If I could chop off your testicles,
I WOULD.
TRUST ME.

不知不覺的又在為你心痛.
你知道這是多累的事嗎?

那天我在看畫皮的時候
心不知不覺的不停糾結
感覺很悶一直透不過氣

我總覺得
好像真的就會天長地久
好像真的很愛很愛很愛

我總是比他更相信他合她的愛


你們看畫皮了嗎?

不知道會不會有人和我一樣
看著時心是那麼糾結的

有時候

我們的人生
就是在這樣的人海
慢慢的尋覓合掙扎

在淡淡的微笑背後
躲著的辛酸

其實
我要的不多

激情
或許只是想像

我只想
牽著你的手
輕描淡寫的過生活

你知道
我多不想明白
時間一直走的那麼快

我只想
依慰在你壞里
輕描淡寫的過生活

人生或許是轟轟烈烈的開始
平平淡淡的結束

在看著他們不停掙扎的眼里
讓我更想念你

請你一定要快點出現....

OMG I MUST BLOG ABOUT THIS.



today watched two movies.
Im SO IN LOVE.
lol~


Watched black swindler at cine first after msjoyce left.

here comes the craze for red scarfs~~
but walaueh he's super cute can.... die liao....

Im glad i watched it, good plot.
thou never had been a huge fan of jap guys/dramas
but their movies are always.... you know... very cleverly plotted or someone has to die somewhere.
and the guy actor is always very dramatic.

apparently he's from NEWS... some idol group from johnny's...
BUT JIALI I BELIEVE YOU.
HE IS NOT GAY RIGHT????


see!


for one, he really has big nehnehs for a guy.....






AND AND AND.



JIALI YOU SEE!
I ALWAYS MANAGE TO FIND EXCITING PHOTOS ONLINE!
OMGOMGOMG!
:X


shit lah.
i randomly got DAMM SUPER EXCITED about googling for photos
=.=



and and and.

after that we walked to watch painted skin.
errr.
plot was much different from how i expected it to be.
it was pretty good thou :D

and HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
gosh.
i think i need to find a boyfriend REALLY SOON YOU KNOW.

lick his neck lah girls!



you know what... I actually started to notice this guy from this show:

He is the so ultimate ancient super hero guy.... LOL~
very very got the.... feel ah...
ahhahaha~ im so in the clouds that i have zero idea what im typing.
shit.









YIKES.


walau eh.
someone please lick his neck....
:X




ARGHS.






p.s.
sorry i actually wanted to say alot regarding both the movies but i got too carried away while google-ing for photos.... :X

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ello!


Im going to the most exciting event in town this weekend!
Cousin randomly got me tickets so....
Wahahhaa!

Kimi / Lewis, here I come!
:D

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
-kaisin's hubby

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Went to watch MAMMA MIA with jiali on friday.....


PICTUREEESSS~





they are super darn good.
I wanna travel and leave home and live in a small deserted island with blue seas all year round also!

It was so good that people in the cinema were applauding after the movie ended!
:D

It feels as if you have watched a live musical... Only with even better scenes!
Do catch it if possible :D

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"Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions."
- Albert Eistein

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Feed blog again.....



Thursday night...

For Eeeeeee-Illeeeeennnnnn-Taaaaaan


top, jz, bottom, me


Open present but dunno what is inside...


expensive charm from thomas sabo (google if you dunno who this guy is...)

Birthday cupcake for dearest ahtan!


birthday girl and jz... hahah~ both very cute...








p.s.
rest of photos on facebook~

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time to feed the blog:



Friday.....



underpass.



started bbq...


crazy group photo time...















had great fun :D

p.s.
other photos at junkai's facebook.

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Weekend did alot of stuffs.


Had the farewell bbq for kaisin on friday, with sufen, jiali, kahsin and junkai.
We did alot of random stuffs but it was all quite fun.
Waiting for junkai to upload all of the pictures on facebook... 200 over pictures!


saturday randomly got ordered to go down to sentosa cause cousin crystal couldn't find her skating track...
Ended up playing beach volleyball and built sandcastles.
It's been a LOOOONG time since I've been there!
Never changed much, more constructions and more people.

I'm so never ever going siloso again, prefer tanjong rhu beach anytime... hahaha~
had sushi teh for dinner and cousin randomly brought me shopping for new clothes.
Have to get my butt over to her house soon cause she's gg to pass me one entire big truckload of clothes :p


sunday met up with cousin belinda and ahning and jiali for taiwan thingys.
Kaisin and sufen joined us after that, and kaisin's friend keroro.
And randomly met peirong twice and the third time I purposely went to find her and saw THE GUY. hahahhaa~

I have pretty nails now, all thanks to ms kaisin.





KAISINNNNN.
Dearly missed, you will be!
More meepok and ktv and groupie behaviour next year I promise!



p.s.
I still HAVE NOT met msjoyce and fangmin.
bleahs.

p.s.s
I still HAVE NOT uploaded tonnes of photos.
bleahs.

p.s.s.s.
I HATE WORK.

Thanks best friend.
Has been getting alot of shit from me today regarding the taiwan thingy.

STUPID AGENT.
Jennifer Kong @ Namho travel.

Just when we thought we have picked up a good deal...
China air tickets told out.
all right, we upgrade to SQ for 85 bucks.
she quoted us 1144 for 6 nights hotel + air tickets + tax

great.

now today when jiali goes back to pay the deposit for air ticket.
She tells us hotel for 3d2n is a DIFFERENT PRICE. An additional of $85 in total! Child is 70 bucks in total! like WHAT THE FUCK?

Hello i got proof of you quoting me one price, and now you wanna make me pay almost 100 bucks more again randomly???

Like seriously wat the fuck.

And the best deal for this is that we aren't offered airport transfer back to airport during return cause our hotel stay is sepearated, not all the way with the same hotel.

I ask bestfriend to fuck them upside down and demand to give us free airport transfer.
She gave my cousin and family but not us.



WA IM DAMM SUPER PISSED.

人生,

如何過的簡簡單單?


身邊
太多是非
奸詐危險的人物

果然,
我真的不適合這樣的世界.

我想
一直以來我好幸福

因為有很多正常何愛我的人

我知道我支撐的下去
卻總是覺得厭煩厭倦



我總覺得
這樣的生活讓我很厭惡

結果人生卻讓我來到了這裡

或許是人生中的考驗吧


我發現
我真的不會說服我自己
原來自己是個超級倔強的傢伙
非常難搞
:(


我似乎已經能夠預料到
不會留戀的心情
也能感受
離別的喜悅

怎麼那麼悲慘啊......

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Talked to fangmin yesterday on the phone.


Haii...
I miss her alot!
It's been like ten thousand years since I've met up with her.
Just like msjoyce, taiyang, armanada and wilson korrrr!

I miss them super alot!



Can I have them back in my life please?
:(

weekend has been totally wasted on wasting myself away.
haha.


Had been sneezing NONSTOP during saturday after waking up with a major sorethroat.
maybe cause of KTV... hasn't practiced for long.

sunday...
Slacking for first half of the day and...
Researching for THE trip after that.
I'm pretty sick of all those information which I had to go thru... blehs...





today am here.
Picking up calls.
Answered several calls ald...
Not bad by now :)

I seriously do miss myself.
And my nose.
And the ability to breathe easy.
:(

today has been a great day, thou i woke up late and had to cab to kallang mrt.


thou mentor wasn't there today, was attached to this other guy...
who turned out to be my senior, same course same poly!

Very funny person, very relaxed and easier to absorb stuff when listening in to his calls.
lols... at least I dare to ask more questions
and he'll pose back more questions to me in a fun way...
and we chatted alot regarding about other random stuffs.
like liverpool, walking and music... Bryan Adams, Beatles and Akon :)

more stressfree :D

and random people. like my team leader, the lady who interviewed me and the guy sitting opp me, and joe, that guy whom i was attached to tdy, all kept reassuring me that everything is gg to be fine.
just rememer to get all those impt details from user. and say to call back user after i check.

the lady who interviewed me (i think is supervisor of our project de) she even gave me a very good talk regarding when she first came in and what problems she encounterd :)

it was really good cause i calmed down lots after what she told me :)

but then, the thing was i sat ard 1nhalf hrs at the machine.
AND THERE WAS NO CALLS.

apparently i heard before i knock off that the hotline was down at the sgh side.... hahahahha~ :p
逃過一劫...


after that went to chinatown with best friend.
TAIWAN..... omg i need alot of money.... why is the pay coming so much later?!

and sang KTV after that.
we were pretty randomly high... hahaha... singing all those old songs again.
JIALI NEEDS TO BE SAVED!
:X
cannot sink back to that era!!!


btw.
this random uncle got off the cab at mac (lucky chinatown, when we were waiting for uncle after that)...
He asked us if there was a night club there.
Me and jiali was like ???
Then I told him here only got KTV, one at 3rd flr and another at 4th.

you know wad that ass said?
"小妹 你看起來這樣竟然還那麼清楚這些地方?!"

wtf.
u ask me i tell u and that's all.

i think tt ass was drunk.

sorry im not ur china prositute. kns.


p.s.
am gg to haji lane later with BF (bestfriend) and maybe kaisin.... haven told kaisin YET. lols~
:D

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im giving myself a whole entire lot of totally unnecessary stress.

work couldn't had been worse today.
Finally got to answer calls.
Kept telling myself that it'll be over soon.
and it wouldn't be so torturous.

apparently i was pretty wrong cause the first one totally hanged up on me.

The second was better, at least i got her ID, contact number and location.
And 2nd problem was same as first.


Tmr gg to handle calls totally on my own le.
I don't think my mentor's gg to be around.


I am very very very very scared.

As you can see I'm hugely upset over the entire thing.



Why am I becoming into the state which I had dreaded most?
Why did I end up here?



Ironic issue.


rong is not a happy girl.

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im in a "down" mood.


haiii...
:(

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有些事

是
不能一拖再拖的.



有些事

是
不能輕描淡寫的.



發生了,
就該解決.

okay. i wanted to watch honey clover final EP....


and randomly i msn-ed till now!!!
11.45pm!!!


-.-


first two days of work made me feel really useless lah...
am still attached to my mentor...
who's a nice person lah :D


will update more when free... :X



p.s.
back to msn-ing... FOUR WINDOWS!

我想念那些能夠輕輕撫慰我心靈的人.




受傷,
或許你看不見的.
我很痛卻不曾對你們說.


很痛.

我擔心.
我會抓狂.
我撐不住了.

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