Your fucking boyfriend even said that your priorities are WRONG. What the fuck.
that's so damm FUCKING WRONG. You care so much about him that you can join us next time for dinner.
And he's fucking complaining that YOUR PRIORITIES ARE WRONG.
Seriously, I don't know why I fuckingly care so damm alot.
I feel so used.
Just because I'm his friend so I'm supposed to understand? Goddammit.
I know fucking alot about his views. Thanks.
The way he is behaving now just totally reflects how she behaves. I finally UNDERSTANDS why he's been speaking up for her.
fuck it.
I don't need such people to say that they're my friends, keep the r/s just because in any case where they might need my help and support in certain things, they come to me.
p.s. to you.
Congrats on the correcting priorities part. You've FINALLY SUCCEEDED. or should I say,
watched Made of Honor with min and taiyang last friday at cathay.
firstly, No, I don't think that guy is cute. I find the girl quite pretty thou :p
taiyang was so bored during the entire show cause it's like TOTALLy not his type of movie at all.
Sorry ah. It's so my type of movie.
it's juz crappy, predictable storyline and very funny scenes :D
it tells us again to open our eyes and to see carefully what have we really missed, those small trivial unimportant things around us which we've never cast a look nor casted any attention on.
it tell us that perhaps only when we lost them, then we'll apperciate their value.
Nothing is too extra to be there, you know?
Doesn't mean you don't find a use for it and it'll be useless.
:)
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Went for the IPOP/i-weekly/8days concert yesterday. Thanks to pr for having the VIP tickets.
Saw angmohpai again! XD
Royston Tan has a new movie again, with the same cast as 881... And the music director's huang yunren again. And AngMohPai's singing for them also.... WAHAHAH! When AMP started singing, I started laughing like for ever.... LOLS.
It's like the damm coolest thing to sing hokkien/chinese rock!
And the song immediately reminded me of Mummy matthew and joel wangzi. LOLS. "na si waa wu ji pa ban...."
XD
After AMP, the concert started off with MiLuBing. yiews. I think they changed alot since they competition days? As you gain fame and popularity, one slowly forgets the feeling and determination of why they started this in the first place. And I still don't like the lead. blehs. so AA. The theme song from 黃金路- [ 路 ] sounded better on tv... =X
There was the malaysian Idol person (whom I forgot his name =X)... He's the one who wrote AhDu's 他一定很愛你... and Z chen's 保佑我.
The superstar guy, Darren Tan too... ohmy... He sang with so much force that his veins at the neck area was SO OBVIOUS. but I only heard one of his songs, the one on his commercials. hearing him live was a little dissappointing thou cause I thought he can sing from his commercials... =X
And there was 美心. She looks SO MUCH like Ivy, 許慧欣's sister! ohwells... and her voice was totally eaten up by the loud music. Has a mega-watt smile thou :p
Kelly poon too, was there. stunning shiny black tights. lols.
And there was CHAMPION, 強辯! wow. first time catching them LIVE. hmm... they sang 好人卡, 1234, 傷心大街, 昨天今天明天. 1234 was FREAKING HIGH! lols. didn't disappoint me. 小花 looked like a combination of zhang dong liang + guaishou. and his hair was TOTALLY guaishou. blehs. 黃牛, as usual, actions were so much like 阿主唱 that it was quite irritating at points. but have to say, mr.huang's performance did improve alot. 小猴 was AS AMAZING as before! very very very very high during his performance :D
that's champion for you all. lols.
and the main objective for that concert was.....
曹格!!!! XD
he sang 3-7-21, 背叛, 單數, my way.
And I seriously do think that he's gay. OH WHATEVER.
He was damm freaking high during the entire performance can... omg... even threw his shirt into the crowd. oh dammit. I WANT TO GO FOR HIS CONCERT LAH!
Thanks for adding on to my bad day. hanging up my call was the most ultimatum.
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Watch this movie with jiali on monday
死神的精度 Shinigami no seido Accuracy Of Death
Staring : Takeshi Kaneshiro, Sumiko Fuji (duh, not the dog's name, the female lead's name, okay?!)
For one, Takeshi Kaneshiro is DAMM CUTE CAN!
omg. of course, didn't watch the movie only cause he's cute.
lols. Good plot, slow plot but very meaningful, cast different view towards death and rainy days (haha~ my favorite rainy days :)
Anyways. met msjoyce for mac yesterday after work. And she passed me half the amt she owed me and vowed not to use bank transfer anymore cause she lost 100bucks to some annoymous fellow cause she transfered to wrong account.
and cause the 147 was BLOODY SUPER SQUEEZY yesterday, there was this girl who stood beside me, and we were stuck beside the driver.
From the moment we got on to the bus, she kept breathing in DEEPLY and making alot of noises. At first, I thought she couldn't breathe well so i move a little to give her more space. But she looked/seemed all right.
And continued TAKING IN DEEP AND LOUD BREATHS. omg. sounds like... she's coming down with an organism any moment. and apparently I wasn't the only person who felt so cause msjoyce, standing 3 people away, could hear her clearly too. And she shares the same view as me. LOL.
I had a very good talk with taiyang last friday on the train when we were on our way to town.
One can't unlearn the growing process.
When we know that if we put in effort and we'll get hurt, we'll learn to stay away and avoid doing certain things. When we grow thru pain in lessons, we tell others about them. When we learn new words, we'll use them in sentences while we talk to others. When we live in a world where everyone speaks the same slang, we slowly learn and commit it to habit.
There are like, so many things that are constantly changing.
When it's happening with you, it'll be happening with someone else too.
Please do remember that.
Perhaps certain things or people has disappointed you but it doesn't mean that it/him/her/they has ceased to touch other's hearts.
When you are losing faith at one end, someone else might be gaining faith on the other side of the world.
Please do remember that.
We cannot change the environment that we're in but we can change ourselves, What we're thinking and what we're doing and our beliefs and faith.
I wonder which psychotic, crazed, FUCKED UP parent scolds her daughter for being in the wrong to be TORTURED, HIT AND VERBALLY ABUSED by the deranged tuition teacher.
She can go and die for what i care. And she's standing right beside me, Saying that I should hold responsibility for her results since I talked back her while she SHRIEKS about the deranged tuition's reason for HITTING her daughter; BECAUSE THE DERANGED TUITION TEACHER HAS ACCEPTED THE RESPONSIBILITY OF TEACHING HER DAUGHTER TO PASS HER GRADES SO SHE HAS THE FUCKING RIGHTS TO HIT HER DAUGHTER.
YES.
THE DERANGED TEACHER HAS FUCKING RIGHTS TO HIT HER DAUGHTER WHILE THE DAUGHTER'S ELDER SISTER CANNOT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING SAY IN THE FUCKING MATTER.
SHE CAN JUST GO AHEAD AND DIE WHENEVER AND WHATEVER.
IT'S LIKE NON OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS.
the other partner can just act as if NOTHING IS FUCKING CONCERNING HIM WHILE HIS PARTNER IS SHRIEKING AWAY NONSENSICAL STUFF.
FUCK HER for thinking that it's the right and ONLY FUCKING WAY to bring up a child who's going through puberty.
I swear I NEED TO BLOG THIS DOWN FROM NOW ON TO RECORD ALL HER FUCKED UP WAYS.
I swear there'll just be one nice day when one of the daughters can't take it anymore and shove a knife into the heart or fucking whatsoever.
And by then I'll fucking swear she'll claim that it's the STUPID RETARDED DAUGHTER'S FAULT BUT NON OF HERS WHATSOEVER.
Wow. Was really impressed by the graphics again... hahaha... whoever who did and are upkeeping this website are really fantastic. thou they're like super slow in getting up news and stuff but all those other graphics and animations are done really well :D
okay. I was just being random :p
Happy wednesday-rainyday!
anyways yesterday went out with dinner with cousin belinda and my niece charmaine at bedok. finally tried botak jones!
okay, was not bad. cesear salad could had been better with more dressing but the cajun chicken i had was not bad. but abit soggy lah. fries were nice :D
hmmm. let me see what else i forgot to blog...
monday went out to client's site at cck and stayed there till 830PM!! damm tiring arh... cause starting is juz do nothing and watch denver gao the system. blehs.
met arhmin for dinner and made her wait for me for abt 40mins =X sry min! :p
and.... basically weekend juz nuah at home...
Oh yah!
watched "what happens in vegas" with jiali on sunday. staring Cameron Diaz, and Ashton Kutcher
it's so lame and hilarious lah. lol.
just random bits of how people live with each other for the now and forever. it's abt the two people going to vegas as a retreat from normal life, to let loose and have fun. and had too much fun and drunk that they got married on one night of crazy drinking. And the guy won the jackpot using the girl's coin.
random super hilarious scenes :D
and watched "over her dead body" with huii sometime last week.
the ghost(the dead girl on top) is SO gaoxiaos lah!
was laughing so loud during the entire show. lols.
My love for you is only that strong. What I really have heard is only that much.
I cannot help but hearing different perspectives and different ideals. Please do come to the fact that there're certain things which are really not as what you've percieved them to be. I have not said many cause I knew it'll hurt you.
Every time I hear you speaking of words which you stand so strongly by, my trust is being dragged along with you. I believed in you till I heard another end of the story.
There are too many things which one wishes to protect in life. Be it people or feelings.
I'm a mere human, I can't protect everyone whom I love.
But, I'm not a failure cause certain things it's just meant to be. Mock at me if you feel that I'm a failure or a loser. Those whom I truly hold close to heart would understand.
I have absolutely no idea what am I going on typing here.
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Whoever who's been shooting the videos for their concert and the lighting team and the entire production team:
THEY ARE AMAZING.
Quite right? They kinda transformed a simple performance and a simple song into like... "WOW!!" XD
I mean the production team, kaes, not the band performing. Lols.
thou the band themselves have a great part to play in this too :D
Whenever I watch those LIVE performances from them, one gets so amazed from time to time! Sometimes cannot understand why so many people go crazy when mr.ah delivers a substandard performance but.... After watching then you realize... oh my... hahaha... it's just different.
Mr.ah can only affect THAT much.... while the lighting, design of stage, background visuals, drums, guitar, bass, guitar, drums can affect even more :D
" don alway think u'r right. human to make mistake.
it's not easy to understand others' suffering unless u'r the person experiencing it."
what the *TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT* KNNBCCB.
you think laoniang easy to push away with a few pathetic words?
fuck lah.
You think what?
You're the ONLY fairy on singapore who fucking REJECTED some poor guy and the poor guy FINALLY got enlightened and met someone else And you SO DAMM VERY POOR THING to have seen them together....
So fuckingly poor thing right?
You think you're the only one who've been fuckingly being let down by FRIENDS SINCE LONG AGO and feel so utterly WRONGED?
You think you're the most PITIFUL soul ever on earth to have experienced such injustice?
WTF.
I can't believe I'm actually typing a blog post. IN NAME OF FUCKING YOU.
For the very last time, I don't give a fucking damm if any guys whom you've ditched has found new love OR you've been like SO DAMM FUCKINGLY pitiful to be BETRAYED AND MISUNDERSTOOD by US.
I, or should I say, WE,
had like enough of your damm nonsense.
Just fucking return maybelline her 40bucks. Don't EVER think you can run away from returning her the money. And MY 20 bucks.
For once, I'm going to be like so damm fucking petty and demand that I see the money BACK.
..... .. ..... 9:41:00 PM;
It's the 1200th post :D
Worth celebrating huh?
that's me, min and taiyang @ his house with his bdae presents. :D
Photos!
my attachment place... Lots of makan places to eat if you got the mood to walk ard during lunch. But usually I juz makan in the canteen.
and I haven't got tired of there. yet :p
First week of attachment went down to CBD area for client's followup. Singapore river @ boatquay side :)
was last last friday, day before THE concert.
Waited for dearest arhmin at central for 2n1/5hrs. Waited for dearest taiyang for 2hrs. Both hard at work....So.... Hmm...
And met 3 random friends of theirs, tomy, peter and finn.
Went to have marutama ramen.
We are a very super random group. lol. Tamago which MELTS in your mouth... Super fluffy and like cotton candy. A tad too sweet for my liking thou :p
THE bbq pork. wahahahahahahhahaah!!! *drools~*
OMG! O.O ramen for six of us =X 4 spicy, 2 nonspicy, one plate tamago, two plate bbq pork :D All with the eggthingy of cuz :p
After that; no drinking thou we were at super close to clarke quay.
Had desserts @ sunWithMoon thou :D
Tofu cheesecake. OMGOMGOMG! NICE :D
platter: icecream, jellylikethingy, and forgot whatelse.
sake icecream. Very very very light and faint sake taste, more like very bland icecream =X
And of course, On 26 april 2008.
The concert.
The hug-down-from-celling stage at the back.
the everyone-all-rush-to-side-walkways-leaving-masa-only part
the fake ending, as usual.
the last encore :D very lucky to have taken this pic cause the camera juz caught his face at that point of time
The I-have-been-to-mayday's-concert-with-sufen picture.
Following-sunday.
went to IMM for stone and mr.ah's autograph session. Quite DUH to hear people say they're oni there for mr.ah. shitou was quite guanfang with his answers. But he sang yiyaya :D
mr.ah was crapping and giving random answers as usual. while signing, he was on TOTAL autopilot mode. blah.
went to town after that and performed operation [S/M] with jz, pr and ms.w.
LOL. killed some of my braincells and most of my courage and mood =X
went to this place after that
oh my. Sometimes, the groupie in me just gets out and away. randomly.
last monday. 28april 2008
sent them off. price paid: waking up at 5am in the morning returns: headache and heavy moods for quite some time. as caused by SOMEONE's random words.
For the entire last week was mostly on autopilot and severe PMS-ing mode.
"Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them."
specially for msjoyce.
for the past week, my life had been super duper crazy.
starting from monday, right from 530am. sending those people off and hearing random words from a certain random person. And hearing even more while on the train and ride to work. Words that threw you straight from an easy mood to a thoughtful and heavy mood.
And upon reaching my office, I got to know I got to get out with my colleague denver again. out to client's site.
Walked out from client's site under the fucking hot sun juz immensely generated severe PMS cells in my bloodstream =.=
and my week dronned on with random stuffs.
Went for my niece Charlotte and clenment's birthday bbq @ sembawang park on labour day. the FIRST public holiday during my SIP. talked alot with my cousin about men and marriage and children and relationships and all.
yesterday had dinner/hightea @ mariott with my cousin and rachel.... food's fine but some can be better. but WAYYYYYYYYY to expensive for normal dinning. blehs.
today went to STUN mr.taiyang. the STUNT made me and arhmin quite paiseh all the way from town to his house... lols. but i suppose it was quite worth it :D
I have TONNNES of pictures to upload. blehs.
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Friday, May 02, 2008
oh man.
fuck it.
I'm still feeling the emo-ness in the blood. And the pms-ing. And the mood swings caused by the period.
oh fuck.
things just happen all together at the very same time. Frustrations builds up like nobody's business. oh fuck.
shit. it's the third time I've cursed during the past 5 minutes.
oh dammit. IM SO DAMMIT-LY FRUSTRATED.
arhgs. Where's the rain to add on to my emo-ness?!?!?!?!?!?!?
The feeling just sucks when you can't get THE point across to people whom you care about. Worse is when they show you obviously that they don't really give a damm about how hard are you trying to get the IMPORTANT point across.