by the rate im going... hahaha... i dun know how im going to survive. bout 1hr later. im goin to go take cab. to jz's house. den to the airport. den to hk. den....

who knows wat will happen there?

i dun even am sure if i can survive it all. but still... give it a try?

dear god, pls bless everyone here well n safe... i love and treasure everyone in my life, for being there. even if they are juz being there n nt doing much....

i mayb freakin tired but i still know wat the heck im saying.

tomorrow is the day. guess wat im doing nw? got FIVE hours break at sch.... cuz i went for add/drop. which means...timetable change again lors. haiz~ change here change there. change my oopg oso. sianx. dropped the sub, DSAG...data structures... den add WWNK, wireless networking thingy. i juz dun wan late one sem grad...sianx. DUN LET ME DO THAT...please~ tor long.

erms. pr went HK tis morning liaos. now she there. 2mr we meetin her. DAMMIT. miss by few inches.... ok... sorry~ is miss by few hours. kekeke....haiz~ this is fate lars. sianx. i dunnoe lehs. like that lor~

things to buy.
SIX pandan cake.
LIGhtsticks.
Contact lens Solution.

today is rachel's bdae. sumore is oso ai mei's... hehehehe... sumore late i goin babysit rachel. now wanna blog but nt in the mood. like alot of things need to pack but dunnoe wat to bring/wear. sudden like very sianx. hahaha...mayb cuz today morning too high liaos. den all energy all use finish. this mornin. our class, c121 finally UNTIE liaos~ after one sem.... now WE'RE back together. even thou APEL2 is morning 8am lesson. our whole class was there. nobody miss~ hahaha... i really darn miss our class....as a whole. our class is like... freakin close... hehehehe....

oh yah. even thou zy doesnt read my blog now.
to my secondary friends. except for sufen. i dont really care nows. i dun care if i need to be the bad person. you all keep saying me immature. HOW ABOUT YOU ALL? are the lot... ok. i juz say names. SAMANTHA AND ZHEN YING. better than the whole world worrying bout wat the freak im talking about. to you two im forever petty and immature. right. ARENT YOU TWO QUITE THE SAME ALSO?!? fark lars. even i no guy like, no guy want. at least im better than to keep acting in that way. if the whole freakin world is telling there is a prob,you juz treat as of the whole freaking world is immature and tking bullshit mahs? even if wat the person tells you if not the total truth. then it muz be someway you react or behave to let ppl deduce their conclusions. FREAKIN ASS.... basically, the problem is, you dont see that there's a problem.

anyway. i chose my elective liaos. so zhun~ same class as sk. erm... is physco.... and... yest got a damm lame-o test... hahahhaha.... i really LOVE red ridding hood... muahahahah~

oh yah. tonite wan yu SURE got mayday... and.... RENFU COMING BACK TO HOST WAN YU!!!

woohooo!!~~ PRAY pray dun is JR tonite...SHAN WEI!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!

TWO
MORE DAYS!!!

i tink. mayday will FLIP if they read wat we are MSN ing every nite...

anyway.
SHAN WEI REPLIED ME ON HIS BLOG!!!
muahahahhahaha!!!! cuz i was the first to comment. sumore i type in eng... cuz i dunnoe hw to day in chinese. but he understood! so his eng muz better than sun xie zhi's. hehehehe... amazed tat i can get so exicted by this.

wanna know at he said. juz read his blog... kekeke.... HIGH.

long time nvr update blog. [actually is 1 day oni lahs. cuz yest at work so no update]. yest nite reach hm juz BOOM on the sofa... sleep til 10pm den wake up go watch wan yu. hahhaha... i seriously tink tat Jolin very bu shue awei. COME ON. i know your a tian hou. is there a need for tat kind of expression~ but awei damm cute arhs... hahahha... see hw he blush n paiseh u know liaos. haiz~ miss him.

now im begin to do 心里建设 for FH and HK.... cuz dunnoe hw i'll be feeling after tat mans. the after part is more diffcult to pass than the waiting part. sians. but still... CANT BELIEVE IM GOING HK TIS SAT! AND TODAY IS THURS!! WOOHOOO!!~

ONE MORE DAY.

happy Birthday to masa!

yah lar~ masa oso not bad. u juz dunnoe how good his writings are... hehehehe... i discovered the fact that they're bi from there de... hehehehhe =X

today was ok... hahaah... during com skills, tcher was askin us, wat is success. i said is achieving wat you want. den she ask me give example. u know hor~ first class muz give very fake answer de. i said:

"To get a diploma"

PUI!!! Hahahha... u know hw fake tat is lars~ actually i is wanna say... want to get married... but like abit too over for the first lesson... so, thus the fakey answer. too late liaos. tell ur arhs. once sch reopens. i'll b bloggin like SIAOS... everyday can blog twice sia.. cuz boring mahs. oh yar. pls pray to god for lots of $$$$$... cuz im spending like siaos. =x oh yah~ on the 5th day of countdown, something happened.. hhhahah.... got me dreamin again. BUT. it has nothing to do with mayday or one-night-stands. =X

3 more days to
SATURDAY!

im sufferin from a freaking pain headache... sians... sumore now the lesson is operating systems. something which sounds cool, the tcher's voice is smoothing, but i dunnoe wat farkingly thingy he's teaching. im like... totally BLUR... sucks... as for add/drop... mayb i'll juz take cds.., cant take another subject cuz oreadi pass the limit of 25 CUs... sianx... take CDS dunnoe wat will i kenna. sianx... 2mr Masa's birthday! cool sia... school reopens... sucks to the core. i tink yest nite was the first nite of so long tat i slept be4 12am.

i really freakingly dislike school. but im goin to hk tis sat!

juz now i read wat wonfu's xiao ming wrote. the thingy which masa recommanded us go see. super farnie sia... hehehe... he said tat, if mayday's ashin is an apple, he would be a mango. as for the details, pls go read urself lah.

wonfu changed their lead singer. zi ran zuan disbanded.
there is no forever. tat time i rem my ma telling me. dun worry lah. ur mayday wunt de. who knows? there's no forever in reality. nothing ever stays same forever. to ppl who bu xue alot of stuff, think again. we only live once.

opps. tcher comin. hav to get back to works.

do i need to say more?

5 more DAYS!

ok. i do believe i have to say more. freakin sat. sell WALSH. not WALL'S. freakin difference lor. and... im damm tired.

and i did up my timetable.

i shall leave it all to fate bahs. till i walk into any classrooms. den c who in the room. bloody tp... dunnoe hw the hell they plan timetables. freakin barbie.

it's so tempting! all the 4 new tees! bloodyarse... i need to have more $$$.... if nt... waa kaoz. i tink in my whole life. this period is the time i spent the most money lor! sumore... i worked the damm lot of holidays lor! dell, subber, promoter.

today i at cold storage met this guy. cold storage staff de lah. he super sia, 25, got hse, gt car, gt motor. he m'sia. hahaha... when i tell sufen, her eyes almost light up. but he malay... hahaha...

singaporeans.
we need to be more proud of ourselves and our country.

镜子里的他好像特别的遥远

记得不， 我不记得了。

那天，我又想起了他。
橙色的。粉红色的。黑色的。红色的。白色的。
下雨的。阳光的。闪电打雷时的。艳阳高照的。

雨伞下。背影。闭上眼睛。
沙滩上。海边。闭上眼睛。
蓝天下。悬崖。闭上眼睛。

也许。不是他吧?

HK FH
6 days

我的心碎能说给谁听.

not all my stuff and depression is caused by our dear bloody mayday lah. dun worry. on the 6th day of countdown to hk...

jz. u know how. during the past one hr. the number of FUCK can also hit the same amount you said today.

you say hate? you say love?

sorry. i rather be back blank and emotionless. den i wunt get hurt or be so zai hu so much. so damm much.

FAMILY?
what does tat mean?

Father And Mother I Love You.

ha.

so funny.

actually dun wan blog de. wanna go sleep. feel like dying.

stuff here.
yah. everyday see jz now... hahahaha... juz nw n yest met G... like long time nvr see pr. even thou juz saw her last week. like long time nvr see ah tah. but juz saw her last sat n we're on MSN every nite. sumore. now i on msn w ah deng.

and. WE ARE GOING TO BE TOGETHER NEXT WEEKEND!
你受的了吗?!

hahahha... i can... i dunnoe y. but now im more and more le guan towards this thingy called mayday. yest nite toked to sufen on phone for 2hrs+. she said i mayb lean too much on mayday liaos. after alot of things. you start to doubt too. about your belief. mmm... towards them. i should have know. its not the first time i've doubted liaos. when u reach some part of ur life. u surely will start to doubt de. its normal bahs. everytime when i start to doubt, i'll come back to the same conclusion. no matter what i'll continue believing. im navie? mayb bahs. i oso accept. come on! GIVE IT THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT.

why chose the hard way to live on? i dun care that much. i love mayday. love the feeling tat they let us feel. juz leave it this way. this moment.

面具
一切都是假象
不是你们想象
无所谓真假
社会本来就是这样
被误会又怎样
被相信又怎样
玩不起这游戏的人
就请靠边站
狗狗嗅觉非常灵敏
可以闻到很多东西
却又色盲黑白分辨不清
观众也就跟着相信
最重要的是对的起自己
不变的道理
高手过招是带着面具
谁能博得同情谁赢

我回家去 打作去修身养性
沉默的人最聪明
不做无聊的回忆

歹势

if he juz wants to fa xie. let him.
if he wants to fly. let him.
watever they dare to do to me.
nevermind.
i oreadi got mayday liaos.

INSIDE MY HEART.
that, is a fact that will never change.

mayday maybe is something tat we all wunt be able to give up believing in. even if u very much dun wan to. but mayb deep inside your heart, something will give u the strenght. bahs!

sp reopen sch. tp next week. and im workin like freaking hell for dunnoe wat. for hk bahs. u wan the rational me or the irrational me? i dunnoe wat i want. tat's a fact. ask me to stop feeling tat? how can it be possible? if nt you wan yurong to tink wat? besides tat i can oni think tat lor. u tink wat arhs.

i got my timetable. it's.... conclusion is, tat mayday better dun come singapore anywhere tis term. IF NOT I GO KICK THEIR ASS.... but... i dunnoe lah. i know im freakin blessed to get such a good timetable. can slack quite abit i know. even thou we're all in diff class, BUT C121! APEL we're still together! at least, at least! god will give u change when u need it. dun worry. we'll all SURVIVE. can de!

7 days to HK FH!

wanna post here. DAMM ZHUN LOR!

If Libra lies on your Descendant, you're searching for a romantic partner with an even temperament and a sense of inner harmony. Since you have Aries Rising -- a Sign associated with aggressiveness and action -- you seem to the world quite spontaneous, bold and assertive. Beneath the surface, though, you're a soft-hearted romantic who yearns to meet that special someone and settle down. Coupledom -- even with all its inherent benefits and aggravations -- profoundly appeals to you, the idea of sharing your life with one person resonating in your soul. When it comes to falling in love, you may at first seem blasé, too preoccupied and busy with your own dynamic lifestyle. You may even warn your potential mate of your roving eye or your need for freedom; once you've got their ear, though, you'll reveal your heart's true intentions. A mate keen on marriage and building a family will make you the most satisfied.

[harbour-plaza]

i today actually wanna go slp early de. cuz.... all my dark circles coming out liaos.

but this [NEWS] i dunnoe y i saw... haven even read find so farnie. SM... hahahha.... ok i know i bo liaos.

Your Moon is in Virgo
You are very sensitive, cautious, and shy about showing others your feelings. Though you may love and care for someone a great deal, you rarely express those feelings openly and freely. Very often your love for someone will be expressed by trying to help them, doing something tangible to benefit them, or serving them in some way.
It is also difficult for you to receive warmth, affection, or appreciation, for you often feel that you don't really deserve it or that "they don't really mean it". You can therefore seem rather cool and aloof, much more so than you feel.
A deeply ingrained critical attitude often makes you difficult to live with. You need to learn to be gentler and less of a perfectionist with others and with yourself.

VIRGO LEHS... how! die le~ hahahhahaha...



i still dun believe. sumoe sum ppl still tag n say ashin is ZHUANG... liar... hahahaha...
alot of things wanna blog. not in the mood now. but still.

9 days to
HK FH


如果要让我活，
请给我快乐苦痛。
我从不怕爱错，
只怕没爱过。

想要发泄也不是这样吧~

in such a GOOD mood now!
YEAS!!!

ah deng, dou say liaos...
mayday fans suffer frm extreme emotions. too fast depressed and too fast HIGH-ed.

好开心!

sorry. been too depressed in my last post. yup. 7 hrs later, i feel that...

it has not happened yet. watever that is, leave to till when it's gonna happen. we stil have HK FH right? enjoy the present, isnt it?

Dare to dream. dream big and far. tats wat they're singing so loudly. dare to believe in the impossible. and... be happy this very moment. even if the sky chooses to fall the very next moment, den u wunt regret wat you have did.

在这一秒，快乐最重要。

第35750篇回?： 怪?
?自 221.136.80.185
?於 2006-04-15 05:35:06

五月天
?取名字的?始很荒?地??它定任何意?
以至於到七年後的?在
?是有很多的解?

?的一????
五?人的???
你?我的回??
我?的未??

?去??在
?在?未?

一但有了?想的翅膀就?吧
?向?於你的天空
哪怕摔的粉身碎骨痛
快之?又何?之有?

音?是什??
其?我?都不清楚
而我努力地探索著...

??????
且?我?聊地?一句

?我屁事...

yah. everyone decipher it differently.

it's not who the person who said it wat so important anymore.
i knew and accepted it very early. they will disband. someday, somehow, somewhere. why muz it hav to be in tis way?

something had been simple at first. not juz "something". pardon me, it's everything. so it muz be multipied and made confusing. when a "liking" becomes so not simple.

why do i like him?
why do i like them?

WHY?

whenever i come to this. H-A-H-A. now. i cant answer. "it's juz music tat simple." cuz... mayday never was music tat simple. it was juz something, some feeling, which made everyone believe. u know tis word... "BELIEVE". wat a joke now. i cant even believe. isnt tis suituation familar? dun ask me to believe in something which even u doubt.

which isnt good. when... u start to doubt.

every painful.... to be held at gun point to ask u to grow up.
NOW.
INSTANTLY.

yah. of cuz, i can tink in another way.
nothing is comfirmed yet. maybe we are imagining too much. pepople DO change mahs. u have to accept. but, they might juz b frustrated over the media.

wat the kaoz eh.
i cant believe this thingy is affecting too much.
people, are u tinking the same thing?

but... if im not even affected by this. then you all should be afraid. den... nothing else can...

by spotlite:
poor monster, poor mayday.. and poor us fans, we cant do anything except wait for further movement....

guai shou's preparing us for it? i can totally imagining myself seeing news of him annonucing he's planning his own album. =X u can imagine tat? ='(

sometimes i'll tell myself. yes. i know wat kind of person he is. am i falling too deeply in it? am I? yes, i am. but... beside mayday. wat else can i believe in, in my small and pityFul and short live?

mayday?
is it short lived and beautiful when it'd appeared, juz like snow...
beautiful, breath-taking, yet short lived too?

dont get me wrong. i once, too believed that the "happy ever after" is forever possible... im sure. someplace deep in my heart im still strongly believing in it, forever, always.

but still.
thank you so much.
M-A-Y-D-A-Y.
for being there for us... the music.
and for slapping me so hard for me to wake up.

but sorry.
i wunt.
i will continue to dream.
HARD AND WELL AND LONG.
juz to prove you all EVEN MORE WRONG.

会不会有那么一天。
你会开害怕你爱上了的是谁。
要发生的事总是要发生的
避免不了
逃避不了
一定。。。面对。
我最不喜欢的一件事
怎么能够淡然的接受
我。不懂能不能。

我越来越不能。
淡然的接受。
怎么会一大早就看到那么令人感慨的事情呢?!

cuz.
i never belong anywhere.
mjr.
sam, may, yali, jk.
sk, nen.
poly.
family.

the first time i felt i belonged was... mayday.
not at home.

but. oso after tat i realized alot of things. opened my eyes to alot of things. to be fair. nt to be ignorant. not to... alot of thingys. like forcing you by pointin a gun at ur head, forcing you to wake up and grow up and... immediately. no time to wait or waste.

today was montage. was... great? ok lah... was not dissappointing. the juniors may nt have our standard. but they were very unique by their own way. hahahaha... i felt tat... esp when i watch until the end there. i felt very proud to be from manjusri. we are special. i almost can see samantha sniggering in front of the computer liaos. i dun know y. dun ask me.

sufen asked me. why am i always giving in and giving in. what i am to do? get angry n pissed off so wat? no one will ever know, or try to understand how u are feeling. NO ONE bahs.... but still... thanks maybelline. i missed toking to you.

i cannot give in and in forever. when i pissed off and start shooting away, i was deemed as petty. maybe its not a very big deal to sam. but it really hurt me alot. it hurt me alot knowing that ppl can meet by themselves... after i spent so much bloody time and call and sms to confirm everybody wanna go where, do wat, eat wat. others they juz throw a word say... eeeewww~ plan until liddat. huh? y liddat de. dunnoe wan to go where eat leh. huh, u never plan activities for the night ah. i want to play more late leh. ur waste my time de. juz come and eat and wanna go home so early arh. y liddat de.

YES. I WANNA ASK YOU.
WHY WAS IT LIKE THAT?

i oso dunnoe. u hav to accomodate to everyone's likes and dislikes. everyone's sechdule. and it muz b fun n fulling. not juz like shopping. SAM. not everyone derive happiness and fun from shopping. for one, I DO NOT. so, am i supposed to go and smile at ur and go shopping and spent money and laugh n giggle with your when i obviousy farking hate it?

u ask me why i so petty.
den why are you oso too?

straight forward is sam's speciality.

its mine oso.

but juz tat i dun show it too often. sam. sometimes straight forward is too overboard. your words are freaking damm farking assholed hurting. and you dunt feel it. for one, im hurt. i dunnoe. if u are so damm bu shuang, juz take it that im petty. i cannot take it liaos. in the past. i could. juz it was juz sam. sam didnt say it to hurt ppl. she juz spoke the truth out. but the truth sam spoke tat time was still reasonable. but now. wat sam said. is not very reasonable liaos.
and. it really hurts alot to hear you say me tat way.

come on. TELL ME WAT TO DO.
give a slap and walk off thus ending another friendship? even thou im angry enuf to slap. but i still dun wanna let go of any friendship.

talking a problem will NOT solve it.

who knows. maybe even god doesnt know.

and another thing. sk. it's not juz bein affected by u oni. the para comin. from someone else oso.

love? what is love?
hahaha... y sometimes it's seems more like the yearning for someone to b by your side. to hold you. tell you everything's ok, alright. even if the sky were to fall nothing is going change [fark lah. whu believe]. 失去自己的形状。
我。不知道。 不明了。
wat is got feelings for another person?
haiz. feel tat he can b by ur side. to hold you. take ur hand. wait for your call late in the nite. smilling at the memory of him juz walking along the streets.
buahahahahahha.
wat the hell am i tokin about.

MUAHHAHAHAHA.

guess wat im doing early in the morning 3am? mayday lah! hahahaha...
conclusion one.
oni monster n stone changed their clothes. hahaha. cuz ashin, masa n ym still wearin the coat.
conclusion two.
monster muz hav bought his clothes in s'pore. or m'sia. hahaha~ ketchupy! izzit u bring him go buy de~ now like malay guy lor! hahaha...
conclusion three.
monster oso look abit swollen.
conclusion four.
nobody pays attention to masa. poor thing lehs! u know when he hold mike tok bout concert. ym. look right side. ashin, look up and smile at dunnoe wat thingy. stone, look on the floor n blur. monster, face green cuz helpin masa hold alot of mikes. hahahha... but they very got mo qi. when masa tok until important part all got nod head. =p
conclusion five.
MAYDAY SHOULD TAKE A REST.
start ING now til hk... waa kaoz eh~ by then surely oreadi pengs liaozx. i dunnoe how they can manage such a feat.
conclusion six.
monster really know how to tok man. see how he discribes when the reporter asks him bout the guang zhou FH, which is HIGHLY possible, impossible liaos... he says, it's the rainy season so not adivced to hold. and. they're continue to yan jiu [explore] the posibilities of holding guang zhou FH. so nicely put!
conclusion Seven.
I HEAD ASHIN'S CANTO!!! hahaha!! pr!!! i know wat u mean liaos!
gor hai zu yum, ah seng.
tai ga hou.
hou dor leng zai leng leou.
and... i cannot catch his last line. did he say tat he's very happy? hahahahaha....
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ew260ItgjEs
i shall start my canto learnin journey frm him. hahahha! if it's wrong, dun blame me... hahahha. cuz he's a bad example.

HIGH ING.

actually i dint plan to blog today.
firstly.
spilt milk. i dunnoe is it dried or sour. but since it's spilt. dun regret tat u poured it out. accidently, or on purpose. wat's done has been done. if it wasnt meant to be... den heaven will arrange you to met another. some ppl go tru many to reach the final one. becuz y? it's hoped tat u grow durin the process... or.... nt give up. each process to make u stronger. make ur belief next time stronger. nt to discourage you to stop loving.
if you never give it ur best shot, u'll never reciece wat u expect. mayb even if u felt tat u gave n gave until ur empty and didnt get anything back. wait, stop, pause. are you sure bout that? im sure there's something to be learnt. surely, something... be sure and confident bout that fact. really.
for others who hav been waiting for the only one... they'll meet him surely, in the end... no matter how hard, how long it takes. surely... will meet the person, who's there at the other end, oso waiting for you.

second.
i nvr expect yest wan yu to hav such a big effect. yest's wan yu... got some voting thingy... say awei is the most violent one... and others oso keep addin to it... and... it went overboard. to me. it did. cuz sometimes it's juz adding too much color to a little fact. enlarge it until that it isnt true.
his strenght may be BIG but i believe... HE'LL NEVER BEAT HIS WIFE... u see shan wei frm ago u'll know liaos. who'll believe that he'll beat his wife? he is abit da nan ren, but not to the extend to hit his wife or wat. see how protective of his future other half u know liaos. mmm.... u know y i suddenly said this? cuz... i saw his very depressed blog post... haiz. sometimes... wan yu's too overboard. ppl like the production team n JR. they say it's for the entertainment effects. WAT THE... PUI.... sometimes it's juz too overboard.

stop addin stuff on the facts... juz becuz u THINK so.

how much can you hate or love something? it's so not not NOT reasonable anymore. it's juz plain UNreasonable.... juz plain. when ppl start to roll their eyes and ask you to SHUT YOUR BLOODY DAMM MOUTH up... u still act cute n smile... kaoz eh. never let me see JR on the streets. if nt he'll get a bloody scolding from me... i dun care even if it's in the middle of ochard road. PUI.

lucky later's montage... gettin to see ppl, maybelline, sam, yali, Jk, sherry, sufen... hahahah~ asked sk to pass nenx her bdae present. NENX. listen properly hor~ dun need to fall in love w them... hahaha~ and... yah

VOTE ON PLEASE. on my taggy.
now is.
PR. zhuang.
G. Swollen Fat.
JZ. nt clear.
ah Tan. Swollen.
Maybelline. Swollen
Sam. Fat
ZY. Fat

so now is... FAT vs SWOLLEN oni... hahaha...


Monster really likes to do this man~ hahaha...

and, why GS is a pair w Ketchupy

becuz they both like to mop the floor... or... they both like to stay at hm durin sundays to mop floor [tis is by Ah Tan... aka Ketchupy, not me]

in celebration of the 200th post on imwaitin.blogspot.com

ok lah... sorry i hav nothing better to do... hahaha...
KETCHUPY... WHY when i wanna find u but u nt online~ kaoz eh~

kaoz eh~ cant believe i can HIGH on juz mayday till now! 1.50AM! frm 11pm HIGH til now! omg.... how can they be so bloody damm shuai.... at times.... hehehehehhe.... and... i found tat chicken feather's blog. OK I KNOW IM SLOW... hahahahah! but he bloody pi gu arh~ s'pore changi airport look very old~ kao eh~ u more old arh! =X

see my mayday so handsome?


ok.... sorry wrong photo~ hahahaha.... IM GOIN CRAZY!!! OMG!
cows~

i admire how ppl can worship them so much...
hey boy, is
WORSHIP


and. i found out that ketchupy really is ONE PAIR with monster... MUAHAHAHAHAHHA....

chalet pics:
http://thanks.multiply.com/photos/album/32

p.s.
JIALI. oni me can call him Ai Mei~ hahahahha... cuz i gave him the name =X
p.s.s.
ASHIN really IS fat... muahahhaha

either he is fat... or he is swollen...
hahahhaah~ choose ONE... and TAG...
=X

came back. one day oni... hahahah.... we oni had 5 people! hahaha... me, sufen, jiali, wei sheng and ai mei... hahahha!! so gao xiao... in the end...

got lah. sherry came. for a while den she had to go home cuz she cant stay overnite. i tink hor... muz let me continue HIGH de.... cannot let me rot there... if not i'll wan to sleep. let me continue HIGH dun stop den can... hahahah. we started bbq real early. i tink cuz everyone of us... me, jiali n wei sheng hungry liaos. sufen n her ai mei juz keep tokin n tokin non stop.
waa... really got the mood. i tink it's the 1st time i got chalet... or bbq... sumore oni 2 days one nite buy SO much things lor! mmm... and we that stretch really alot of ppl. the one to our right was some ppl havin class chalet... and they really very DI-AO [jay style] lor!

i tink its the first time i see so many hotdog... like waana feed pig liddat... opps~ =X hehehehe... and after the food we started slackin alot... take farnie photos. den.. play cards. the forfiet is drink half cup water... den changed to drink jusTea... cuz we buy too many juzTea... hahaha.... he keep losing! den me, weisheng n jiali keep winning... hahahaha~ i tink he rang us lah... or muz be my luck super good... hahahaha... when i HIGH... i really SUPER HIGH... i muz admit... I ADMIT LAH... hahahah~ den we started watchin VCD... we take the mattress and close the door. all lie on mattress on the floor...
den bout 3am++ ai mei left. den we continue slackin. but ask me lie on the floor too long watch the que sheng... i oreadi watch be4 liaos! more and more sleepy... but they oso gave up at the 2nd disc... wanna come up and scare me but failed. succceded in makin me wake up fully. hahaha... u need some ppl who really likes to clean up in the mornin sia~ while the 3 was sian-ing there... i was the only one clean up. hahaha.... but the rain in the mornin was nice! makes the weather n air so nice and fresh.

pic:

super big flower!

got nothin better to do lah! i know! but... MAYDAY REALLY GOT ALOT OF SONGS MAN! kaoz eh~ first time i felt... WHY THEY GOT SO MANY SONGS!


as for mayday....
when they start wearin tis bunch of clothes... they'll continue wearin it everywhere! alamak! hahahahhaa~~~
like the black coat with white shirts. first was the TVBS hua zhong qu cong awards. den was lee hom's concert. den... every where oso wear that... tk rock oso rite? hahahaha~ even to CHINA! hahahah~ they shld b at xia men now rite~ mmm...

oh YAR! lucky i got bring speakers.. hhahahha~ keep blasting the wu bai's 墓仔埔也敢去 over the speakers! hahahaha! two chalet away oso can hear! SUPER HIGH DE LOR!

也曾开心 也有失落
蝴蝶飞出了潜水钟
我却还在原地停留
留不住时间
总是后悔的我

我不要一生就这样
到最后一生就这样
这样的我

这样的
勇敢的我
单纯的我
复杂的我
冷的我
热的我
无聊的我
懒惰的我
总是怀疑的我

讲了又不听
听了又不做
做又做不好的我

那天真 的幻想
如今都到哪里躲藏

yup. i changed blogskin... hahahaha~ mmm... settle with tis one now bahs! ur can slowly fugure out how to use durin the weekend... hahahha~ cuz i goin chalet

as for the song. it's 我
as wat G said... our theme song for our traid... hahahaha~ but... tis was oso the opening song for the TK rock perf. i really so darn like the TK rock stage! same as i like the screen for the zhi zu concerts and frm lee hom's concert. where the screen divide in 5 parts with each diff members face... and keep changing and changing and changing.... woa~ tat one see liao very blur... but very nice. really. anyway. i stupid n irritatin sister is rushin me to give up the com... fark her... hahahahah~ blog later... or if i forget... blog when i come back lor~

我一直都觉得，抓太紧会痛。
还是。。。我已经痛到没感觉了

看着别人
我投降了

我没办法
那么迷恋
没办法
那么付出

也许
我更爱自己

爱自己的人是孤独的。

firstly...

NENX ARHS... OLD LIAOS!!!

im so qi dai my bdae at the end of the yr... muahahahahaha~~~ when everyone's of legal age.... den even i hold countdown party oso: OK L'A!~

juz now went minds.. long time nvr go. nvr play games... juz tok tok lor... hahahah... miss cambodia... miss the food. not the food actually, is the atmosphere during our lunches and dinners... huai nian! when you are young... you do things which u old liaos wunt do de... hahahahaha~~~ like mixing coke with chinese tea... woa! long time nvr taste that liaos man! mmm... mayb tis yr cambodia outing we should try that... hahahaha~
mmm... am out of a job currently... till the hotelier tapes get ok... nvm! since i need the sleep oso... like long time nvr sleep until zi ran xing oreadi! so qi dai towards it... muahahahahaha~~~

life is like this rite? im not sure whether i like it this way.... yes... passing so fast... fast until you cant catch the tail of nothing.... meaningless... aimless... live for the sake of living..... sumore... im some one who cant stand excitment...

if anyone of us were to write a story about mayday... i think... it'll be even more exciting than any fruit or number magazine... we think too much. sometimes i wonder it's good or not.

靠~
不要为了几句话就否定了全世界

we also have lives of our own... we dont live by your way and your rules... sometimes i also get fed up of people screaming into my ear for no reason.

why must we all live by rules and regulations?
why must i bow and smile to fate?

FATE

what the cows

i dont want to. do you hear me?
I DON'T WANT TO

what is right and what is wrong? paituo! there's no line between that two... dont you know that? differeniate between they two?

go to hell... it's easier.

如果有一天，我对你说，我想要离开了
多么希望你强求
多么希望你挽留
不要给我那自由

我不要

你有在读吗?
我不在乎了。

今天在完娱看到仁甫的私秘日记。在上海的。也许是真的。
要失去后才会懂得珍惜。

在MTV台看到了[一颗苹果]的MV。。。

有些人经过我身旁，住在我脑中，在我心里钻洞
有些人，变成相片，堆在角落，灰尘像雪一般冰冻

who am I in your life? another just passing body? why am I here missing everybody... when... the whole crowd.

one always not free
one in m'sia by herself and treats everyone like vermin
one which says she's not pissed off at us when she actually is
one changed sch to join another
one izzit still angry wat happened ages ago

WHAT ON EARTH HAPPENED TO US???
what... long live friendship...

my FOOT
my ASS

today... juz now was april fool

hahahahaha!!! i very very much prefer wat they did tis year lor! i tink partly cuz they buzy with the tk rock... so no time go online and scare us like last time! hahahahahaha~~~ dunnoe wat i tok bout?

www.imayday.com/index.htm

it'll explain all... hahahahahah~ got to hand it them man! tink of such stuff... pei fu their webmaster~ but now no more ces't ci bon... change back to normal. like cinderella... mid nite change liaos! hahahahaha~

ya know? today taiwan kenna earthquake... 6++ u know!! very serious lor! when i saw the news very shocked dio lor! super shock dio!!! afraid that something happen to the stage or wat~ but in the end... the news was.... they too high until cannot feel it...

kaoz!

made me so darn worried in s'pore... but... TK ROCK WAS SO DARN FANTASTIC LOR!!! Cant believe im experiencing it here live over in s'pore~~ hahahahaha... high high high... except for his voice. i dun care... as long as he dun sing slow songs... i tink even pi pa gao cant help him lor~ he juz needs to take care of his body... tis one muz kao himself de!

today went K-ing with bihui n jiali~ hahahaha... i so long time nvr sing K liaos~ and Kbox got happy birthday! hahhaa~~ they put under "wu yue tian" sumore!~ hahahaha... depresion? i can get out de lah. mood swings... 2mr, i'll b in a bad mood again. muahahaha. watever. nite

NO CONFERENCE TONITE

wat the fark

i need a hole
i need mai lai luan
i need screaming and shouting
i need something to PUNCH

watever

ARRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!

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i dunnoe wat the freaking hell what am i upset at

kaoz

that's the thing which makes it more frustrated

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