「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」
Sunday, November 30, 2008
..... .. ..... 2:29:00 PM;
Photos. Birthdays and stuffs.
Maybelline's birthday surprise. Friends for the longest time :)
Yiyan's birthday dunno if she got stun dio or not cause tian gege most prob gave away the act.
Avenue Q with jiali
The internet is for porn!!!! XD
And wells, since I'm blogging also. Yesterday night's Lee Guitars concert was pretty random :p
I liked cheer chen's perf. and I swear I tot tanya chua really looked like jolin from our side of view. She's super skinny LAHHH.
Zhang zheng yue was a tad disappointment... felt that he could had been more... errr... random?
zhou huajian is 偶像! :D he was really good and the songs he sang almost i all can sing... hahaha~
They were, as usual, good. 瘋狂世界 was really random thou. good surprise. the other songs where... wells... normal. 聽不到 was =.= when he forgot most of the lyrics. even guitarist and bassist was laughing away liao...
I saw ngak and hyr also... who randomly appeared at the super place also?!~
團長被瘋狂灌酒 like every table also got people to 敬酒 to him. and mr.ah, as usual, staring at his piece of meat and gobbling up all the peanuts and laughing loudly.
Really random dream which I had just now you know! I dream of this... location is very blur. But the clear part was, everyone was trying their best to get near to A. 那麼剛好,我合他站的超近的 一直在他的身邊 But he kept... I dunno... moving away from me? Kept moving till there was these two big fat guys who blocked us apart. Standing close like, leaning on him close you know!
Then I was fed up and walked away. Fine, since you don't want me to stand beside me, Fine. I'll just go away.
I walked to the side and was sulking to someone, sufen I think. And a clown (yes, a clown, the typical clown you see) ran past me when I was about to straighten up and walk away. And I turned to my left and bumped totally into M.
And.... M was making funny faces (you know, 做鬼臉 at me?! Yah, very random I know) I was like "ERRRRHHHH....."
And the next scene was M and E and me was laughing away at some private joke and everyone was like very stunned at us. Like suddenly we were the best of friends. I still remember crying in on M's chest over someone or what. Then E was patting on my shoulder.
And the last part was....... [A] was actually jealous!
omg?!
actually I omitted most of the dream. Too random and NC16. cannot include in here :p
It's one of the most random dreams I've ever had. And I actually can remember it. :S
..... .. ..... 11:53:00 AM;
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Lee Guitars concert later :)
..... .. ..... 6:22:00 PM;
我們活在這小小的星球 有那麼多身不由己
或許是比較逃避的說法吧
經歷 會讓人茫然疑惑 最終的目標是否改變了
相信著的一切 是否沒有存在的意義
我今天 做了個好決定 我去看了一場表演
I went to watch angmohpai's performance at esplanade
我 沒合他們去那裡 去那個地方
我很開心 看了一場很值得的表演
我想我血液里留著濃厚的[五]式搖滾
老了 比較容易感慨 看著表演就想起了那麼多捨不得的人 :(
..... .. ..... 1:13:00 AM;
Thursday, November 27, 2008
tmr might be bringing the two of them out.... ning and rach...
a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don’t refuse to do that. Don’t tag who tagged you. sam, maybelline, amanda, joel, sufen(?...), fangmin(if she still comes here)
01. What are your nicknames? rong, rong mei
02. How do you style your hair? usually don style at all :S
03. What’s new in your life right now? nothing. oh. boredom and work.
04. How many colors are you wearing now? two. red, brown. black is not a color
05. Are you an introvert or extrovert? used to be extrovert
06. What was the last book you read? some random romance novel borrowed from library, courtesy of sufen's library card
07. Do you nap a lot? no but I really wish I can do so :D
08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do? Getting over is the best way out. (but does not mean one can bring her/himself to do it)
09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? work. doctors. nurses. doctors. work. enuf said.
10. What was the last thing you ate today? mixed veggie rice from quest cafe downstairs
11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? around 5 mins if i don bath, around 15mins if i do.
12. What websites do you visit daily? blog. facebook. other blogs (ks, sam, adam :)
13. What classes are you taking right now? And if you’re not in school anymore, what’s your job? HELPDESK. duh. till 12dec.... 3 more weeks! :D
14. Do you like to clean? err... yes? if I had the time, yes. :p
15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head? "就讓我吻你吻你吻你直到天明, 就讓我穿過你的外衣到你的內衣" 愛情萬歲 by Them :p
16. What are you doing right now? logging case. just log finish a case for user...
17. Are you a picky eater? not really but can't take beef nor mutton :S
18. What kind of cell phone do you have? LG Viewty
19. Where are your top travel destinations? Taiwan. London. Finland. Japan. for now. short term :p
20. Tell me something good. 3 more weeks to taiwan :) they're coming this weekend and I'm on leave :)
I miss my imprompto onions. I guess that's the only way to salvage the youth which has passed.
During that period, we did all sorts of unbelievable stuffs. Going to Thailand just after a huge military incident which declared the country unsafe. Going pubbing like crazy randomly at vastly weird timings. Going out as a huge group, bitching and talking cock and sharing all kinds of shit. Mostly, having alot of fun.
Look what has time done to us.
Once, we used to be much more tolerant. Now, we don't give a damm to people who complain and whine about minor things. I suppose that's part of life, part of growing up.
I used to be able to take alot of shit from friends, but now, i'm quite sorry to let you know the shit I can handle in life is only that much. If you're unhappy, then be it. If you don't dare to voice it out, sallow it in. Don't go around complaining to the entire world but to me in the face. If you have zero guts, it's none of my fucking business.
I understand why you're still so hung up over him, cause both of you are the same kind.
And you, Stop giving me shit. I know too much, too much of your secrets. I'm still hiding some for you, so shut your fucking mouth and stop hiding behind other people's back to back stab me.
I've already done alot. At least, more than you.
After hearing their song, it brought me back, and brought me alot of hope - false hope.
Because of this random thought, I called everyone back together.
Perhaps I've taken a change for the worse, I can't feel it anymore. Neither the chemistry or the excitement.
But I can still feel the bond, that's why I'm holding on.
There are some people who don't give a fucking damm. Yet i still hold on so strong on them. I don't have to sprout names, you know who I'm talking about. People whom you try so hard to reach out to, yet they brush you aside as if you're worthless.
Yet we still hold on to them, all because of false hope.
I hate mayday. Hate them for writing such songs to bring me false hope all the time.
Yet I'm stubborn. Thus I'm still suffering, yes I am aware, for holding on.