「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」


Friday, August 31, 2007

this was one part which i've done during my translation:



Humans are obsessed with loving forever
The unchanging love imprisons oneself
Just like the changing of the seasons
The love in our hearts evolves to revulsion
Revulsion evolves to hatred
It’s a natural course for it to turn into yearning
But why can’t we accept such a change?




got chance will post the chinese version up =)

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Saw a beautiful sunset a few days ago...

looks better when you see it in person thou =)



had a few chances to go into the subrm tis week....

amanda's way of keeping the chips.... cool bah? =p


tues met up with the very long time have not seen de wilson kor... had dinner @ sakae dobyghaut with cheyanne....

his treat! =D


our turn to treat him dessert @ ahjiteh...


his:


chey's:


mine:



wilson kor hints tat he's quite... erms... popular among his new classmates (blehs) and he still thinks that he's my idol.
and he still thinks tat i blog abt him everyday.
-.-

yahrite. tsktsk.

but still, ohwells, dearly missed =)




watched license to wed


at the cathay today with sufen after shopping @ fareast and dropping by mango to say hello to tian gege...

moive plot was not bad... worth to watch on a weekday =)


verdict of the corn at thecathay....
cmi.







it's actually 2.13am now.
im supposed to meet huii n go to sentosa ltr @ 10am....
and im still watching 超级星光大道 now!
cant believe im actually sweating for them whenever they face a competitor during PK.... EVEN if i know who was the winner and so-so.... -sweats sweats-
and cant believe i almost teared listen to pouty mouth yoga singing away after he cried like a baby when his best friend had to leave...
and cant believe i was laughing away when aska was kenna zheng during his birthday EVEN thou i watched it like the 10th time...
and cant believe that i was laughing like siaos when i saw ah pan singing david tao's 马戏团 and was shaking so damm WEIRDly to the rythmn...

cant believe im still here watching non-stop and not sleeping.



if you've not watched them from the start,
if you've not heard them sing,
if you've only taking a slight glance at their looks,
if you've only heard that they're really lame cause they're crying every episode of the competition,
if you dont really care.

you don't have the right to comment on them.




truthfully speaking i envy them.

not because they sing very well.
but because they belong to a group who loves each other alot and they work hard together to stay together and survive together and encourage each other thru all the difficulties they face and every challenge they meet.



top row (from left):
aska 杨宗伟, 刘明峰, 周定 rain, 安伯, 小美 盧學叡
bottom (from left:)
阿潘, 小许, 李宣容, 谢震霆, yoga 林侑嘉


星光帮!!! XD

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Monday, August 27, 2007

Denials of changes.
Only those beside can clearly see the entire suitation.

不要在还没搞清楚状况之前,就拍桌子急着澄清。




我似乎已忘了和你们相处,那舒服的感觉
对好的记忆,总是的别容易流失
我并不需要再而三的体会失望将领的恐惧
我以为我能够相信那些美丽的大话

终究
我还是败下阵来

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

I hate you





You bloody faker

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Friday, August 24, 2007


LOL.



monday: work.
Tues: NAPFA @ sch. Tiantian steamboat @ bugis (yumyumyum) with maybelline, yan, mummy matthew, jit, leon
Wed: work. ben&jerry's with maybelline @ vivo.
Thurs: school revision. Nalaka's revision class @ 11am.

revision ended early thus went to town to get some stationary. met up with min n her kor @ kino. SAW ALOT OF MAGAZINE I WANT TO BUY!!!! anyone has KINO card?!!??!!?

Tian gege working @ mango outside lido there. went to find him.
waited @ lido for him to end work. had starbucks =D
walked / bus-ed down to sommerset to meet yan after her work. walk walk ard @ centerpoint.
went to le Merdian for dinner. passed daddy his card, goodluck card for new ventures ahead.


Onions pray =)



now is 2.48AM and im still in front of the com mugging....
tsk.


am going to sleep le.
Nites.

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Monday, August 20, 2007

Was reading SGsecrets.



I am, too, another person who looks down when when I'm at the upper levels of the shopping centers, wishing that I could just jump down and end everything.
I am, too, another person who wishes to die just to see who'd attend my funeral and who'd really miss me.


When I was riding the bicycle thing with my niece at WWW, there were no barriers to keep me from jumping down from the thing. I wondered if I would die from the fall.

But I didnt.
Cause I think it'd leave a horrific memory in my pri2 niece's mind.

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好像忘了大哭的感覺了...





You won't understand why they're all crying so hard, for losing a member in their team, despite being in a competition where you'd have to fight for your place.

You won't understand why youjia, yang zhongwei, liu mingfeng and even the 13yr old xie zhengting didi is crying their hearts out.


I see comments stating that who and who else is gay or whatever cuz they're crying.




If you've never watched every single of their performance, seen their interactions with each other and the emotions which is so plainly visible in their voices when they sing,


Please then.
I don't think you have any right or stand to comment on anything.





阿潘他爸跟他說過
天上的星星那麼多, 不見得有幾顆是閃亮的.

很對啊.

可是我們是否都忘了
是因為我們站的地方都被太過明亮的霓虹燈污染了
所以才看不到星星.




Did you realized?
The girl, yazi, who was graduated from the competition, didnt even cry at all during all the speech. It was all the other team mates, who were still there struggling, who were crying of their lost of a good friend.




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I truly wonder that.

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Yest went to wildwildwet to support ning for her Junior Beach Babes & Surf Dudes 2007 contest... erms... some of the contestants were.... well.... they really went all the way... =X


Ohwells. wats most is we do our very best in what is important to us.


eryi was super courageous also... lols... to catwalk with ningning juz for the fun for it... she was the oldest contestant kaes! the oni ahma who went up stage wit her grandchild! =D


WWW was freakin fun despite the drizzle and cold winds... had super lotsa of fun with my sisters, nieces, cousins, cousin-in-laws... =D

and it took away my voice also =X


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七夕情人节快乐 =)

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

每当我听见他轻轻唱着,


“想问天,你在哪里”


我总会不经意的想起你
然后开始怀疑我的心里到底在想什么


我在他们身上似乎看见了我们的影子



原来一切还是那么清晰。
是不是思念让一切都还是那么像昨天?



“离开我。。。。 你会不会好一点?”

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Friday, August 17, 2007

Yest after MP went home to change.. and went out singing with two people.... min n taiyang... thanks so much for the company... it was like venting much of the anger i've been feeling recently...

Even thou both was like super tired but we still sang from 9pm till 1pm.... lols... somemore it was ladies nite =D

it was super great fun... lols... and got to sing many songs which i wanted to but didnt have time to go sing... so shiok! even thou it resulted in slight sore throat today... ohwells.... well worth it =)



Min, taiyang and me
This is what i call reliable people... =p



me n min


mr. liang... singer of 你到底爱谁
piangs! the female lead DAMM CMI CAN!


O.o?!



anyways. at last uploaded fin pix from grandma's birthday:

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盧學叡 小美 [ 离开我 ]

原唱:陶晶莹

曲:袁惟仁
词:袁惟仁



我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片用全家福挡住了

你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由


离开我
你会不会好一点
离开你
什么事都难一点
车来了
坐上你的明天
车走了
我还站在路边

离开你
你会不会好一点
离开你
什么事都难一点
风来了
云就会少一点
你走了
我住在雨里面








淡淡的述说着当下的心情。
淡淡的。
若有似无的忧伤。
令人怀念的体温,令人想念的拥抱。

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

Suffering from a severe headache.
tearing.
lack of rest.
rejecting intrusion.


hugs....
Where are my hugs?!


I think I have a fever.



Misses..... you >.<

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多亏了,
苏打率 的 ohohohoh
谢震廷弟弟 的 趁早
林侑嘉 yoga 的 茫茫到深更
安伯政 的 都是夜歸人
小美 的 离开我
杨宗伟 的 goodbye my love
潘王子 的 港都夜雨



有些东西是无价。
不管在什么时候都会陪在你身边的那些。
就是这些。


虽然不是特别的抚慰人心,
但是在这样的一个夜晚却抚慰了我似乎死去的心灵。


谢了啊 =)





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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I had enuf of your substandard (or should I say... TOTALLY NO STANDARD) work.



FUCK YOU.
damm.

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请问你在哪里?

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Voices might be unreliable to you.



But they sure seem reliable to me.
At least there are certain things which would stand by one no matter what happens.

Like good music,
rather than humans.

Like his voice, his music, their music.
A invisible yet strong and reliable support.
rather than humans.




Humans tend more to disappoint.
cuz I am disappointed.




very,

disappointed.




it hurts to continue.

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i hate MP.



tsk.
enuf said.

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Don't know this two come back is wanna cheer me up with their presence or make me feel even more worse.


tsktsk.



STARBUCKS!!!!
I WANT MY STARBUCKS!!!!!

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Feel like dying liaox......


Need a many hugs.
Need some chicken rice.
Need starbucks.
Need my romance novels.
Need LOTSA sleep.


Feel like stoning my life away.
Lost touch with the world.
Except from prince pan and xingguang bang people.
And leenx n min n tian gege n ham n amanda n samantha.
I tink that's the only ppl i toked to in the past few days.



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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I sincerly feel that you are getting weirder than ever.



Yes,
Sincerly I feel that.


Perhaps we had all changed into another someone which we don't reconize.
Or
Perhaps I thought wrong.

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Monday, August 13, 2007

It is 2.30am now and im still awake here even thou im freaking tired.



just wanna say......


I HEART HIM <3


=p

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王子 [ 夜夜夜夜 ]



想问天你在那里
我想问问我自己
一开始我聪明
结束我聪明
聪明的几乎的毁掉了我自己

想问天问大地
或者是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有抛下所有
让我漂流在安静的夜夜空里

你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑
慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属于真正的我

我不愿再放纵
我不愿每天每夜每秒漂流
也不愿再多问
再多说再多求
我的梦

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sodagreen, sodagreen, soda soda green green.....


guitarist Ah fu, pianist aka volinist aka dancer ah gong, drummer xiaowei, lead qingfeng, bassist xinyi, electirc guitarist jiakai


Surely you've heard of their songs before...
Perhaps not their name, but the so famous xiao qing ge which keeps repeating on 933... =D

这是一首简单的小情歌。。。。



I first got to know this band thru one of the shows... was watching tru the random shows and the heading talking about underground bands caught my name... heard qingfeng sang 频率 and i was totally mesmerized... lols... then I got the album because of that very single song.

No, im not a big fanatic who knows every of their full names, birthday, likes and dislikes... just purely qingfeng's voice... some say that it's a love or hate affair regarding his voice, ohwells, i just happed to love it =D

okays. their first singapore concert was last night at republic poly.... super far away location.... all the way to woodlands...



the main pt was.....
OMG! THEY WERE SUPER SUPER TERRIFIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


qingfeng was priceless... lols. his words and mannerism.... lols! totally ORZ!
i tot he was quite dao and cold.... budden... lols... talks alot... even thou quite lame but... a nice change.... and i guess he was really pretty touched by us... (i tink his eyes were teary... lols... since he claims that he isnt 做作 aka fakey... i rest my case =)

Ah fu and ah gong both were totally as priceless... lols... i tink ahgong was more... he was dancing some weird dance steps and got more and more and more and more HIGH for like... errr... nothing... lols... budden, really entertaining... and qingfeng mentioned something abt ahfu wanting to go home soon cuz he was worried abt his gf calling from japan wld b too ex.... lols!

Ahfu quoted from a concert which he'd seen recently... he said that the lead singer said that the most beautiful voices belonged to the audiences below. yep, quoted from our dear mr.chen... tsktsk... lols... den qingfeng added that actually it wasnt so to aufu cuz one day he found ahfu sitting at a side listening to his mp3 non-stop... and he was curious who he was listening to... sodagreen album mah?

nope... lols. he was listening to the demo tape of his own music, sung by his girlfriend....

awwwwwww!
So sweet! =D


yest night they sang super alot of songs too.... i tink the most memorable was Britney spear's toxic (YES. QINGFENG CAN REACH EVERY KEY!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! and it was SUPER DAMM FREAKING HIGH!!!!), 相对论 IV (another happy happy song),cheer 陈琦镇's 旅行的意义 and teresa teng's 我只在乎你..............


amazing. his voice.


And he's absolutely right.
Those who say that he sounds 娘 doesnt sing as well as him =)


and the encore was priceless.... both planned and unplanned.... everyone REFUSED to go after the 1st encore... and the 2nd encore wasnt plannned cuz we knew the moment the backgrd music came out signalling the end of the concert but yet everyone refused to go. and they did came out again... and sang somemore... lols... and suan-ed their teacher, lin weizhe who told them not to be so dissappointed if they didnt get alot of response from the singapore crowd....

some pix... we weren't allowed to take photos... so oni took a few oni... share with u all... shhhhhhhh........


tix.... third row... $70....


they gave us green lightsticks!


me and sufen.... me first time wear GREEN...


ahfu VS qingfeng


mr. lead singer wit his sarong and mismatched pink n blue shoes and red eyeshadow...


ahgong (on the right) super high~


mr. lead


jiakai and xinyi


and,
我的未来不是梦 EP


yes, its autographed... $20... =X


okays.
i tink it had been donkey years since i've blogged SO MUCH....


Sodagreen's super cool.
awaiting their 3rd album and their nxt concert in singapore =D



and headed down to gelyang for supper with jiali and sufen after my cousin yingwoon n her friend went off w/o telling us.... cabbed all the way down from woodlands till gelyang = $21 plus midnite charge... =(

but then, food was super nice =D


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Saturday, August 11, 2007



到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂其实是一片荒凉

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤


我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬

如果你不想要想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老

我可以不问感觉继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲

若有情太难了想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好


爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是我们的软弱


.........趁早
謝震廷 vs 張宇





zHang Zhenting, 他,才 13 岁。
这是我曾很爱的一首歌。
这首词, 尤其是,

[ 若有情太难了想别恋要趁早。]

莫名的感触。
就算是不完全熟练的技巧
却和一个大他那么多的长辈唱出那么感人的歌曲。





at the 2:10

at 07:05


goodbye my love, 我的爱人, 再见
goodbye my love, 相见不知那一天
我把一切给了你
希望你要珍惜
不要辜负我的真情

goodbye my love, 我的爱人, 再见
goodbye my love, 相见不知哪一天
从此和你分离
我会永远永远爱你在心里
希望你不要把我忘记


................再见我的爱人


I watched him sang this same song several times.
And the time in the second video had the deepest impact in my memory.
yah, heck if he's ugly can.
What's most important is that he has a beautiful voice.....

any song which contains many memories from the past.







two nights in a row.
yet many times.
So many times.



I miss having THE urge and grabbing the phone and dailing any number, smiling to myself, knowing that someone would pick up at the other end.


I heart 星光幫 =)

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Friday, August 10, 2007

Finally broke off with Major project report. It almost killed me during the process.

52pages in total...


Yest was national day.
Met sufen and watched 881 @ ochard cine.

881 yeo ah yeo...

It was really quite touching at the end... hilirious in the middle and beginning with all the singing and hokkien and cocks... lols... never have i seen such bright red lipstick before... if our geitai really are so modern n high-tech n as entertaining as shown in the movie, ohwells, lets chio each other to go watch geitai during the 7th lunar month =D

and an additional piece of advice. dont watch it if ur hokkien sucks. lols =p

had went to esplande before the movie to meet daddy but the crowd was SIMPILY CRAZY. im not that crazy to brave that amt of people... we escaped back to ochard then... and ate at suki sushi.... which is now rated as one of the most durhs jap food places i've ever dined at.



Came home and dated MP report all the way to 5am this morning... went to slp for few houds and got my ass out of bed and to sch for SSSD proj interview and finish up the report.

Went all the way down to esplanade to accomplish my mission. lols.
I reached there at 6pm ON THE DOT.

my mission lies within

loitered around padang waiting for huii to call me... when she finally cfm tat she had OT, i made my way to dobyghaut.... and ended up waitiing for leenx n wangzi outside the station while they waited inside. lols.

baby cow is bored...

went to ahjiseh for dinner. huii, yan, mummy and tian gege joined us ltr...

leenx n wangzi's


tontoro ramen with xtra cong from the other 2's bowls...


passed huii her present at last... the red thongs and the kiki&lala necklace.

necklace

lazed ard in PS while wangzi n leenx went on to watch their movie. bought the gloomy bear paw.... at last.... ohwells. came home.


on the mrt....

paw is hanging on bag....


mummy shakes hand with paw...


paw suddenly springs up!


because there were free seats for us at last...


erms.... =X


smokin'


baby cow kenna bullied!


-ouch-


no lah, actually just wanna sayang baby cow oni =D

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