「 Insanity, with long intervals of horrible sanity 」


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Please help me pray... come come come... new hp~

http://home.singtel.com/youth/deals.htm

=)

..... .. ..... 10:32:00 PM;


WAT THE......


15 DEC ?!


cant they juz push it back for like... 15days so it lands on my birthday?

LOLS.

rem singapore final home was 10 DEC 2005.
now the release of their new album is on 15 DEC 2006.

lols. i guess i have to wait till about.... 3 more years before they do anything on my birthday... hehehehe.... so damm frustrating arh! and really very eng hor? 6 DEC coming singapore den 9days later release album... hmmms.... den come singapore again? hahahhaa.... DONT WISH tat to happen.... come less, trouble less... =X

okies. i didnt juz say tat.

but some of it IS true.... get married le... should put family as first mah.... and... appear less... fans will miss them more and apperciate them more.
isnt it so?

when see them more... listen to them too constantly... some feelings get diluted and... as time goes by you wont apperciate it as much as you do now. like the theory of macdonals i told my niece, ningning.... the more you eat, you'll get sick of it more easily... and then you'll slowly lose interest in it...

Im in the UIR lab now... and arh... juz now scio was pretty fun... they changed our tcher! arghs... i would have prefered the guy lecturer... cuz his lecture was pretty good... but they changed a lady for us... hnmms... abit boring but she feeds us with pretty lot of info and stuff... so... yahs....

research says tat:
1. men are more prone to commit suicide than women.
2. singles are more prone to commit suicide than married ppl.
3. city dwellers are more prone to commit suicide than kampong dwellers.

conclusion?
SINGLE MEN who live in CITIES are most prone to suicide.... LOLS....

..... .. ..... 4:42:00 PM;

Monday, October 30, 2006

I tink i need to stone more?

or

find me a reason to stop stoning so much.

i know stoning is bad for health.
more starbucks and more sleep.

okay day.
Huii's back frm US~ thanks for the present baobei =)


sam's rite.
the world is unfair.

somehow... its diffcult to stomach tis fact all of a sudden.

..... .. ..... 11:29:00 PM;


我似乎感受到了。
窒息。

当你用全力的紧掐着我的脖子,我似乎感受到了你眼神中透露的一切。

恐惧吗?


为什么会恐惧身边的人会离开你呢?


我,
好讨厌。

想你怎么会变成了每天的习惯。


想你,好累。


其实都没有什么的。
那,就这样吧。

因为你感受到的,你不一定看的见。

我想。
我要。
我渴望。

却盼不到。

..... .. ..... 10:43:00 PM;

Sunday, October 29, 2006

*edited*

feeling pretty blank now.

lols.


for ur info. it isnt the ING of seeing him tat makes me high. its the anticaption tat makes me high. the actual seeing of him... and the after effect... no, it does not make it high. quite tiring kaes?

met sufen at kallang in the morning n went airport. met the usual gang. waitied. yes, only him only... not surprise le... like expected liaos. cuz heard news the previous nite...
he came.. not swollen at all lor! lols. expected more swollen de him~ but i tink the filght helped him alot cuz he was still... hmmms... arranged his hair sumore. lols. i was asked by the uncle sumore..... was tat my idol comin cuz i told him oni one nia, not all 5 mahs... i said no, not my idol. lols. den the uncle asked me why i was there then... i told him... no fish, prawn oso can lar~



actually my love is shi jie, not ashin. lols.

he was on the same flight as rainie yang... hmms... tiny person... =X and twins n joey rong zu er was at the 2pm flight... lee yun chun (the china super girl) and jin sha was 4pm flight... didnt wait for them thou. went down to the red carpet.

red carpet mahs... hmmms... not in sequence:

1. the dj dennis frm taiwan... lols quite AA... =X

2. CRUZ TENG. lols. super cute lor!!!! yesh, i did scream his name n he smiled WIDELY at me... lols.

3. peifen was super cute! lols. chong qing oso~ both of them host of red carpet stage. liyi was at the other side, the front there.

4. lin yu zhong n junyang was both wearing cowboy outfits... YES, like the BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN you noe~

5. cao ge was freakin SHUAI! really LORS! lols.

6. tank looked like wu ke cun frm the side... realli!

7. i rem tis guy frm china, call che tian... lols damm nice of him! juz he walked towards the fans n signed stuff for them n toked to them... lols.

8. yes, jin sha was super act cute all the way.

9.rainie yang's outfit was pretty nice.

10. i saw ashin's photo on the webbie... he looks LIKE A GHOST LOR!

11. for 1/10 of a second i tot he stunned tio at the sight of the maygazie i was holding. but apparently, it was oni 1/10 of a second.

12. he muz have felt so guang rong to walk past us all cuz we were ALLL screaming his name. ALL hors. inculding the china girls beside us who me n sufen tot where there for the other china guy...

13. joey is like... SO VERY TALL LORS... so much taller while standing beside eason n chongqing... lols.

14. i am amazed tat ashin walked the red carpet ALONE... not even with fish. yes, i tink he really loved all the attention =X

15. fish came in with tanya... erms... liddat lor.

16. S.H.E was superly cute. hahahaha~ and high.

17. the most important of all... ANDY LAU LOR! i tink he's like... FREAKING SUPER LOR! you know the WHOLE CROWD... not bluffing u de... WHOLE CROWD... EVERYONE was SCREAMIN HIS NAME. he walked in with stef sun. but its like... EVERYONE was SCREAMING HIS NAME. everyone, yes, everyone. this is the first time i saw the real kind of "MEGA superstar".... he ROCKS. really. lols. in tat instant everyone becum an ANDY LAU fan... lols.


the oni high point was andy lau.
not even ashin.
hehehehe...
opps~ =X

..... .. ..... 5:38:00 PM;

Saturday, October 28, 2006

i dun care even if he's the only one coming lor.

WATEVER LAR.

11 more HOURS!!!! muahahahhas! after TEN MONTHS!!!!

im like... high-ing like no one's business sia~ heheheehhee....



i tink shijie's not coming... one of the few clouds in the clear blue sky~

today at sch met new friends... erms... same name as my other friend and was wearing my friend's favourate color oso lor~ lols. juz felt very... erms... yah... so blogged... hehehehe...

and im with shitian's superman in every class [almost].

hoooray?




i dun care larh.

DAMM HIGH NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..... .. ..... 12:58:00 AM;

Friday, October 27, 2006

Can I juz kill someone?


yes.
YOU LOR.


durhs.


its so painful that u cant get to finish reading anything u've started to do so.
you may never know but
the frustration will live with you forever.


im in the SWEN lab.
and juz nice i have some friend to entertain me... and...
tada!

you know who you are hor~
so honoured to have a blog post juz for you.
NAHS.

durhs. LOL.s

I AM SO FREAKING BORED.

..... .. ..... 3:29:00 PM;

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i miss zhang chao mei SO DAMM MUCH!!!

if u never watched wan yu, or watever, let me remind you
zhang chao mei aka chao mei xian zi's husband is wang xiao fu =)

lols. priceless two:





whole day working non-stop.
i tink its the first time i worked to so bloody long... frm 9.30am till 9pm... i think the ppl at the workplace's pretty stressed up... becuz of sudden datelines n stuff...

i won the sinking of japan thingy... erms... i tink is not moive tix arh... dunno is wat~ tmr morning goin tpy to collect... singapore press holdings...


they are coming on saturday!!!


lols. these few days have been raining like siaos sia~ so fun... hehehe... at least no more haze~ WEEKEND CAN WORK OUT... lols~ MAYDAY chasing always helps to lose wait. lols. cuz u get to sweat damm lot sia~

..... .. ..... 11:21:00 PM;

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

for ur info.

i never liked to say

"leave me alone"

..... .. ..... 11:56:00 PM;


I hope tat im juz tired.


*blank*





watched another movie. first time @ vivo... erms... yes, big screen but ok chairs and environment... i very much prefer cathay... Dairy was ok... liked the script.... mayb juz i kept thinkin of the pyscho theories so i wasnt tat scared. rem... watch fin before you start discussing with ur friends. durhs. lols. i once again am amazed tat how well these three other crazy people can like... erms... suddenly click so well...

sk saw, seen, told me.

erms.
like tat lor.

had a freakin long break.

trying to think again. but was seriously too tired to do anything but to keep blank. i seem to be trying to forget the feeling... but it still hangs around. mayb some facts are going to be there a long time and no matter wat we do there isnt anything tat is going to change.

maybe i should juz.... give up...

you know.

stop thinking...
and...
get some sleep.



*blank*

..... .. ..... 11:48:00 PM;

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

today met up with min min n wilson kor. didnt go singin... cuz too ex le... and arh... no amanda... no mood... sumore me in slight depression in the morning...

but the day turned out to be good. lols. shopping with them... LOLS. attempted to help wlison kor change his style... frm the more beng style to more... erms... hmm.... not so beng? erms.... sumtimes beng style look good, on certain people nia... not everyone.

hmms... he bought a jacket at 77th street... which... erms... yes, thin enuf... but not the type i like. but... lols. he keep asking me nice or not. i juz told him, the one he chasing not me, so i say nice or not oso no use mah. muz his missy like... den got use... hehehe....

black, universally best color. match almost everything and everyone. almost like wunt go wrong in black. lols. i realized today... after watchin Goong... waa seh sia! i realize prince SHIN really wears nice clothes.. i kinna like the "prince" look but... its kinna over to wear tat in singapore... but shirt plus jeans can really look darn nice.. depending on whose body it it lar... hehehe...

walked around ochard alone. went to popular to buy sum stuff... new notebook, new file...

and sat at ochard mrt looking at people. i tink tat's gonna be useful for my soci... lols.

..... .. ..... 10:28:00 PM;


顿时不懂在莫名其妙的喜悦。

因为看见了不知为何一遇见就会莫名其妙的HIGH的他们。



握紧的缘分,
是否
握的越紧就会更容易消失不见?

总觉得是得来不易的缘分,
所以不想轻易的松手。

没有人是天生爱寂寞的。
不得已的习惯。
不得已的接受。
命运次给我人生的一切。

奋斗,
总是一个人的奋战。

已经开始觉得疲惫了。

不耐烦。
不甘愿。
不妥协。

好累。

我的盛夏光年,
不转弯。

不。
我,不转弯。


放纵的去爱吧。
狠狠的爱那个总是看不见你的情人。



我遗失了我的心。
所以不能放下。
也无法放下。








sch?
i dun wanna tok about tat. at least not now.
fate. loves to give ppl slaps on the face.
hard. direct. n leaves a angry red mark on ur face afterwards.

i finished watchin Goong... even thou oreadi noe ending... but last two ep i actually didnt cry... even when shin was crying like siaos liao... but i didnt.. cuz till the end it seemed tat caiqing was crying way too much... to be her le... so... erms... yah.

no, i have not watched death note. yesh, i noe its great. and i noe alot of ppl watch liaoz.

juz now watch DOA (dead or alive) @ princess after sch. with joel, jit, shitian n his bro. (yes, the chuan shuo zhong de twin bro. is he realli in our sch?! omg... lucky enginerring sch very far frm us) lols. princess... yes... chairs very hard... the movie mahs... NO, THE GIRLS ARE NOT SO FREAKIN PRETTY... except the purple hair de and the wear panty one... and... its so superly durHs... SO MUCH BIG DIFF frm the real game pix?! did they have not enuf time to find ppl to shoot or wat~ durs... fighting... erms... yahs lar.. quite nice.. but oni at sum.. but the girls... erms... yahs...

no im not in a very good mood now.
and no, i will not be allright soon.
mayb one sem later.
mayb five months later.
mayb five weeks later.
mayb five days later.
mayb five hours later.

it depends.

yes.
im in a not very good mood now.


if u arent happy with this,
get lost.


if u tink u've seen all my emotions, den mayb u're wrong.
damm freaking wrong.
cuz i can even surprise myself at times.

..... .. ..... 1:41:00 AM;

Monday, October 23, 2006

This is my 400th post at this place.


i had juz finished watchin the 20th disc of Goong. yes, the current craze.
and.
cried alot. and yes, some of the stuff struck me quite alot.

most of the times, we can only live with what we have currently.
and.
wat we can only do is to be more cheerful and face it bravely.


that's all.
im going to sleep.

..... .. ..... 3:13:00 AM;

Sunday, October 22, 2006

MY THOUGHTS

i had always believed.

the right one would always appeared. if i waited hard enuf, held out long enough.

even after seeing much around me, frm secondard friends, to poly friends, to dance friends, to work friends. yesh, i held on to my belief strong. i have much faith in it.

til the end, and to some, it sounds down right silly.

i juz like it. any of ur business then? (tis line's out of being rebellious)

the right person will juz love you for the way you are.
but in my theory,
anyone who is true to you,
friends oso should, you know, love you for the way you are. at least for most of the time. and be truthful to anyone.

ask me bout love?

i dun know cuz i had not been in a relationship?

then you, as the one who should be deemed as the expert cuz you've been in one? are u sure the system works in such a way?

have we sunk into so much that we have forgotten to count our bessings more often and to apperciate more and more around us?

to apperciate few simple words like "how are you?" or juz for the sun to be shinning again today(okies, tis example sounds about DURH but, watever)?

what's the thing you have been chasing so hard after?

what's the purpose in your life you held so close to your hard?

doing for the sake of doing
loving for the sake of loving
smilling for the sake of smilling
replying for the sake of replying
rebelling for the sake of rebelling
happying for the sake of happying
holding on for the sake of holding on
celebrating for the sake of celebrating
depressioning for the sake of depressioning



did it came true from your heart, or was it for the sake of it?

..... .. ..... 1:13:00 AM;


sometimes.
words juz arent enuf.

to try persuading urself with words are juz enuf.


cuz words cant change any truth that has already been lying there.


pray?



its so not me to be depressing bout such stuff... but... yahs... i am now. so... yahs...





today met up with nenx n jiali @ the cathay's starbucks. sk came later. toked alot... i toked alot... crapped alot... toked bout wat happened around me... chatted alot bout our lives.
den walked to city hall... around raffles city... and decided to go bugis eat steamboat. walked to bugis and realized the steamboat was realli FREAKIN expensive.. so changed to zi char... den after dinner, migrated to the starbucks at prince to continue crapping.

basically, today was... crap crap crap, laugh laugh laugh... and lotsa catching up.... and alot of starbucks =)

yesh, i do have a pretty nice timetable, if i dun try to find faults... actually its pretty good timetable.. nice times and all.. oni one tiny waiting to be done... but juz tat im alone in most of the stuff... hmmms.... lec oso bahs... if even lec you're different... you slowly lose the motivation to go to lecs... but good is.. yesh.... u are forced to pay more attention in tutorials and lab... cuz you have to survive alone.


no, im not complaining anything.


was reminded of many people today... of the sec days... all the camps and stupid stuff we used to do or thinkin or the ways we behaved in the past.

the past, something tat follows you for the rest of ur lives... not something which u can edit or delete and it'll juz dissappear into thin air... it haunts you day and night and makes you the person you are now.

future?

reality kills dreams.
and.
slowly you stop to dream.
cuz.
its too painful.
then.
we lose the courage fight.
and.
accepts it.

..... .. ..... 12:54:00 AM;

Friday, October 20, 2006

today work half day and sang k. me. yan. joel. darren. yinru. den yan left to meet up w her boi. and we presented yinru and darren with areoplanes and we left for city hall for dinner. death note sold out in all places. so didnt watch. yesh. i noe its a pretty good movie. but i haven watch yet. sch reopen first week will b watching.

huii emailed back. lols. her reaction towards the moon story was so farnie.

tmr k was being areoplaned. coffee @ the cathay starbucks 2pm.

congrats to yanming for his little daughter who arrived in this world today =)

i dun realli care if they can squeeze a new album out by the end of tis year. so wat if they cant sign up for the taiwan melody awards. they're liking wat they do... and now ym's gt a new baby... stone's got a baby on the way soon... i see no cause for them to be rushing their album like siaos...

but still, yesh, mr shin writes all his WOW lyrics under extreme pressure... but tat oni works on him... not on the others i guess?

=X



the pix juz now:















..... .. ..... 11:59:00 PM;


the guardian was ok. hmmms. longer than expected. watched w sufen n my two sis @ cathay cuz cousin bel won tix... alot of other tix sumroe. durs. i dunno where she can get tis kind of lobangs but... lol... since i have free tix, i dun mind.

last day at work later.
okies. last day at work before sch starts. im still working there. but i tink i'll miss the ppl there alot... yesh... miss the company of crazy ppl to hav fun with de...

K with... yan n joel.
pending: jit, leon, darren, yinru.
the PILOTS: leenx. shitian. ham.

..... .. ..... 1:04:00 AM;

Thursday, October 19, 2006

When stuff gets more and more important to you, or when it gets closer to your heart....

it gets harder to let go
and
it get harder to get over
and
and
and

it gets harder to bear with alot of stuff.

arghs, arghs.

*depressed*
.
.
.
.
.


wth.

..... .. ..... 11:36:00 PM;

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

what kind of parthers men or women want in the end?


http://www.bozzetto.com/flash/fem_male.htm

..... .. ..... 10:40:00 PM;


this is my two fav people of all sia... oni them two together.

totally priceless.

i was tired.

but they made me smile again =)


..... .. ..... 12:45:00 AM;

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

LOVE CONTRACT's sucky.... even thou after watchin i know why many are crazed over mike he jun xiang... but i seriously dislike xiao feng inside... =X no, i dun hate ariel lin yi chen. but i really dislike xiao feng. basically, juz an all rite drama. juz hit all rite nia... nthing much.

but the end of LOVE CONTRACT marks something, i've FINALLY finished it after sufen leavin it with me for so dammit long... and... I CAN START ON GOONG. yes, i know the GOONG craze is on... lol... everyone is watchin it. i guess i wunt be watchin frm the start... and i kinnda can guess wat's gonna happen in the show... but still, i tink the female lead's pretty cute... hehehehe... more cute than the SHIN guy... =X

and arhs.
dun worry bout the haze. cuz nxt weekend BIG rain will be coming.
cuz the rain's boy's coming to singapore.
i like almost forgottened bout the whole GCMA thingy... till today den realize one more week til sch, and two more weeks till them. time files. missing everyone.

isnt in much mood today... and the air in the office isnt very well either... very gloomy and somethihng like not very good lurking around liddat... CHOYs, yes... but dunno lar... im hopeless at such stuff.

i dreamt of him juz now, during my nap. of disney land and taiwan 7-11 and LE TEA and... him... a very much missed person... very much. everytime he appeared i wld be running fevers.. REALY FEVERS, for ur information... but i still miss him alot, very muchly, alot... haiz~
but, NO, no one from mayday. lols.



=blank out=

..... .. ..... 1:56:00 AM;

Monday, October 16, 2006

firsty, the haze. arghs. comin back. yesh, so damm irritating.

and arh. c121 blog is up. check it out, den tag. rem, tag.

yahs. tats correct.
if you cant get tru the knot, stop, stop thinking cuz you'll nvr succeed getting the knot straighten out.

..... .. ..... 1:38:00 PM;

Saturday, October 14, 2006

感觉不需要时间或地点发生。

感动不需要时间或地点发生。

感慨不需要时间或地点发生。


多么想,多么想,和你在一起。
多么想,多么想,紧拥抱着你。

..... .. ..... 2:46:00 PM;


DONE!

VIDEOS DONE!!!

UPLOAD FINISH!!! MUAHAHAHAS!

Alfred, the best female lead:






Jit lick bryant collarbone:



leon lick joel forearm:




im so touched... at last... 33videos... at last!!!!


and arhs.... my blue black haven go off yet... pain...


details bout the potluck:

-i keep knocking into the bed, thus, blue-blacks n swollen.

-stunning.

-somebody keep dancing n highing to MrQ

-someone high on wo ai xia tian

-mayday fanatic appears. mayday towel, shirt, bag, fan, lightstick.... i tink tats about all

-singing till hoarse

-ALOT AND ALOT of xiao qiangs

-burnt out lantern

-leftover food

-the weird food which both huii n joel are both looking at

-the tabasco + yakult + vodka + green chilli

-Darren the elephant

tats all for today.
nites~

..... .. ..... 2:28:00 AM;

Friday, October 13, 2006

but hors. min min say.... porn will stay in the com forever de.

even if u deleted it.

=X

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHs.

..... .. ..... 5:48:00 PM;


me: if a guy sad, how to cheer him up?

jbb: orhs

jbb: guys arhs

me: lol

jbb: teh him lors

jbb: =X

me: sounds wrong

me: DURS

me: LOL

jbb: teh as in using sound

jbb: not hand



OMG.
PRICELESS.
LOLS.
MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA
=X



i tink jbb surely got porn inside the com.

jbb claims tat s/he doesnt keep porn inside his/her com.... cuz too dangerous.
jbb deletes the porn after watching.
more safe you know~

jbb: told ya liaos ~ porn cannot store in my com

jbb: cos i share wif my ___

jbb: ><

me: oooo

me: den you put where?

me: burn out arh?

me: =X

jbb: see finish delete diao lors

jbb: see so many time for wad

jbb: -__-

and arhs. jbb warned me:

jbb: dun anyhow tarnish my reputation hors



dear jbb, i did not.
really.
i paste everything here w/o changing anything.



except that.
names have to changed to protect the indentity of the person.



MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAS.

..... .. ..... 5:18:00 PM;


You think im talking about you?

..... .. ..... 4:01:00 PM;


Some stuff are easier said than done.

but if you dont even have the courage to say it out. you muz be damm lousy. dur.


你的人生中会出现多少个转弯?
一生中能拿主意的事有多少件?
要后悔多少次才能得到教训?

你的心里难道在唱着: 谁能体谅我有雨天?

就算 我们 我能体谅。
但不是你人生以后会遇到的人都会体谅的啊!


我的妈呀。。。


somethings are meant to be a lesson.
it happens. you get sad. you learn the lesson. and then you get over it. and life continues.
no matter what happens. the world will no stop turning for anyone.
when you look up at the sky, it will forever be there. the sun will continue shinning. rain will continue to come and the moon will still appear.

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.

humans might not be forever.
but there are still other stuff that are still, forever there.
never failling to be there.

oh, watever.



some people, recieve love, have to go tru the process.... love, hate, pain, everything.
some others, keep on waiting and waiting for nothing and doesnt even know when the right one will appear.
but. life still goes on right?
you think you found the right one? then great, im happy for you.
you think you're in pain? very pain? alot of pain?

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

pain. everyone needs to endure it.
its juz a process.
dur.
yes, easily said than watever.

pain?
you choose it right?
let go?
durs. any idiot would know that it isnt easy.
what the hell is easy in life?
if its easy, IT ISNT CALLED LIFE ANYMORE. DURS.

wat the hell.








是错觉。
其实关于他的一切都是错觉。

..... .. ..... 1:53:00 PM;

Thursday, October 12, 2006

chalet was duperly fun.
=)

ham. leenx. jit. leon. yan. joel. mich. darren. alfrend. shitian. shawn. braynt. ivan.

i... LEFT THE BLOODY MY MOTHER'S KNIFE THERE. arghs.


sorry... i juz realized tat... met jit, leon n ham at white sands buy stuff... at around 11.30am... den take cab there. check in. prepare the game stuff. people start arriving. lols. didnt start eating till the "main dish" beehom arrive. there was really ALOT of food... too much food infact. curry, beehoon, chicken wings, french toast, saussages, mashed potatoes... i tink nxt time DONT bring so much food le... very wasted lehs... hmms... like everyone all very full liddat...

games and all... alot of laughter and videos... freakin alot of videos.

photos:
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/50

joel's 呻吟 =X



Darren's attpemt at leon:






alfred's 呻吟



others all at my youtube acct. check all out~ ><







and.

it's juz a KNIFE. DURS. you want i can buy ten more for you DURS!
ITS not as if it has diamonds on it or wat?!
ass.... arghs.

it's juz plain stupid.

..... .. ..... 11:17:00 PM;


class chalet was terrific...

yes,
I LOVE MY CLASS!!!!
C121 ROCKS!!!

everybody juz rocked totally...

i love my class alot.
really~ ><

i dunno wat i did in my past life time to deserve such a freakin good bunch of people to be my classmates.... i muz have did something dammr real good.

yes, troubles?

we sovle it together....

=X

yes, we do.



OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!
ITS 7AM AND I HAVE NOT BATHE AND I NEED TO SLEEP AND IM GOING TO WORK LATER.


=X

byes.
blog later~

..... .. ..... 7:06:00 AM;

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

NO ONE EVER DRINKS STOUT NOW RITE!!!!
durs.


*blank-ing*


mixed up.
very mixed up.
and thinking alot.
alot which i shouldn't be thinkin.

great hor?

..... .. ..... 5:56:00 PM;

Sunday, October 08, 2006

THAI RESEARCH TRIP:: PROJECT DUE-ED

[ DAY THREE ]

30sept06

was a sat... we had a driver to drive us around... was pretty cool... lols... went to the Chatuchak weekend market. hmms... we dropped at the book section... den slowly walked towards the main area... actually... the map can oni tell you about the main direction, where you're... and there're signs on the stops... to tell you which section you are... if not u surely get lost.

hmms... sells everything imaginable bahs. first day... was ok... hot, yes. but we endure more then 4hrs of the market... superly amazing... lols.

bought lots of teeshirts. and there's this nice shop with AIRCON selling soap and... hmms... incense, the oil u use for spa de and everything... most importantly, IT HAS AIRCON... muahahas. hmms... can try the yogurt ice cream there... very nice. we spilt with the guys... so me n huii walk together. and arh. the walkie is totally useless, unless you're in the same section, if not u cant get each other at all. remember to bargain there! lotsa of cheap stuff... and most of them are unique.

they see u tourist always CHOP you de... so.. buy mroe can get better bargain mah? i tink okie bahs... but their tee shirts realli alot of unique designs. and the fruit jiuces are really cheap! i seen some vendors selling the iced sticks... i tink is they make using carbonated water.. like 7-up or orange juice de. hmms...
had a rest back at the hotel.. and tah-bao-ed some noodles and fried rice frm the street near to our hotel de. actually is want to eat there... like road side stall... but really we waited DAMM long and the place was visited by alot of mosqitoes... so we tah-bao back to the hotel to eat. and arhs... the food... arghs....
celebrated joel's bdae on the bus:

suam lum... very arty place... price more steep oso... and got ferris wheel!!! but arhs... didnt go cuz... tian ge ge buay tahan... sadded. MUZ GO NEXT TIME!!! wats the point if you left someone else down there... while you're having fun... spoils the whole purpose...


hamsters for sale @ suam lum too!



[ DAY FOUR ]

01Oct06

went to bobae market. actually there isnt anything much. nothing at all... but as yellow is the offical color for the king there... you can see the WHOLE STREET selling yellow shirts. frm woman, to men, to child, frm tee shirts to polo tees... lols. YELLOW. and lotsa children clothes too... but the outside market. DAMM HOT. hmms... if you're there, can go the bobae tower... or izzit tat called.... i forgot... hmms. juz with the hotel there the building... very nice tee shirts there... but are all wholesale. so you need to buy few pieces. if you buy one usually more ex. and arh... the tee shirts can go as cheap as 40bhat ($1.7) to about./.. 120bhat ($5)... for nice teeshirts. very cheap... and very weird structure of the building... their one floor, is divided into two levels. like level 5, got level 5A and 5B.... very very weird. and arh... walkie cannot use inside... =X

the ultraman outside one of the shops... got a shock of my life sia!



den after bobae...went back to Chatuchak... cuz i lost my sunglasses... and darren wanted to buy the very nice gucci guess watch he saw... so back we went to Chatuchak... and gave up MBK in the process.... hmms... to me... the Chatuchak on sun was more more HOT... more more PEOPLE... and most of the stuff you've seen... and you're running low on money le... so less mood to buy stuff... lols... had fried rice there at one of the alleys... they used the old sewing machines as tables! so cute~
met fellow singaporeans... nice people... they're there to film a documentary... lols. that guy got us a chair when he saw us two looking for one. me n huii were still debating where's they're from... unqiue english mahs... hehehe...

huii open de!


and arhs... going back to the hotel frm Chatuchak.... no cabs wanted to go on meter... DURS. was ll 200+bhat per trip... actually us and the guys wanted to go hm seperately... cuz we're way far apart... we tot we caught with them... but they walked too fast off... so we missed them... in the end we still met up... cuz the cab ride back was like... durs... and by the time, me n huii's both hp... no credit le!!! cannot call... lols... go there totally forget there's this thingy call SMS. lols. met at gate2... took a tuk tuk back... 180bhat. we're all really admiring shitian sia. he can sleep everywhere! even on the tuk tuk moving so fast. and i guess all the heat and walked made everyone very tired.


at night walked around the patpong area... start frm our hotel keep walking down... still got people approach us ask want to want to watch tiger show... hmms... sourced for a place to eat dinner... in the end ended up eating sabusabu... at some jap restuarant... erms... like hot pot nia lor... durs... sumore the food items not very WOW... so... yahs... bout $8 per person liddat.... so okie lor... last meal outside le mahs. hmms... actually patpong is the red light district there... but actually if you keep walking on the main street, its ok de... cuz alot of ppl too.
but there the road side stalls sell stuff quite EX lehs. hmms... but they very eager to do business de... they give u the price, u not happy wanna walk away, they'll ask you to quote the price instead... imagine... one sunglasses... @ Chatuchak... frm 5o to 190bhat... at there is bout 600bhat... but you can bargain lar. and muz see the quailty oso... =p
the most memorable... we all saw ppl selling sex or rated DVD or water... they were holding some very small peices of paper in their hands showing to ppl who walk by... den got write "VCD, DVD, SEX". it was so very farnie lors!
den took cab to chinatown... cuz me insisting... lols... need to buy gao sai mahs! lols. and arh... bout bird nest for grandma too... under pressure of the other four lor. dur.s.


[ DAY FIVE ]

02Oct06

woke up and packed. and took alot of photos in the hotel... four days really passed very fast... and the stuff i bought was ALOT... much alot more as compare to hk... cuz my luagge was FULL... lols. the tour agnecy had a bus to send us to the airport... and the guy was telling us that, every monday @ thailand is the YELLOW day... cuz the king's birthday falls on a monday... so every monday everyone would be wearing yellow... EVERYONE... not kua zhang at all... really everyone.







we checked in... and decided that we're hungry... ate at the airport... and so fast... lols. i tink it was the fastest i EVER ate ice-cream or watever... lols... and sumore so eager to spend all the money. lols.


so that was my thailand trip.
learnt alot.... cuz mostly is plan ourselves... and realized if you want to spend money to go overseas... remember to HAVE FUN.... and not... hmmms... have regrets... and bring all the money... dun regret buying watever you've seen but didnt buy... and arhs... have lotsa fun... go with a bunch of people with the same purpose, to have fun too... have fun in the same way as you do.
cuz that's bloody important.
really.
=)

thank you. all my dear bao bei-s for making it a wonderful trip.
and also those who wished us a nice and safe trip. cuz it definately was one.

..... .. ..... 8:59:00 PM;


yest the haze was like... TERRIBLE. 140... frm my sister.. den i heard frm joel tat it was actually 150! OMG.

met sam, sufen, jiali for xiao long bao-s... at ting tai feng, paragon....












and egg fried rice:


hehehehe.... =X


walked around... seeking for presents... alot of presents which i haven't bought... arghs... SO HARD to get a nice one...

actually yest's main purpose was pigging out... kept eating and eating and eating... lols... our last stop was cartel... at cine de... slacked there for the longest time and crapping alot... gave out presents...

every overseas trip spurs you on to work harer for the next one... lols.. i used to feel tat staying in singapore is ok enuf for me... lols... den one trip made the difference... but i still have no urge to go countries like europe for watever~ i tink asia's good enuf for me... and my taiwan trip next year!!! *starts saving*

today was spent... SLEEPING.... i need to make up for all the lost time during bangkok till now... durs... imagine... one week since bangkok... so fast... last week tis time where were we? patpong? OH YARS.... walking around the streets of patpong in search for a place for dinner... heheheh...

anyway... pictures:
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/49














potluck *updated. 07oct06*
jit. mashed potatoes
joel. bombae toast (french toast rite?)
yan. spagetti
mich. bbq chicken wings.
leenx. drinks
shitian. ??? (i tink is satay)
darren. sausages
ivan. ??? (he say dun wan tell me)
alfred. ??? (totally no idea)
sophine. sushi
leon. curry (vegetarin?) + tequila
ham. chips (alot alot alot)

..... .. ..... 6:41:00 PM;

Friday, October 06, 2006

okies. CONFIRMED CLASS CHALET CUM POTLUCK.

me. jit. joel.mich. yan. leenx. alfren. darren. ivan. shitian. ham's comin in afternoon nia. sophine comin after work.

please tag/sms/msn me watever you're bringin if you have not done so.
thanks MILLIONS.

am meetin up w sam n jiali for xiao long bao-s tis sat... MUAHAHAHA....

bonvoyage to huii bao bei... she flyin later to US... will miss ya loads!!!

courtesy of joe bao bei:

..... .. ..... 12:12:00 AM;

Thursday, October 05, 2006

i was wondering why...


why some hate to grow up... at a point i was almost angry at the stuff im listening too cuz it taught me to hate growing up too... if i've not seen or heard or read many stuff, it wouldn't had made me the person im now.

thought alot and realized.

i can understand why. i tink juz caught the same frequency...



Im boring,
yes.
Im quite selfish,
i agree w that too.

the realilty juz dun allow you to behave in the way u totally want to be.
you are what you make urself to become?


*blank-ing*

..... .. ..... 2:12:00 PM;


the tuk tuk ride:



Photos:
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/47



200+ photos... upload till wanna go crazy le.... ><> Spaghetti
jit ---> curry n mashed potatoes
joel ---> fried rice
leenx ---> drinks
me ---> vodka

darren? ivan? ham? mich? alfred? shitian?

huii bao bei not going... cuz she's flying to US tis fri... sadded.... my huii bao bei is not going~


juz now had dinner @ taka with min min, amanda, joyce, tiffiany, wilson kor. den go walk walk @ kino... arghs...


i need to read s0on... ARGHS!
i want to watch goong, and the stooopid love contract which is gathering dust in my room for so damm long... and many so many other thingys. so many stuff but so little time.

sch reopening soon and im like totally freaking broke... durs... been warning myself not to spend much at all... but owe so many presents... both sisters bdae coming soon! ARGHS.

..... .. ..... 12:39:00 AM;

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Youth has an end. we need to face the process of growing up sooner or later. did god ever set this rule than once u grow up, there's no going back to the innocence during when u're a child?

how many dreams did you throw away on the road to growing up?

even thou as unwilling to part with my dreams... i find myself throwing one and another away slowly... cuz there seems to be no more space to keep them... and its pretty useless too... cuz no one apperciates certain dreams... its all silliness to some people.

but however i noe i will continue dreaming,i will... maybe secretly... i feel quite empty cuz... i aint no big secret or substance left in my body.

was watchin an old moive one ch62... and cried like dunno wat juz now.some people... we have to endure the process.other who dunt need still suffers.but those who are waiting aint suffering too?

in life, there's so much out of our control. wat we can oni do is to lie to ourselves to make ourselves better...

some stuff are better left unsaid and untouched... while others are meant to be said out loudl... and immdediately... cuz u'll never noe when the next chance will come.


how long do you predict your life will be?

how many summers more?

how many more tears which are waiting to be dropped?

how many times of nervousness to need to be gone tru?


how many more days and hours to wait?


how,
how,
how.

..... .. ..... 2:07:00 AM;

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Yes,

our soft toy bao bei booked the chalet for the potluck for next week le.

..... .. ..... 6:52:00 PM;


THAI RESEARCH TRIP:: PROJECT DUE-ED


[ DAY ONE ]

28sept 2006

met at the airport to eat sakae. took finnair flight, AY98 to bangkok. quite nice flight, smooth and spacey... erms.. reached bbk at late nite. met tour guide and take bus back to narai hotel, 222 silom road. and so nicely, the day we reached was the first day the new airport, Suvarnabhumi Airport, opened on the day we arrived... so we juz nice... arrive on first day.
reach hotel n settled dwn. went out 7-11 to buy stuff... and saw the first gay couple, wows, kissing like nobody's business. and we're been reconized as singaporeans... by tis angmoh in the 7-11. i didnt really catch clearing wat he said. was it "good english","bad english" or "singlish"?


[ DAY TWO ]

29sept2006

halfday tour started @ 8am. poor darren, shitian n joel didnt sleep the whole nite... cuz watchin WWF... durs... me and huii got sleep abit. i slept the most. lols. hmmm... pretty miserable half day tour, quite a waste of $$$ lar.... cuz the floating market they brought us is the one in bangkok... if u call tat a 'market' lar... durs... shld go to the one outside bbk next time! if we have time still...
den went to pratunam. alot of... erms... wholesale stuff. shirts, silver, leather, and self made weird stuff... like levis jeans being cut up and made into skirts and bags and stuff...
den went back to hotel to have a rest before the ah gua show. tell u, the ah gua show was TERRIFIC... l0ls.... sing chinese song sumore! and got tis guy who looked wang an and kangta (yes, an qi xuan, tat guy sing w vanness de)... and real beautiful lady boys... some were... WOWs... really... but other than the real beautiful ones, there were two who were more like comedians... chubby and extremely kua zhang make-up. durs. helirous... hahahaha...
the more funny thingy was... when the show finished, we procceded outside to wait for the driver... and joel was... erms.... kinda kenna attacked by the lady boy to take photo.... lols... damm farnie... sumore the lady boy grabbed joel so tightly tat he couldnt escape (or dun wan to... either or... hehehehe XD)

the ah gua-s love our joel bao bei... MUAHAHAHA...

and went chinatown for dinner... seafood.... crabs, tomyam soup, prawns, friend rice, and superly nice fired dou miao!
and then... was the first tuk tuk ride... not as fast as wat expected... but still pretty fast... and wind superly big... nice experience! next time go muz try!!!

us @ the airport


on the plane


us @ wat arun


me n huii bao bei


all the lady boys


the much anticipated photo:

tada! XD



thai oso got FAMILY MART!!!!


tuk tuk:



yes, we did loook like freaking tourists... hehehe....

will cont soon on the thai post~ need to go slp le!!!

muacks~

..... .. ..... 12:02:00 AM;

Monday, October 02, 2006

im back, yes, i am.


mind seems to be recharged.
stopped brooding about alot of stuff... cuz there's simply not enuf time to do anything else except shopping. like no even enuf time for sleeping. u wake up. get out. shop. shop. shop. and then after rest. and continue. erms... i bought like... not many other stuff. except tee shirts. and tee shirts. err... got 10+ bahs? i haven count yet. i spent all my money there.... of cuz there were some regrets... thus... we're in the mist of planning another one during march holidays. MUAHAHAHAH.....

everyone.
pls start saving please~ few months to it!!! everyone try to make it!!!!


erms.
start bloggin bout the thai trip in detail soon.
now go watch TV.
muahahaha....

real tired....

muacks everyone.

to my dear bao bei-s,
thank you for such a wonderful trip.
love your all lots... XD

..... .. ..... 11:06:00 PM;


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