「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」


Saturday, May 31, 2008



五月,轟轟烈烈.



結果卻在這無聲的平靜中悄悄的離去了...

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Friday, May 30, 2008

"五月,轟轟烈烈,
人們總是會在五月裡狠狠的絕望過一回,

然後又突然頓悟般的在陽光裡勇敢一回。"
- 阿先生

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Is my method of communication so wrong that I've having misunderstandings with the entire world?




How great.
Just terrific.

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

我的神曾說過

人生就像在坐熱氣球一樣
想要越飛越高
就要把夢想一個一個的丟掉

在我人生中
除了拋棄了的夢想
還有




被欺騙了的那些
所謂'朋友'的'人.

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I thought you'll come cause you'll understand.




Your fucking boyfriend even said that your priorities are WRONG.
What the fuck.


that's so damm FUCKING WRONG.
You care so much about him that you can join us next time for dinner.

And he's fucking complaining that YOUR PRIORITIES ARE WRONG.


Seriously,
I don't know why I fuckingly care so damm alot.



I feel so used.


Just because I'm his friend so I'm supposed to understand?
Goddammit.


I know fucking alot about his views.
Thanks.



The way he is behaving now just totally reflects how she behaves.
I finally UNDERSTANDS why he's been speaking up for her.



fuck it.

I don't need such people to say that they're my friends, keep the r/s just because in any case where they might need my help and support in certain things, they come to me.




p.s.
to you.


Congrats on the correcting priorities part.
You've FINALLY SUCCEEDED.
or should I say,

I've finally seen what u've managed to do.

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watched Made of Honor with min and taiyang last friday at cathay.

firstly,
No, I don't think that guy is cute.
I find the girl quite pretty thou :p

taiyang was so bored during the entire show cause it's like TOTALLy not his type of movie at all.


Sorry ah.
It's so my type of movie.

it's juz crappy, predictable storyline and very funny scenes :D

it tells us again to open our eyes and to see carefully what have we really missed, those small trivial unimportant things around us which we've never cast a look nor casted any attention on.

it tell us that perhaps only when we lost them, then we'll apperciate their value.

Nothing is too extra to be there, you know?

Doesn't mean you don't find a use for it and it'll be useless.




:)

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

Went for the IPOP/i-weekly/8days concert yesterday.
Thanks to pr for having the VIP tickets.


Saw angmohpai again! XD

Royston Tan has a new movie again, with the same cast as 881... And the music director's huang yunren again. And AngMohPai's singing for them also.... WAHAHAH! When AMP started singing, I started laughing like for ever.... LOLS.

It's like the damm coolest thing to sing hokkien/chinese rock!

And the song immediately reminded me of Mummy matthew and joel wangzi. LOLS. "na si waa wu ji pa ban...."

XD


After AMP, the concert started off with MiLuBing. yiews. I think they changed alot since they competition days? As you gain fame and popularity, one slowly forgets the feeling and determination of why they started this in the first place. And I still don't like the lead. blehs. so AA. The theme song from 黃金路- [ 路 ] sounded better on tv... =X

There was the malaysian Idol person (whom I forgot his name =X)... He's the one who wrote AhDu's 他一定很愛你... and Z chen's 保佑我.

The superstar guy, Darren Tan too... ohmy... He sang with so much force that his veins at the neck area was SO OBVIOUS. but I only heard one of his songs, the one on his commercials. hearing him live was a little dissappointing thou cause I thought he can sing from his commercials... =X

And there was 美心. She looks SO MUCH like Ivy, 許慧欣's sister! ohwells... and her voice was totally eaten up by the loud music. Has a mega-watt smile thou :p

Kelly poon too, was there. stunning shiny black tights. lols.

And there was CHAMPION, 強辯!
wow. first time catching them LIVE. hmm... they sang 好人卡, 1234, 傷心大街, 昨天今天明天. 1234 was FREAKING HIGH! lols. didn't disappoint me. 小花 looked like a combination of zhang dong liang + guaishou. and his hair was TOTALLY guaishou. blehs. 黃牛, as usual, actions were so much like 阿主唱 that it was quite irritating at points. but have to say, mr.huang's performance did improve alot. 小猴 was AS AMAZING as before! very very very very high during his performance :D

that's champion for you all. lols.

and the main objective for that concert was.....

曹格!!!! XD

he sang 3-7-21, 背叛, 單數, my way.

And I seriously do think that he's gay. OH WHATEVER.

He was damm freaking high during the entire performance can... omg... even threw his shirt into the crowd. oh dammit. I WANT TO GO FOR HIS CONCERT LAH!

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

昨晚又夢見你了.
真是一種可怕的感覺...

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Friday, May 23, 2008



長大難道是人必經的潰爛
zhǎng dà nán dào shì rén bì jīng de kuì làn

[ 盛夏光年 ]

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

Thanks for adding on to my bad day.
hanging up my call was the most ultimatum.

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Watch this movie with jiali on monday



死神的精度
Shinigami no seido
Accuracy Of Death


Staring : Takeshi Kaneshiro, Sumiko Fuji
(duh, not the dog's name, the female lead's name, okay?!)




For one, Takeshi Kaneshiro is DAMM CUTE CAN!


omg.
of course, didn't watch the movie only cause he's cute.

lols.
Good plot, slow plot but very meaningful, cast different view towards death and rainy days (haha~ my favorite rainy days :)




Anyways.
met msjoyce for mac yesterday after work. And she passed me half the amt she owed me and vowed not to use bank transfer anymore cause she lost 100bucks to some annoymous fellow cause she transfered to wrong account.

and cause the 147 was BLOODY SUPER SQUEEZY yesterday, there was this girl who stood beside me, and we were stuck beside the driver.

From the moment we got on to the bus, she kept breathing in DEEPLY and making alot of noises. At first, I thought she couldn't breathe well so i move a little to give her more space. But she looked/seemed all right.

And continued TAKING IN DEEP AND LOUD BREATHS. omg. sounds like... she's coming down with an organism any moment. and apparently I wasn't the only person who felt so cause msjoyce, standing 3 people away, could hear her clearly too. And she shares the same view as me. LOL.


just something random. :p

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008


WAHAHAHA!!! XD

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NICE! :D

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Monday, May 19, 2008

I had a very good talk with taiyang last friday on the train when we were on our way to town.



One can't unlearn the growing process.

When we know that if we put in effort and we'll get hurt, we'll learn to stay away and avoid doing certain things.
When we grow thru pain in lessons, we tell others about them.
When we learn new words, we'll use them in sentences while we talk to others.
When we live in a world where everyone speaks the same slang, we slowly learn and commit it to habit.

There are like, so many things that are constantly changing.

When it's happening with you,
it'll be happening with someone else too.


Please do remember that.





Perhaps certain things or people has disappointed you but it doesn't mean that it/him/her/they has ceased to touch other's hearts.

When you are losing faith at one end, someone else might be gaining faith on the other side of the world.


Please do remember that.



We cannot change the environment that we're in but we can change ourselves,
What we're thinking and what we're doing and our beliefs and faith.

..... .. ..... 10:52:00 PM;


當你為看不到的日落而流淚的時候,
你就會錯過更美的星空.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008




被遺棄的夢想
被遺留的感動


世界之紛亂

他沒說
我還真的不懂

外婆說
老天爺在收人回去了

這一句話
很久很久的埋藏在心裡



在你那美好的煩惱中
聽到寂寞的呼救了嗎?

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

朋友問我,
到底會喜歡怎樣的男生.



我喜歡的他
會在巴士上讓我做在內座,
好像有一種被保護的感覺

我喜歡的他
會淡淡的表示他對那些感動的了解,
牽著我的手跟我一起哼著那些歌曲

我喜歡的他
會不費吹灰之力就燃起強烈的機動
讓我深深的狂戀著簡單卻瘋狂的他

我喜歡的他
會讓我在深夜在棉被里偷偷的微笑
在寂寞時恨不得時間停止在他懷里

我喜歡的他
會緊緊的擁抱我
把這瘋狂世界擋在千里之外

我喜歡的他
會在人潮擁擠喧鬧的街
將視線傳破層層群眾停留在我身上



我應該會喜歡
這樣的他.

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Friday, May 16, 2008

你知道嗎?
原來我有那麼想你卻始終沒有說出口

你知道嗎?
原來你說了那麼多謊言來欺騙你自己

你知道嗎?
原來我知道的比你想像的多但你卻被瞞在谷底

你知道嗎?
原來我在你話語之間聽到一些讓我懷疑心里認識的那個你

你知道嗎?
原來你曾讓愛你的人失望了淡淡的經過

你知道嗎?
就算我很愛你但卻不可能忽視一些你傷害別人的行為

你知道嗎?
其實他並沒有你想像中愛你.



對不起
因為我都知道

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

I wonder which psychotic, crazed, FUCKED UP parent scolds her daughter for being in the wrong to be TORTURED, HIT AND VERBALLY ABUSED by the deranged tuition teacher.




She can go and die for what i care.
And she's standing right beside me,
Saying that I should hold responsibility for her results since I talked back her while she SHRIEKS about the deranged tuition's reason for HITTING her daughter; BECAUSE THE DERANGED TUITION TEACHER HAS ACCEPTED THE RESPONSIBILITY OF TEACHING HER DAUGHTER TO PASS HER GRADES SO SHE HAS THE FUCKING RIGHTS TO HIT HER DAUGHTER.

YES.

THE DERANGED TEACHER HAS FUCKING RIGHTS TO HIT HER DAUGHTER WHILE THE DAUGHTER'S ELDER SISTER CANNOT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING SAY IN THE FUCKING MATTER.


SHE CAN JUST GO AHEAD AND DIE WHENEVER AND WHATEVER.

IT'S LIKE NON OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS.




the other partner can just act as if NOTHING IS FUCKING CONCERNING HIM WHILE HIS PARTNER IS SHRIEKING AWAY NONSENSICAL STUFF.







FUCK HER for thinking that it's the right and ONLY FUCKING WAY to bring up a child who's going through puberty.



I swear I NEED TO BLOG THIS DOWN FROM NOW ON TO RECORD ALL HER FUCKED UP WAYS.


I swear there'll just be one nice day when one of the daughters can't take it anymore and shove a knife into the heart or fucking whatsoever.

And by then I'll fucking swear she'll claim that it's the STUPID RETARDED DAUGHTER'S FAULT BUT NON OF HERS WHATSOEVER.

..... .. ..... 10:34:00 PM;




神秘嘉賓

曲:鄭楠
詞:陳信延
我踩著夢的階梯
走進了 一座迷霧森林
誰的心事 被天使竊聽 泛起漣漪

時間它幫我設計
下一秒 誰是神秘嘉賓
小心翼翼 揭開了面具 掌聲鼓勵


誰闖進我的場地
誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情 妳卻給我一筆
狡猾地 致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密
誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉 唯有妳的背影
友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶


妳按了我的門鈴
我終於 從呵欠中甦醒
緊張兮兮 對妳說一句 歡迎光臨

全場觀眾都離席
剩下我 還在原地尋覓
耳邊聽著 謝幕的歌曲 走不出去


誰闖進我的場地
誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情 妳卻給我一筆
狡猾地 致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密
誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉 唯有妳的背影
友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶


我搬到誰的隔壁
誰成了我的鄰居
鳴謝生命有妳參與 笑納我的邀請
曲終人散卻寫下不會結束 的結局

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

他淡淡的看著我
眼神雖然慵懶卻如此鑑定


'看著我'

我似乎聽見他說


'只能看著我'

對的 他好像是那麼說的


結果他帶著我的靈魂
又再次淡淡的離去
再次留下我一個 荒唐的坐在這裡








請問我今晚可以夢見你嗎?

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[ 喜歡 ] 張懸



片段中 有些散落
有些深刻的錯
還不懂 這一秒鐘
怎麼舉動
怎麼好好地和誰牽手

那寂寞有些許不同
我挑著留下沒說
那生活還過分激動
沒什麼我已經以為能夠把握

而我不再覺得失去是捨不得
有時候只願意聽你唱完一首歌
在所有人事已非的景色裡
我最喜歡你

片段中 有些散落
有些深刻的錯
就快懂 這一秒鐘
怎麼舉動 怎麼好好和你過

那寂寞有些許不同
我挑著留下沒說
那生活還過分激動
沒什麼我已經以為能夠把握

你知道
你曾經讓人被愛並且經過
畢竟是有著怯怯但能 給的沉默
在所有不被想起的快樂裡
我最喜歡你

而我明白覺得失去是捨不得
有時候只願意聽你唱完一首歌
在所有人事已非的景色裡
我最喜歡你

而我不再覺得
而我不再覺得...










換一首歌
換一種心情
換另一種現在進行式

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credits to imayday


oh my.

they look HILARIOUS!
XD


it's like SO WEIRD!
blehs.



anyways.
was surfing tru imayday.com today.

Wow.
Was really impressed by the graphics again... hahaha... whoever who did and are upkeeping this website are really fantastic. thou they're like super slow in getting up news and stuff but all those other graphics and animations are done really well :D


okay.
I was just being random :p


Happy wednesday-rainyday!




anyways
yesterday went out with dinner with cousin belinda and my niece charmaine at bedok.
finally tried botak jones!

okay, was not bad. cesear salad could had been better with more dressing but the cajun chicken i had was not bad. but abit soggy lah. fries were nice :D


hmmm.
let me see what else i forgot to blog...

monday went out to client's site at cck and stayed there till 830PM!!
damm tiring arh... cause starting is juz do nothing and watch denver gao the system. blehs.

met arhmin for dinner and made her wait for me for abt 40mins =X
sry min! :p



and....
basically weekend juz nuah at home...

Oh yah!


watched "what happens in vegas" with jiali on sunday.

staring Cameron Diaz, and Ashton Kutcher


it's so lame and hilarious lah.
lol.

just random bits of how people live with each other for the now and forever.
it's abt the two people going to vegas as a retreat from normal life, to let loose and have fun. and had too much fun and drunk that they got married on one night of crazy drinking.
And the guy won the jackpot using the girl's coin.

random super hilarious scenes :D



and watched "over her dead body" with huii sometime last week.



the ghost(the dead girl on top) is SO gaoxiaos lah!

was laughing so loud during the entire show. lols.

ohman.
my life needs more funny movies :p

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008



ahahhahahaha



The thing is, I talked to dear moto this morning also. wahahaha.

I miss my onions!
XD



p.s.
anyone knows where ham is? she's like in total MIA-ing.

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Monday, May 12, 2008

有時覺得我是個沒用的人


好像可以做的還有很多
好像可以了解的也還有
好像可以體諒合包容更多
好像可以付出的關心不夠多


是不是真的在每個人的心里都有自己想變成的模樣?

但是
在我心中我卻時常覺得
我不想再思考
不想去了解合體諒

我總覺得我好累
想要逃離這一切

可是
我還是忍不住關心
忍不住去了解合體諒
忍不住去聆聽這些那些


千言萬語,
停留在舌尖

在不斷抗議變成別人的複製品的人生中

無法控制的學習著那些靈魂舞動的旋律


真的好累


在尋找
在了解
在體諒

再尋找
再了解
再體諒

在這瘋狂世界裡繼續再瘋狂的活著

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WOW.




「五月天」阿信
「蘇打綠」
曹格
偲菘&偉菘
「FIR」阿沁
小宇





He is so blessed.
I'm looking SO forward to his album :D




credits to stickgal.blogspot.com :D

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

My love for you is only that strong.
What I really have heard is only that much.

I cannot help but hearing different perspectives and different ideals.
Please do come to the fact that there're certain things which are really not as what you've percieved them to be.
I have not said many cause I knew it'll hurt you.

Every time I hear you speaking of words which you stand so strongly by, my trust is being dragged along with you.
I believed in you till I heard another end of the story.

There are too many things which one wishes to protect in life.
Be it people or feelings.

I'm a mere human, I can't protect everyone whom I love.

But, I'm not a failure cause certain things it's just meant to be.
Mock at me if you feel that I'm a failure or a loser.
Those whom I truly hold close to heart would understand.


I have absolutely no idea what am I going on typing here.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008




Whoever who's been shooting the videos for their concert and the lighting team and the entire production team:

THEY ARE AMAZING.


Quite right? They kinda transformed a simple performance and a simple song into like... "WOW!!"
XD

I mean the production team, kaes, not the band performing.
Lols.

thou the band themselves have a great part to play in this too :D


Whenever I watch those LIVE performances from them, one gets so amazed from time to time! Sometimes cannot understand why so many people go crazy when mr.ah delivers a substandard performance but.... After watching then you realize... oh my... hahaha... it's just different.

Mr.ah can only affect THAT much.... while the lighting, design of stage, background visuals, drums, guitar, bass, guitar, drums can affect even more :D



hahahhaa.
What rubbish I toking suddenly.... :p


Just very amazed by the video XD




And,
saw even more "rumours" about THE thing.

嗨唷.
如果又有多一個人又發出類似的預測....

他們是不是都很害怕如果他真的做了'一些傻事'
他們就都完蛋了?!

嗨....


他媽的...
五月十七號可以快點來嗎?!

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是不是



我們對所謂的事實太過篤定?

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Friday, May 09, 2008


[我只在乎你] 蘇打_綠 @ 台北小巨蛋


可以聽見他唱著,


"任時光匆匆流去 我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何 能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜"



這一刻覺得生命好像少了那一點點的遺憾.

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Thursday, May 08, 2008

Onions,




Shall we have high tea @ novotel for this saturday's gathering? :D
.::click to enlarge::.

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credits to photographer from clubsnap :D





even thou we can't see his face but he's amazing enough to make so many in love with him lahhh :p

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Quoted exact from her blog:


"
don alway think u'r right. human to make mistake.

it's not easy to understand others' suffering unless u'r the person experiencing it.
"



what the *TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT*
KNNBCCB.

you think laoniang easy to push away with a few pathetic words?



fuck lah.

You think what?

You're the ONLY fairy on singapore who fucking REJECTED some poor guy and the poor guy FINALLY got enlightened and met someone else
And you SO DAMM VERY POOR THING to have seen them together....


So fuckingly poor thing right?


You think you're the only one who've been fuckingly being let down by FRIENDS SINCE LONG AGO and feel so utterly WRONGED?

You think you're the most PITIFUL soul ever on earth to have experienced such injustice?



WTF.

I can't believe I'm actually typing a blog post.
IN NAME OF FUCKING YOU.






For the very last time,
I don't give a fucking damm if any guys whom you've ditched has found new love OR you've been like SO DAMM FUCKINGLY pitiful to be BETRAYED AND MISUNDERSTOOD by US.


I,
or should I say, WE,

had like enough of your damm nonsense.




Just fucking return maybelline her 40bucks.
Don't EVER think you can run away from returning her the money.
And MY 20 bucks.


For once,
I'm going to be like so damm fucking petty and demand that I see the money BACK.

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It's the 1200th post :D


Worth celebrating huh?

that's me, min and taiyang @ his house with his bdae presents.
:D



Photos!


my attachment place...

Lots of makan places to eat if you got the mood to walk ard during lunch.
But usually I juz makan in the canteen.

and I haven't got tired of there. yet :p

First week of attachment went down to CBD area for client's followup.

Singapore river @ boatquay side :)


was last last friday, day before THE concert.

Waited for dearest arhmin at central for 2n1/5hrs.
Waited for dearest taiyang for 2hrs.
Both hard at work....So.... Hmm...

And met 3 random friends of theirs, tomy, peter and finn.

Went to have marutama ramen.

We are a very super random group. lol.

Tamago which MELTS in your mouth...
Super fluffy and like cotton candy.
A tad too sweet for my liking thou :p


THE bbq pork. wahahahahahahhahaah!!!
*drools~*


OMG! O.O
ramen for six of us =X
4 spicy, 2 nonspicy, one plate tamago, two plate bbq pork :D
All with the eggthingy of cuz :p

After that;
no drinking thou we were at super close to clarke quay.


Had desserts @ sunWithMoon thou :D


Tofu cheesecake. OMGOMGOMG! NICE :D


platter: icecream, jellylikethingy, and forgot whatelse.



sake icecream.
Very very very light and faint sake taste, more like very bland icecream =X



And of course,
On 26 april 2008.

The concert.



The hug-down-from-celling stage at the back.


the everyone-all-rush-to-side-walkways-leaving-masa-only part


the fake ending, as usual.


the last encore :D
very lucky to have taken this pic cause the camera juz caught his face at that point of time


The I-have-been-to-mayday's-concert-with-sufen picture.




Following-sunday.

went to IMM for stone and mr.ah's autograph session.
Quite DUH to hear people say they're oni there for mr.ah.
shitou was quite guanfang with his answers.
But he sang yiyaya :D

mr.ah was crapping and giving random answers as usual.
while signing, he was on TOTAL autopilot mode.
blah.

went to town after that and performed operation [S/M] with jz, pr and ms.w.

LOL.
killed some of my braincells and most of my courage and mood =X

went to this place after that


oh my.
Sometimes, the groupie in me just gets out and away. randomly.



last monday.
28april 2008

sent them off.
price paid: waking up at 5am in the morning
returns: headache and heavy moods for quite some time. as caused by SOMEONE's random words.




For the entire last week was mostly on autopilot and severe PMS-ing mode.

Im glad that I've recovered some tis week le :D

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I didn't know you went that far.
but I know now.



我對你
曾保持著很多希望

曾.


哈哈.
天真的我啊.


感謝我那麼倔強的靈魂
至少我沒有懦弱
沒有屈服於你

慶幸
我的堅決
讓我沒做出令自己後悔的事.

^^

..... .. ..... 5:59:00 PM;

Monday, May 05, 2008

I'm juz very lucky to have such friends.

It was a really good talk.
Thanks, girls :D

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

"Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them."




specially for msjoyce.






for the past week, my life had been super duper crazy.



starting from monday, right from 530am.
sending those people off and hearing random words from a certain random person.
And hearing even more while on the train and ride to work.
Words that threw you straight from an easy mood to a thoughtful and heavy mood.

And upon reaching my office, I got to know I got to get out with my colleague denver again. out to client's site.

Walked out from client's site under the fucking hot sun juz immensely generated severe PMS cells in my bloodstream =.=

and my week dronned on with random stuffs.

Went for my niece Charlotte and clenment's birthday bbq @ sembawang park on labour day. the FIRST public holiday during my SIP. talked alot with my cousin about men and marriage and children and relationships and all.

yesterday had dinner/hightea @ mariott with my cousin and rachel.... food's fine but some can be better. but WAYYYYYYYYY to expensive for normal dinning. blehs.

today went to STUN mr.taiyang. the STUNT made me and arhmin quite paiseh all the way from town to his house... lols. but i suppose it was quite worth it :D



I have TONNNES of pictures to upload.
blehs.

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Friday, May 02, 2008

oh man.


fuck it.

I'm still feeling the emo-ness in the blood.
And the pms-ing.
And the mood swings caused by the period.

oh fuck.



things just happen all together at the very same time.
Frustrations builds up like nobody's business.
oh fuck.



shit.
it's the third time I've cursed during the past 5 minutes.


oh dammit.
IM SO DAMMIT-LY FRUSTRATED.



arhgs.
Where's the rain to add on to my emo-ness?!?!?!?!?!?!?



oh dammit.
fuck.

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Thursday, May 01, 2008

[憨人] 五月天




我的心內感覺 人生的沈重 不敢來振動
我不是好子 嘛不是歹人 我只是愛眠夢
我不願隨浪隨風 飄浪西東 親像船無港
我不願做人 奸巧鑽縫 甘願來作憨人

我不是頭腦空空 我不是一隻米蟲
人啊人 一世人 要安怎歡喜 過春夏秋冬


我有我的路 有我的夢 
夢中的那個世界 甘講伊是一場空
我走過的路 只有希望 
希望你我講過的話 放在心肝內 
總有一天


看到滿天全金條 要煞無半項 環境來戲弄
背景無夠強 天才無夠弄 逐項是攏輸人
只好看破這虛華 不怕路歹行 不怕大雨淋
心上一字敢 面對我的夢 甘願來作憨人











人生不斷前進
我們
和他們

人生都不斷的前進

最初
唱著的夢想

到了多年後
變了個樣

從一開始
還沒磨煉的嗓子

到現在
每一個音符都對上了旋律


在成長

歌聲
在成熟

就像
潮落之後就是潮起

像慢慢被遺留的青春
像慢慢淡去的鼓聲
像慢慢消失的純真

是一種無法避免的過程






五月﹐
天。

快樂




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We all got our own shit to handle.



The feeling just sucks when you can't get THE point across to people whom you care about.
Worse is when they show you obviously that they don't really give a damm about how hard are you trying to get the IMPORTANT point across.



oh fuck.

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我能夠了解

聽著快歌都流淚的心情


一種複雜的心情
一種亂七八糟的心情
一種讓靈魂瞬間顫抖的心情
一種狂奔又被迫返回平靜的心情

"把地球甩掉。。。"
"我再也不要。。。"
"委屈自己一秒。。。"


你們的言語讓我害怕
真的

可愛的朋友們
也許突然之間
放棄看起來那麼容易

好像浪費了生命
浪費了許多寶貴的時間和青春

我也曾
停頓
思考
試著去後悔

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