I told yiyan tonight that if anyone had the right to be angry or pissed. I would be the only person with the right. As according to this matter totally.
I saved your pride and some of your image. For once, voiced out that you're just a pathetic creature.
And after reading can't get to sleep at all... thus resorted to blogging. Met samantha and maybelline :D
thanks for the wallet and random bangle. The card was <<3 :)
The very least to be expected is at least a card right? It's been 18 days.
Met ching also to pass her THE fancl thingys. quite belated but it still got to her :D And we went shopping for cny clothes... which I didn't manage to complete the task. only got a shirt :S
Have been considering my options. Someone mentioned SMU and NIE and UNISIM. I'm looking into all.
Met up with msjoyce also. I feel really happy for her if it all works out :) A new year and new happenings.
I admit i'm feeling bloody restless and irritated. I will not allow myself to be put down by these.
..... .. ..... 1:09:00 AM;
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
To most adorable ahtan,
thank you
p.s. remember to tag before leaving :D
..... .. ..... 1:34:00 AM;
It sure takes alot of effort. I used to have passion, and determination.
When determination's all left to one, it kinda dies off, does it? Time is a battle fought by all, not one.
I thought of him and him recently. and her too.
Perhaps I've let it slip by. When my temper didn't allow me to blind my eyes and pretend nothing happened. I still felt that I did right. In many ways.
I loved and hated with passion. Hesitated with fear and threw my temper like a shrew. Behind the facade, I struggled to want people to see.
He said I put in a lot of effort, those who received my attentions were really fortunate.
I remembered and always remembered. But I somehow lost the passion to give. No excuse but it's really kinda hard to keep doing so.
When I was in a foreign land, I thought of them very often. I knew I still cherished them.
To others, it was mostly the main point of "am I being cherished?" I know it is so to you, and you, and you. Getting was always more important than giving.
It's the time when one has run for too long and suddenly stopped to catch one's breath. I close my eyes and I know you are still around. Perhaps it's just a fabrication of my imagination. But I know cause I believe.
She told me again that I would be the only one getting hurt. again.
或許我依然的獨自狂奔 但我從不怕愛錯就怕沒愛過 我想要這樣的生活 我想要有勇氣的這樣生活
..... .. ..... 1:20:00 AM;
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I am randomly thankful for the people whom I have in my life.
Fangmin, who is ever so busy MsJoyce, who likes pointy boobs Arhmanda, who wants to open an escort company Yiyan, who was dazzled by my random enthusiastic-ness Kaisin, whom I said looks like a porn star :X Tian gege, who randomly called me after such a small detail Cousin, who emailed me several job options after my chat with her Onions, who are there and not there but happened once most excitingly in my life Rachel and ning, who are my darling nieces Ching, PR, ahtan whom are my crazy buddies Samantha and maybelline whom I will be having dimsum with tmr....
ello everyone! am at taipei tango nanshi hotel now.
if you're free can google for my hotel... it's freaking nice. msjoyce visited us and she was so very jealous :p to think i met up with msjoyce more often than I met up with her in sg :S
I still wanna go to chenghuang temple, adam's shop and bigdrumstick :(
wells. countdownw as great! fireworks were terrific :D
heard from pr that ardam lipsync-ed :S didn't manage to catch the telecase yet :S