其實你所看到的一切都是假像.








我是說真的.

Labels: tsktsk

你說的每一句話
像首歌反覆傳唱
儲存在我的心上 怎麼可能把它遺忘

後來故事變得怎樣
我們的手依然不放
我所有的悲傷 習慣有你陪伴
怎捨得 再重返孤單


答應你 我不會離去
我們只是 短暫的分離
我會在附近 緊握著回憶
陪著你前進

答應我 你不會哭泣
我們有過那麼多約定
因為我相信 只要我相信
就會有奇蹟


你說的我都體諒
我的秘密鎖在你眼眶
我們從不同過往
並肩走向同一個方向

夢的重量壓在我肩上
所幸有你分一些承擔
滿天的星光 把每一步照亮
所以我們 不會 走散

過去一個人
偶爾嘆息 也曾想過要放棄
如今 不為自己
也要為了你 笑著讓夢延續










最近听见都夹带莫名的忧伤
人生中逃离不了现实

Labels: tsktsk

Love you guys lotsa.



it's been looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong since we had SO MUCH FUN XD




I've realized alot of stuff but it aint important now cuz i wanna sleep. =p






me and soon-to-be birthday boy aka wangzi

presents! XD


it's actually orange boxers.
and black havanias.





THE NUTS
somewhere @ central mall


me and my keesiao-ed parents


leenx, yan, me


act-cool mummy, yan, me


weird looking huiii n me


leenx n me (omg. so red. lols)


the final FIVE.


actually we had 8ppl in total.
and two bottles of greentea n coke.
and one bottle of martel.


yan, mummy, me, tian gege.


yan n me.
we both look pretty HIGH. lols


yan, me, huiii =)









I love playing the KING game.
in total,
I've been licked at the arm by yan.
and let daddy lick my thumb.
let mummy tongue yan's ear
let daddy kiss yan twice on the cheek
let yan drink the water which me and my parents stired with our fingers.
let huii lick the ice which yan was holding in her mouth
drink greentea with nuts.

hmmmm.......


i forgot the rest.
XD






I shall repeat myself.
It's been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since we had been out together XD




Loves!
XD




p.s.
im so fucking tired yet im still blogging. BLAH.

Labels: 洋蔥

It's enough.
I had enough.











LIARS.

Labels: tsktsk

Today was a SUPER DUBER busy day.



like.
omgomgomg.
the amt of people i've seen today.
ENOUGH TO LAST ME FOR A LONG TIME.



let's see.



In the morning pei sufen to collect her CHEER concert tix @ singapore RR.
like damm super farking ulu place can. I can now fully understand why they say s'pore RR's pretty broke... my god. tsktsk.
BUT.
THERE ARE MAYDAY POSTERS EVERYWHERE.
and when i say everywhere....
IT'S REALLY EVERYWHERE.
OMGOMGOMG.

they even leave it lying on the floor -.-

i am so sadded.
cuz the poster was from their 2nd album.
omg.
2000.

PRICELESS POSTER.
tsktsk.



after having such an tiring workout in the morning, more was to come in the afternoon.....

we lunch-ed at bugis ahjiseh.... den walked to albert OG to meet up with her kor. den walked to fulushou to find sky gege cuz he's working there (waapiangs. he also very slack there can... lols)
walked to the national library and slacked there.
And took bus to scotts.
and bought some bread and met min and helped her to carry her first bout of shopping to her ma's car. and slacked further.
and sent sufen up to work.
min was SUPER LI HAI. she found huii working at the men's dept. and got yan's number from huii and called yan and went to look for her and got the tix to get me in scotts for the private sales.


YAH.
ISETAN PRIVATE SALES.


anyways.
i got in.
it was pretty much HAVOC HAVOC HAVOC.
Fancl line was the WORSE.
women went crazy.
blahblahblah.

met huii and tian gege when he was having his break. den huii went to meet daddy. den we started the BATTLE. omg.
pure. chaos.


i have no freaking idea how much did i spend on my hp bill today. call people like free liddat. tsktsk.

yan. min. daddy. huii. sufen. tian gege.
omg.
enuf.



my outcome of the battle.
abt $90 but actually oni 2 tops and 6 notebooks for myself. actually less than 25... =X
yan was 2nd to pay. hers i tink got hit abt more than 200.
DADDY WAS WORST.
he was last to pay.................


and juz now when i reached hm, i called him again.
i tink he spent abt haf a thousand.



mygod.


><


we are all pretty RICH HOR.
sales.
OMG.
scary.





the battle shall resume soon.
3 month's time =p

You will never understand cause you never bothered to.

Labels: tsktsk, 洋蔥

自信就是帅啊!



XD




青峰说的很对。
那些说每人娘的人都唱的没有他好听。
上面那位他是Judy Rain
如果你
舞跳的没有他好
唱歌没有他深情

那就别没评没据的说他娘！





搞综艺和没礼貌是天壤之别的
别把他们搞混在一起了！

Labels: 星光

Actually I'm very afraid of being separated from all of you guys
It's kinda like a secret fear of mine



I see so many dear friends around me who are changing, or presuming that they are changing.
For the worse or for the better, I really have no idea.
Life is short, really
Do what your heart tells you and don't betray it.

Labels: tsktsk, 洋蔥

doubutsu-uranai

You are Black Panther, who can show rich affection and possess warm motherly tenderness.
You are not cautious person, and are passionate enough to express yourself openly to lead life.
You tend to be hard on yourself, but are kind and devoted to other people.
You prefer to have a career, and play an active part in the society.
You possess strong self-confidence and beliefs.
You put your passing ideas immediately into action.
Therefore you give an impression of daring and person with strong driving force.
You don't bargain so much, and the way in which you act according to your instinct and passion gives feminine attraction.
You use your endless dreams as driving force.
Once you decide on something, you are extremely determined to complete it, and don't care about the public opinions.
It may be good for you to have some kind of modesty and self-examination.
You have great artistic and beauty sense.
You may be suited to have a career as a fashion designer or interior coordinator.
You tend to please everyone besides your family.
Towards your own family, you are hard and nagging.
When you get married you will turn out as a wife who takes control of the household.

hurhur.


I can almost confirm that IT is on its way SOON.
cause im in a partially HIGH mood while the other half of me is still in the PREVIOUS mood(see previous post)


I think they really helped alot. thanks arh XD


There is no point being angry at certain things or with certain people when they aren't even aware that they're at fault. It just simpily means that they don't feel that they're at fault when knowing that you're angry... And they'd be guessing why or who you're angry at.... so.... ohwells.



anyway.
OMG.


Guess how old are them?

Yoga


JudyRain


MingFeng







i juz boliao and went to read their profile.....
OMGOMGOMG.
19YEARS OLD?!
1987?!
?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

yOga -- 1 july 1987
JudyRain -- 11 august 1987
MingFeng -- 5 May 1987



OMG?
THAT YOUNG?

okay lah. maybe yoga looks like his age.... but judyrain?! no way! =X
not that he looks kiddy.... just that he looks and sounds mature... thinking, singing and looks.




and him.


Afalean...... aka 小美 盧學叡






OMG?!
HE'S LIKE.
OMGOMGOMG.
SAME AGE AS ME?!

15 feburary 1988.







rite.
Does the air and water in taiwan has special chemicals or does the children from singapore look and think especially kiddy?

tsk.
dear godness.



We seriously HAVE NOT SEEN MUCH OF THE WORLD AROUND.
and we think we've seen alot.
tsk.



Ignorant people.
tsktsk.




but on another note.....
I can see them facing the risk of being comercialized....
or being seperated.
It's inevitable eventually.
Look at THEM now....
perhaps not seperated but....... long gone were the old them where something simple like singing and music only mattered to them.
When the fanbase increases and presure from the company adds in.... it's inevitable.



I saw the cover of the 2nd 合辑......



no Aska.
cause the messed up situation of his contract.
no 小美.
cause he was signed to another company... different from the others.




feels weird.....









Almost like the feeling when you see mr.A publishing his own book and going for promo on his own.... w/o the other 4.....



It'd never feel the same again.
hmmm.....





anyways.
a sidetrack.


I heard yoga talking about them in a radio show where they were intro-ing music by other people... i've never heard XGB talk about MD.... and has never heard them sing their songs....
And yoga was saying that he bought their first album in 1997... and was very touched by their songs. and they were one of the greatest bands in taiwan history... blahblahblah....

for your info,
their first album isn't quite friendy to those ears who're so used to radio-friendy hits.


conclusion is,
I guess some small part of me deep inside would still be affected by their music forever cause no matter how much they've changed, they were, and is going to be a part of me.





For the one reading,
you'd never be able to understand.

Labels: 五月天, 宥嘉, 星光

I think it's coming.






I suppose I'd never get used to feeling the sense of disappointment wash over me.
I suddenly hope that I never did have so many friends.
If I didn't get to meet so many of you people,
And had never become friends with you all,
And never loved you guys so much.


Perhaps life would be so much better.


If I didn't have so many close girlfriends
Perhaps I wouldn't feel so betrayed every time PMS arrive.
If I didn't have so many close friends
Perhaps I won't be feeling so disappointed with the friendship so many times over and over again.








笑声塞进梦里面
回忆搬到最旁边
收拾好爱情呼啸而过的昨天
心恢复空洞整洁

一切干净到极点
你来你变你不见
现在只剩顽强的思念
还没有被解决

若命运只想拿个梦
敷衍我太长的等候
那大可不用美丽到
让我以为这次心动会有什么


也许还是重返寂寞
毕竟也只有寂寞肯永远爱我
也许还是拥抱孤独
从来也只有孤独肯陪我痛哭

从今后就选择沉默
选择服从岁月如梭
选择服从孤独寂寞









也许每一个人到了最后其实都是一样的。

Labels: tsktsk, 星光

I met up with sufen today... at last... after her loooooooong period of MIA-ing and again, we went to chinatown... we seem to go there almost everytime we meet can!
tsktsk.






I really do feel like blogging but I dont wanna blog for the sake of blogging.




Circumstance really dont always allow.
There are so many different things in life which one is unable to control.
Some remain obvilious to the happenings.
Some are only aware of their own feelings rather than the entire situation.
Some only care about themselves but they claim that they're doing it for others.
Some do things with the thinking that it's benificial to everyone yet in the very end, it's only beneficial to themselves.



We are so fake.
Humans are so fake.
Delusional. Self-deceptive.
Whatever.





回首多年后,
我们会不会后悔我们现在所做出的有些决定?
我不想那样,
做出明知可以选择不这样的后悔.

人生中,
后悔
是不能避免的环节.

有那么多事,都由不得我们来抉择结果.
我们却往往选择不去握紧的小事.
若似无关紧要的小事.

但我们好像都忘了生命中最重要的都是小事.



希望我们都能得到该有的领悟.



也许是我的个性吧....
我真的无法就这样放下和放弃一些小事.
What may seem like a small matter to you might mean millions to me.

Please try to understand if you're my friend.

Labels: tsktsk

I watched Underdog with jiali today. was a free tix from her aunt...
Erms.
wells.... errr... yah. i watched it. no comments.

"

太阳天(或)下雨天
人挤人的咖啡店
找一个能想你舒服的角落
看着情人肩靠肩
慢慢转开我视线

"



"

奔驰的木马
让你忘了伤
在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看着他们的羡慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋转的木马
没有翅膀
但却能够带着你到处飞翔
音乐停下来
你将离场
我也只能这样

"



"

找一个
最爱的 深爱的 想爱的 亲爱的人
来告别单身
一个 多情的 痴情的 绝情的 无情的人
来给我伤痕
孤单的人那么多
快乐的没有几个
不要 爱过了 错过了 留下了 单身的我
独自唱情歌

"

Labels: 星光

There's no better medicine than good music and great voices.
謝謝 你.
謝謝 你們.





人生中的学习
人生中的无奈
人生中的困惑
人生中的矛盾
人生中的成长


我们所抗拒的一切
我们所努力抗拒的一切
我们所用尽全力的抗拒的一切

我们所厌倦的一切
我们所鄙视的一切
我们所怎很的一切


我听不见你口中的那些废话
我在也不想听见你口中的那些废话


我
厌倦
鄙视
怎很
你口中那些所谓伟大的事实

I pray for more time to earn more money and NOT TO STAY IN THIS BLOODY PLACE.
IM GOING TO SAVE ENOUGH AND MOVE OUT.
MOVE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







FUCKER.






you have the MONEY to do STUPID THINGS YET YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE BASIC KNOWLEGE TO DO SOMETHING RIGHT FOR AT LEAST ONCE?!!!!!!!





-mourning in process-

I am back from a 7 hour period of stonning.


Conversations with many different people got me thinking today.
I hate it when I am with certain people cuz I don't reconize the person I've become infront of those people.



Belief is actually a simple thing.
When time comes for IT to happen, I guess it'd just happen.
When IT is not sechduled to happen, no amount of rushing would make it arrive early.



i am freaking tired.
goodnight.

有没有很可爱!~!!!!!!!!!!!!




XD

i usually watch basketball matches once or twice a year.... lols... because of the above.



OMG.
yaoming is FREAKING TALL.
lols.
good description from yoga... he says that yaoming is even taller than his celling at home... OMG.... and i heard the MC said... Yoga and Yaoming.... 55CM in difference!!!!!!!!


means if yoga stands behind of yaoming.... You cant even see him.... OMG! freaking tall!


lols. can also see Ah Pan grinning from ear to ear cuz he scored a goal from the ball yaoming passed him... wahahhaha....
everyone grinning from ear to ear cuz they got the chance to play with yaoming... lols... even yoga who was suffering from high fever also went on to play... lalalalala~



but conclusion of the match was.... everyone was super friendy to each other.
And most of the stars.... more like putting a show than a real match...




okies.
我不那麼討厭宥嘉了 XD

Labels: 星光

好讨厌听宥嘉唱歌。。。。
因为听了都会很想要哭






我以为要是唱的用心良苦
你总会对我多点在乎
我以为虽然爱情已成往事
千言万语说出来可以互相安抚

期待你感动
真实的我们难相处
写词的让我
唱出你要的幸福
谁曾经感动
分手的关头才懂得
离开排行榜更铭心刻骨


我已经相信
有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白
在灯火阑珊处为什么会哭
你不会相信
嫁给我明天有多幸福
只想你明白
我心甘情愿
爱爱爱爱到要吐

那是醉生梦死才能熬成的苦
爱如潮水
我忘了我是谁
至少还有你哭


我想唱一首歌给我们祝福
唱完了我会一个人祝
我愿意试着了解
从此以后
拥挤的房间一个人的心有多孤独

让我断了气铁了心爱的过火
一回头就找到出路
让我成为了无情的 K 歌之王
麦克风都让我征服
想不到你若无其事的说
"这样滥情,何苦?"

我想来一个吻别作为结束
想不到你只说我不许哭
不该我领悟







我们都其实是渺小的个体
好像单纯的依偎在你身边听你淡淡的唱着。。。





我讨厌林宥嘉 >.<

Labels: ING, 星光

MY DEAR GOODNESS....



I PASSED MY MAJOR PROJECT!
omgomgomgomgomgomg.



GO DRINKING NXT WEEK TO CELEBRATE.
OR THIS WEEKEND.
WHATEVER.
OMG.
OMFG.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.





OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~


-faintsfaintsfaints-

im bored.
thats why im posting this pix.... Lols... =p




小美 LURVEs 许仁杰
our 阿潘's innocent. he has nothing to do the them.... =p



maybe cuz he only has eyes for mr. Aska 杨 oni



get what i mean? =p




lalalalalala~
帅哥s who sing duber well!

i tink 小美's the most 帅 in tis pix... lols... at least 宥嘉 doesn't look bloated in his suit... =p
but I kinda like 阿潘's black scarf.... he carries it off quite well =p




ohwells.
=p




are they EVER going to come to our little island? hoping to hear them LIVE!!! =X

Labels: photos, 星光

Daddy



希望你能看到这篇。。。。



好想念你阿。
想念能聊天的对象
希望你一切都安好
人生中有很多事是必定巡回的
谁都不能停止
也许我们只能默默接受一切


也许吧

但最重要还是过程中学会了什么。。。。


要坚强哦~
相信你一定能做到
因为你是我最可爱的 daddy =)

Yes, the movies:



Hairspray!


Ohwells... DUBER NICE XD
lols. all the dancing.... singing.... okays... very drama.... but VERY NICE!!!

esp Link....
lols.... CUTE CUTE CUTE XD





okays.
2nd movie.

No Reservations.

romance. FOOD. guy and girl. FOOD. coping with a death of a close one. coping with new changes to life.... but mainly, FOOD.

sauces, ducks, wines, spag, tiramisu, pancakes with berries XD

ohwells. im hungry.

p.s.
yan... i forgot which movie i promised to watch with you... sorry... i tink was this one... but nvm... i can watch again =p






and...
Evan almighty


hmmm... some say that the first one was better... but... ohwells... the animals were a PLUS point... super farnie when seeing the interaction between evan almighty and the animals.... and the robe thing also...





and of cuz......

ZAC EFRON!!!




i tink samantha was drooling over his body.... =X




lols.
cute HOR? =X


i wanna watch HSM2...............

Labels: photos

I tried to blog about TEN TIMES AND THE BLOODY COM HANGED LIKE TEN TIMES TOO.



arghs.
wHATEVER.




point is.
I watched 3 movies @ THE cathay.
yes.
impromto.
unplanned.
THREE MOVIES.


im happy.
and happy with my date, sufen.
lols.



i shall blog tmr.
BEFORE THE COM HANGS ITSELF AGAIN.

toodles XD

[ 走了吗 ]
曲:袁惟仁词:袁惟仁

后来听说你嫁给了习惯
即使你并不是真的那么喜欢
我很心疼你委屈自己
成全所有亲朋好友的眼光和期盼

知道你打从心里不愿意
为了保护自己所以拼命攻击
当时的善良如今演不下去
我才明白这是一出没有酬劳的戏


走了吗
你想走我不能留
走了吗
走了就不要回头
我只是不情愿
我只是不愿承认

走了吗
你想走我不能留
走了吗
走了就不要回头
我只是不习惯
我只是不能承担


还记得我们最后的绝裂
憎恨着彼此却有舍不得的眼泪
我走也不是
留也不行
直到今天还是不懂
当初为何要分开

走了吗

Labels: ING, 星光

I miss my bed.
I miss the mayday music which I used to be high and happy over.
I miss the sofa at ben&jerry's and starbucks at the cathay.
I miss going to chompchomp whenever i like it to have stingray and apple+pineapple juice
I miss taking photos of clear blue skies with only a few clouds.
I miss skiving during work and going kopi-ing with amanda, sarah and wilson kor.
I miss having joyce ard pelting all those insults at us.
I miss having the onions and carrot and apple around crapping pure nonsense.
I miss watching 星光大道 and being worried for the XGB during the PK competition.
I miss going drinking at chimjes with all those people who are forever ON.
I miss the crazy samantha who craps so much that sometimes i hoped to use tape on her mouth.
I miss random talks regarding sex, men, food and rubbish with sufen.
I miss the icecream i had with maybelline at vivo's.
I miss whacking wilson kor's thigh when he shakes it non-stop.
I miss telling daddy NOT to shake his leg.
I miss watching the rose and crying endless abt 葵 and 百合.





I miss myself.

Today was an 'exciting' day.


Woke up damm early to go paipai at bishan.
Kenna areoplaned by someone for lunch.
Forgot to bring hp out, had to go bak hm frm bishan to take phone.
Went to work and the com was fucking lacking.
Traffic count was okay.


I think that many people forgot that the world doesn't move according to our own speed.
It moves at the speed it wishes to.

And not everything goes the way we want it to be.



and.

IT SO FUCKING HARD TO FEEL APPERCIATED.
-done-




p.s.
i placed a CD on uncle Joseph's car le.... those who have a chance to ride his cab can ask him for it.....

昨晚
梦见明峰


也梦见了他



我快要疯掉了。

Labels: 星光

好想哭。。。。。



“
你把我灌醉
你让我心碎
爱得收不回
”


好害怕。。。。
梦见他。。。

我那天突然看见蹲在我身傍的宥嘉。
是幻觉。
我知道。


也许我快要疯掉了












It's been two years since the first post of this blog.
This is the 871th post.
im still blogging about all the never-ending rubbish

我依然继续幻想
我依然继续迷惘
我依然坚持着某些信念

但
我却成长了那么多
我却对好多事情释怀





i still blog abt alot of rubbish.
my life had so much more exciting people added in
the only song which managed to make me cry like shit when i read it with my blog is still Angel by Westlife
im still as affected by music than ever and hopes that everyone reads all the lyrics of the songs i use on my blog cuz it's carries hidden meanings
i still scold w/o stating the names of the ppl im pissed at
i still tok to alot of 他s on my blog but refusing to state who's the 他 is


i've made alot of choices which i've grown to regret but decided i'd regret it MORE if i didnt made the choice.




and im still feeling emo.
and suffering from moodswings when menses period approaches (it's getting worse)



and im going to stop listening to 你把我灌醉 at this very instant cuz its making even more bloody emo.

我最近常自言自语...

为了莫名的事
开心欢呼
感伤流泪
激动不已



好想念有你能够与我分享.



也许
我已不再了解你了.

OMFG.
i SO HATE that bloody new song of mayday's!!!!!
they SO BLOODY DESTROYED OUR NICE 垃圾车!!!!!!
ITS SO DAMM BLOODY COMMERCIAL CAN!



-pissed-


win liaox.
TOTALLY destroyed my good mood to blog.
fuck.
dammit.

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本来


想换换这里的音乐的。。。。


看完了总决赛。
终于。


一直以来都知道冠军是谁。
就是那迷幻王子林yoga
直到今天才搞清楚，他那晚唱了什么歌
第二名是动感周定rain
看完后还是不了解为什么他拿了第二名
第四名是小美盧學叡
真气愤他竟然可能只拿了18 分败掉了唱完最后一首歌的机会

阿潘
我记得
凤凰花开的路口
哭红的鼻子，哽咽的口吻

也许值得纪念的事情不多
至少还有这段回忆够深刻
很欣慰生命某段时刻曾一起度过

也许没有永远停留的路口
却庆幸有最珍惜的朋友陪着一起度过



大哭，欢笑
因为有你们所以才那么特别的珍贵




对于第一名的 creep....
我还是觉得打绿的青峰唱的好听很多，
也许是因为我真的受不了英文长的发音很不对的人

but he's right

他温柔又讽刺的唱着...

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special




坚持着自己的信念
离梦想越近，就会越迷惘





ohwells.
annoyingly addictive.








p.s.
老爸！
你在哪里啊？！
好想你啊~ 有好多话想对你说~
>.<

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sang K with samanatha n min yest....


min singing the sound of music again!

i tink samantha 失常.... lols.... WEET! i never get tired of singing!

lalalalalalala~
anyone else wanna jio me go sing???




and....
yest finally watched the rat show aka Ratatouille



hmmmm....
imagine.... your meal was being prepared by a bunch of.... rats?
=X
lols.... cartoons! definately worth watching... and is a show damm worth to be watched on a weekend, midnite show =D

i like the part where linguini skated ard the restuarant serving orders.... lols... cute! and the part where remy was preparing the omettle.... lols.. cute cute =)




today went for interview for the traffic control job.... and picked ningning up at her ahma house @ bedok (imagine gg all the way frm chinatown to bedok! see! i really love her alot...)
and sending her to her ma... at Funan... lols... had sakae for dinner... should nxt time bring ningning out again for sakae... she's oni interesed in the beans! omg... lols....






cute arh? =p

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I very much wish to say this, if you happen to be reading.




there are much more people who love you than you wish to believe to.
things happen
people change
we move on


perhaps we try to forget but we cant.


but sometimes there isnt a need to forget.
beautiful things happen, it's never meant for to be forgotten about
memories which are kept down inside and never spoken about, it doesnt mean that it's being forgotten or it aint important.


what you are standing on is actually a big field where there are many ways to get out of but you refuse to walk out, just choosing to stand there, under the blazing sun and thundering rain.
many has walked past, talking to you, holding your hand, listening to you


yet you denied all of them, believing that you should only listen to your heart.


But is that your heart doing the talking?


or is that the pride shouting and demanding away?




the pride is worthless, there are much more precious stuff out there which needs your apperciation which you've ignored.


i only hope that you dont live to regret all of this which you've missed.





i made my choice and im not regreting it.
hope you can do it too




signing off,
friend

Happy day today!

met up with tese for lunch.... think it's been almost half a year since i've met up with her! caught up with news of each other... realized we all grew up alot.... and learnt alot....
lunch-ed at ahjiseh.... and desserts @ ahjiteh... slacked ard at PS and had orgasmic balls!


im a happy girl today!
tomorrow gg to sing K!!!! with two crazy girls.... min n samantha! =D















成长之一个不能避免的蜕变。
=)

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我

总觉得因为能够相遇，并且成为朋友是那么难能可贵的一件事。

我
并不喜欢对身边的朋友说，
‘不行’
‘我没空’
‘那里太远了’
‘我不想’

除非真的有什么事。。。


我总是觉得，
应该设身处地的为你们着想。

就算必须牺牲了什么我都无所谓。




你们是不是那么的习惯了？



im not complaining.
just realized.
everyone got too used to me thinking for them
got too used to getting their way
got too used to have things planned according to their conveniences


i did say im all right with it
i dont really mind
going how far to have a dinner
going where to watch a movie

because i had the chance to meet up with people i miss


but wouldn't it be nice if you guys sometimes took a little effort to spare a thought for me?



it'd be terrific.


im hoping that i dont have to wait till once a year, during my birthday or what when it happens.



原来失望是那么容易习惯的。

黃大煒 + Yoga 林宥嘉 [你把我灌醉]

开
往城市边缘开
把车窗都摇下来
用速度换来一点痛快

孤单
被热闹的夜赶出来
却无从告白
是你留给我悲哀

哦~ 爱让我变得看不开
哦~ 爱让我自找伤害

你把我灌醉
你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪
我拼命挽回

你把我灌醉
你让我心碎
爱得收不回
唔……


我梦到哪里
你都在怎么能忘怀
你那神秘的笑脸
是不是说
放不下你是我活该







tsk.
annoyingly addictive.
teared when watching yoga sing....
arghs. annoying.


>.< style="font-weight: bold;">放不下你是我活该....

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afternoon met joyce @ Greatworld to pei her lunch... she's still the same evil... lols... but too bad didnt manage to meet that rumoured person... tsktsk... =X


Went to sing K @ chinatown kbox with jiali n samantha..... WEET!
many thanks to the people who areoplaned me today....

sang SUPER ALOT of songs!!! =D
im a happy girl~


on31aug:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIALI!!!!

on 1sept:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHENYING!!!







I WANNA GO DRINKING!!!!!

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