam here... no such hope ah :X

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月亮不忙著圓缺 
春天不走遠 
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉 
有誰能聽見
[ 如煙 ]

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i miss msjoyce. alot.
and fangmin and amanda and samantha and maybelline and yingwoon and my dearest onions.
and taiyang.
and rachel and ningning.

i actually dreamt of work.
as in at subbing.

this is my last day at taipei and i'm going back alone.

i need some love.
call me after 11pm kaes?
should had reached sg already :)

mayday in 2 days time :D

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Thursday, January 01, 2009

ello everyone!
am at taipei tango nanshi hotel now.


if you're free can google for my hotel... it's freaking nice.
msjoyce visited us and she was so very jealous :p
to think i met up with msjoyce more often than I met up with her in sg :S

I still wanna go to chenghuang temple, adam's shop and bigdrumstick :(

wells.
countdownw as great!
fireworks were terrific :D

heard from pr that ardam lipsync-ed :S
didn't manage to catch the telecase yet :S


tmr back to sg ald....
:(




p.s.
armanda i bought ur present ald!!!
XD

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HAPPY 2009!

Many loves, hope and peace in the new year :)

from yurong XD

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