IM AT THE AIRPORT!


LOLS.


CAN I SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE SINGAPORE CHANGI AIRPORT?


bleahs.
i realized im typing in CAPS.
lols.


AIRPPORT!!!!

FLYING IN 50MINS TIME!!!!!


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~

yest watch the jackie chan ewn movie with jiali... courtesy of my cousin~ won tix but no time go watch, as always.

yes, i saw min min's chuan shuo zhong de sunny. lols.

and i will rem to try to buy stuff back for everyone. durs. food and leather braclet and gao sia and shoes and bras and g-strings.

and i will try to call back as many times as i can.

and i will lock the door at nite juz in case anyone turns horny.

and i will look after myself and my dear people in my tour group, huii, joel, darren, and tian ge ge.

and i....


I FORGOT WAT I WANT TO SAY LE LAR!


oh yars,




REMEMBER TO MISS ME ALOT AND...

tag everytime u come to tis box.
i expect to see like.... ten million taggies... hehehehe....



GONE TO THAILAND.
WILL BE BACK ON 2ND OCT.
LOVE EVERYONE.
MUACKS! XD

我今天想起了小时候的一件事。


忘了是在几岁的生日时
自己的生日会上，播的是父亲拍的一段影片。

也许对你来说，看了之后就会消失在记忆。

但是你知道吗？


也许我这一生，都不会忘记那个生日。


捧着装着生日蛋糕的盘子，看着电视。
看见了自己。
被父亲取笑的蹲在一旁哭的自己。
还记得，每个人的那种笑声。

在小小心灵上割上的那一刀
是这一辈子都不会愈合的伤口

Never forgive and never forget？


人成长中都会遇到挫折，
必须承受成长带来的一切。

虽然多么的不想但又能怎么样？

我们始终都得要面对那一切，
‘长大’的一切。



LOVE is brewing in the air.
i didnt say who rite.
dur.s.


hehehe....
how i hope it was me brimming over with love for someone else.

sadly,
its not me lor.


happily...
[ONE] MORE DAY.

盛夏光年
作?人?名: 五月天 - 阿信　　

我?傲的破? 我痛恨的平凡 才想起那些是我最?　　
?盛夏去?玩 把?酷的未? 狂放到光年外 而?在　　

放??? 放?去? 放肆自己 放空未?　　
我不?? 我不?? 我不?? 我不??　　

?定律更?? ?秩序更混? ??的青春我才喜?　　
?盛夏去?玩 把?酷的未? 狂放到光年外 而?在　　

放??? 放?去? 放肆自己 放空未?　　
我不?? 我不?? 我不?? 我不??　　

我要 我? 我要 我? 就是 我要 我? 我要 我? ?在　　
一?首的mp3 一?次?狂的? ?不了一?渺小的孤?　　

我要 我? 我要 我? 就是 我要 我? 我要 我? ?在　　
盛夏的一?狂? ?到了光年之外 ?大?道是人必?的??　　

放??? 放?去? 放肆自己 放空未?　　
我不?? 我不?? 我不?? 我不??

two more days.

yups. two more days.


to be excited or to be worried?
actually im pretty numb now. dur.s.

juz plainly tired.


people:
wed. i meetin huii @ chinatown... actually she's working n i going find her...
thurs. anyone can pls go send us off? l0ls... very bu yao lians. dur.s. but we meetin early to go eat sakae buffet @ airport. people... anyone free pls go too can~ meetin 3pm @ airport. dun worry. THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO WILL BE LATE DE. trust me.
now the list is... me. huii. joel. shitian. ivan. darren. erms... anyone else? jit? yan? leenx? ham?


i sound as if im toking to myself... l0ls... this is getting worse... after working in the office... l0ls... hehehehe~




我其实也不知道。
我想我是拿不定主意。
也许吧，也许。

im freaking bored.
and freakin tired.

and.
in three days.
yahs. bangkok.


in one month.
them.
yahs. even thou nt cfm.


yes im working later. so i guess i shld be going to sleep soon? hmm...


today sang K with sk. actually it's supposed to celebrate her bdae... well... yahs... packed my stuff to bbk. juz clothes. medicine for in case of stomach ache. done. mayb need to go buy lock. but other stuff all like dun need. sumore they all keep saying go there buy... hmm...



im tired.
of waiting.


haiz...

please light a candle too to stop child pornography:

http://www.lightamillioncandles.com

1. Single, taken or crushing?
- single. crushing?

2. Are you happy with your life right now?
- hmm.... can survive with grumblings now and then

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
- if it's the right person. then it's meant that you'll fall in love with the person.

4. Have you ever been heart-broken?
- erm... i guess i love myself too much to be so easily heart broken.

5. Do you believe that in some circumstances cheating is acceptable?
- dur.s. in a relationship? NO WAY.

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
- depends. but most prob no.

7. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone else before?
- yes. about marriage to the right person. not marriage to THE person. dur.s.

8. Do you want children?
- yups.

9. How many?
- 2 or 3... anything.

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
-hmm... depends?

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know?
- yes, i agree with sam. TELL ME. DUR.S. dont make me wait if not i'll wack u~ durs.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
- enjoy?

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and ur ex did?
- LOLS. same w sam lar.. NO EX. DUR.S.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- sure

15. Are you romantic?
- I think everyone is, to a certain extend in their own way.

16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
- i believe that i can let the person noe that she/he can change for HERSELF. not for me. dur.s.

17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
- beach? in singapore lar.... not so mah fan. but if my husband-to-be is freaking filthy rich... i dont mind... hehehe...

18. Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
- hmm... err... depends give in to wat.

19. Do you have feeling for someone right now?
- i never admit and i never deny.

20. Have you ever wished that you've someone but you messed it up?
- till now... i dun tink so,

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
- frm my knowledge, nope.

22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the person you're deeply in love with. What would you do?
- cat fight with friend den realize its totally not worth it? lols. no lar... jokin... hmm... depends on the person wad...

23. Are you missing someone right now?
- yes.

24. Now you have to find 5 ppl to do this survey in their blog and pass it on!
- nenx.
- jiali.
- elyn
- leenx
- joel XD

OH MY DEAR GOD.

http://www.gcmaa.com/gb/news2_attendance1.htm

THEY ARE REALLY COMING!!!!!!


OH MY DEAR GOD......

IT CAME TRUE AGAIN!!!!
oct28.... prepare for battle.... hahahahaha....



c121 peeps:
photos up: http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/46

yes, the videos frm the celebrations... i uploaded to my youtube acct le... either search c121... or click the link beside kaes?

photos.... hmm.... Im working on it...


why do you need to kinda force people into a religion? dur.s. i know its good but i havent seen it for myself yet. i hear all talk and no show... this is my life... even if i choose to live it this way, then juz let it be and get ur butt out of it. i give u respect so please return me respect too. DUR.S.

im dead tired... need to sleep. working later... yups. on a sat. tada~ for the bangkok... bo bians... and i guess later would need to entertian myself cuz im the oni one back working...


watever, watever.

couting down.
[5]
FIVE DAYS.

HOW I WISHED...

tat my words would be so true for myself too...


we got NARAI... as the hotel. our first choice. DUR.S. lols.


how i wished!!!!
WHY MY WORDS NEVER COME TRUE FOR MYSELF DE!!!!

The chuan shuo zhong de OFFICE people. presenting, Fangmin, amanda and wilson:


at last, a more glam photo. LOLS.


after that. went chinatown. den take mrt go tao payoh:



tada~ bdae boy... bought the doreamon mooncake for him as bdae cake:



the picture is like... SUPER CUTE LOR! lols. den had hainanese western for dinner... at tpy...


went to rot at jit's house. durs. wisky... coke.. yahkut... rum.. canberry juice... tada~ wat a wonderful mixture... lols. had a freaking FUN time taking all the photos. DARN farnie... lols... alot more... upload all when got time bahs.



THE LEg. durs.



can send for doggie press competition?



last pic taken.. everyone like tired le.. lols.


me n huii~



tada~


and yes.
im going thailand cuz singapore govt declared its safe... and hopefully nothing happens... or something real damm big happens... before we go... not while we're there kaes... durs... WE CAN GO LE!!! put down one big stone in my heart...

lols.
love my class LAR. muacks all of yahs~ want to depress see ur le oso wunt depress liaoz~ hehehehe XD


i didnt get to throw whipped cream at jit~~~ so SADDED! hehehehe XD

I wish I could cry but I just cant help myself to.


My head is screaming with pain and i barely can manage a smile... that was what i was thinking.


I guess i had been hiding behind a facade all the while. even in the worse of moods i can smile and laugh... but i wonder am i feeling anything or not. cause on the second thought everything seems empty to me.

yest and today were a record in fact. the most amount of news i've seen for the past 25hrs... checking on CNA and CNN whenever i could... and listening to news non-stop on the radio.

my head is aching with dunno wat... i dont know... dun ask me... i know its dangerous and we cant go and i've kinda accepted this fact liaoz. its no longer a big blow after everything i guess. everything just went blank and emotionless. even if we cant get the refund i guess we wunt be going? i dont know if i want to get my hopes up by even wishing we would go, afterall, next week this time.

im now not worried bout the safety. after so much deliberate planning and hardowrk. it finally isnt juz about going. it seems to be a sheer determination to go. i know we no longer would be having real fun there even if we managed to go. thats the THING.

my dear friends, huii, shitian, joel, darren.
i know everyone's not in a very good mood now. no one wants this to happen. i know im in a very bad mood so if i happen to step on your tail pls let me know and endure me... for this time... let me know... pls and thanks billions.

how i wish not to be strong at this point of time and just... dunno wat... break down or watever... but cant... wats the point of crying anyway... arghs...


*In confusion*


i dont even have the energy to get angry.

we really want to go.
I really want to.

let's pray.



"
Troops seize centre of Thai capital in apparent coup
Updated: 20 Sep 2006 0056 hrs
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/afp_asiapacific/view/231404/1/.html
"

Tada~
http://0rz.net/9b1ST

how cute can he get! hehehehe~


im freaking bored.
freaking bad mood.
freaking pissed off at myself.

dur.


the best friend arrived today.
so i guess i can indulge more in my bad mood then.
actually i was damm elated today de.
this week good friend comes... means good friend wunt accompany me to bangkok. muahaha... den come to work... the elation faded off.... in the face of 'mrs.million dollar quest'.

TADA.
at workin going off soon.

BLEAHS.

50 questions

1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
- *blink* sex lor. when the animal instinct takes over you. and you cannot control urself... and... err... yahs. =X

2. Do you bite your toenails?
- used to. family trait. lols.

3. Are you a jealous person?
- hmm... ok bahs?

4. What are you allergic to?
- fucked up people. =X opps..

5. What books, if any, have made you cry?
- Amanda Quick, her the one word title series.. every book made me cry like dunno wat. ><

6. Does it get annoying when somebody says they'll call you, but doesnt?
- YES. very in fact.

7. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
- chocolate. LALALA~

8. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest, what would you do/say?
- *blink* depends on who the person is... and whether if the person can tahan a out right rejection.

9. What would you rather be doing right now?
- toking to someone.. at least... on msn. EVERYONE DAO ME! *cries*

10. What song lyrics, if any, are stuck in your head at the moment?
- Tears in heaven

11. Are u quiet or loud?
- Depends bah. people who are loud and talkative with their friends have a reason for doing tat. for most of the people lar.

12. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
- hur...

13. What's your favorite TV show, now or in the past?
- used to LOVE wan quan yu le. LOVE kars~ miss for one day feel like dying...

14. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
- ok with both. guys is kenna train by my dear class de. DUR.s.

15. Can others make you cry easily?
- nope.

16. Who was the last person to piss you off?
- my MOTHER. (juz in case you're wondering where i learnt my 'go n die lar' ITS FROM MY MOTHER. )

17. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
- actually, no. but work made me... yahs... >< 18. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
- nope.s

19. If you could be any type of fruit what would you be?
- err... apple... bahs?

20. Were you a "planned" child?
- dunno.. yes bah?

21. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- 4pairs.

22. What was the last thing to scare you?
- myself

23. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
- 15hrs.

24. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
- COKE. and teh peng. and yakult.
- vodlka coke / yaukult. XD

25. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
- during mjr sec one orientation camp tis yr. gym floor~ arghs.

26. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
- wat u mean by physically unattractive?

27. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?
- Confidence (juz nice. not too over), humourous (at the rite time)

28. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
- yes. but got abit phobia... frm hk..... ><

29. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
- hmm... depends on the person.

30. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?
- i have not DATED anyone yet. YET.

31. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
- yes. depends too. i dun mind going dutch.

32. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
- no. and not planning to.

33. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
- Both.

34. Can you speak any languages other than English?
- yes. singlish.

35. What is your favorite salad dressing??
- the jap type... oil and vinegar

36. What movies do you know every line to?
- hur? cinderalla? the closest bahs.

37. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?
- nopes.

38. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
- yes. fangmin told me she love me... hehehehe... counted?

39. When was the last time someone hit on you?
- hit me? my dad hit me... =X hehehehe...

40. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
- both.

41. Do you wear slippers (flip-flops) even when its cold outside?
- yups.

42. If you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- noodles. thai to chinese to western to jap. wows.

43. How many siblings do you have?
- 2 younger sis. one sec2 and other pri6

44. What's the sweetest thing you've ever done for someone?
- everything i do out of concern is sweet. (lol. so bu yao lian.)

45. When was your last road trip?
- to malaysia... bahs?

46. Name 3 schools you went to:
- Mee Toh primary School
- Manjusri Secondary School
- Temasek poly

47. Name 5 things in your Purse/pockets/wallet:
- ez-link card. money. members card. LOTSa reciepts. very long ago neo-prints.

48. Three names you go by:
- yurong, yurong, yurong.

49.Who is in the house with you?
- dad.ma. sis. sis.

50. Who are you thinking about right now?
- him. them. they.


rot
rot
rot.


tues. dinner with nenx n sk
wed. dinner with tese.
thur. dinner with class.
fri. dinner with soka ppl.
sat. working.

i seriously dun like the first ep of mrs. million dollars quest. quest till driving me crazy arhs! i cannot seem to do it right! all the sub ran haywire....

okies. its so unlike me to rant bout work. durs. i guess im juz too bored. i was about to go to slp. but was tempted by msn. den... msn everyone dao me. den my acct keep hanging. tada~ this blog entry is by the courtesy of my sis com acct.


ENTERTAIN ME SOMEONE!!!!

I had rot for the whole day and made myself useful by drawing up the whole list of meeting mintues for the thailand, bangkok research project due 10days later.

woke up @ 9am juz to get the lappy frm lijuan. i guess she is reluctant to lend me... she shove the lappy at me den said she had to rush off to work. it took me 10sec after she walked a few meters away to realize that she didnt pass me the charger.

i went home trying to feel excited cuz after buying the FINAL HOME DVD for about two months, i was at last going to watch it! will i cry? so excitiedly went home and switch on the lappy... 43% batt left... okies... nvm...

I WATCHED THE WHOLE FIND NO HOME concert footage!!!! do i need to say this again? YES I WANT TO SHOUT IT OUT!
I LOVE shi jie!!!! XD
how priceless he can be sia~ lols. wearing a bra on his own concert somemore...

and then....
.............................................................
no more batt... when i attempted to watch other segments... the lappy auto shut off cuz no more batt le....
DUR.S.!!!!!!

tried to continue sleeping but too angry so no mood. when to on com and continued reading on the bbk stuff... cooked my own lunch. den cont reading... attempted to sleep but failed again cuz head was swimming with details. den watch disney channel with sister. SUPER FARNIE! lols... the dog lucky and the old man and the old lady... forgot wat the name liaoz~ but super stupid and farnie. lols. den attempted to sleep again and failed cuz too restless....

forced sister to cook her own dinnner at last... YESH. it sucked but it was better than nthing. attempted to continue on research n made super good process. with places of where to go and how to get here, wat are the specials, wat to buy, eat. conferenced with joel and huii and came out with better plans. cuz... we three all doing research.... lols. me reading up alot on the net. joel checking out on thai languages and DREAM WORLD. huii getting info frm her sister side...

Patpong is the red light district in bangkok.
Suam Lum going to close nxt yr april
Bangkok new airport opening on the day we arriving, 28sept
chinatown MUZ GO EAT seafood!
MBK muz go eat shark fin and bird nest.

I NEED SLEEP.


and get the bloody forums i read the whole day out of my head.


NITES.
read: time now is 1.55AM.


looking forward to 调戏 wilson
LOLS.

Booked.
at NEWLY tours @ chinatown people's park centre. REAL CHEAP offer.

28 sept thurday flying at nite. fin air.
2 oct return afternoon flight. about 6.15pm. AY97

those kind souls who arent going and are very free can go fetch us... hehehe...


at last. we are going liaoz. when the lady ask me to sign on the form... i stun for 5sec... very shocking... like suddenly realize this is for real and we aren't joking. 12 more days.... one n half weeks more. planned all by ourselves. arghs.

*IN SHOCK*

so when u in shock, what you shld do?

ans:
get some sleep to rest your mind.

hehehehe... so tats wat im going to do now.
LALALALA~

p.s. pray pray huii can get the job.
p.s.s. pray pray shitian's sub paper is on thurs morning.
p.s.s.s. pray pray dun need go watch tiger show.
p.s.s.s.s. PRAY PRAY I can get enuf money for everything.

wow fact of the day:

"
The official Thai name of Bangkok is in the Guiness Book of Records as the longest place name in the world. If you want to impress your friends, try memorizing this:

Krungthep Mahanakorn Boworn Rattanakosin Mahintharayuttha Mahadilokpop Noparatratchathani Burirom Udomratchaniveymahasathan Amornpiman Avatransathit Sakkathattiay-avisnukarmprasit.

What it means: "Great city of angels; the repository of divine gems; the great land unconquerable; the grand and prominent realm; the royal and delightful capital full of nine noble gems; the highest royal dwelling and grand palace; the divine shelter and living place of reincarnated spirits."
"

wow rites.
lols.


actually im freaking tired.
need lotsa lotsa sleep.


today realized tat our... my view had generally been not very wide... i put too much trust into words and warnings i hear frm ppl i tot who was friends and misunderstood alot of stuff and didnt give those stuff and people chances to proof themselves.
i guess i should not be setting conclusions so easily afterall. to place trust in friends' words is one thing. to see for youself is another thing.
i am gald life has been good to me... to let me meet alot of GREAT poeple along in my life. even to those ppl whom i tot was superly great but in the end... but was a fortune thing i met them... guess everyone in ur life makes u learn.

kbox with office ppl soon!

later go book thai trip!

sunday can borrow lappy frm lijuan watch final home!

YESH BLOODY HELL.
i buy for TWO MONTHS and i HAVE NOT watched yet. and arhs... joycelin tell me today... can convert the dvd into vcd for me. DUR!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK.
=X

anyway....
im gonna have a TERRIFIC weekend.
hope that everyone else too.

BREAKFAST PLUS LUNCH AT CHINATowN!!!


and arhs.


if u bloody hell hate mr.jay chou jie lun for not much reason. dur. his album surely will SELL LIKE DUNNO WAT, juz like you tink he does not deserve to sell so many millions copies. he does have his ways. DUR. u dun like his music is ur business. the music is innocent and it is purely based on your own opinion. u dun like, i got nothing to say.
but u haven even listen and juz pin point say its lousy. dur. who's the imature one?
wat u mean by good music?
again then,
who are you to grade wat is good music.

没听就说没听
不喜欢就说不喜欢
不要还没听就拍桌子喊烂！


听了真的是一肚子火！
零分!!!

Today is.... blog for the sake of blogging:

Hold your breath....
presenting....

TADA... lols.
how i wish i got photoshop. but too bad tat i dun hav lor... hehehe...

AT LAST.
wilson tries the lollypop:

the MOMENT:

TADA! he did IT!

he SUCKED!

hehehehe... sorry arh...

B.O.R.E.D.

our dear soft toy is not going liaoz~ dun be sad lar~ still got chance de! ><><

and i didnt fail anything except pyscho. but ok lor... at least i didnt fail my main sub!!!! CELEBRATE LIAOZ! yes, i may have very low standards but im happy with it as how it is now... OKIES? dur.

C121 PEEPS.

read here. sat meet 9.30am for breakfast and Kbox.

breakfast either at doby ghaut MAC or at little india prata. we are singing at paradiz 11-2pm... so vote either or. OR suggest another PLACE. PLS....

POTLUCK will be held after we come back frm thai... dun hav a date yet. suggest one kaes? dunno when can...

CIAO.

Labels: photos

DUR.S.

when i finally found the courage to go in and check. the bloody webbie have to be doWN. FARK lar!!!

u noe hor.... when you had already built up your courage to the maximum liaoz lor! den sallow back inside again! ass.... i kenna internal injury arhs! ass...


conclusion.
i still haven check my results.

and arhs. thankyou to all my good buddies for volunteering to help me check. tat was superly nice of you all.... muacks. ><

today fangmin didnt come to work. den amanda was having cramps... den wilson didnt sleep for the whole nite cuz he went out clubbing and playing till 5am... so the whole room was like
............................................
dead.

leenx. jit. joel. shitian came look for me pei me eat lunch. first time so many ppl come pei me eat lunch~ hahaha... so happy XD and ham came later to meet them.

thai is ON.
ON.
ON.

today after work i pei wilson walk to doby ghaut mrt and he was telling me bout the dangers of a bunch of kids... err... youngsters like us going overseas in a group... i guess he juz meant tat even in a grp it wasnt very safe. actually he wasnt the first one to say tat. tat day online ketchupy oso got tell me... my ma didnt say anything at all bout safety. and i guess my dad will be giving me prep talk when im about to leave for thai... like wat he did for hongkong.


i guess your craziest years in your life would be spent in poly?

I shall very soon go into hiding i guess.


very not good mood these few days. maybe my monthly is coming. i dunno lar. dur.s. ass.

work has been smooth. actually im doing so fast that the translators (note, pural. fangmin + wilson) cant catch up with me. i finished the water margin and is now doing the qian gu di wang. about you le King/emperor. his father arh, the dunnoe wat king, was the one who ordered all women to bun their legs into san chun jin lian (the 3inch thingy) de lor! asshole... u noe why or not?! cuz he wanted to make all women weak and totally reliant on men! DUR.S. fark him lar.

my mind was trying very hard to blank out these few days. esp yest nite. great chance cuz msn went down. and totally cut me off with the world. great. i have caring friends who called me and sms-ed me to ask me if was ok. NO. i was not. i.... guess im still not totally very ok now. but i am sounding perfectly well.

so leave it tat way.

因为我不想再次听见
" 没有我不用紧啊 "

如果不用紧还叫你去干嘛 ?!



i...
I....
I....


HATE THAT LINE. freaking MUCH.
arGHS.

cuz someone keep telling me tat line till i gave up on that person.


yes.
i did.



hope thailand is still ON.
jit muz jiayous.
or watever.
we will be going.


ARGHS.

001.Real name:Neo Yurong
002.Nickname: rong [sec sch friends], rong mei [c121]
003.Single or taken: SINGLE... and not really loving it ><
004.Zodiac sign: Dragon
005.Male or female: female
006.Elementary Sch: Mee Toh
007.Ipod: dun hav one
008.How many buddies on ur list: msn or friendster?
009.Friendster name: Fantasy Yurong
010.Hair color: redish brownish black
012.Hair long or short: long
014.Eye color: black
015.Are u health freak: no
016.Height: 1.6.... err... bout there
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: now?
018.Do u like urself: of cuz. love myself.
019.Braces: nope
020.Think u're awesome: err... nope
021.Piercings: none.
022.Tattoo: none.

Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: when i came out of my mummy's stomach?
025.Piercings: say liaoz dun hav.. dur.s.
026.Best friend: myself.
027.Award: colors award during sec sch for slogging out as the main servent for the library for two yrs.
028.Sport u joined: actually i dun like sports now. =p
029.Pet: my sisters. two, infact. hehehe
030.Vacation: hong kong during may this year.
031.Concert: Mayday Final Home tour last stop (as so called cuz the 'last two' was called FFH) Hong Kong, Hong Hum
032.Love: music. food. my class. my friends.

Favorites?
033.Movie: korean romance movie. hehehe XD
034.TV show: used to be wan yu
035.Color: white red black bright orange.
036.Music: mayday. jay. sodagreen. CHAMPION. and anyone who's nice.
039.Drink: COKE. teh peng.
040.Body part excludin face: hands.
041.Cartoon: Ernie. ><
042.Piece of clothing: err... err... my mayday shirts... bahs?
043.Brand of clothing: it all depends on the clothes. DUR. not brand. if its nice, its nice. 044.Thing u slp with: blanket. pillows.
045.School: Temask Poly
046.Animal: err... humans.
047.Book: Amanda QUick
048.Magazine: PLAY.
049.Food: mango ice.. hehehe...

Now
050.Im drinking: nthing. last thing was snapple mango flavour de
052.Im abt to: not chatting cuz stooopid LIVE msn is down. cuz now login by web msn oni 5 person online. dur.
053.Listenin to: lian ai pin lu by eVonne hse and xu zhi an.
055.Waiting for: msn to be ok
056.Watching: nthing
057.Wearing: white shirt which i bought frm hk espirt and shorts Future
058.Want Kids: of cuz
059.Want to get married: still need to ask mahs.
060.Careers in mind: wife. >< hehehe...

Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: Eyes
069.Hugs or kisses: Hugs
070.Shorter or taller: anything
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both
073.Nice stomach or arms: hur?
074.Sensitive or loud: hehehe... both bahs?
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship
076.Sweet or caring: i tot usually is sweet and caring?
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: trouble maker de. durs. Have u ever
078.Kissed a stranger: No.
079.Drank bubbles: i had the same qns as sam [u mean bubble tea?]
080.Lost glasses or contacts: yes
081.Ran away from home: nope
082.Broken a bone: hmm... not.
083.Got an X-ray: yups
084.Broken someone's heart: no one except mine own
086.Turned someone down: no
087.Cried when someone died: yes
088.Cried at school: no

Do u believe in
089.God: i believe in everything
090.Miracles: yes. to a certain extend [like we surely can find someway to go thai together.] 091.Love at first sight: SURE. >< lalala~
093.Aliens: yes... ?
094.Magic: *nods*
095.Heaven: yes.
096.Santa Claus: yes
097.Sex on e first date: NOPE
098.Kissing on e first date: err.. depends bahs
099.Angels: yup.

Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: yes

Name 20 people u can think of right now.
Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people.
At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.
1. sam
2. tese
3. sufen
4. yali
5. huii
6. joel
7. leenx
8. jit
9. shitian
10. nenx
11. jiali
12. siewkiang
13. ning
14. ah deng
15.ketchupy
16. wlison
17.fangmin
18.yuerong
19. kityeng
20. lijuan

How did u meet #14(ah deng): MAYDAY. wooHoo~ Final Home singapore

What would u do if u din meet #1(sam): den i wunt know how a btich... err.. hehehe... crazy and wonderful friend she is. MUACKS... ehs! we put each other both here lor! hehehe...

What if #9(shitian) n #20(lijuan) dated: omg. i had warned shitian off him liaoz. *keeps fingers crossed*

Would #6(joel) n #17(fangmin) make a good couple: err... hehehe... oh my dear god... i cannot STOP LAUGHING in frnt of the com... LOLS.

Describe #3(sufen): great listener. my dear friend. keep working like for dunno nthing but now got new motive, go taiwan nxt yr and to go study jap in singapore or chinese @ taiwan. LUVES zheng yuan chang n JJ. and now loves GOONG. hehehe...

Is #8(jit) attractive: LOLS. err... can i say no? hehehehe.... LOLS.

Describe #7(leenx): unsure of herself. but loves us all and loves her bao... so... yahs. JIAYOUS! >< to keep us frm eating veggie buns... =X hehehehe....

Is #12(siewkiang) family members: nopes.

What would u do if #18(yuerong) confesses to u dat he likes u: OMG... incest arhs?! and its a SHE. dur. hehehehe...

What language does #15(ketchupy) speak: english chinese jap teochew. and MAYDAY-ish language

Who is #9(shitian) going out with: alot of ppl lehs, namely, superman. =X HEHEHEHE...

How old is #16(wilson): 23 =X did i juz reveal his age again?! hehehe...

When is e last time u spoke to #13(ning): yest. she came and i brought her, rach, and my two sis to the pool

Who is #2(tese)'s fav band/singer: she arhs? she listens here and there de.

Would u ever date #4(yali): err... no thank you.

Would u ever date #1(sam): if she wants to. den... i shall.... consider... hehehe...

Is #19(kityeng) single: she claims to be no. but... i really dunno~

What's #10's(nenx) last name: TAN YIN REN. durs.

Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(Jiali): I, am straight. XD

School of #3(sufen): she nt studying now.

Where does #6(joel) live: somewhere in bedok

What's ur fav thing abt #5(huii): her language. ><

Have u seen #2(tese) naked: nope... hehehe...

nw passin on to e unlucky 5:
SiewKiang. Jiali. leenx. Joel. Ham.

now Ham can have stuff to blog about liaoz~ hehehehe....
actually... anyone who reads my blog and have a blog are tagged lor. but i noe alot of ur dun wan de~ >< i was laughing at mad when i was doing the last part sia. LOLS.

the bloody msn is still DOWN. durs. ok lor... can save me a nite of sleeping liaoz... yest conference til 2am. the previous conference till 4am... i feel very much like dying... and its doing great at work. cuz none of us are in the real mood to crap and high... except our dear wilson keep HIGH cuz he bought jay's album @ $17... cuz i intro him go visma buy... and he's SO DARN happy cuz... he's nvr bought an JAY album.. and when he did, he bought it before me! durs. can high arh liddat~ and he was forced to suck today. =X i shall tok more when i get the photo frm fangmin. lols. so HIGH. durs.

and i recieved GREAT news at work today.
1. i dun need to translate perfect love, or Ms Kym... i juz need to sub. wilson and fangmin both translating. >< hehehe...
2. the thai trip is ON PENDING. not *POOF* i hope~ pls...

wat a wonderful world.
wat a wonderful place.

watever. just let me go rot.
if wan phone conference den juz let me noe bahs.
but i guess everyone seh liaoz. ><



失去方向不知该往那走~

i shall let the pictures tok... juz like wat elieen did.... lols.


































im now still conferecing... dur...
and i feel like dying.
now is. 2.32AM in the morning.
dur.s.

lalalalalalalalala................................

great day.
><
muacks.
nites.

Labels: photos

actually i wanted to fin blogging yest... sorry jit and joel i ran off halfway... dur... cuz...

the MUMMY appeared.

so bo bians lar... lol. bout the previous post, was wat happened at work when me wilson n fangmin was crapping about. lols. when u're doin boring stuff like water margin, u wld need alot of crapping to get high enuf to continue doing tat kind of stuff... lols.

"you suddenly seem like an angel, even thou u cant fly"

tats sounds freaking bad rite... lols. dunno is compliment or insult liddat. dur.

yest nite had dinner with yali, may and sam. sam like working like siaos at pastamania.. dur... like crazy woman but she looked real cute in the hat... (Sam. really LOR. dur.s hehehe...) may n yali met early to go shop shop. the whole meanwhile like sam and me crapping alot and they both juz tok their own stuff cuz they really didnt seem to be quite interested in our stuff and life. so bo bians lor. den go walk walk... eat at ahjiseh den at swensens.



i made sam try on the white skirt at FOX... she reallly looked good in the long white skirt. even thou make her look damm shu nu... lols. when she obviously not is now... hehe... cuz she haven got a bf yet rites... dur... i am gladfully and thankfully glad that yali n may didnt stay any later cuz im pretty sure i'll be darn pissed off again for nthing or for stupid and childish stuff over them. dur.

i dun care if im being scartistic or watever here. cuz its my bloody blog. dur. yes, if i wanna complain and blame. I HAVE THE DAMMIT PRIVILAGE TO DO IT RIGHT HERE. if u dun wan to read. cuz fuck off and get out of here.

anyway. toked lots with sam. its some kind amazing. see? the people i used to be 'real close' and 'a gang' with me durin sec sch are... u noe.... now after sec sch, after we all grown up. u find ppl who stay by u longest and slowly realize those u can be forever true friends to. people who behave true to you and juz insult and say the truth and facts to you. whether u want it or dun want to listen or accept it. i juz i like friends or people this way. not to make u pleased juz hearing stuff u want to hear. but aint true at all. or aint watever the person feels. afterall people have to be true to each other. at least tok truth to mr and i'll love you for it. dur. i noe u dun wan my love nor friendship cuz its cheap n nothing at all. DURs.

the time comes.
when my life no longer juz contains you.
when my life no longer juz evloves around you.
i am sad to realize i can juz let go.
and not want to hold on any longer.
cuz it juz seems tat.
it doesnt matter to you anymore.
maybe.
it did not matter at all from the start.
i no longer suffer frm indigation.
cuz i had finally found the courage.
to face the fact tat im always had been the extra one.
the one who didnt fit in.
the one who didnt matter.
the one who hurt alot for nothing.
the one who demanded too much.
the one who was too loud.
the one who unlike you both.

thankful i had found the courage. even thou i dun want to face it. but frm yest nite it really doesnt matter anymore. to give up might hurt alot. but its not worth it for some people who wunt appericate the pain u think you're going tru cuz it simply doesnt matter to them.

memories mite juz be enuf.




sometimes u juz wonder where the dissappointment comes frm.
i guess.
cuz the closer you are,
the higher the expectation,
the more faults you'll see.
cuz u'll feel at ease to show ur worst side infront of ur closest friends.

Labels: photos

wilson says:
i dun suck. *sucking sound*
fangmin says:
wilson says i dun suck. i swallow.
me say:
wilson say he dun suck.


lols. and wilson says:
down with lollypops.

den ppl start askin him:
wats the thingy with lollypops.

den wlison changed his nick to:
down with lollypops. i dun suck.



LOLS.


cute ppl at work. lol. joyce aint helping by volunteering to help him call the police or askin him to sit below the table. lols. somemore she said with a straight face. lols.

Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,'
Cause I know
I don't belongHere in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please, begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know
I don't belong
Here in heaven

Labels: ING

以?辨???

the CHAMPION album has been released in singapore. pls support original cuz all pretty good songs inside. DO NOT RIP pls~ want album listen let me noe. i buy le lend u listen. kaes? guai hors~ ><

dur. joel juz told me yest the jiu jiu wo is elieen make de... JIT. durs. not watever u dun wan to see.... yikes. make me freak out oso. durs.

and.
i noe lar.
i muz...
behave more like girl.
dress more like girl.
sit more like girl.
tok more like firl.
conclusion. be more female-LY.

oh yes. watever.

Gay?


hehehe... terrific day at work. except for the YIKES part when i had to watch the killing of a pig and dog... arghs... but very fun day at work today. keep crapping alot... with fangmin n wilson... lols. we can crap alot. and i seriously think wilson shld dye his hair the ashin blonde. u noe... the bright blonde. really... hahahaha... and i tink his shirt today ok oni lor~ lol. he change cuz he goin clubbin... dur... lols. not much diff to me. lols. i tink he'll goin to KILL ME... hahaha...

im supposed to be conferecing now but the whole world is MIA-ing. jit gaming. den joel running away frm doggies supposingly. leenx debating to go out or not. ham MIA-ing. dur. den phone conference nenx n sk IGNORE me. humphs.

was super high at work today cuz we keep highing non stop. yahs. im asking everyone if they are bi or gay or not. cuz we were on tis topic today... got tis pretty gal at work there but she not straight de. but she really very pretty! hmms... fangmin was telling wilson tat its the same feeling like when we see guys who are cute, nice, handsome but are gay... same feeling like they see girls who are pretty, sexy, nice but isnt straight.

so. ARE YOU GAY / BI ?

okies.
sorry i like damm high... hahaha... laughed alot at work mahs.
lalalala....


a day where everyone is quite pissed off and no mood. LALALA...


and i dunno wat happened today after work. fangmin pei me walk all the way to OG. den i went up find sufen and the OG ppl reconized me. dur. den i go eat kfc w sufen saw leenx and the woof-woof aka pervertic neighbour aka the chuan shou zhong de ck and the chuan shuo zhong de James. lols. den when i took buy back home. i was on the SAME bus as sk n her norman. dur. and we didnt get on at the same stop. lols.

more farnie part was. sk was at the last row and she call me on phone ask me look backwards. i saw her.. den him behind. lols. cuz norman cannot see me. so i point middle finger at sk den point to her side. lols. the guy beside me dio shock sia! lols. duno who the hell i pointing at. dur. lols.



and arhs. izzit a guy cute u muz fall in love with him. i very bei dong one... dur... damm passive... how i noe if the person like me. i very dense sum0re. u dun tell me no matter how obvious u do it i oso not sure. sumore even if i tink u abit like me... i wunt make the first move and ask ''ehs. u like me arhs''. DUR. how bloody wrong it sounds sia.
okies.
im juz afraid i'll get hurt.
yes i admit tat.

我有那么害怕

这么会丢下我一个人独自荒唐的坐在这里。
也许我
在也不
不能在更多的承受

他的手指在琴上飘舞
泪光迷蒙的眼睛
世界似乎因他的手指而停止了呼吸

看见了吗
听见了吗
那空气中迷漫的气味
让人喘不过气来

The Earth is our Final Home?

我从不怕爱错，就怕没爱过

多么的感慨下一秒却忘了我在想什么
别再等 不能在等
让热情变冷

哼这第二句 眼泪就留下了
等你 等你
那一刻的呼 吸
因为你动破惊心
你早已离去我还在坚定
下定决心我决定 等你
老了 累了 倦了 变了
那不会是我
等着你...

花
盛开绽放
在等待放晴的天空
才会有感动
至少要为自己一次骄傲的盛开过

无法 去想 我的明天要去那里
昨天我回不去
我说 冷静我撑住气
幸运会在我手心


那样的样的回忆
那么足够
足够我天天都品尝这寂寞

才发现笑着哭 最痛

oh great.

i hate the world.
and the world hates me.


wat use of it to feel and vent and vomit out when the other had juz grudgingly said wat u did not want to hear but the other tot it was a must to voice out.
wat use of to force and demand the other party does not feel is in the wrong and juz unwilling to go ur way.
wat use of is juz said into going your way and not cuz becuz of understand everything juz happened.

i am so blanked out.
thinking too much kills your brain cells.
and i need to sort out stuff which doesnt need to be sorted out and mend stuff which are broken and fingers pointed to me when i dun tink i was the one who broke itbut yest it does matter very much alot cuz when a other party doesnt bothers to mend it and leaves it rotting there it can get very damm smelly and foul.



thailand.
1-3oct.
huii needs to pack.
shitian can pay anytime.
joel needs to save.
jit haven cfm with me.
darren juz needs to get funds.
ivan have not ask.
alfred no news.
elieen jiayou-ing.
no cfm = no book = cannot check price.
1-3oct = 3d2n = less fun != we dun get to have fun

working = super tired = no time to call everyone to bother them bout how free are they = no time go check and cfm pricing = cannot bother ppl with pricing = conference rubbish every nite = not enuf sleep = tearing when watchin stooopid water margin = cursing at main cast of water margin = bad mood = need to sleep ALOT.

china heritage is seriously more cute than water margin. at least not some old chinese-y china drama... arghs. at least u get to see scenery and hear abit interesting history... arghs. thanks to the whoever who filmed this thingy... film until got 43ep... den i juz realized today. my whole holidays would be devoted to water margin. how happy sia?


and.
lets NOT watch tiger show.


and
congrats to gougou n stone.
for their baby has made his/her announce to the world. XD

me now com change to WIDE AND BIG screen. so not used to it.

met sufen to go find yali and sam at pastamania work. they look like... err... yahs... they are workin so hard and looking so stressed out. yesh sam, you are... but glad ur still laughing when tokin to us... hahha... so SAM.

yest was rotting at home. and there was another bloody meetin yest. YES, AGAIN. arse hole.

and i hearing CHAMPION now. no i haven buy yet. but i have my ways. but. I WILL BUY DUN WORRY. and jay chou. i oso cfm will buy de. lols.




sometimes i dun understand. compromise?

it sounds so very heart wretching... to speak of the truth.


i dun understand. this to you is to compromise?


sounds.... arghs.


its so hard to find ppl who tink similar from you. to meet up juz becuz u want to see that person. cuz u love her loads and miss her dearly and juz simpliy want to see her. even if its boring and even if ur dun have anytime or place or money to eat or enjoy a good meal. evne thou they give u dis-encouragement everytime, anywhere... dissappoint you. stab your heart... wack your heart...


*OUCHS*


very pain.
very
very
very
very.


words so hurtful yet you dont know it.
cut so deeply into my heart yet you could still treat it as nothing.

mayb im juz nothing.
even....
watever.



i dun have a bloody life.
yes i admit it.
my life simply evolves you ALL and i can be juz happy with this?
satisfied with this pityful life?



YES BLOODY HELL I AM
SO IF YOU ARE SO BLOODY ANNOYED BY MY WORDS.
SO BLOODY FUCK OFF.


arghs.
i dun want to care so bloody much but i cant help it.
i really hate myself so.
so bloody hate myself.
for wanting to be a friend.
a friend to you.
care so bloody hell much til it hurts like hell.



so wat a grand pissed off mood im in now.



LALALALA.



no. its NOT NOT NOT becuz of the thai trip.
the thai trip WILL WORK OUT. cuz im the oragnizer. and im yurong.

come ON. dun roll your eyes and HAVE SOME FAITH IN ME.

Music is so damm affecting. it can turn u frm a very HAPPY mood to a extremely DOWN mood in an instant... DOHS....


anyway.

filmin was pretty ok yest. lols. shitian came so darn early. met him and took cab to ACS(barker rd). kaoz. their sch is so darn freakin BIG. mjr pales Millions in contrast. but i prefer MJR. hahahha... we were acting as secondary school student. Can you believe it?! shitian as SECONDARDY sch student lors!! lols. sumore darren, hui n joel they is the 4pm slot de... and... they were acting as JC studentS!! lols.
filmin was alot and alot of waiting. wait, wait and wait. and the uniform was damm uncomfortable cuz it didnt fit really well. toked to some of the cast there. tis gal call geridine... she tot me and shitian was a couple when she saw us in the mornin. lols. den i asked her to guess how old shitian is. 16!!!! arghs. hahahha... she's now is sec2 and goin to study in aus when she finish sec sch. wows. and she oso has a twin bro. lols. so QIAO like shitian. and we oso met a freshie frm TP ITsch oso. the world is so darn small. hahaha. pretty much of them were frm a modelling agency de. not like us juz first timer. lols. background is cool sia! lols. give u lotsa of time to space out and think alot. lols. good money too. but the people.. as in the cast de... dohs. frm JC hur? act dao hur~ dohs. JC student oso smoke outside the sch right the moment he steps out wat. DUR~

after filmin went to ps meet darren, hui, joel. see them eat and ate abit. at tis new jap restuarant @ doby ghaut there. beside the TCC. den they went for their filming.


ELIEEN! YES! at this time recieve elieen's mgs... hahahha... SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!


met elieen to go to chinatown. crapped about the veggie bun. checked the lastest pricing of the tix and hotel. bout $380... den met elieen's nei pervertic neighbour aka-ed the chuan shou zhong CK. lols. den walked around. went back to doby ghaut to chill. lols.

chilled at the starbucks at cathay cineplex. we were so bored tat they 2 guys started to play some lame-o game of raising ur hand and cannot put down... see who can hold out longer. lols. looked damm lame lor! imagine 2 guys opp u raising their hands. lols. not in classroom still rasie hand like wanna answer qns. dohs. hahhaha. elieen complained say she hungry so CK pei her go back PS mac there eat...

darren, hui n joel at last arrived. dohs. how can i allow them to leave after they coming so late~ imagine we oso wait very long for them.. wait until got spider web liaoz. hehehe... and sumore wake up so early and wait so long... hahaha.. crapped. jit came. cuz i asked shitian to mgs him say OK liaoz. den he ask where we are. juz called him to ask if he's coming and came. couldnt reisit the temptation? hehehehe...

we are a so very crazy bunch. XD i guess we all forgot we're at starbucks and... its a PUBLIC place! lols. left joel lah! others all boxer all we see liaoz~ left joel.... JOEL u be careful. cuz we goin to thailand together. lols. HAHHAHAH.. cannot imagine wat the hell they going to do to u there... lols. but anyway. err... im tryin very hard to rem wat we did. i juz rem alot of screaming. alot of hitting and laughing and dunno wat. and darren's hair is really not messed up enuf lors! and i was keep getting hit by him for messin his hair up. and... great news is, i succeded! hehehe... lols. Darren got bully me! he got lors! jit oso got! joel u tink i dunno u oso got arhs~ i see photo i noe liaoz~ hahahha... caught on the camera. lols. and shi tian nvr save me! i got PHOTOS as evidence de lors!!! muahahhaa...

den walked around... [jit and darren went to the toliet @ 12.50am (joel time) to go adjust their boxers. XD hehehehe...] sae is wan go drinking.. den juz walk walk.. to mustafa... HORS. i guess i got the right to be angry for not being treated nicely as a girl. LOLS. it sounds wrong... and im supposed to be angry. but im laughin my head off now. HAHAHAHHAHA... okies. mustafa, DOES NOT sell alcohol. and. the blue color bottle de... absolut vodka plue coke tastes like ARGHS. but u drink in one big slup can be really quite high. cuz when i reach home i can feel it le. HAHAHAHA. in the end everyone ended up taking cabs. yahs. my fault. dou shi wo. *cover head n hides frm everyone's punches and stares* lols.

the VIDEO.



tat jit! tok tok tok and ignore me! hahahha... hui reaction oso very fast. LOLS.


got photo got EVIDENCE!!!


shitian in the uniform. i didnt take myself cuz my hair was damm ugly... ><
me and shuhui @ the jap restuarant.


blur? yes, its meant to be.


they 3 in the JC uniform.


now reporting frm mango news, couple caught ai mei-ing in public! *runs*


if im not wrong, darren is trying to cover my face in every pic we take if he happens to sit beside me.


sin ba ke COFFEE! hehehe.... starbucks is a nice place to rot if u get to sit at the sofa seats.


same pose.


see! got bully me rite!


i stand by my point. joel like to pai pose. XD


den jit oso copy him pai pose. hehehehe....


Guess who??? muahahaha..


all our HANDPHONES.
shitian one got he and imelda take the photo! hehehehe...


den darren oso attack shu hui... hehehe...


see! bully me again~


the 10000th attempt. LOLS.


kenna attacked lors! very pain lehs~ ><><

today wake up @ 10am LORS. fark. i sleep at 3.30am LEHS. fuck. my dear mother tried to practice her screaming in the mornin. lols. bo bians.

LALALALA~

yes im in love lah.
lols.
msn gt ppl ask me again.





im in love with my class! hehehe...

THE conference was... arghs... intense but short. lols. my bloggin was delay by a bunch of HIGH-ing ppl... namely, joel, elyn, elieen, ck. LOLS.

filming was pretty good. boring and lots of waiting.

had good progress checkin out the pricings.


had so much fabulous fun with my dear friends. lol. me, elieen, shitian, n elieen's pervertic neighbour CK. with darren, shuhui n joel who came after their filming. and jit who came cuz a call.

LOVE YA LOADS.


shall blog in detail later. LATER. later.

cuz i... BUA TAHAN LIAOZ!
I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!


but first, at lease something to look forward to:




friends.
if you think tat having fun is sinful,

PLEASe, i beg of you,
never come near my class.



XD
so much undiluted and wickedly sinful FUN... hehehe... thank everyone and anyone above there for blessing me with such terrific friends ><

IM BACK! wOoOoOoHoOoOo!!!!~~~


LOLS. muahahahha.... i muz be the first one. lols. we didnt even have to wait for the bus any longer. the moment we reached... the bus came... YEAS!~ hehehe... wonder if the others caught the MRT.... hehehehe....


last two papers. met with with peeps... they went majong-ing at joel's house~ lols. den went expo... imagine... juz to get frm tampiness to expo... me and darren... so eng till... we took mrt.. frm tampiness to paris ris, den back to tampiness to tanah merah, met shitian and ivan. den took mrt to expo... but decided against dropping.. den took to airport, den FINALLY got down at expo... but still was subject to waiting. lols. so many many ppl! arghs. hmm... nthing much actually. yali workin @ the booth opp the phillps... err... basically... nthin much.. juz tat all the stuff dropped prices... quite a big lot.


-----------Speicla report-----------
They took cab! hehehe.... XD
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went to cineplax to watch devil wears prada. and had dinner there, a new jap restuarnt downstairs. arghs. hmm... next time we go try the cold noodles~ hehehe... and let's sit inside! we got like... loads of voucher... lols. ben&jerry's. addias. starbucks. even ah Kun toast... lols... 2 movie tix can exchange one lucky draw coupon!


the Devil wears prada was great... wows alots. freaking nice clothes.. very glam... very 'fashionly artistically'... and... wows. freaking HIGH heels... one thing i rem deeply... HEELS... wows.... muz get one of those... once in ur life... lols.

cuz. it really looks sinfull wicked and hot. XD

pretty good movie.

willing to give up yourself for the world? choose one out there.
the world.
or.
yourself.


wat i'll choose? hmms.... do i have a choice, that is... ><


and i have said to blog bout tis, the story... of 小花，小明，大花，小包。 lols. i stil rem very clearly elyn doing tat action... eggplant... LOLS... so farnie... hehe... for more details of the names pls refer to elyn.. lols...




elieen. if you juz happen to see this. mayb u juz see all this as brain washing... maybe wat we think is good for you, you might not think the same way. afterall... its your own life. wat can we juz mere friends do for you, or to dictate your life?
its... YOUR life...
waste it. enjoy it. your choice.
no one, NOBODY, even us, him, whoever, can force you into anything you dont want. life is short. dont waste any of the time which isnt WORTh it.
even if u finally come to the conclusion which we aren't worth it... hmm...

好孤单的前奏。




就这一次，我和我的倔强。

im supposed to start on my oopg. i havent finished my wwnk. im stuck at the 4th topic for the 2nd sem and i have 3 more topics to go. and i have not started on my oopg.

no!
i cant fail tat!
please!
arghs.

i noe i can do the paper.
i noe i can.
but i dun wan to juz can do it.
i retook the sub! for godness sake!
arghs.


surprising... to find myself here studying the hell out of myself. Lols. like wat may says... its juz not like me to do so... esp when i can be sleeping in my comfortable bed right now.

and wat the fuck am i doing here. blogging and thinking bout other stuff?!



people change.
i juz hope they dont change too much out of hand.


i guess its unhealthy to study so late.
and think so bloody much of something which doesnt concern urself.
and to put so much faith in someone who doesnt even need it.
wat the hell.


PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!


*goes back to battle*

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