Thursday, March 29, 2007
可
以
为
爱
而
生
，
也
就
可
以
为
爱
而
死
。
Labels: 五月天
曲:玛莎 词:阿信
我走过动荡日子
追过梦的放肆
穿过多少生死
却假装若无其事
穿过半个城市
只想看你样子
这一刻最重要的事
是属於你最小的事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹
什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑
买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙
活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日
全心守护你 最小的事
我就算壮烈前世
征服滚滚乱世
万人为我写诗
而幸福却是此时
静静帮你提著
哈罗凯蒂袋子
这一刻最重要的事
是属於你最小的事
你笑得像个孩子
每个平凡小事
变成永恒故事
因为对这个人的第一个印象，就是黑框眼镜。
结果，
造成了对黑框眼镜的迷恋。。。
禹哲，
信先生
校园一哥，黄士杰 =)
这个人却不知不觉的，在我的生命中留下了无数的痕迹。
好眼泪，坏眼泪，我都曾为你流。
悲伤和快乐都是理由。
就连失去的相信都被你找回了。
结果你却
为何留我荒唐的坐在这里。
最重要的事，永远都只是小事。
最重要的小事。
后来，
我发现那个人戴的眼镜，
其实不是黑框的。
IDIOT.
IM AN IDIOT.
GREAT.
DONE.
FINISHED.
FINISHED.
happy now?
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
I never changed much, I only became stronger and weaker with the passing of time. Stronger cause I've been tru more, weaker cuz i've lost some stuff. someone important. fuck. it's time i faced it too. someone damm fucking important.
and then.
suddenly it doesn't matter anymore.
juz my heart juz stopped hurting when i see the decadence
（I wanted to use 'Debauchery' but it didnt seem fit cuz there wasn't any actual physical sex, at least, not that i know of, tHANK GOD. hiakhiak. translating ROSY LIFE is KILLING ME... soon... at least till i get over it.)
fuck.
and at this time i SAW THIS
who is capable of hurting you most?
let me tell you, it's actually the ones you choose to place closest to your heart, the so-called FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
the more you know, the harder it is to understand and the easier it is to misunderstand.
And the misunderstood don't even get a chance to explain themselves.
That's how the world works.
the path of love is NEVER SMOOTH
「带我离开地球表面。」 says (11:17 PM):
jus like the path of life
「带我离开地球表面。」 says (11:18 PM):
if not
「带我离开地球表面。」 says (11:18 PM):
IT AINT CALLED LOVE OR LIFE ANYMORE
im not cute.
it's juz TRUTH lor.
You can keep running away.
but,
people who love you would still love you as always
people who hate you would still hate you as always
people who adore you would still adore you as always
people who despise you would still despise you as always
stop fucking RUNNING AWAY AND FACE THE FUCKING TRUTH AND RECOVER FROM THE DAMMIT PAIN LAH. FUCK.
that aint deep.
it's fucking shallow and fucking not cool to be hiding behind the so-called facade of pain which you've built up for your soul.
im an idiot.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Fall Out Boy-- [This Aint a Scene, It's an Arms Race]
I am an arms dealer
Fitting you with weapons in the form of words
And don't really care which side wins
As long as the room keeps singing
That's just the business I'm in
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
I'm not a shoulder to cry on
But, I digress
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate, oh-so intricate [x2]
I wrote the gospel on giving up
(You look pretty sinking)
But the real bombshells have already sunk
(Prima-donnas of the gutter)
At night we're painting your trash gold while you sleep
Crashing not like hips or cars,
No, more like p-p-p-parties
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
Bandwagon's full
Please, catch another
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate, oh-so intricate [x2]
All the boys who the dance floor didn't love
And all the girls whose lips couldn't move fast enough
Sing, until your lungs give out
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
(Now you)
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
(Wear out the groove)
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
(Sing out loud)
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
(Oh, oh)
This ain't a scene, it's a god damn arms race
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate, oh-so intricate [x2]
Labels: ING
Sunday, March 25, 2007
I think all my good luck was spent on having good friends around me... like these crazy bunch in the freezer place~ I think I totally don't deserve to know them~ lol....
for all the fucked up people i had met--
WAHAHA. heck you all. I've got this bunch of siao kia-s and it's enuf for me =p
siaokia number one:
DANCING QUEEN min =D
EVIL MOUTH BUT 嘴硬心软 joyce =D
SUPER CAMERA SHY + 语出惊人 FAIRY sarah =D
"人不可贸相" QUEEN amanda =D
SPRINGY HAIR LOLLYPOP 好男人 wilson kor =D
love you all people there =D
thanks for caring so much,
Love, rong mei =)
the pix:
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/66
Labels: photos
Saturday, March 24, 2007
[听不到]
夜，黑夜，寂寞的夜里
气，生气，对自己生气
软弱的电话，又打给你
想，听你那边的空气
有，什麽精采的话题
你还是温柔
给我婉转的距离
我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大
为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小
为何我的真心你听不到
会，很会，伪装我自己
你，不该，背我的秘密
沉重都给我，微笑给你
奔，狂奔，空旷的感情
走，暴走，暴走的伤心
透明的叹息
最后还是我的秘密
sorry but I really can't feel anything anymore.
Neither sadness nor sorry nor anger...
perhaps hurt, but it's not strong either.
Perhaps that's why I wanted to meet up with the bunch even thou so late.
Life isn't just about broken/past relationships and betrayal.
It's about NOTHING.
the angels arrived after the heart was pronunced dead.
Friday, March 23, 2007
带我离开地球表面。
“为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解
也不想了解”
带我离开，逃离这个地方。
Labels: 五月天
but even thou it's not. thanks for the concern but im running away from the world now. shutting down. only a single person knows what that's happened and it's not even the whole picture so i guess the person wont bother to say anyway.
there would be no tears from the falling soul.
stuff are easier said than done, as always. it's easier to speak of words and all but it's harder to prove them. death, perhaps would make some people see the light but it's not worth the sacrifice currently.
im a coward.
i cant feel the love.
so,
leave me alone then.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Nothing is fair in life.
We are all just sitting here and waiting for life to happen to us.
Im not surprised by what happened.
when I was very young, perhaps 5 or 6, I had already imagined... if things were to turn out this way, what should I do.
Communication is the only way to solve any problem.
but then, perhaps all humans are selfish by nature. we can't see the pain of others, even thou we claim we do, but we really don't. it's hard to forgive and forget. and once you've heard rumors you find yourself easier to place ur belief in those untrue words, and the heart and mind twists any proof to make it support your beliefs.
I'm all right. I think i'd survive. but any other people close to me certainly don't deserve being treated like that or suffering any pain caused by such beliefs.
there are so much happening. anywhere and everywhere.
Father And Mother I Love You
in?e?bri?ate [v. in-ee-bree-eyt, i-nee-; n., adj. in-ee-bree-it, i-nee-]
?verb (used with object)
1. to make drunk; intoxicate.
2. to exhilarate, confuse, or stupefy mentally or emotionally.
?noun
3. an intoxicated person.
4. a habitual drunkard.
?adjective
5. Also, in?e?bri?at?ed. drunk; intoxicated.
anyways.
watched STOMP THE YARD just now... yea~ dance movie... pretty nice moves! theme's bout everyone's always living in a group and most of the time it aint juz about the individual and it's about a TEAM working together, and believing in the same group and acomplishing what they want and having one another to support each other.
when one doesnt hav such a belief, the whole group wont survive long either.
another topic for tonight.
GUYS. yea. and GIRLS.
wont can make up their minds and keep meeting the good n bad but NOT the RIGHT opp sex. who got mixed up or discouraged along the way. who chose to give up but not holding on till the end wat they had believed in the begining. for letting go before anything actually happened.
pity. regret. happiness. problems. trouble. sin. lust. watever. fuck.
sorry i aint any of them cuz im the pitiful person who aint had ANY chance to experience ANY of that but it aint so that i haven have any right to comment on wat the hell's going on.
it's the same like telling the mature people that you are not always correct when they think they're always bloody correct.
remember, always two sides to a coin... and two sides or even many sides to a single matter. and age or experience doesnt always mean that you can see the whole bloody picture.
so.
yah.
find someone whom i can kiss all day to shut me up on all these stuffs.
please.
or else.
leave me to it.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hmmm. felt sick so went to sleep @ 8.30pm yest nite... all the way till 9.10am til morning... wahahah... more than 12hours of sleep! budden... still felt like shit when i woke up...
den at work watched the wanyu ep where they played the KING game...wahahaha... damm farnie... poor shijie... and re-watched all our vids during our last chalet... damm priceless... lol~ wangzi moaning... alfred trying his best to kiss darren~ wahahah... damm priceles.... hehehehe...
budden.
den... back to subbing... today, at last, the female lead died. the granny was crying. the kids were crying. the sister-in-law was crying. the brother-in-law was crying. the brother was crying. the husband looked as if he wanted to die.
yah, main point. husband.
okies, yes, your wife died. so very tragic... budden... HELLO BROTHER?! YOU STILL GOT YOUR KIDS YOU KNOW?! how can you bear being so selfish and make your kids bear all the same amount of pain of you... what a fucked and sellfish father....
you feel pain and sorrow and hurt, yes, i didnt say you cant, but then, be strong for your kids... aint that the least you can do to respect your wife who's gone?
yah,
the father died in the last ep...cuz he was suffering from too much pressure. some vein in his brain bursted and he screamt all the way.
isnt tat going to bring more and MORE PAIN, SORROW AND HURT for the bloody poor kids?
tsk,tsk.
evil rongz here.
people hurting and in pain,
you have no right to give up on yourself unless the whole damm world does.
GET IT?!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
i wanna fuck u love u all on the floor
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
Hell yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)
[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cuz I can, cuz I can do it better
There's no other
So whens it gunna sink in
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]
realize the starting of the backgrd song... is in CHINESE! hahahah~ cute cute cute XD
Monday, March 19, 2007
durh.
LOLS. i really got featured IN THE WEB.... wahahaha... when i gave tat sort of reply... i kinda knew it was freaking dangerous... budden... no truer words than tat =p
today.
sent them off. said morning to dear shijie and he smiled back at me =D
then had breakfast with sufen before heading down to work. damm. first time so damm early going to office. den whole day... damm bloody cold the office... sit there till i felt dizzy and want to vomit out all the beehoon i had for breakfast... plus the maixiang milk tea (yes, our dear shijie's fav) sumore the more kz was... i walked frm office to the cathay there n take bus mah... when i was standing at the traffic light and i felt as if all the blood all drained out of my face and i was falling backwards.... constantly... like going to faint soon... sumroe the sun shinning down at me... got the... like going to die soon feeling... =X
hiakhiak~
Labels: 五月天
...... I smile when she smiles... [http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3408146/1/]
Sunday, March 18, 2007
today.
meet up with sam for coffee @ starbucks ochard.
slacked abit @ cityhall mrt waitin for mgs.
went to tiongbaruh mrt.
tian gege come pei me wait till 8.30pm =D
went with them for supper @ the same place.
eating with fingers. laughing and joking around with actions and hand signals. grinning silly to some random joke.
-priceless them-
sidetrack.
juz saw this... wahahahaha.... damm farnie.
when they was playing the king's game, masa got to use his forefinger to hit yanming on the forehead mah... lols.... look @ JR's expression... *STUN* wahahaha~ DAMM PAINFUL CAN! lols. i can feel it juz by watching... lols... and ashin's EVIL expression oso damm gaoxiaos can! CAUGHT ON CAMERA~
=D
im satisfied. really. i suppose.
走在曾走过的街道上，不仅又想起了你。
想问，
被想念着的人能感受到这份强烈的欲望吗~
Labels: 五月天
Saturday, March 17, 2007
pix, pix~
the gaiban CD... which i DIDNT BUY =p
their flight arrival... BR225
me and sufen HIGH-ing at the airport
the shocking amount of tix.... not mine of cuz ;)
forum ppl alert! BORN TO LOVE STICKER =D
lucky draw coupons for the HK trip~
shijie doing his stuffs =D
too bad he wasnt the host for any singapore event... cuz have radio DJ... very wasted wor! shld had asked shijie to partner peifen for the hosts~
yea~ ashin....
them singing =D
spot the diff between the upper tix n lower tix~
lower tix was signed first... more neat~ lol... upper tix is like all jumbled up and messy~
yah yah~
damm gaoxiao pix of shijie saying goodbye to us when he walked by =D
the cze char place we went for supper... DAMM GAOXIAO pix of long ago de =p mayday infront and the three technicians, chi mu, shijie and xiaohou behind them~
menu...
chilled alreovera =D
fried kailan...
nice nice hotpot tofu =D
done with the food bout 12.30AM.... blehs~
presenting......
LE' POWER! lols~ thanks to peirong who brought back an extra can =D
I suddenly find me asking myself that today.... now... sitting right in front of the computer.
Just at a loss/
everyone is changing... and growing up. somehow the performance is different. the atmosphere is different. almost abit hostile. the audience seems weird. and the sense of belonging seems to reduce by alot more.
I miss everything.
Labels: 五月天
Friday, March 16, 2007
i now know why was there so many BARDLY ALOT OF PPL NEAR OFFICE AND ON THE BUS TODAY LE.....
from cruzteng.com
"People start arriving at Waterloo Street. In case you’re wondering why, Guan Yin Temple gives out red packets on the 26th day of the first lunar month each year. Each packet contain 10 or 20 cents. Borrowing the red packet symbolises loan of good luck."
the whole world like DAMM EXCITED CAN!!!~ lols.
YOU GUYS BETTER TAG BEFORE YOUR LEAVE THIS PLACE HOR! BETTER TAG HOR!
alot of ppl waiting till their necks damm long for the photos.... whahahaa....
summary of wat we've done...
-met up @ starbucks
-ate @ the balcony at hereen. nice place. nice chairs. good place to chill. food = okay oni. ex.
-sent samantha to PS cuz she go watch movies
-headed down to chimjes... sam's place
-opened a bottle of rum
-crazy night of kissing and licking and hugging
super tired but yet super fun =D
-SPAM-
NORMAL PIX first =D
nice pix frm leen'x cam...
nice pix frm my camera:
the roadside shots...
THE LONG AWAITED.... lols~
from leenx's cam.....
leon n matthew look damm high can! LOLS~
from mine cam:
WAHAHAHA... DAMM EXCITING CAN!
okies... boring pool table at last =D
OEIS. BETTER TAG HOR!
http://rongzreverie.multiply.com/photos/album/1