How long can u mantain your HIGH-ness? not long bahs....


yest nite toked with nenx. like long time nvr tok with nenx... nenx arh... nobody is forever strong de... we all have our weakness de... how i wish i can show them... to be vunerable at times and can let someone protect u.... but its not that easy... afterall to have been holding on for such a long time le... haiz.



I am glad.... i have not reached the stage whereby i NEED to know... need to sort out my feelings and catagorized them... and have the NEED to know what the other party is feeling... suddenly glad for this... cuz... if i had developed the NEED to know... i guess life would be painful... cuz there's a high chance i'll never know... never find out... curiousy killed the cat right... and it would be slowly killing my heart too, i guess.



Happy Chinese Valentines' day anyway...
MUACKS MUACKS. XD
today is the 7th of the 7th month in the lunar calender. lols... had been giving out chocolates to ppl in my class... lols... yahs lah... i have nothing better to do... sumore still kenna ppl say i dun have give her chocs.
HEY. my kisses cost less then the chocs arhs! >.<

LOLs...


am i hiding under a facade... i tink so?


I have realized that i've been constantly pouring too much out, talking loudly and crapping when in a crowd or in company... but when im alone... its empty... seems that everything had been poured out... the empty feeling...


arghs.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You are 40% Capricorn

LOLs.

LOL.

look at the time! its 4.46AM and i had juz reached home! LOL.... u cannot imagine wat i've done today sia.... i tink we're siao... but we really had such a great time! Hehehehe...

I love MY MATES.... LOL..... shu hui, elieen, elyn, joel, joseph, shi tian, ivan.... LOL.... it was dammm F-U-N.... hehehehehe...

sorry if im suffering from MAJOR highNESS arhs... we juz now after HIGH-ing at parkway, walked all the way from parkway to national stadium the drive tru MAC there... den walked to geylang... WE SUCCEDED! we really walked to geylang! LOL.... hahahahaha... but there oso nothing to see de...

we today.... met up 6pm @ parkway the fountain there... wait for elieen... wait for joseph.... SLACK.... crap.... lol.... den decided to go eat sushi... erms... finally decided on sakae sushi cuz elyn say suki sushi sucks... hehehe... den go there... crap even more... they even made shi tian eat the alot of wasabi... lol... it looked pretty disgusting... hehehehe... joseph came late... lol... he looked as if he was dressed for clubbing sia... lol... den we crapped even more... den after walked around... elyn went to find the place can make ur 0wn key chain de... its really very cute! can even color on ur own.... 0utside isetan there... den me, shuhui, joel, joseph, shitian left them go buy sweet... cuz joseph keep pestering me give him sweet but i dun wan... lol.... dun ever poke me sia! i cannot tahan! sumore he keep poking me... lol... no use.... sumore joel suggest him can use all the ways he can... lol.... imagine we all poly students le still can crap so much. den we went giant walk walk... lol... even more high... cuz see sweets. i seriously think that joseph see alchol will HIGH arhs... hehehehe... we all laughin like SIAO.... den joel lah! say so loudly.... my hair very sensitive de... dun anyhow touch... he still say so loudly! den kenna heard by joseph... DANGEROUS... lol.... muz run away... hahahahaha....

den... yahs... elieen call me go back find them... so i ask joseph pei me go back... hehehe... can create chance for shuhui n joel wat! lol-s.... signed the card... den wait for them... ivan came... went pool... i basically juz sit there and watch... but at first we play the photo hunt by the side there... damm high... LOL.... cuz joseph found that got the EROTIC photohunt... LOL.... den we play that... everytime first check if the chest or the lower body got problem or not... lol... cuz mostly got problem de... hahahha... den after that they migrate to the billard table... den i juz watch them play... LOL... we really crap alot sia... ehehehe....

den pool ended... went to... ermns.... 7-11 buy... beer... yakult... OH yars! my lollypop! hehehehe.... den went back pool there take joseph's ez-link card cuz he forgt bout it... den we go sit outside the starbucks there... lol... cuz starbucks closing le... so we sit at the floor... LOL... talk crap... dreams bout opening a brothel... and a woman's best friend is red in color... lol... den i said we can go play with water wat~ got fountain... LOL... den i go soak my feet at the fountain... lol... oni joseph oso soak his feet... hahahahaha... in the end he juz any how splash ppl... den splash dio me wat... den i splash even more back... i tink he stunned dio few seconds... LOL... but durin that few seconds EVERYONE ran away! lol.... in the end his revenge didnt kenna anyone... LOL-s.... run around the place... den joseph juz suddenly left...

den we sat at the mac CAFE there.... den tok... crap... den decided to go geylang... lol... actually wanted to take cab... but oni 7ppl... den can walk wat... den we juz walked lah... hahahaha... me walk in front... but i was afraid walk wrongly how... LOL.... lucky they believed in me... hahaha... sumore saw lots of hotels and scary house... lol.... crapped DAMM lot... and sang songs... oni like me suPER high... LOL.... and sumore we saw lots of croachcoaks... LOLS....

den we walked til we saw the first oil pump station... den went in and they bought ice cream... actually i was dead tired le.... and sians... but we perserved ON... lols....

IN THE END WE REALLY REACHED.... GEYLANG....

LOLS....


sorry i too hight den type lots of rubbish. its 5.04AM now and i noe im supposed to go to sleep but i wanna type all this out... lols... juz in case i forget.... LOLS.... LOVE YA LOADS!!!! >.<


p.s. ppl... dun need to worry if they got walk together or not... they will AUTO de.... LOLS.

p.s.s. all the laughing really made me forget bout the pain... LOLS...

p.s.s.s IVAN AND JIT SAME DE LORS! no wonder they are husband and wife... LOLS.... both oso poke me! will pain de lehs! hehehehheeh ><

maybe we all are...

喜欢笨蛋的都是笨蛋。


i would very much like to juz let go and scream if he came any nearer.... mayb i could dun let it get to me... mayb alot of thingys... mayb i can juz push away and say no...


but i did none of that.
that equals to that i muz bear any consequences of that.
i muz. i need to. and i muz.


Life... is juz like this.

you do have a choice in alot of stuff... watever... it juz happens that u had allowed it to get to you... so do take note to bear the consequences...



lol.
had a darn freakin fun time conferencing and crapping and laming around juz now... hahaha.... i had been so abnormally high during the process that even myself is doubting myself.


diaoz.

how many stuff to trust and believe and how many not to?


i have suddenly become and idiot who dun... cant... differenciate what i want...




ARHS.
i miss shi jie.
i miss mayday. LIVE.
ING ING ING ING ING.



我好喜欢。。。
坐在一边看着他的微笑。
也许这样就够了。

或许吧。




我亲爱的王子啊~
你到底在那里啊?!

LALALA~~~

ok. great. im regreting that i didnt go.... CUZ our dear masa dried cried!!! i tink that wld be the BIG reason which is making wanna go bang wall cuz i didnt go.... others all ok... afterall mayday.... even if they really is going to disband, no regrets... but hors... I DIDNT GET TO SEE MASA CRY!!! *sadded* i tink cuz he once said... he's NEVER gonna cry cuz becuz everybody thinks you muz cry... like cry for the sake of crying, he dont want... even NYQNL he didnt cry... yah lah... eyes red red but didnt cry... waa seh.... 3yrs.... defintally a very long time for a world tour...

anyway... im gonna FINISH damo!!! hahaha... happy cuz im gonna finish... sad cuz im gonna be out of work soon... i heard that jocelin's doin winter sonata... OMG... bae Yong-jun again... but i tink not so fast... and... i dunno.... muz go and ask anything more need to sub or nt... i need $$$$$.... mayb i shld go apply for giodarno like sam too... hehehe... fold clothes more fun than make-up lors. heard frm eyrn that red earth hiring again... part timers... but... need go training! haiz... dunno lehs... sumroe muz chiong for sales sumore... haiz.... and hors! new subber, valarie.... she's another mayday fan lors! jocelin's friend who went taiwan de... hehehe... M2B come and go so many mayday fans... hehehehe.... or shld i say--->

THE WORLD IS FULL OF MAYDAY FANS! >.<>.<
need to return library books.
need to sort out my notes lying on the table.
need to start practicing on the guitar.
need to burn out stuff in com.
need to write out list of songs suituable for wedding.
need to transfer money to cousin.
need to ask uncle about the thailand tour.
need to confirm package and cfm with everyone.
need to book package and tixs and stuff.


less time to dream.
less time to sleep.
more time to chiong.
more brain cells to die.

i need to save myself from SINKING any deeper. since i have made the decision... i shall honor it... juz like i honored my lame but true promise to shanwei before the TV that i'll fetch him the first time he'll come to singapore. i once made a promise to a person... that my handphone wld be turned on even in the middle of the night... im happy that i kept that... save or once or twice when its really batt flat out.... and u'll nvr believe who i made the promise to... and i dun tink the person would ever remember anyway...


有时候只不过是缘分。
有缘却无分。
擦身而过的命运。
不要再怪老天没给你一点暗示。
这简直就是在明示了!
我一定可以的。
轻轻的放开手。


不用紧。
就让命运取笑我的愚蠢吧。
我不在乎。



到最后微笑的人一定会是我。
我这样相信着。
就如相信他们那样坚定的相信着。

Happy bdae sam.... for last year... cuz i really dun plan to wish u happy bdae tis yr... and yali has claimed tat it would be more special to be the last anyway... muahahahas.

i tink i failed to mention that the world is small...
on sat when me and yali n sufen go walk walk... we saw... ehs... 4 groups of MJRians, namely, jared, my junior, sufen's classmates, yali's junior... and i even saw yinru and darren... hahahaha... singapore is so small that we oni have these few places to go walk walk.

ok. im juz being bored.


i tink... it has finally come to an end:













3years...
i been to 2... the singapore and the hong kong.
Im glad tat i went... and for those i didnt went, i survived it... hahaha... i guess...



mayday doesnt know how much they brought me
and how much they can affect all of us >.<

No War Anymore Please

its in gold on ashin's white tee shirt. yep... Final Final Home...
*gets teary*






Don't torture me anymore kaes?

hahahaha... haiz... i will survive... =) anyway... mayday looks damm good in white gold... even better than in red or black... white and gold is so nice on them! really!


today worked... den met up with sufen and yali... went suntec upstairs buy the toro cat... see? after getting guaishou's, stone's, masa's... even yanming's.... i told sufen tat time... ashin one surely damm hard to get.... SEE??? i was CORRECT... muahahaha...

crapped alot...


anyway.... i need starbucks!!!

kaoz~


i will survive.


wat will happen, will happen.

wat tats not meant to be ur, will not be urs.

if it's meant to be... juz let it be.

its juz....

FATE.









i dun dare... to go read any news on FFH... haiz...
i really dun dare...

Echo...

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么的累
那么多莫名的伤悲



juz now went back mjr.... saw alot of ppl and tchers... many left, many changed, many missed... and saw ms tan gek im and she was askin me about the cambodia ppl... yahs... its been such a long time... 4yrs liaoz... wonder hw's everyone's been...

crapped with maybelline, sam, yali, zy... zy. you owe me a apology. for wat happened. i dun care... samantha... i tink we're juz plain tired... we can lots of stuff to argue about. if ur being pissed off and going to find me for a fight, den u see the cross at ur top right hand corner? juz click there and get out of here... if it irrrates u so much... if u dun wanna listen den juz shut ur ears, but u still cant prevent me to stop saying it all. afterall its becuz we're so long friends den can be so blunt and say out straight. everyone has their own faults... i cant help it if u keep denying watever... to us, NO IS TO ME.... its juz denial... dunno... if u dun like me being so straight, ur no much better... if nt we cant say that much also... WHY LEHS....

people... if ur expect ppl to care truly for u... take the effort to care truly for them first... haiz... say me petty or watever but its juz the way im... if u dun even care truly for ppl and always habour selfish thoughs... mayb to u nt selfish bahs... but mayb to others they can oni tahan to a certain extend den they'll break le... im not saying im not a selfish person. i AM. watever...

sometimes im juz unwilling to give in for the sake for giving in cuz nobody's ever...... EVER going to learnt from it... all u can get is juz temporary relief and it tells u that its ok to continue relying on such feelings... i am juz.... felling fed up... forget it... i dont need anyone one IN MY BLOODY FUCKED UP LIFE... so juz leave me alone. and stay that way.


sometimes u juz need to vent it out but in the end everyone are pointing fingers at you saying that you're juz bloody irritating and everyone starts treating you like a freak who throws useless tantrums....

it gets so bloody fucking irritating when u realize no one gets wat the hell you're talking about and the whole world goes on normal, acting as if they know wats really going on... and as if nothing has happened.


fuck.

i am truthfully glad i've met such nice friends =)

i always wonder if im too trusting towards ppl around me... towards them i also had such feelings before... but i dun hav now... cuz im truthfully glad to have met them... and we're the best class ever...

mayb it's the karma from my past lives? hehehehe... to let me deserve something so good.


last nite went to marina to watch pirates of the caribbean... ehs... very farnie sia! John Deep... hard to imagine he's the one who was the willy wonka in charile and the choclate factory... hahaha... but i like his style. nice... hahaha... the octpous guy looks pretty disgusting thou.... hahaha... but hors... i really do admire those doing the make-up and all... imagine where they do and find those stones or how they draw it on the actors' face?! very incredible sia... and hors... the cinema was darn freaking cold sia... hahahaha...

den we met shitian and elieen for dinner... we saw jolin, who was holdin her autograph session there... from far away i saw her... her face.... SO SMALL! *amazed* hahaha... den cannot decide where to go in... in the end went carana (izzit liddat spell arhs?) ok lors.. the food there... den went to esplandde the top floor there and slack... tok alot... hahahha... shu hui was making joseph tell us how he wooed his GF... Waa seh~ so sweet... hahaha... u know, sometimes its juz fate that u'll meet the correct person... hahaha... sometimes i really doubt even if u believe strongly in it, will it happen? but now im pretty sure lors... i tink can de... juz believe in urself lah!

pysco lesson yest was so darn freaking interesting! i tink was the most interesing lesson EVER. i shall blog about it later... late for sch le... and later at nite going back sch anni... sianx....

muahahahaha....

im so deeply amazed by our dear mr.shijie... he's so freakin cute... hahahhaha... actually him and masa really can be DJ sia... hahaha... even thou masa's selection of songs most of the ppl i tink cannot tahan de... too cold liaoz some...

and i have to admit... actually huang niu's voice is ok... acceptable... ok LAH... his band, qiang bian, is releasing their album durin september... hahaha... pls support, but guai shou said that their album is you go walk on the streets can see on the floor de... so dun need buy, juz go out and walk around more can le... HAHAHAHA.... and hors qiang bian's english name is FUCKING LAWYER.... *pengs*... and hors... i tink guai shou's love DJ is the first time i heard so much english from him... and he spelt F-I-N-A-L--H-O-M-E correct!!! hhaahhaha... so qi dai their VCD!!! TOMORROW!!!!! woooHooooo!!~

imagine this weekend is FFH liaoz.... waaa.... 3yrs liaoz... 12 cities...

Never say goodbye- Bon Jovi
[as recommanded by guai shou]

As I sit in this smokey room
The night about to end
I pass my time with strangers
But this bottles my only friend

Remember when we used to park
On butler street out in the dark
Remember when we lost the keys
And you lost more than that in my backseat

Remember when we used to talk
About busting out - wed break their hearts
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin on - we got to try
Holdin on to never say goodbye

Remember days of skipping school
Racing cars and being cool
With a six pack and the radio
We didnt need no place to go

Remember at the prom that night
You and me we had a fight
But the band they played our favorite song
And I held you in my arms so strong

We danced so close
We danced so slow
And I swore I'd never let you go
Togheter - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin on - we got to try
Holdin on to never say goodbye

I guess youd say we used to talk
About busting out-Wed break their hearts
Together - forever



i am reminded by someone's blog of the song, Imagine by John Lennon.
.
.
.
.
.
"You may say Im a dreamer but Im not the only one"

I am so bloody emotionally drained up....

Imagine reading of rape... almost every other story... kaoz eh... anime ones all like to write about rape arhs??? haha... fanfiction.com is quite a nice one... better than winglin... can check that out when ur free.... those w/o the rape scene tat is... but hors... its really very emotionally draining to read characters u noe about in some dramas.... to have such vast difference in the characters in the story... they might have the same name but their fate are likes.... tonnes apart...

yest nite had dinner w pr, ah deng, ah tan and wenning. ehs.... i tink ah tan now shld be on plane le... hahaha... hope she has fun there and meets his hubby... hahahaha... outside big drumstick holding a drumstick! i really AM looking forward to see that photo sia... hahahaha....

TAIWAN!! wait for mEEEE!!! nxt year!!!

ehs... those who've made their decisions... dun regret wat u decided cuz i dun tink there'll b chance for you to go back...

perhaps in our life we've already met our lifemates... but juz tat we nvr realize... for me, i habour hopes for a romantic watever... ya noe... i do dream and fantize alot sia... but i noe on the other hand, even thou heaven will let u meet THE one... but it's totally up to you to grab the chance and cherish ur relationship... afterall we're living in a realistic life... we muz face the fact that there's no FOREVER lovey-dovey... life has its problems and we have up-and-downs in our emotions... its up to u to maintain lors...

WATEVER. no fate... =(

need something to read?

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1398548/1/

even thou i felt the last story she wrote was more... u noe... less heavy... if u've read fanfiction @ winglin before... DUN BE MISTAKE... tis is NOTHING like those who are in luv with 56 or some pretty boy and oni know hw to use "i realli lyk u!" tat kinda stuff... she's really good... hahahaha....

but truthfully... tis is abit heavy to me... Rui... to imagine Rui to be like this... but amazingly she used all wat happened in the normal Meteor Garden... and it fits totally into this story plot... i very pei fu her for being able to tink of such plots... Rape... Agent...

we really do live in our own world don't we? we always dun realize how messy life can be... and how complex stuff are beneath the surface... we presume alot... too much in fact...


yest nite was grandma's bdae.. hahaha... had abit of headache from the red wine and champage... hahaha... and had a long talk with my cousins... and... yahs... they also admit there's a problem... Family Problem... im gald tat i survived... but i dunno if my two sisters are strong enuf to grow out of this way of education.... its not easy... not everyone can survive without scrapes... i didnt survive ad come out unhurt. some things follow you for your rest of your life and will be marked permentally in your memory... something which you cant get rid so easy.

anyway, grandma's bdae... hahaha...























i didnt bother to dress up or wat... basically... i felt that those who were there... particularly two familes... were oni there for the inhertance... but pls lors... u tink grandma is some filthy rich old woman mahs?

she mite be old but we can still see who are the FAKE ones around... dun act innocent in frnt of us... WTF.

ok. now for the real blog if nt sam's gonna kill me... hahahaha...

went work. called sufen on phone. finished subbing damo-7. crapped with alvin... now me, him n fangmin left surviving liaoz... haiz... finished my work. met up with sam n yali. go buy mirror for my grandma... den walked around OG, bugis village, bugis junction.

saw eyrin @ bugis! was kinda surprised... tot she transfered but she only stand in for one day nia. red earth hiring part time lehs... but pay is... i prefer subbing... hahhaha.... once u do office work, u dun wanna go back to sales le... hahahha...

took pics and crapped alot outside puremilk there... hahahah... lotsa photos:
















AND HORS::



reminded me of tis!!!!





MUAHAHAHAHA.... XD



hahahah.... tat's this guy at a shop we went... hahahha... i tink he about the same age as us or younger bahs... we were lookin at the voodoo dolls and he told us the price... and den added after a few seconds that he can give us a discount if we want to buy... hahahhaha... u shld have seen him stamer sia! damm farnie... hahahha...

bought shirts @ giodarno... and... ok lors... dint shop THAT much anyway... wasnt in the mood... and didnt see anything much.

after much discussion... we all felt great dissappointment in someone... haiz... sometimes bad news is hard to break... haiz...

Life... is juz like tis rite? full of ups and downs... and many people hide how they feel from you... or even fake wat they tink... constantly aware of how they act infront of you... i dunno... am i a loser who cant even differenciate from right to wrong? i dunno.. cant even make up my mind wat to feel... i noe i cant believe in such things... many have told me how wrong it is... but i still... cant help it... i hope things will nt end up... tat way... afterall... juz remain as friends bahs... i dunno... arghs....

WHY... so many feelings which needs to be hidden beneath the surface... and only be covered by a facade...

this is so ZHUN.

Your Attraction Factor: Libra Descendant
If Libra lies on your Descendant, you're searching for a romantic partner with an even temperament and a sense of inner harmony. Since you have Aries Rising -- a Sign associated with aggressiveness and action -- you seem to the world quite spontaneous, bold and assertive. Beneath the surface, though, you're a soft-hearted romantic who yearns to meet that special someone and settle down. Coupledom -- even with all its inherent benefits and aggravations -- profoundly appeals to you, the idea of sharing your life with one person resonating in your soul. When it comes to falling in love, you may at first seem blasé, too preoccupied and busy with your own dynamic lifestyle. You may even warn your potential mate of your roving eye or your need for freedom; once you've got their ear, though, you'll reveal your heart's true intentions. A mate keen on marriage and building a family will make you the most satisfied.




how accurate tis can be sia... so darn accurate.

"
a true smiles come from within you, no matter how hard a person try will nv get it out of u. For now i can only be here with you.. =D so cheer up "


THANKS soft toy!! so sweet right? hahaha...

thanks. more appreciative of people around me liaoz. ppl who look as if they are crazy... doesnt mean people like that always 24hrs face ppl all like this. u tink we wat arhs? siaos arhs? HIGH so long will shorten ur life kaes....


yah lars... wat a facade... haiz...

那一句。抱紧我，因为我想哭了。

是真的。

谢谢那些曾在握失落时安慰过我的人。

for the sake of maybelline im goin to type in eng now.

so tis is how fate works. ur closest friends might not be the one who'll come to ur rescue everytime u need it... as in... sometimes closest friends are more blind than normal people... or they juz simply feel that u'll be ok in a moment and they lazy to go and ask wat happened or wat...

i today seriously thank whoever that's up there blessing me to meet all those, everyone of them, the people around me... i thank all my gods above.


sometimes its juz a few words to you but it'll really meant alot to the person who needs it tat very moment...


had phone conference with sam n yali.

MASA. muahaha.... does he drink before he goes on radio? he's really a BORN DJ sia!!! muahahah... alot of crapping and all... hahaha... makes ppl laugh alot sia..

drank too much teh peng with shuhui and joel.

i seriously tink... masa drank before he went on radio izzit??? he's totally sprouting dunnoe wat thingys on radio lor~ hahahah... keep imating ppl oso! hahahaha.... so cute...

as for the WIND which's blowing xtremely weird today... hahaha... yar lars... i saw mr.J at engin sch~~ erms... yahs... somebody muz thank me for my teh peng sia! muahaha... FATE. makes u meet people u dun expect the very next moment.

anyway... maybelline... we all love you the way you are. not happy juz tell whoever that is you DONT WANT. its ur life... live it the way you deem is correct... anything else is wrong.... like forcing urself is WRONG... the life is YOURS... remember... it hurts me to think you lost urself in tis kind of thing... haiz... Face life with the maybelline-style courage... you can de!

i used to tink alot... maybelline dont really care alot about us... haiz.. a little part of me still thinks still way... haiz...

i forgot to blog bout tis... till today sit in bus... den i remember...


have you forgotten how much a smile changes your life? some people.. people close to your heart, or people who treats you truely...
how many of us has forgot tat... how much a smile can change?

cuz tat day he smile to me... and i really felt happy from the depths of my heart... juz a smile from the heart. i feel really glad to have people around me like tat... cuz i realize that ppl whu are too close to you... will on the other hand dun smile at you so often... they tink you're obligated to endure their bad mood... yes i am obligated... but doesnt mean you can abuse the privilage rite~~~ once over-used....

juz now went to check out the tour agencies @ chinatown for the tour thingys... imagine! $250 we can go bangkok oreadi! who's still tinking about malaysia... hahahah... tioman island... bintang... bali... KL... langkawi... haiz... cannot decide... haiz... shuhui... joel.... YAHS.... =X i guess nobody's readin my blog anyway... i mean from my class... hehehehe....

OH YARS.
please dun eat before you see tis sia... or else... YOU'LL VOMIT IT OUT!!! muahahaha...

http://www.noscruf.com/

NOSCRUF:
National Organization of Social Crusaders Repulsed by Unshaven Faces

waa seh sia! today is blow wat wind!!! can see tis type of person!

waa seh.... listenin to mr.Tsai being THE dj is really... hahahahhaha.... can keep pengs-ing the whole time... so nan de he so many stuff to tok about.... hahaha... keep rubbish-ing around... hahahaha.... say whu pretty and all... he is really so freaking HIGH last nite LOR. and damm freaking LAME.... cuz he keep tokin during when he play the song. wat the... hahahaha... sumore still wanna promo the song... he likes "angry" females arhs... hehehehe... sumore he complain no time let him talk. since he's the DJ and this show has wasted 2hrs of him time to host and he's not taking any money frm it... might as well take the chance to talk as much as he can... and he really keeps talking non-stop during the songs! wat girls with name "apple" all very 正~~ hahahaha.... XD

i tink xiao xian really cannot make it lor... even JR and meng zhe was better [even thou they oso very lame]... but with xiao xian was like........






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brrr..... really... and... WAT THE!!! first nite guest is energy... 2nd nite is leehom!!! LEEHOM!!! wat if they sing 心中无别人?!?! waa seh sia~ i can go bang wall le.... hahaha....

taiwan now blowing typhoon... and jz is there! hualian... she at hualian.... cuz tis afternoon i saw her on msn.... wat a great diff... msn... connects people around the world... =p

i tink masa juz spent like... 5secs promoting their concerts lor... -_____- lll

i today juz went sch for 3hrs... spent the whole mornin sinning and and pon-ed all the lec... im startin to feel guilty... i seem to be missing on alot of stuff now.... haiz.... on life and all... mmm...

wat the rubbish!!! dun like short forms!!! muahahahahha....

my sister... did a quite !!!!!! thing today... wat i juz wanna say... i wunt do watever that bloody thing my parents are doing. cuz i suffered it before so i dun wan my sister to suffer it again. WTF.





if i had money... i wld spend it on music lor...


but the point is...


i dun have it.




*sadded*



the world is big and far and deep. no knowing wat u'll meet the next moment.

ok. YAHS. ITALY WON... hahahaha... big drumstick muz be having major celebrations... hahaha... too bad they didnt choose today to go on wan yu... hahaha...

anyway. its ok with me to see them 5 with new stuff, new outifts and styles... afterall its the music that counts... but... sometimes... its really darn hilirous LOR... *pengs* i tink arhs... mr.chen is finally realizing he NOT young... and u realize? he keeps changing his pattern... as if finding a style most suitable for his age... now... as what i've observed:


the first... yahs... erms...




yah lor... everyone has a past... and they're cute looking that way wat... hehehehe...




ren sheng hai hai! the best one i like de... not tat round tat time and very gold... hahahaha...



tis time i oso like... during time machine. but... yahs... life too good le... XD




cute rite!





here come the start of the PATTERNS:




bin jiao cannot be messy!






i seriously DONT like the towel lor~






and the hat also









but it was also the hat which made me realize... he was... yahs....
Swollenly Fat






just as i tot he was goin to give his hair a rest...


he decided to try something else:









ok lah... actually... i pretty like the specs... hahaha... kinda cute... yes, it fits the book, being the rock poet,
摇滚诗人 aka

五月天的单飞了的主唱

阿信 陈信宏

but hor...




这会不会太 over 了?!?!




i personally tink its quite over... hahahaha... its juz... OFF lor... dunnoe why...


hahahah... above has been a darn bo liao-ed post... cuz sam ask me to blog more.

Hana Yori Dango is really cool! got time go and watch on uTube! Arashi~ hahaha... and arhs... ai qing mo fa shi has FINALLY come to an end... even thou wasnt some WAAAAA-ed ending... but at last end le lor... til the end... i not very interested le... mmm... mayb cuz erqi and xiao bei GONE le? mmm... mayb lars... like gei dou tian wang... i very much prefered xia0 kui and duan yan hao togehter, rather than xiao kui with wei ying qi (as acted by renfu)... cuz afterall... i feel that duan yan hao love xiao kui more, much more than she loved herself and much more than wei ying qi love her. yah lor... like erqi~ used to love xiao bei so much... haiz...

anway... the BUN is OUT! muahaha... the real battle starts next week. cuz now all the 5teams left are all very good. milo peng was pretty cool tonite! loved their rendition of hao xiang fang jia... nice! lucify oso very cute! with their costumes... first day... yahs... i still prefer ashin, even thou he forgets alots of lyrics, but more powerful... lucify's lead sang well oso... but not POWER and HIGH enuf. Broids, at first really didnt like them. but they are getting real better week after week. J3... was cool too! something different... hahaha... play with the audience sumore... actually, soul really sucked tonite... their singing... yah lors... they better stick to their dance... singing is definitely their worse part... i admit it even thou ishi's inside... anyway... he looks more cute with black hair wat! hahaha... cuz he has to go back army so now with short hair.... but tis still pretty cute!

i need to slp now... WORK 2MR!!! LATER!!!

to the world you might be one person.
to one person you might be the world.

for a teacher who changed many tiny parts of our lives with his words and actions.

he is going to be so freaking elated if italy wins later.... hahahaha... XD

photos Up! check it out!!
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/38

fri was last apel lesson.... actually nt last lah... but next week is oni those whu haven fufil the attenance den muz go de... fri... hahahah... my class is really kui-Z sia!!! hahahaha.... my arm kenna hit until red 2days lor... hhahaha... we break for many hrs, den after lunch found some room to rot in... den play alot of lame games... hahahha... rem md play de in peach protein? like 5,10,15 tat one... but we dun hav yakut... so change to beat the arm there or 弹 ur ear... both damm pain lor! we siao liaoz... hahaha...

sat... was working... weiting's last day... den we slacked alot @ work... hahaha... realized the pantry got so many types of tea sia! all we nvr try before de... hahaha... workin on sat is pretty errie... cuz the whole office no ppl... but very weird, after 5pm alot of ppl! dunnoe y... but dun see them doin anything de lor... like joke and smoke oni... =x

mango plus orange juice is nice! but muz buy from some stall who dun dillute the juice. if nt really nt nice.

malaysia trip... ppl... any reccomandations for hotels @ KL or nt? decided nt to try the train service... mmm... my dad said lots of scary stuff about trains... and is ONE DAY of traveling lor! not like jit say de... 2hrs.... 骗人~

Haado gei aka hard gay... got appeared in hana yori dango lehs!!! muahahaha.... if u look more carefully... hahahhaha...

yes, i really do think so.

Hanazawa Rui. Makino. Domyouji.

there are some people, whom you'll only meet once in your life time.
yet you'll remember it forever.
there are some people, whom you'll meet them every day in ur life.
but it'll never occur to you to take a good look at them.

whom have you missed today?
how many people did you pass today?
what made your emotions churn in your stomach today?




p.s.

I KNOW WHU HE IS LE!!!!
he's from arashi rite!!! muahahahhahaha XD

真的吗?

如果说，等待
就能等到幸福，
等到永远的永远，
等到那个爱你的人，
真心爱着你的人吗 ?

难道世界上就真的没这一回事 ?

你们的心里真的有那么多怨气吗?世界又和你们那里过不去了呢?真的需要怀着那么多的怨气来面对这个世界吗?你的一生中可以活多久呢?难道你都从没那么想过吗? 把人生中那么宝贵的时间在那么无聊的言语和行为上。。。。。。。


你受的了吗?!?


你又评什么那样的批评着我的人生? 不理智，有没证据，简直就是你想要怎样随便说你就随便说。你评什么??? 你说啊!!!


世足赛。
团长与主唱。
撕杀。
XD 真想看。

i seriously think that the mai lai luan intro which guai shou played wrongly de is the one from singapore final home... rehersal...

I SERIOUSLY THINK SO.

im feeling... good... hahahahaha... maybe it's from the MV?

people, check tis out:
http://www.imayday.com/mms/first_day_mv.wmv

hahahaha... y so high lehs? cuz my sis spotted me inside... hahahahha... even thou its oni like... 2secs? hahahhaha... and shijie is so totally darn cute lor! hahahaha.... XD

and arhs... hope that the thailand trip is on.... please.... tor lor ehs... hope that everyone finds a great job and earn plenty of $$$$$$$$ so we can all go.... PLEASE??? and arhs.... find me some more single people! i dun wanna end up with a bunch of attached people on the trip!!! hahahaha...

today started w damo... ok lar... like tat lor... can survive... since i dun need to watch it 6times... hahahaha... chae-oh looks quite qian bian, to speak the truth... i wanna sub my beloved! hahahaha... i prefer rain to some acient show... hahhaha... YES. that RAIN who has asthma attacks whenever he dances... hahahaha... he's cute in that show! =p

KBOX ON SUNDAY!! jiali treatin!!! hahahha (joking... no treat... is she help pay first)

tonite, italy VS germany... even thou im no fan of world cup... i still hope those who bet can win some $$$.... hahahaha... den can give me a treat!

*muahahahaha*

有些事，就是会在你不留意的时候发生。
虽然不愿意，却也没办法阻止。就这样让它发生了。
我也不想的。但我却没有能力去阻止。只能默默的忍受着一切的后果。


小说 [阿杜&林俊杰]
有些故事就在平凡中被传说
爱到是其中一个最重要的理由
其实你我都经历过
最难的就是舍得
舍得让她挣脱你的手

长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么笑怎么做怎么走
这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不知为何泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
找回我自由

谁的故事让你忍不住很难过
谁的故事让你忍不住很难过
会想想自己若是他该怎么生活
在无常的风风雨雨
人变的自做自受
困在爱里得不到解脱
得不到解脱

长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么笑怎么做怎么走
这结果任你左右
我沉迷在小说
我不知为何泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
找回我自由

长夜就像小说 结局留在最后
怎么笑怎么做怎么走这结果
任你左右
我沉迷在小说 不禁为他泪流
任他哭任他笑任他过在其中
找回我自由


actually i spent a "quite" meaningful weekend. chiong-ing opsy proj.... yes... now i know more about MAC OS X (Darwin)....

i tink being lonely makes one grows up?

watever. high school musical's Zac Efron is cute... hahahaha... Maybelline! i know YOU'RE watchin him kaes! and i admit... he's freakin cute! hahhahaha... XD

认错[优克李林]
作词:李骥 作曲:李骥
I Don't Believe It 是我放弃了你
只为了一个没有理由的决定
以为这次我可以 承受你离我而去
不必让你伤心 却刺痛自己

一个人走在傍晚七点的台北City
等着星空就像黑夜一样的来临
IHate Myself 又整夜追逐梦中的你
而明天只剩哭泣的心

怎么才能让我告诉你我不愿意
教彼此都孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定

我要告诉你我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定

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So... does the world need a savior?



the world does need a savior... and we've been calling out for one so darn often... that god must have gotten tired of us and decided to leave us alone =X

watever. i need a savior... hahahahaha... i ADMIT im usless kaes~



i watched the movie lah... cousin got discounted tix... $7 for a saturday show w free popcorn and drinks. had been wanting to watch this show... after i and sufen saw the CF while watchin posedion... firstly, cuz i think he's cute:

ok. i like guys with specs... hahaha.... with THE geeky look... hahahaa... as for the movie... erms... mmm.... the "punch" is too weak? i guess.... but it does not have the "very long" feeling when u sit inside and watch. the show bout 2 n 1/2hrs.... but feel like 1hr+ oni... mayb cuz i was expecting something much BIGger? cuz like the baddie oso not very bad... ok oni... no too much violence or blood or screaming... hahahaha...

humans... im sure when we reach a point of danger we can do wat we usually cannot, to protect the ones we love, to protect the things we love... and after that... it usually makes u wake up and realize and apperciate lots of things around u... but... why not start now? start apperciating stuff around ya... cherish everything more...

anyway.... i got my SHIRTS from ninchan le!!!!! WoOoOoHoOoOoOO!!~ hahahahaha... so strictly speakin, i did went shopping... and spent $116.50... mayday... has becum a very expensive hobby... YIKES... but hor... ITS ALL WORTH IT!!! reminded me of yest nite when mr.masa was SPEECHLESS.... muahahahhaha.... ORZ... speechless kaes!!! first time every! hahhaha... when masa meets tian xin... he cannot le... hahahaha... as wat i saw someone of forum wrote: 遇到美he cannot handle XD

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