「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」
Thursday, November 30, 2006
my handphone pix!!!
@ the beach:
ham @ lab:
rachel:
@ central TM: yingyong, ice milk tea and french toast =)
prawn fried rice with salted egg yolk
act dao:
its quite BLUR.... but overall-ly its quite farnie... hehehe XD
@ central taka: kiwi plus strawberry plus mango sauce plus green jelly NICE!
cambodia outing: shone, xianghui n darren
tk
tk's shot of nen
jeremy n tk... looks freaking wrong i noe
tk's head.
the office peeps:
amanda trying to hide
tada! amanda:
amanda n sarah:
minmin n wilson kor:
juz feeling bored XD
..... .. ..... 2:55:00 PM;
My friend,
pls dont deny the fact that my life doesn't need to evolve around you.
I've climbed out of ur life... aren't you supposed to be happy with it? i dont need someone who comes looking for me, smiling sweetly and saying nice words which arent true from your heart, whenever there's a need for my help.
I've done whatever i should, and watever i could, but it never seemed enough... and it never has been and will never be enough. I'm sorry that im asking so much back for my efforts and love... unconditional? its always so easily said then done.
How much of life have you seen?
I may not have seen as much as you or experienced so many handsome guys as you but im pretty sure that i learn as much as i can from wat i've lived on. maybe it aint much but its enough for me.
I am the baddie here. now, the past, even the future. I admit it.... right? no one else is the baddie except me, like as forever. i take, i demand, EVERYTHING. but im not sorry for it now. i used to be very sorry for everything i did which purposely or accidently pissed you all off. BUT IM NO LONGER AM.
stop living behind the facade you've created for yourself. you will only get hurt in the end. i am harsh, i admit it. i wasnt born that way, life made me so. better truthful than full of lies.
there are sometimes when you're juz too tired to hope and belive.
..... .. ..... 12:33:00 PM;
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
the continuation:
thai... like so very long ago~
and of cuz the most memorable:
yes, its supposed to be SO blur =p
on the train~
even thou i know joel baobei surely will KILL ME after seeing that photo again... hehehhe.... but that was the MOST memorable pix of our thai trip lo... if want to reminisce about the thai trip... of cuz muz put tis photo arh =)
erms. other than that... i dunno. im losing my confidence in some people. BLEHS. as if i want to... i DUNNO ARH. blehs.
and hor.... WAT THE FUCK. mayday is holding their second exibition.... @ shanghai.... the first was @ taipei 101... last year nov... THE ONLY ONE... the one which i thought i would regret my whole bloody life cuz i didnt GET TO SEE IT.... blehs.... maybe they are juz a money making machine... blehs... I WANNA SEE THAT BLOODY EXIBITION LARH! BLEHS! http://www.imayday.com/061127.htm
the ABC concert's next wed... on which i have some stupid test on citation... till 6pm... BLEHS BLEHS BLEHS... why mayday always like to chose some BLOODY time to come singapore arh?! wtf.... 2006 is NOT A YEAR which mayday should step foot in singapore... 2005 was so FREAKING GOOD... not like 2006... blehs.... CONCERT ON A WEDNESDAY! that is SO not right... durhs!
p.s. yest nite i realized how hard it is to see stars actually...
..... .. ..... 5:59:00 PM;
yest night went out for dinner @ chompchomp with the office peeps... minmin, amanda, grace, tiff, joyce and wilson kor. didnt ate alot thou.... cuz quite tired le... arghs! craving.... for stingray... after exams muz find one time go eat... after eating, went wilson kor's house to chill... tok tok... chill... den went home.
so many are leaving ='(
basically now my life is juz like this. work. school. work. school.
den i realized i've not been at home for so bloody long le... cuz return home late... everyone's sleeping liaoz... den leave house early... cuz got lessons or is working.. weekends im not at home... except for sunday... which both ma n dad are working and my two sisters are rotting. blehs~ now they holidays le but they see even less of me. blehs >.<
sorry but im not a very family person. i like to be at home to laze around... when there's no one at home, then it'll be quite and no unwanted screaming around.
juz now had scio lec... heavy lec again... yeps, the topic this week is "prejudice" mah... can u imagine how much prejucide is going on around the world? how much it hurts and how many people's lives it brings with it? it seems to grow stronger with every human life it takes along with it... why do people need to store so much unnecessary hatered in their hearts? we are, afterall, juz humans... cant we love each other more abit, looking at the individual instead of juz judging them even before we know them?
blahs. easier said than done, as always.
..... .. ..... 11:31:00 AM;
Monday, November 27, 2006
Spam u all with pix =p
still got more~ but now lab going to close le~ post another day =)