Hi, all my dearest(s),


I think the sun has been shinning too brightly recently and it's nearing to the killer status.

I was pondering if I'm being irritated too much by the heat, or is menses making my mood dance around like no one's business or it's just them.


I'm just tired and irritated.

Maybe cause I can't type chinese when i'm so yearning to vent in chinese. blah.

給我可愛的朋友們




"看著我的眼睛﹐為什麼要哭泣?"
"那幸福太容易"
"讓我們都不敢相信"




在炎熱的上午
漫長的旅程
永無止境的逃亡


"就算是世界﹐ 把我拋棄"
"而至少快樂傷心我自己決定"
"所以我說﹐就讓他去"
"潮起之後一定會潮汐"




我愛上的那個他
和他們一起
坐在街角的沙發上
唱著簡單的理想

我不是很了解他們到底想要我們看出什麼端倪來

可是我相信
我們大家卻在他們眼裡
看到自己內心深處的渴望

這是不成文的約定
這是有默契的了解

雖然我們的終點都不同
過著不一樣的生活
每天和不同的人相處
說著不同與別人的思想

雖然我們都是分開的
卻在某一個場合
某一個時間
某一個地方
相遇了

感謝他們
感謝你們
讓我和你們相遇了
:)

Labels: 五月天﹐ 五月蝶

Sometimes, perhaps Life would had been much simpler if I didn't come in contact with certain things or certain people.


I'm the kind who believes that everything in life happens for a reason, thou I might not be so damm driven to discover EVERY reason behind EVERYTHING.

I've learnt to accept that somethings we'll just regret them happening, thou we're all so concerned but we really can't do anything and decide for those people who've made up their mind nor we have the power to influence them.

Neither do I wish to influence them either.

There are too many heroic words about believing, faith, support, LOVE. All has been too easily spoken. When shit happens (Or when people THINK that shit has happened), we react in the way all humans would.

I'm tired, nervous, mentally wrecked AGAIN.

It has happened before and it actually HAPPENED again.

But I'm truthful to myself still and I'm not in serious denial. I'm glad cause I've seen people who are. we get too involved and we no longer can picture ourselves in the innocent way. blah.



Life,
what meaning does it hold, really?

And the things which we love,
are we loving them for the sake of loving them
or we already got used to "loving them"

so we continue to love them?

I asked my friend, how long do you tink this will last?

When they spoke of 25years later, I truly believe that wld happen, but the thing is, who's left to be there, and be true?




Dear friends,

Thank you for being real with me, I really apperciate that.
You guys have moulded me into a person which I really hope to become and I'm very glad that I've became.
And I've become so spoilt by all of you that sometimes I just can't be fake to certain things going on.
I just turn myself to autopilot mode and continue acting out the role of myself.

But I'm glad and thankful to all of you guys.

=)

Life is TOO complicated for my own good.






I swear.
=(

bloody nehneh.



I thought his eyes were bloodshot?!
and he actually has the time to fucking BLOG?!

kns.

Labels: 五月天

我總是覺得

聽著他唱的溫柔
就應該流淚

沒為什麼

好多人
都覺得是突然勾起傷心事了

曾受傷過
才特別有感觸


曾經
這首歌

暫時的變成了
他的歌

應為
了解了某些事

我知道
他了解
為什麼陳主唱的感染力那麼深

結果那次
我去了

卻
第一次
眼淚遲遲不肯落下

應為那時
是他的歌

結果
今天
眼淚
有掉下

:D

再也不是
他的歌了
我很開心

回到
我和陳主唱之間的秘密

我對"溫柔"的回憶
是模糊的
是淚光閃閃的燈光
是聽不見怪獸的吉他聲
是陳主唱模糊的身影用力的唱著

"我給你自由﹐我給你全部全部全部自由。"


我的士杰還是那麼的可愛 :)

還是那麼活潑
還是那麼瘋狂
還是那麼令人稱奇

就是技師黃小杰
:)

還是那個
我不管多小聲
輕輕的
說了
"士杰"

就會立刻回頭張望
看到我
跟我揮手
微笑

還是可愛的士杰:D


我們都決定了
瑪莎太像蔡康永了

有
穿了裙子

我的天啊

還有一套服裝
真實太像馬來式的服裝

劇情就是
即將舉行的男男婚禮
穿著紅色的阿主唱就是神父兼征婚人
穿著藍色的顏明就是其中一個新郎的父親
穿著忘了什麼顏色的瑪莎就是牽紅線的媒婆
穿著紫色的怪獸和綠色的石頭就是婚禮的新郎們
:D

夠精彩了吧?!

阿主唱剛才好像有點腫
對了
是腫

還偷看地下的熒幕
以為唱的很深情我們就不會發現了嗎?!


發生了太多

下回在繼續吧



回到地球表面了

就如
該繼續的腳踏實地的生活著

看著每個人
唱著"倔強"時
都是張開手掌
用力的看著五月天

好像
他們就是希望的代表

必須伸出手
向著他們
吸取遺忘了得勇氣

有很多事
很多人都不能了解

就連最親近的人
也無法連接

但有些人卻能夠體會
有些事就是應該去做
雖然並不會得到什麼好處
還是得到什麼獎賞
還得付出精力和時間

但是
有些事就是必須去做
必須去完成

沒有為什麼
沒有理由

Labels: 五月天

oh man!



THEY ARE DANGEROUS.

I only randomly clicked on a video
and I didn't expect THE SONG to affect me SO much.


I was right.
One shouldn't listen to them too often cause
the feel would be lost then :D

Labels: 五月天

Labels: 另類詩人, 請說

對啊



我承認

我做了瘋狂的事
在回到家後
就像往常的
上了討論區看看

我的天啊

來了
或許該說
要來了

一小時內
飛機就會抵達

我的他媽的天啊
一小時?!

結果
我還是
瘋狂了
衝動了


我衝到巴士站
等了好久
沒巴士

結果
我
有
衝動了


搭了
-對了-
我又搭計程車

我的天啊

第三次了!!!!!!!!

結果
一路上
大塞車!

在車上
心
差一點
停了

難道。。。
會錯過嗎?

真邪門
飛機是八點抵達

我
八點零二分
抵達

我的天啊!



一切都是註定的!!!!
XDDDDDDDDD


我承認
一時
衝動了
=p



cost of transportation: $20.85
cost of brain cells: few days life gone
cost of seeing mr.tsai in fugly shorts: PRICELESS
cost of getting in mr.wen's way when he's getting out of the door: PRICELESS

Labels: 五月天

blah.


im ACHING to type chinese.
blah.


yesterday met up with arhmin and gorgeous 1 (msjoyce) and gorgeous 2 (taiyang).

ohman.
i miss them =(

like how i miss having enough money
and how i miss sending shijie off
and how i miss marutama ramen and cedele's pavolva
and how i miss reading requent updates from xiaomei's blog

i miss life.
blah.

Labels: work

when I'm in a bad mood,
people just gets to me.
easily.


fuck.


dammit.


I hate my life.

Labels: work

Later going out on task with boss.


blah.



watch run papa run with jiali yst.
the starting was real good.
music by huang yun ling (xiao ling laoshi!) and another random person
director's zhang ai jia.
hmmm.

the story starting was really interesting, plot and all, thou i didn't really like the starting part about the dreaming and all.

and, the voiceover didn't sound louis koo at all.
or should I say, it didn't sound like the character he protrayed in the movie either.
the voice reminds me of a more siwen guy, more geeky and all.
not the gangster which mr.louis is about.

and.
towards the end, the story gets abit dragging.
dunno, perhaps the pacing a little weird.

thou,
it's not like other stories which gives you a hasty ending, or worse, a predictable ending.

tada.
a can-watch if you can afford the time :D




last week caught definately, maybe with shuhui.

at cathay, as usual. after her work we met and went for movies.

plot?
not bad actually, not something that is predictable and laughter at random times.
hmmm.

thou i thought they wld be protraying alot on father-daugther stuff
but didnt, more on the father-telling-story kind
i like :D

and the girlfriends.
lol.

a must-watch if you can spare the time.



the movie teaches us,
that humans complicate everything.

we think too much about the current situations that we're in and we read too much into many unimportant stuff while ignore about other more important little detailsl.

so,
yah.





sidenote:
im currently toking to 2 crazy people online who think they are SO gorgeous.
blah.

blah.



am at DGMsolutions now.
am going to be here till national day.
am done with filing and photocopying.

boss asked us to try remote controlling the pc and mac he passed us.
then
he went out.


yes.

ofc left three other guys who're busy with their own stuff.
and.
another boss sitting in his own ofc.


tts abt all.

timecheck:
457pm


blah.

Labels: work

你問我,
為甚麼

說真的
我不懂

問我為甚麼,
迷戀著他筆下的文字

說真的
我不懂

問我為甚麼,
迷戀著他手中的曲

說真的
我不懂

問我為甚麼,
迷戀著他淡淡的濃烈

說真的
我不懂

我只知道
我迷戀著他









[ 那些女孩教我的事 ]
和那個男孩教我的事
詞：陳沒+阿信 / 曲：阿信


要不是你讓想念猖狂 打破天窗
我不會發現枕頭上的荒涼

以為你就是故鄉
卻變成我的流浪
誰的傍晚 是誰的天亮？

十九八七六十六億人 同時狂歡
五四三二一個人倒數孤單

回憶的擁擠廣場
假裝你還在身旁
就像你最愛 依賴我的肩膀


第一行詩的狂妄
第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻你的唇 你的倔強

第一顆流星燦爛
第一個天真願望
第一個諾言對你的荒唐

你教我愛的善良
你教我恨的野蠻
你教我忘記該忘 傷心太傷

那些你教我的事
讓思念更苦更長
只想問 想念的 想念的 想念的你
怎麼樣？


愛情是信仰 或只能是旅途風光
那女孩帶我漫遊一次天堂

你教我怎麼愛上
卻沒教怎麼遺忘
讓我的陽光 都變成了淚光

Labels: 五月天, 他, 另類詩人

Hi, the world.



has just got back from meeting arhmin and msjoyce at cathay starbucks.

i forgot it's saturday.
someone was singing away at b&j's.
certainly brings back some random memories.

today was rachelseng's 5th birthday.
oh my,
she's ALREADY five years old.
the pre-school age is ending and primary school age is nearing.
and she doesn't even watch hi-5 now.
oh my, all grown up.

i remember her birthday from last year
at the doggie cafe down the street.
the usual chaos and extra huge birthday cake.
all the random-dont-know-whose kids swarming around

woah.
time passes.
damm fast.

coming monday's THE attachment.
with a blink of eye, three years at TP has passed already.
girls finding jobs.
guys waiting for NS.
met ham for lunch - she hasn't been eating enough and has thinned TOO MUCH.
tian gege found a job at far far bona vista... blehs.
huii and sam are nearing their 1yr anniversary
mummy is almost turnning into a vampire
yan still thinks the mummy wearing a hairband is cute -BLEHS.
joel is freaking out when he gets to know that his friend got into commando

soon
comes the fourth funneral I'll attended of a friend's loved one
within the half year.

I hope I do not have the chance to attend another this year.

next week's mayday's concert.
the first, return to earth concert
hours ago, the final JUMP! concert @ KL has just ended.



time has passed too past.
or should I say,
time IS passing...
too fast.


nites,
rong

他


穿著長袖的黑色毛衣


和我
背靠背

坐在
房里的落地窗前

他
帶上那白色的耳機

淡淡的
聽著我賣給他的CD

窗外
下起了台北式的綿綿細雨

我們
安靜的坐著

Labels: 他

you know what?

this song has this... erm.... magical effect on one's nerves.
lols.

like SO damm addictive can
XD



p.s
i can imagine mummy "上身"ing
XD

Labels: 洋蔥

無意間
Has no intention


看見那美麗的天空
to see that beautiful sky
讓我想起他的那天空
to let me remember his that sky
那藍藍卻又淡淡的天空
that blue blue actually light sky


好不經意的
Good nonchalant
讓我想起他
he which lets me remember
不愛看天空的他
him not to like looking at the sky


還有
Also has
你
you
又再次讓我困惑的你
to let my puzzled you once more

朋友
The friend
我們還能當嗎?
we also can work as?


大家
Everybody
似乎都不能了解
as if cannot understand


大家
Everybody
被情所困的大家
everybody they which is stranded by the sentiment
他們都不了解
all understood


原來
Originally
要讓一個人走進心里
must let a person enter in the heart


那麼容易
Then is easy


要讓那個人離開
Had to let that person leave
太難了
too difficultly


我
The action to me
討厭你
which I dislike
討厭你說的那些話
these speeches which you dislikes you
討厭你對我說的那些話
to say to dislike you which to say these speeches dislike you
討厭你莫明其妙的舉動
to be at a loss


我好討厭你
Why do I good dislike you
為什麼要跟我說
to have to say with me


都不關我的事
All does not close my matter
也不應該關我的事
not to be supposed to close my matter


為什麼對你而言
Why me speaking of you
我卻從來不曾重要過?
always not once to be actually important?


如果我在你心中不曾重要過
If my not once important have asked you in your heart
請你從此安靜
henceforth to be peaceful


謝謝你給我的提醒
Thank you to give my reminder
謝謝你在我心上再次捅下的那把刀
thank you that knife which holds once more on my heart







translation source:
http://babelfish.altavista.com/


quoted from msjoyce:
"babelfish's english is beyond me"




LOL!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDD


note:
please do not use babelfish to translate my blog post
just to understand them, kaes?
XDDDDDDD

today, went to lunch with arhmin...



all the way to woodlands industrial park.



yes.

woodlands.


industrial park.

XD




we lurve arhmin so we went!
no more chance to go when attachment starts le mah..


arhmin i lurve you!
XD

taiyang lurve you too kaes?
please keep properly the 符 i bought for you :p



after that met up with samantha.
and proceeded to b&j @ cathay to rot and chat and catch up.

and took random crazy photos too.







cause had to wait for maybelline to arrive.
from 3pm to 630pm.
can imagine how much we slacked right?

lols.

had dinner at indulgez again.
was slightly better tis time round.
but the cheese taste weird.
so.
yah.

slacked at starbucks after that.

really miss this two babes~
XD

Labels: photos

無意間



看見那美麗的天空
讓我想起他的那天空
那藍藍卻又淡淡的天空

好不經意的
讓我想起他
不愛看天空的他

還有
你
又再次讓我困惑的你

朋友
我們還能當嗎?

大家
似乎都不能了解

大家
被情所困的大家
他們都不了解

原來
要讓一個人走進心里

那麼容易

要讓那個人離開
太難了

我
討厭你
討厭你說的那些話
討厭你對我說的那些話
討厭你莫明其妙的舉動

我好討厭你
為什麼要跟我說

都不關我的事
也不應該關我的事


為什麼對你而言
我卻從來不曾重要過?

如果我在你心中不曾重要過
請你從此安靜

謝謝你給我的提醒
謝謝你在我心上再次捅下的那把刀

6april08
sunday.


went to 星光大道.


sun was FREAKING BIG.


hotel breakfast didn't dissappoint us.
i had self-made waffles for breakfast!
and porridge with salted egg!
and braised duck breast!

oh man...
feels like TEN THOUSAND times much better than taiwan hotel breakfast.
at least everthing's warm.

anyways.
went to 星光大道
just nice was 張國榮's exhibition


(some things might disappear but some things will remain with us forever)

such a waste for us to have lost him.
really.


i like this photo :D

He'll be remembered in those hearts whom he's touched =)


took random touristy photos too :D

Bruce lee!


tongleung!




andy lau!



me and background


camera woman :D


director XD


boom man


the typical tourist pose XD

Labels: photos, rescapism april08

5april08 @ taipei.

morning went to carrefour... actually was planning on taking the miramar ferris wheel BURDEN... we spent too much on carrefour and random stuff.

thus, no money to take both ferris wheel and cab back to hotel.

shit.
i don't seem to have ANY FATE with every ferris wheel I wish to sit!

dammit!
was like this in thailand, suanlum
and was like this also in taiwan, taipei
=.=............................................

bought like super alot of stuff!
like over 20 cup noodles, maixiang, sake, vodka, chips, 鳳犁蘇﹐ 王子面﹐m&m dark chocolate and many other random stuffs.

chionged back to hotel to pack and check out.
headed back to ximenting for ahzongmianxian again...
that's for lunch kaes?

bought shuhui's bdae present, which is something damm WOW.

bought my books, finally... and for the first time, used my mastercard in taipei.
saw mr.a's GIANT POSTER in the book store XD

ohman.
should had spent more time in the bookstore!!!!!!!

rushed back to the hotel and to the airport.

ms.check-in-lady mistook msjoyce as a guy.
right.
erh.

flew to hongkong.
msjoyce got super excited cause...
she saw mselva on cathayTV

walked ard in mongkok but didnt do much that night.

oh yes,
HOTEL WAS FREAKING SMALL.
proof?



right to left:
dressing table, door, toliet door(hidden from view), msjoyce's bed


right to left:
msjoyce's bed, super TINY space between the beds, my bed


my bed, all my stuffs and msjoyce's stuff, the dress table



and THAT'S ALL.
how cool hor?

Labels: photos, rescapism april08

I think I need to blog asap abt the trip else I'll slowly forget about it....
=X


the previous post, i mentioned about going to jiufen.
really a very beautiful place.


after jiufen, we got back on the train
back to taipei train station to take the MTR to danshui.

yes, due to our bad luck, we didn't manage to get seats on the train back again.
took the legendary 自強號, apparently one of the more fast trains...
yah.
stood ALL THE WAY BACK again.

no, wasn't the way how i imagined my train ride to be.
shall go there AGAIN.
and take the train again.
with the 鐵路便當 nxt time =D

anyways.
reached danshui about evening time.
6pm.

burden, the entire sky was dark by 530, 6pm.
it seemed more like 730pm instead.
and val actually came in berms.
(val's msjoyce's singaporean friend who studies in taipei, danshui)

OMG?


shld had seen me and msjoyce's reaction.
sumore val say it wasn't that cold on that day.
say it didnt rain that day, so weather was pretty good.
oh man.

yes, it didn't rain but the wind was SURELY QUITE STRONG.

at danshui mrt station,
you could see two major donut stores opening opp each other.
mister donut VS dunkin donuts.
omg!
MISTERDONUT!!!!!
=X


sorry people,
i bought one and finished it on the stop
wahahaha
XD


that was the ONLY donut i ate during thge entire trip.
(saw krispy creme in hongkong too but didnt try)


off to danshui old street we went.
walked the entire stretch.
saw many stuffs, saw many night market foods.

tried the 肉圓thingy... no, not a meatball kinda thingy but vemicilli wrapped in a crystal clear 包子 skin kinda thingy.
sumore we had the 紅棗 (hong zao) version...

not my kind of food.

had the fish balls(魚丸) too.
burden, there's meat inside their 魚丸
randomly =p


walked around. bought several kinda of food.
tried this tempura thingy which is fried straw mushrooms
omg! nice nice and nice!
and 冰糖草莓!


bought the legendary 阿婆鐵蛋 also...
didn't try.
bought it for my mother.

like the wind beside danshui river.
thou was pretty cold but quite refreshing.
bought those wooden postcards and bookmarks too!
very nice =D

saw lotsa doggies and doggie stuff!

ohman.
taipei is a dog city.
can see everyone bringing their dogs around everywhere.
even to jiufen, up in the mountains.
or even on the streets, randomly, you'll see them =D



had starbucks before leaving danshui!



wahahahaha!

iced mocha with whipped cream


their starbucks is FOUR STORIES HIGH.
omg?

=p

but i think singapore starbucks tastes better =X


randomly photos:



msjoyce, val, me

Labels: photos, rescapism april08

Yesterday was too tiring.


had been quite gone for the entire day today.
blah.


met the peeps @ cine at ard 630 for dinner.
had some jap/korean food thingy, yellow noodles with cheese and mayo and stuff.
hmmm.

settled dinner and took bus to dempsey.
saw sam n huiii getting on the same bus as us.
randomly XD

reached dempsey but walked a long way in cause sam asked us to alight a stop before.
tsk.

went to the wine company @ dempsey.
nice place.
nice wine.
had both red and white.
both nice.

very nice ambiance =D

will definitely go there when get pay from attachment =D

took some random crazy photos:





after that got on mummy's cab (he came from his OTHER event)
I miss mummy so much!
I think he become a vampire somewhere along the way liao.
sumore yst his image abit stunning lah....
couldn't recognize him in the cab!
tot was a girl sitting there loh.... -.-

cabbed down to the long-missed-place:
THAIDISCO

XD

i think now yan finally realize why i like the atmosphere there?
thou she prefer 97...
wahahhaa~

i missed all my dear onions XD




candid



partying is what we do best lah!

links to the photos:
HERE

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It's been too long a time.






Hello,
thaidisco =D

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this is random.




watched 色|戒 lust, caution on cathay on my flight back.


yes, starring tong leung, tang wei, leehom, joan chen.




OH MAN.
tongleung is so damm ATTRACTIVE!!!

not that I have a thing for older men or whatever, but the character that he portrays, mr.yee, he COMMANDS you to pay attention to him whenever he appears on screen.


like so omg.

=p


tangwei was exceptionally good for a newbie too!


very good acting from her.


the plot, very exciting and intriguing.
bah... it's not just about the sex scenes or whatever.

the intimacy just further shows the relationship between mr.yee and mrs.mai (tongleung and tangwei).



oh man.
i almost cried at the very last part.

mr.yee become a random action character.
=X


msjoyce was rolling her eyes at me when i laughed out pretty loud when tangwei's character commented that leehom's character was very 结实 (jiē shí).... omg. sounded totally wrong.

and, yah, the cathay version was cut. so i went online to check out the uncut version. hmmm.... I suppose uncut version can further depict the relationship of the two better, can understand why director leeang refused to cut his film to make it less rated for theater screens.


nice film, i like =D


p.s.
i watched this film after hearing leehom mentioning that in the film, tongleung plays the character representing lust and him, playing the character representing caution. spurred my interest =D

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