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聽歌去吧.






我　用狂奔　用无力　用恶梦　去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定

我　用痛苦　用回忆　用深爱　去想你
去体会什麽是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气　诚实地想你






我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对

你不会累 但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切






该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道






我忍受这孤寂寻寻又觅觅
等待有一天爱情的出现
穿越过人群我并不在意
错过最后一班的捷运
慢慢走着慢慢的想着
你的每一个神情

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再一步 爱就会粉身碎骨
坠入 无尽的孤独
世界太冷酷 梦太投入
早习惯不能回头的付出

风在哭 当我走到悬崖 停驻
发觉 泪也有温度
生命太短促 痛太清楚
才让你 让我 爱到无退路

我不管爱落向何处
我只求今生今世共度
天已荒 海已枯
心留一片土
连泪水都能灌溉这幸福

我不管爱葬身何处
我只求陪你直到末路
月已残 灯已尽
夜黑人模糊
这一生因为爱你才清楚

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宗緯﹐宗緯。。。

大家都在這樣的叫他。



他給我的第一個印象
是星光一哥


是超級親切坎坎而談
是搞笑的說那些無理頭的笑話
是無緣無故的在一旁默默掉下眼淚
是說好多大道理讓大家都想破大頭不能理解


"那裡有失落﹐那裡就有愛"





粉碎一瞬間




今天他唱了
洋蔥 和 存愛 和 One Day

也許他說的話或許比蕭大俠多
但聽起來卻誠意差了太多

也許他抱的歌迷很多
但是卻感覺起來那麼不削

也許他提到了一些感謝的話語
但是卻似乎太過於刻意官腔

也許他很累還是天氣太熱了
但是他比我們五月天里最毒嘴的瑪莎還更不親切


也許我對他期望太高了
但是那都有原因






但是唱功果然。。。。

還好。
歌曲很好聽
但不震撼

比起
看了現場的宥嘉
少了無數的驚喜


對不起
我無法睜眼說瞎話

就
這樣吧

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謝謝你們帶給我的那麼多﹐
快樂傷悲機動失落
感謝有你們的音樂陪伴度過


也許有人失望了
也許有人遺忘了
也許有人成長了
也許有人淡忘了


但總還會有人
在世界的某一個角落
繼續的被感動

因為還有我們在這裡相信著








五月天﹐
成軍日快樂

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我害羞
我惶恐
我退卻
我閃避

我好想夢見你

我害羞的偷看
我慌張的張望
我大聲的斯吼

我害怕夢見你

我是沒種的小孩

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time is getting lesser.
too many things on mind.
too many things to be done.
too many people to be missed.

time is running out.


met yinren. siewkiang. jiali yesterday.
has been almost a year since the 4 of us has met.
has know these girls since sec1.




wow.
freaking 7 years.



today met leen. tian gege. huii. yan.
didnt go for mr.askayang. apparently according to the news he hugged his female fans at the airport.

errr.
ohwells.

loitered around in ochard.
everyone checking out their own stuffs.
*I NEED MONEY!!!! SHOPPING!!!*


paid my bills and bought two askayang cd @ visma (now change name le... dunno got change boss or not)
had dinner at chinatown and walked to the area where we celebrated ivan's bdae (the WHATEVER cafe)
nice restuarants and super nice boutiques hotels there!

went to central to slack @ TCC.
waraku pasta has SUPER LONG QUEUE.



omg.
am craving for chocolate cake.
cheese cake.
Pavlova.
hokkien mee.
char kway tiao.
mango pomelo sago.
strawberries and whipped cream.
spicy kimchi cup noodles.
STEAMBOAT.
bar chor mee!!!!!!!!!



blah.
WHERE'S MY PAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.........

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其實


我夢見了
我和他在交往

因為
他的佔有心
好勝心

所以在游樂園撞見的他
有了幾場對決

結果
他好像是第一名
而
他好像是第二名

夢里的我
看見他
心情非常平靜

並沒有很難過
或很機動

可是另一個他
好像說了
在我的部落格上
讀到說我好像很喜歡他
那就順勢交往看看吧

但是
那些都好像是
被激怒後說的氣話

還是
是妒忌心?


說真的
我也不太了解


反正。。。。
夢嗎 =)

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HE IS AMAZING.

He is 盧廣仲 XD




and.
I'm going to get his album this time round in taiwan
XD

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2008/04/04(五) 19:00
Sony Fair '08-Sony Concert迷你演唱會
地點：台北101廣場

盧小美

-im going to taipei 101 on 2008/04/03 THURSDAY.




墾丁春浪音樂季

【Stage貓鼻頭.4/4 FRI 節目表】

時間/Time 藝人/Artist
PM4:00~PM5:00 Oxymoron
PM5:00~PM6:00 盧廣仲
PM6:00~PM7:00 海洋樂
PM7:00~PM8:00 JOANNA（王若琳）
PM8:00~PM9:30 蘇打綠
PM9:30~PM11:00 張震嶽＆Free 9
PM11:00~AM00:00 蔡健雅



【Stage貓鼻頭.4/5 SAT 節目表】

時間/Time 藝人/Artist
PM4:00~PM5:00 美味星球樂團
PM5:00~PM6:00 小宇（宋念宇）
PM6:00~PM7:00 林曉培
PM7:00~PM8:00 強辯樂團
PM8:00~PM9:30 五月天
PM9:30~PM11:00 陳綺貞
PM11:00~AM00:00 萬芳





NONE IM ABLE TO ATTEND.
ALL FALLS IN THE RANGE OF TIME WHICH IM IN TAIWAN.








fate is testing the depth of my endurance.
tsk.

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actually, I personally felt he wasn't at his best in the performance.
He would had been more powerful and more "jamhsiao"....

Even on certain notes, he even sounds breathless and can't hit the notes.
Wouldn't say it's the most terrific performance from mr.jam.


I've seen better hsiao days
=p


nonetheless, i think he's so FREAKING PALE and shy... hahaha~ should had seen him off stage.... quite an interesting person =D




msjoyce BLUSHED when ms.tanya came out - we all thought it was elva from damm faraway. lols. she is so damm gaoxiaos lahhhh (i meant msjoyce). she was like... about to throw her HTC touch at the emcee for giving false alarm SO MANY TIMES lor~

and basically,
there's TWO foreigners hosting a show promoting SINGAPORE POP MUSIC.
durh. one MALAYSIAN and one TAIWANESE.

i personally have no distaste for this two countries lah.
but both of the hosts really made some pretty insulting remarks yesterday.
like not very 誠懇....

come on, what about a nearly mute person also can sing?
COME ON.
shy and MUTE has a farking difference.

other NOT VERY FUNNY remarks had me and msjoyce rolling our eyes pretty often.
the entire thing was pretty BORING...

even though all the songs were pretty nice, esp the xinyao part where three old singers came out... and chen weilian + shi xinhui sang those songs...

but, other performances where simply TOO SHORT.

would had paid anything to get tanya, ado, JJ lin, elva, jamhsiao to sing more songs than listening to the two hosts. seriously. duh.

even the campus star girl who sang 雨傘 was pretty good. even thou didnt have a good impression of her but she did a good rendition for that song. very hard to sing but she did quite a good job.



ohwells.
the ticket was free thou.
thanks to sufen's da ge....

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today would be reflected EVER when I ever die...
*flashback*


hahahaha.


jamhsiao was super cute. and super white. and super shy.
XD

he has like.... quite alot of fans can!
omgomgomg.


on the other hand, elvahsiao was quite pretty.
and SOMEONE.
omg.
gone like... TOTALLY SHY AT THE FACE OF HER?!

priceless
XD




tmr gg to SPOP concert cuz sufen has tickets she can spare!
HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD

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jamhsiao later on :)

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@ 15:15





結果我的魂就這樣被勾走了。。。

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他說





如果我現在就設定我喜歡的人是什麼類型的
那這個人現在又還沒有出現
我就已經有這樣的要求
那我不就等於愛我自己多餘我愛那個人嗎?

我為了要滿足我自己然後在去找這樣一個人
那我根本不是愛她
而是愛我自己啊

如果有一天
你真的找到這樣的一個人
你對她說 "我愛你"
如果我是那個女的
我會說 "你騙人"
"你就是愛自己啊"






我聽了太多
我終於了解他的魅力在哪了

我應該會愛上這樣的人
:)

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I am randomly missing alot of things!!!!!!



can we have a randomly BBQ or steamboat or picnic????
is it possible to pull off such a random stunt????


MY MAKAN BUDDIES!!!
WHERE ARE ALL OF YOU GUYS?!?!

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just wanted to blog randomly.



met samantha out for tea at TCC just now.


and randomly met wilson kor!
was damm freaky cause.... i was thinking if should I call him when i was standing outside TCC @ NAFA.... but i thought he'll be at home rotting or whatever (again) thus didn't.

and he actually caught samantha out there.

hahahaha!

meeting two people whom i miss suddenly!

no pictures but yah, i think wilson kor more shuai le and i think he looks better in black than white. so yah :)

randomly, yes.


samantha's still the same. we still talk alot over coffee (or tea, in this case).


about men and friends.
and shit.

lols.



miss you babe!

too bad didn't get to take any photos.
:)

如果說

心理有浮現複雜的情緒
那應該怎麼辦?


好 困惑

應該前進嗎?
在面對時我卻那麼膽怯

是應該等機會在看要前進嗎?

思緒和情感不斷交錯﹐糾結在一起
我不想因為太著急而做錯了選擇
我明白有很多事情並不是那麼簡單
有些人也不是像外表上的那樣
應不了解而產生的誤解和幻想太多了
在什麼都還沒發生前我不想顧慮那麼多

在某個地方跌倒後
再次爬起來
會特別小心

我承認

內心是個浪漫的傢伙

不想被失望
卻又和必須被接受的那殘酷的事實
變成對立的


其實我很想
但
機會還沒降臨

我知道
也必須不斷提醒我自己


別想那麼多。




其實沒什麼
只不過是想說出來罷了

yesterday during dinner, sam casually mentioned something which made me pretty pissed off.


not cause it came from him.
but because it came from many other people.

everyone says,


rong is so fortunate.
she can go traveling so many times.







please be reminded that,
when you guys were enjoying by slacking at home,
holding hand and hang out with your darlings,
playing games till god-knows-what-hour,
chionging project with your friends at school,


please be reminded that i was working all the while.

please be reminded that i'm not obligated to pay always first for presents and not get money back till i ask for it.

i'm doing alot of things because i love all of you and feel that since i'm able to do it first, i don't mind doing it.

and when you guys were chionging for all your project,
please remember that i had already too gone through that time and craziness,
what's more it was the period when you couldn't even ask ANYONE for help.


i am not extremely fortunate in your sense.
i work for what i enjoy.
i work and pay with my own money and sweat.

yes,
i am fortunate cause my working hours are more flexible and thus i seem more slack.

if you have no idea how my work goes about,
let me tell you this.

you all have no idea how many times i've typed till my wrists and fingers hurt.


you don't know how much pain and verbal or physical abuse i had to go through.
you don't understand how much I need to get away from this fucking surrounding which demands very much from me.


if you don't understand,
and can't bring yourself to respect

do the least of at least shutting up with those words.



just fuck off and realize how fortunate you guys are to be slacking at home and COMPLAINING not being able to find a job and are broke.

cause it sounds fucking sarcastic.



too bad I don't neither boyfriend or girlfriend to feed.

and stop saying how much money I waste.







and
you.

i have no idea what you told ks but.

SOMETHING HAPPENED AND IT PISSED ME OFF AND IT STILL DOES.
i CANNOT pretend that nothing happened.

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I cannot pretend as if it doesn't matter.
Even though I have already kind of expected it.



It does matter.
but life happens.
And life goes on.


What that must be done,
must be done.



enough said.

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great dancing :)

long ago photos from my birthday.
from 皇帝's camera.

THANKS IVAN AND BER!
=)



洋葱 s ...


family...


二姨...


samantha and sufen...


阿敏


wilson kor


sam and huii



randomly~
























I'm missing my onions and samantha and wilson kor!!!!!

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i think we are too contented with certain things.
and we are very used to our comfort zone.
and being singaporeans,

we like to criticize matters which are unconventional and those matters which are a little different from our comfort zone.





watched step up 2 today.
was super good =)

had ramen @ marutama with huiii, sam, leen.


yesterday got all dressed up and met minmin and taiyang and went for crazy pursuit of pavlova.... from town to great world city.

and went home after that.

thanks taiyang.
heard from min that you're concerned.


i often find myself in a weird mood lately.
not PMS mood.

period juz finished not long ago.




when one complains life aint happening,
life happens.

and when life happens,
one doesn't know how to react.


I miss drinking at chimjes.

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am at amanda's house.


Was playing mahjong but has handed over my seat to mr.crappypilot.




many things in my life still remain predictable.
while others....

ohwells.
badluck remains for some.

i wonder is it because time hasn't arrived for anything to happen yet.

shit still continues to happen to certain people.
and there are still some who are quite very affected by life.


we can't change any much in our lives, i suppose?




the more one wishes to escapes,
the more one is deemed to remain trapped.


I hear alot, see alot, imagine alot and feel alot too.
thou i often complain im tired, but i constantly give thanks for the life im able to live...
and the people whom i meet.

even thou shit still happens,
but i suppose it happens for a reason?

i suppose?


okays.
i sound as if im trying hard to pursuade myself,
which in fact,
yes i am.
trying.
quite hard.



imagine imagine imagine.
wonder wonder wonder.

-laughter just broke up at the mahjong table AGAIN-



hmm.



even though I seemed to had gotten over certain stuff, but it remains to be seen.
why?

i see some people around me all the time.
-no, not THAT kind of stuff-

i imagine some people appearing.
imagine seeing them.
around the corner.
at the bus stop.
on the mrt.
in the lift.

imagination brings them near me....
every second and every breath.

i hate it.

i hate that im hating it.

and i hate it even more when i accepted everything just the way it was.



i often wonder if im a loser,
as much as a loser the insults has made me to be.

i wonder.
quite often i guess.

when often spoke off, one wonders even more.
and more.
and even more.




im tired.

有些人
曾令我深深動容

牽連著呼吸
牽連著悲傷
牽連著喜悅
牽連著困惑
牽連著遺憾





我是懦弱的

但是
我隱藏的太好了













白色情人節快樂

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Source: cruzteng.com

OMG.

COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

XDDDDDDDDDD


tada!
joyce's gf and one of my lastest crush!!!!!

photos!


counting from today backwards and all :)


mr. aska yang's showcase!!!!!

AT ZOUK!!!!
OMG!?!?!?

anyone has starhub points can lend me PLEASE???????????????????





TODAY

randomly met min again (and taiyang and taiyang friend)

starting from wheelock place: Cedele by bakery depot:


Mixed Fruit Pavlova

Seen.




GONE.



tried their Chocolate Raspberry Meringue Pie?
it's great too!


but not as the Mixed Fruit Pavlova.
it seems like nothing stunning, like the usual fruit tart BUT.....


WOW WOW WOW
try to attempt not being impressed by it XD

rong hearts whipped cream XD

went to have chips frm m&s, tako balls frm isetan and ayam penyet frm lucky plaza.
yah yah.
we are crazy XD



yesterday,
monday, 10 march.

watched away from her @ picturehouse cathay with min.

quite heavy and arty movie.
the kind of movie which gets you thinking :)


last sunday, 9 march 2008
went to support eryi + mother for cooking competition.

SUPER HOT AND HUMID....

buffet was blahhhh.


eryi's dish was nice =)
but both didn't win....

treated sisters and eryi to jap desserts =)



last saturday,
8 march 2008

went to taiyang's house for mahjong.
all the way bukit panjang!!!

got sun finally XD

BIG HOT SUN sumore~~~

whipped cream with strawberries.


the mahjong gang -
taiyang. me. min. jiali.

winner? ME LAH!! XD
budden.

all contributed to cab fare.....


last friday, 7 march 2008

met jiali, ningning and family @ ICA.
went to bakery for hightea!
XD

went to suntec for IT fair

then.
had dinner at Swensens with jiali and sufen.
but fed most of the chicken to ms.rachelseng.

lols.

jiali randomly met all my cousins and their husbands that day.

went to eat swensens icecream after everything again.
and....
char and rach saw my pix with mr.L....

so they want to mimic him too XD

lols~

random photos in the toliet:



last thursday, 6 march 2008

met jiali and min.
(why am I meeting them everyday?)

afternoon - went to pick up joyce's baby (is a mac-book. is a guy) and bring him to the doc's at funan.
den, met jiali and pei-ed her to MOM to settle some stuff.
(good news =)
went to have ramen at central (again)
went to Liang court for icecream.

took a random photo with my new craze:

hahahahaha!


went home to concuss after that.


last wednesday, 5 march 2008

aka,
the day i sent mayday off.
the crazy day.
and, the day which the rains started.


met tian gege randomly to have wonton mee @ sunshine plaza
met min randomly after that and slacked @ TCC...




last tuesday, 4 march 2008

mayday autograph session @ bugis.


the usual crazy gang =)

me, pr, ahtan, jz, G
XD

that night.
that bowl of aloe vera.
and....

them =)





last last sunday, 2 march 2008

the day when i fetched them.
the day when I went from changi to bukit panjiang (yes, AGAIN...)
just to have prata, harry's and Italian food with the crazy two.





had been eating ALOT for the past week and has been meeting minmin and jiali and taiyang RANDOMLY!!!!!!!



even longer ago......


thursday,
28 feb 2008

met maybelline for JUNO @ cathay...

sending tese off at T3 at night...


the secondary gang (partly)
jiali. me. tese. lipeng. zhijia.


tese's twin sister!

me random-ing


jiali~


drinks @ harry's @ T3


us bo liao-ing on the empty skytrain


control tower!






tuesday,
26 feb 2008

met tese for dinner and gossip about men and random people...

went all the way to cine for tian gege's birthday celebrations.
cum end-of-exams celebrations.
cake pictures with leenx.

@ thebalcony for drinks

lipkai. boonkeng. steven. joel. leen. yan. me. tian gege.



i was BLOODY RED.






good news:
AM CONFIRMED GOING TAIWAN
XDDDD

*fingers crossed*

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