touch me or come closer and i'll bite.

its seems like mood swing-ing very heavily... dunnoe... i was reminded of wat happened during my leadership n character class... the 2nd last class, we were playing this game. where everyone was given one picture... not suppposed to show other people. den we supposed to describe wat we're holding and den have to figure out how to arrange the pics on the floor facing down. and not supposed to let others see your pic.

i oni remembered... hahahah~ when a BIG bunch of leaders get together... everyone wants to do THE job... confusions and talking all over the room.... what did i do? keep quiet? yah... almost...

i shouted for everyone to shut up... let one person to tok. i tink was the biggest action i ever did during the whole darn module... hahahaha~

watever. who will get wat i mean will get.

so near yet so close.. hahahaha~ life is like this. god wunt let you get wat u tink wat u really. want... cuz maybe in the end... you'll juz realize tat all was not meant to be.. hahaha~ juz dream too much and tat's the consequences...

today afternnon rained... when i looked out via the company window... i like the rain... very nice.

sometimes dont expect too much out of life cuz 100% you'll get dissappointed.

BELIEVE THAT.

why if they had not met each other?
den i would not have met them
den i wld not have planned to dance the ji shi dance on grandma's bdae to make her happy
den i wld not have a handy topic at hand to chatter non-stop about
den i wld have more time to study
den i wld have scored better to go to another course
den i wld not have met c121
den i wld not have liked shi jie
den i wld not have met this bunch of kui-z people
den i wld not be dreaming of hotelier now
den...

i wld not want to go expo or airport or PS or marina or ochard or j8 and start remembering all kinds of weird stuff...

alot of things would not have happened
and...

maybe i could have led a much better life than before

but i dint

cuz i met them eventually. they met up. and played band togther. got discovered by rocks and released their album and survived til now after going to army and resting for 2 years and made gao gun ben shi the documentary which was bought by the national library and which my dad saw and borrowed and lay there with the attractive cover for me to notice and watch and fall so deeply into them and thus having topics to talk to people no matter which where i've met them, malay, or chinese, sec sch, dance, work, poly, relatives and... it goes endlessly on hor?

如果说了后悔
是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美
活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界
总要叫人尝伤悲

我不能了解 也不想了解

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦 那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你 发现了我
也别将我挽回

想了你一整夜
再也想不起你的脸
你是一种感觉
写在夏夜晚风里面
青春是挽不回的水
转眼消失在指间
用力的浪费
再用力的后悔



五月天成军日
3。29

what did ashin do the first thing after he take off his shirt?













he is SO darn worried bout his bin jiaos getting messy!

ok im juz being lame... hahahahaha... after HIGHING for the whole day. guo xi is to blame mostly... hahahaha... want to high? watch them sing wo ai xia tian in the morning... hahahaha...

hahahaha... which means ketchupy can have a darn high chance of getting guaishou's pick liaos... hehehehe... yea!!! ^_____^

ya know... im been watch alot of videos on youtube recently... watchin fews ago wan yu... haiz~ how i miss all those times... lucky ppl upload it on uTube.. den can watch again... and was watchin those CD i borrow frm ketchpy... news from tian kong zhi cheng...

monster crying
ashin so paiseh
masa fang kong
yanming blur
stone breaking

hahahah... they 5... so precious... so farnie... so memorable. as if i live tru the whole thing myself. is the ratio of happiness VS unhappiness 1:10?

today. went n gave sufen the present. hahahaha... i think her that expression... woa. is cannot be bought with $$$ de... hahahaha... peeps! chalet on 8.9 april. call me up kaes?

p.s.
can i take back my words abit. kaoz~ i juz read them saying... no... is ashin saying that some other place oso his 2nd home. chey. mayday oso pian ren de =p i tot mayday wunt do that... so oftenly like other ppl... hahahaha... go everywhere say is their 2nd home... PUI!~

oh yar... mite as well PO this:
BMC Episode one

hahahaha.. for ur info... BMC is brokeback mountain.. hehehe. YAH I HAVE NOTHING TO DO... but im sure they all got ai mei... hehehhehe... =p

yah know... first time tonite i missed the last bus... den took cab home. YES! I went to watch SUPER BAND.... hahaha... Ishi... can oni dance... can sing lah. ok oni... i like... the one... sing si le dou yao ai. YAR.. is the malay grp call juz-B... izzit arh? jian dan ai... the snoppy... ehs... alot lah.... ok lah. even thou got grps... i understand... but i really hope the winner will be a BAND lor~ as in... u know? got drums... hahaha... drums enuf liaos... hahaha. jokin lah. guitar... SCREAM!!!! hehehehe... need scream and shout and shake... and... u know... ROCK

n yah.... HK FH at last... GOT SOME GOOD NEWS liaoz... news of tixs... no hotel... watever. i dunnoe who the hell is readin my blog. but... WHAT THE HELL.... IM GOING TO SEE MAYDAY... u know? the 5 ppl~ and... SHI JIE!!! muahahahaha... hehehehe...

i 4gt wat i want to say liaos... watch them on wan yu last time... 2004... sorry arhs.

ITS TOO DISTRACTING LIAOS.... hahahaha~

my mind is suddenly in a blank...

i remember liaos.



this was wat happened. haiz~ sadded...
天下?不散之宴席
all good things will come to an end. but he'll be back. so it's not the end of it. im not blaming his leaving... cuz it's make alot of ppl realize how these 2 crazy people are so important to them

dun understand my infatuation with them two? dont try to... you'll never... cuz wan yu's more important than mayday... and it was earlier... and somemore it happened in the early stages... and most important stages of my life... when everyday felt like the end of the world that kind... hahaha.... you see the wan yu now and you can never believe what i have said. all of it. but if you watched wan yu 2 years ago... it might have been a different thing. for wan yu, forever it'll be shan wei ren fu... other than that... others are juz a replacement. 3.5 years.... wan yu... the first time they offically host was on 15 may 2002... so far away rite? mmm...

im tired.

very.

haiz. wat a dammit farker of a com i have. tell ya. if not for hk... mayb 2mr i go buy a new laptop STRAIGHT AWAY. and use my own $$$ buy le... den keep for my OWN USE... i found another aim. which besides than hk and taiwan. if the stupid thing tells me one.... kaoz... it juz told me again. YOUR COMPUTER IS IN DANGER. wat the fark.... more like u add more danger to it. fark.

things to announce:
1. Natas fair tis weekend. going
2. superband @ suntec sat 7pm. rem ishi is in... the grp name call soul.
3. sk performing... ballroom dancing with the disabled... ppl muz go support!!! 8pm comin sat at suntec... hall4.
4. sub papers finished. dont ask.
MAYDAY ING
5. I HATE MAYDAY
6. they nt going HK totally for march n april schedule... TOTALLY... and their concert's in hk. wtf.
7. s'pore FC cfm HK FH on 1st may. but 2nd may to be cfm
8. but straight after read on forum that some gal said both dates cfm in hk
9. ah deng nt going.
10. G nt going.
11. Im tired of wasting so much energy on them... by "OH" ing for the past few days.
12. TK rock in taiwan on 1,2 april. soadgreen. wonfu. wu bai. cheng sheng. MC hotdog. machi. zhang zhen yue. MAYDAY.
13. CONTINUE WORKING
14. renfu cfm goin china work. [kaos. dammit JR. i HATE him]
15. i found out i prefer the "real" ppl more than the "stage" ppl... eg. mayday VS 56.... see their concert know liaos. 56's... very "stage" lehs.... the 1st one no... but frm the 2nd one onwards... very "stage"... very 56... but not very 56 oso... mmm....
16. wang lee hom gai ban ED oso. so he's not under a very darn good company oso. HMMPS....
17. WTH.... BOOK oso can gai ban... KICK HIM. ur gt it? book... aka HAPPY BIRTH.DAY...
18. I need xtra $$$ to buy CDs... guang liang. lee hom. zhang dong liang. lin zhi xuan. NYQNL concert vcd.
19. i need $$$ to buy books oso... haiz~ even thou i juz read romance. that's for the eng part. that day i read this book... ehs... secret fire... haiz... long time never liddat... read until cry like dunnoe wat shit.. cry n cry n cry.... haiz~ mayb... juz mayb oni in the middle of the night den can find the courage to love urself more? mmm....
20. my friend frm poly... marressa... GOT IN SINGAPORE IDOL!~ hahahaha.... so happy for her... 1st one to got it oso! wish her good luck!

i love my traid members. i love my friends. i love mayday. and... you can kick me for watever i have said up there.... haiz.... dunnoe wat im toking bout.

today met up with my long lost sister, julian.... muahahahahaha.... dont on earth let him hear this. if nt he will KILL me arhs... hahahaha. me n him. not age which caused generation gap. is juz that... thinking diff. too serious... hahaha... serious in his way. but juz curious so i asked him when gettin married. ask sk... he almost choked on his food lors. hahaha... long time nvr see liaos... as usual... mayday is the best topic. even when the person dun like... oso very good topic for me to fa hui... which will always result in oni i tok den everybody listen. kaoz... need to go. 2mr got work...

HOTELIER...
HERE I COME...

ATTACK!

as relevant to the last post... hahahha... sexually stunning~ see what a got for trying a few more times?
Mayday --
[adjective]: Banshee-like

[noun]: A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult
[noun]: A person who has the ability to be invisible
[noun]: A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins
[adjective]: Tastes like fried chicken
[noun]: A human transformer (Robot in disguise)
[noun]: A person who is constantly high
[noun]: A lewd street performer
[adjective]: Visually addictive
[noun]: A real life terminator
[noun]: A dance involving little to no clothing
[noun]: A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever
[noun]: A beat poet working the streets


i tired until i keep getting back the same answers... hahahahaha.... super farnie lo~ some are quite true lahs... hahahhahaha... sorry lars. i hav nothing better to do... hehehehe... i blogged four times in a day lo!~

Y	Yummy
U	Unusual
R	Revolutionary
O	Organic
N	Natural
G	Gloomy

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Sky

xinrong. ning. yuerong

The place mayday 1st perf in s'pore~ yikes... now become like... wasted land liaos... hunted sumore~

sentosa really got such a place~ hahaha... but the walkway to there is too long liaos... hehehe... all shld go there! admission is free! hahaha...

http://thanks.multiply.com/photos

i suddenly rem... when we were on the way to find the garden. near the fountain there. we saw two man... not ghost lar!~ i tink is tourists. at first i tot they is speaking eng de... but u know me hor~ was speaking a mixture of eng n chinese to charmine... den speaking chinese to sufen... hahaha... then when we walked near the two man... i was asking sufen where the darn park was.. den the older guy asked me were we from jiang xi... JIANG XI lehs!~ hahahaha... diaosz~ i told him i was singapore... den the younger guy said that i dint sound singapore. diaoz~ but they refused to tell me where they were from... jiang xi? hahaha... mayb~

oh yar... the freaking mayday refuse to go to HK man! ass~ no HK in their schedule lor! all china china... bei jing. tian jing. shu zhou... WTF~ haiz.... we are all WAITING FOR THEM LEHS! DONT THEY KNOW IT!~~ u know juz nw i was listenin to one of the radio ashin went for his promo. COW COW COWS.... haiz~ feel so much like kicking his butt~ Final FINAL HOME hor~ hong kong hor? WTF~ worried sick ING...

haiz... and i checked my timing for my sub papers liaos. ya lah. i failed... hehehe... expected. since... i nvr did hold high hopes for anything. mmm... but leadership was a surprise. hehehe... ricky really worried for nothing. i passed! hahaha... it was a darn surprise to me also. heys... ppl who never fell before will not understand feelings of ppl like us... cuz they had always enjoyed a smooth path during their studies. they juz think that ppl like us are good for nothings. juz lazy and dont put effort in. you tink wat? do you feel that we still dare to hope after meeting with so many failures? ha. this is called no fate with books lahs. haiz~ im juz nt talented in tis area. =p i know lah. dun find excuses for myself rite?

p.s. ppl if ur cant see the third album on my multiply webby pls let me know. thanks~

yurong -- [adjective]: Smells like teen spirit 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Mayday -- [adjective]: Sexually stunning 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Mayday = sexually stunning?! muahahahahahhahaha!!~~

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1u-2vECPejY

好久没听到他唱歌

包子与泡芙 [志明与春娇]
包子最近他都很自卑 很受伤
越来越少人来捧场 阿~阿
泡芙最近人气超级旺 排很长
排的越长爱的越疯狂 阿~阿
有天泡芙他抓痒
抓到破皮看到
漂亮外表下 空空的模样

包子阿 其实你很棒
包子阿 你要有希望
泡芙很哄 你却更有营养 ha~ha
包子阿 其实你很棒
包子阿 你要有希望
泡芙很哄 你却像是巨龙 代表东方 ya~~

包子看来白白又胖胖
孩子们 都嫌弃他不够时尚 阿~阿
泡芙外表晒得很健康
打开了 却是空心和奶油内脏

everytime heard him sing until the "你却像是巨龙 代表东方" super farnie~ surely will rem pr~ hahaha... cuz he used his that voice to sing again liaos~

today went to sentosa with ning, yuerong, xinrong n sufen. we 5 go... hahaha~ u know when gt alot of gals in the house everytime want to go out will have a problem... LATE... hahaha... everybody slow slow slow... hahaha... den we went dw to find ning... den went to meet sufen. went cold storage buy stuff... a good thing when u go out with kids is that... will super high. cuz they all very high. beach... heys! i realized me n sufen the same kind de. now will start looking for places to hold our wedding... hahaha~ or at least take wedding photo places. we found a darn good place at sentosa... hahaha~ 2mr post pics... cuz i cant find the darn card reader~ i was tellin sufen... if i asked my husband to walk so far up to marry me~ i tink he'll knock my head and say im crazy arh~ hehehe... destroyed all romatic notions of that place... hehehe...

waa... u know. today juz nw sudden realized tat long time nvr go imayday liaos. den went up check their sechdule. when since ashin's sechdule becom mayday's sechdule... diaoz~ and i saw mojo... ok... going to break up liaos... cuz guo xi gt the letter for the pilot course rite~ hahaha... juz nw saw tat.. feel so happy for him! hahaha~ ok. i'm being bo liaos.

I like the way his neck is like~ reminded of the first perf at the taiwan golden melody awards:



他的外表下
到底藏了多少秘 密
脑袋到底装的是舍么
那么想要知道
却那么害怕受伤
他怎么总是那么有自信

I've been working. and hearing alot of stuff... haiz~ when you get too much of something... will be tired of it? i have no idea... I'm still searching. some people have someone with their side but yet they are striving under the pressure of critisim... some seems to have another by their side but yet they are in fact thousand of miles apart. some cant even dare to face their problems. as for those who think that they are alone... we expect more and more from people we care from.

what the~

haiz~ I have a surprise for one of my friend! ordered something for her... why i dare to write her cuz i know she wunt ever come to read my blog. so i can say it here.

You know renfu's going to china to film some show... so he'll leave wan yu... mayb it's that i've grown up liaos... it dint hurt that much when i heard that awei's going to leave last yr... 56's concert tis weekend. saturday. lee hom's last sunday... with them... wan yu? the standard is gettin like... yar... I HATE JR... it's not even juz dislike oni... more like HATE. hehehe~ dun ask me why. ask him to go back to the sunday slot. as ANYONE else to host on the weekdays... whatever juz do somthing that wunt let me see him in the week days.

Have been working past few days. thanks for the job. i know... its for the money.

一切尽在不言中。。。有很多话都很难开口



















i know i have nothing better to do... physically im ok... mentally... i need a heavier dose of mayday... hahaha... if not i dunnoe wat will happen... im like this. i think i'l b alrite after a while...

也许有些事从一开始就是个错误
不应该有开始
因为看不到结果
好想好想逃离这个疯狂世界
但却舍不得
这里那么多可爱的人

我是相信了
那又怎样

yesterday had dinner with them... at orchard mos burger... ok... im going to hk with a bunch of crazy people... there's always such a bunch of friends there you know? hahaha... cuz at first i dint believe in mayday when they spoke of such friendship... laughter and fun... hahhaha... now i believed liaos... when i saw this pic... to speak the truth i thought of chun zhen... haha... some lyrics with moon inside. then... today when i thought back...



脱下长日的假面
奔向梦幻的疆界
南瓜马车的午夜
换上童话的玻璃鞋

让我享受这感觉
我是孤傲的蔷薇
让我品尝这滋味
纷乱世界的不了解

昨天太近明天太远
默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽荷花叶
任我醉倒在池边

等你清楚看见我的美
月光晒干眼泪
那一个人爱我

将我的手紧握
抱紧我 吻我
喔爱~~~别走

隐藏自己的疲倦
表达自己的狼
狈放纵自己的狂野
找寻自己的明天

向你要求的誓言
就算是你的谎言
我需要爱的慰借
就算那爱已如潮水

My Personal Dna Report

You are a Generous Dreamer.

You are a Dreamer
Your combination of abstract thinking, appreciation of beauty, and cautiousness makes you a DREAMER.
You often imagine how things could be better, and you have very specific visions of this different future.
Beauty and style are important to you, and you have a discerning eye when it comes to how things look.
Although you often think more broadly, you prefer comfort to adventure, choosing to stay within the boundaries of your current situation.
Your preferences for artistic works are very refined, although you vastly prefer some types and styles to others.
Though your dreams are quite vivid, you are cautious in following up on them.
You are aware of both your positive and negative qualities, so that your ego doesn't get in your way.
A sense of vulnerability sometimes holds you back, stifling your creative tendencies.
You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.

If you want to be different:
Your imagination is a wonderful asset, but don't just dream?be bold enough to take action and explore new things!
Consider a wider range of details and possibilities when thinking about the present and the future?don't be too set in your ways.

HOW YOU RELATE TO OTHERS
You are Generous
Your awareness of those around you, along with your nuanced perceptions of the world at large, makes you the GENEROUS person that you are.
You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be?you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.
You are excited and energized by ideas and often enjoy things more through observation than through experience.
This tendency gives you an appreciation for different perspectives and opinions about the world.
Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately?this is something that happens more slowly for you.
Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.
Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.
You value spending time alone?it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering you.

If you want to be different:
Given how attuned you are to others' thoughts and feelings, you might find that trusting people more is a way to broaden your perspective even further.
While you know how much can be learned from observing the world around you, remember that much of life can be lived by experiencing it, not just by understanding it.


quite accurate~ can try... me later got work... thanks jz for the job.... IM GONNA survive... as long as i can... as... im unlike jiali who has played the office politics.

HONG YU YANG kenna KICKED out... fark... nvm... manjusrians... we are a bunch of gangsters and we talk loud and we are nt a TOP school so wat? we are happy being ourselves. HEY ppl out there. YES IM FROM MANJUSRI. dont like arh!~ truthfully speakin... tonite his perf was quite good. nt the worse among the all. by lookin at the ppl now... i can almost know who will win liaos~ no need to watch so much. nvm... since im converting to watchin super band soon~ hmp~

watched ashin on kang yong dang jia juz now...

hahahaha... u see? such an interivew isnt it better? 1hr too short liaos~ shld hav an 2hr one.... i was shocked~ yuan lai the famous tian tian is tat person... was shocked~ dint expect~ but i like his shirt... was reminded of that time they first time perfermed in the taiwan golden melody awards.... singing zhi ming yu chun jiao~ in the box thingy one.... the shirt he wore. waa... i really prefered his hair tat time lo~ tat day i was watchin some old news... i realized tat his tat hairstyle continued to time machine lo~ until the shen de hai zi's mu hou.... den now~ haiz~

http://public.fotki.com/FantasyYR/dell_it_fair_mar06/



ok. i admit that im acting cute beside rachel.


photos are up. can go check it out. =) oh yar... my fotkil album gone liaos~ no more space. i hav now realized tat multiply is the best... hahahaha.... no limit.

i think tis is the FIRST non mayday song every appeared in my blog... wanted to put in my blog for a long time liaos... but dint hav the chance... juz now on zong yi da he cai... heard ren fu singing... haiz~ i dunnoe y but i love tis song so much... even thou dunnoe wat he's singing but i like it so much... the feel... like very lonely...

mmm...

i love workin until they forget the time. buzy until forget time... i like... buzy buzy buzy.... like it so much. better than stand there count wat time finish work... the feeling so diff! i like road shows! exp frm the part we need to squeeze until the outside there and buy food... den squeeze so diffcult back. diaoz~ and some people. YAR DARYL. kaos. tis my blog u tink i afraid? sumore its a known fact that he irriates everyone. if u hate temp staff so much. and wan to choose ur customers so much. dont blame it if everyone hates u to the core. such a unresponsible person... kaos...

hahahaha.... supposely is work more... more tired. but me diff. work more... EVEN MORE HIGH NOW.... is like... super HIGH lo~ hahahahaa.... and sumore... i juz conferenced with my traid juz know... kaos... wet arm pits?! we really can tok man... hahhahahaha.... i think ashin needs to be afraid the next time he sees us... hahahaha.... i really look forward to it man~

today went work. go watson buy sweets n choc. so late. dun hav go benQ walk walk. but benQ no MAYDAY.... diaoz~ haiz~ we work then dun hav is wat! kaos~ but... kityeng workin at sumsung. den my neighbour n his youngest son at yashica.... his eldest son at olympus... hahaha... all the it fair all got my friend... tis time work dell learnt alot. about systems and stuff... and about ppl. if u smile back. at least ppl feel better. even if they dont. im ok liaos~ at least i felt good with myself there. i gave my 1500% shot at it. even if watever that came back. i think all my customers quite good. bascially if u nice to them... they wunt make thinge diffcult for u lahs. i understand the free gift part... hahahaha... oh yar! my movie voucher still with sk... muz get frm her. we oni got one oni... mmm... still tinkin watch wat moive... hahahaha.... free de lehs! and.. ppl there... actually all staff ok lahs... cuz ppl all buzy until like siao that time all is liddat de mahs... scream n shout n black face... i really pei fu terence. he quit oreadi still come back n help. and he never give black face de lehs! always ok ok tok to customers... galvin... when high very high... but when he too buzy he oso will easily pek chek.... overly we are quite good. esp today so high~ brought the FH live cd to play. ahahaha... sat was the zhi zu CD... very high part was when jz n g came... hahaha... suddenly i heard got ppl behind me sing "lian ai I-ENG- G!" hahahahaha!!!! at that moment really sudden turn n see is which mayday fan man! hhahahahaha... today me and the guy... jeremy there jokin. we 2 throw away all the "rubbish" paper on the floor... the order forms which gt chop name which starts with "D".... muahahahaha... everybody else ok loh! whoever else i juz handle for them lo~ exp him.... nobody wan to handle for him... all cancel his name and anyhow write. write clifford... write own number... write down whoever's juz... dont let him snatch. HUMP! if u really cannot handle i help u OK de... why muz do until liddat... go snatch ppl's customers.... diaoz~ dun understand. u need the commision so much mahs? but dont u realize that do tis way... even more worse... mayb even hav even more customers de in the end all dun hav~ diaoz~ ppl.... gai ma na me kan bu kai~ look at the brighter side mahs! sumore... u wan fight against all... temp plus him... where possible~ diaoz.....

hahahaha.... ppl can irriate me so easy.... u wan to spoil my good mood? hahahaha.... wait longer~ u know tat guy... made everyone so pissed off lo~ sufen.... pr.... some other temp... even jeremy who juz went 2 days lo~ imagine that... hump~ hahahaha... waste too much space on him liaos....

oh yar. wan to add. my case... cannnot listen to gong lang too much. u know y? long time listen once... den will kenna touched so much... like tat day in pr's car... i heard gong lang... den i was realizing how long dint i hear gong lang oreadi. and sumore. its nt in my mp3. and. shuo zhen de. in FH cd... i will always listen to that song... surely will skip... dont have the courage to listen. really. mmm... like ren sheng hai hai oso... always press skip de....

ok bahs! pic 2mr!.... or later~

ok.... was plannin to update yest... i mean on thurs... but was too tired.

thurs.
first day of work. ok. quite ok. some prob here n there. customers askin werid qns... kaos... learn along the way lo. customers learn frm us and we learn from them. how to explain better n stuff. den... g n jz came. we all work until dunnoe the time liaos... almost no time to eat... den after work... met up with jz n g... go carl's jr... at marina sq... den... slack... den... go hm... ended 1st day of work... den came home. missed wan yu... bath... fang kong... msn.. traid conference... say wat i dun rem... cuz too tired.

fri.
today dun hav conference... hahaha... everybody cannot tahan liaos... so darn tiring de lo! every nite liddat arh... will die... hahaha... now... pr juz went offline. g. jz. spotlite dint even appear... lazy to tok to ah tan.. aka ketchupy... hahaha... after tis i wan go slp liaos. 2nd day work... ok lahs... i know more liaos. explain better. more confident of myself. cus also trust u more when u speak with confidence... and... i think the perm staff hate us. either cuz we are snatchin their commission [even we are paid by hr n NO COMMISION]... or tat we ask them qns to "waste their time" [even thou they are FREE n walkin around they juz refuse to answer or juz say dunnoe... diaoz!!! u perm staff the things u know less than me de mehs??? wat the fark] WATEVER. its oni 4 days. juz treat as experience lo... sell wat learn more bout wat... RAM... sound card... weight... processer... lucky im in IT sch... if nt hear so much of this will go CRAZY arhs.... poor sufen... she tok until no voice liaos... throat infection oso... like i hai her liddat... thanks sam, tese n shi tian today come find me! at least give me a chance to slack n tok abit... but no diff lahs... ppl still butt in and ask qns... but i got yest customer come back find me lehs!!! so happy~ and he bought! even thou ask n compare alot... but he still bought! and rem me! so happy~ so ppl... next time see me ask bout dell... i'll strangle u first be4 tellin u the functions... hahhahaha... =p

hk? arhs... feel like kicking 5 ppl and a certain ROCK company for dragging so long dun wan announce any DARN thingy bout the concert... like go so far le... plan so deeply and waste soo many of their brain cellls we still cant stay with them... haiz~

taiwan? mayday... restin rite? but surely can see them on tv... de mahs... lee hom's concert... and... the TK rock thingy!!!! kaos~~~~ why is s'pore so DARN far away frm taiwan.... haiz!~ both i WANT TO GO LEHS!!!!

ArHzzZzzzzZZZzzzzZZz............

now is morning. 1.36am... juz finished my daily conferencing.... hahaha...

THANKS PPL! jin duo xia! cuz im not any much of a help... very helpless when ur all tok bout the hotels n stuff... cuz i all cant help. sorry! tell me wat to help ur next time... other than thank... =)

my blessing to get to know tis bunch of great ppl... hahahaha...

now for the more serious mood stuff. i have a friend. someone who was once like a rose in the glass... protected... yes... restricted but... protected... sometimes. i know life very contridicting de... u wan freedom... but w/o the restrictions u wunt realize the freedom is so much precious... i think... if ur parents control u alot... they have reasons... and excuses... both... sometimes it is they are selfish. juz wan to keep u for themselves... to protect u... not to let u b hurt.
but if u dont get hurt how will you learnt? isnt it?
im not standing on anybody's side or wat... i understand everybody has their stand. parents VS kids.... when u get a taste for freedom u'll get restless and u want more... and more... u become more demanding... u almost NEED to get it... i dunnoe if she's becoming such a person... i know... she has changed. everybody has changed. every day. every moment.
i admit im very dissappointed... with the fact that others could so easy bring the change which we could not... after so much... so many attmepts...
but did u ever realized that we never gave up? we are straight to say wat we feel... cuz we believe in facing each other true. rather than do tru other ways like critizing to get what we want. sorry... i may be very biased against ppl i have not met but has heard... so much stuff about....

我矛盾的心
不愿反复的猜
希望你能明白

workin later at the IT fair... wish me good luck~
time: 1.51AM

ketchpy: wei se me tou wo de wa zi?!

translation: y steal my socks~

hahahaha... been conferencing with this grp of kui-z ppl last nite n now... still ING... hahahahaha... we muz high all the 54 days arh? very tiring de lehs~

quiz:
Yurong, you're a Romance High!

Romance:
You're a sucker for romance! A guy who will pamper you with gifts and affection and express his deepest feelings for you through his actions is right up your alley. You can't stand guys who lack passion, and you think love and romance go hand-in-hand. In order for you to be truly happy in a relationship, your man ? someone like Robert Redford or Harry Connick Jr., perhaps ? has to woo you and dote upon you. According to your romantic standards, when the courting period ends, everything else does, too. Your high romantic expectations definitely eliminate a large number of men from the singles pool, but if it's really that important to you, by all means keep on searching!

Maturity:
Love might be a serious game, but it should still be fun. Too much sophistication can kill the romance. But we didn't have to tell you that. It sounds like you always go for the kind of guy who knows how to cut loose and just be himself. Practicality and maturity are respectable qualities, sure, and no man should be completely without them, but they've never been high on your list of important ingredients for an exciting night out. Based on your answers, we think your perfect guy ? someone like Jerry Seinfeld or Cuba Gooding Jr., perhaps? ? should know how to have a great time without acting too childish or outrageous. Whether he adds a little bit of danger to your life or just has a great sense of humor, your ideal man would still be young enough at heart to let the kid in him emerge
[ashin arh? muahahaha....]

Lifestyle:
Love doesn't come cheap, but it doesn't have to be all that expensive, either. It sounds like you're not very concerned about your ideal man's financial situation. Of course, we all dream of living well, but it's a mistake to mix your expectations of love with your hopes for a first-class lifestyle. Based on your answers, it seems like money isn't a real romantic concern for you. On the airplane of love, you're just as happy traveling coach as first class. (Two TV guys who live up to your financial expectations ? or lack thereof ? are Chandler and Ross from "Friends.") Being detached from materialist concerns is a healthy, realistic attitude and should help make you happy. It means that when Mr. Right crosses your path, you'll be sure to recognize him and not worry about the size of his wallet.

Looks:
No doubt about it ? love is blind. You seem to realize that ruling out potential suitors because they're not drop-dead gorgeous could jeopardize a perfect love match. Good for you! Your good nature and open mind let you look past the surface and see the true person inside before you judge the chemistry between the two of you. Sure, you notice a good-looking guy when you see one (who doesn't?!), and you probably think good looks are a nice bonus. But physical appearance isn't the number one item on your list of important things to look for in a man. Jay Leno? Kramer from "Seinfeld"? You'd date 'em in a second. Not only does this characteristic reflect your sweet nature and genuine desire to find true love, it also means that you'll be more apt to find your ideal guy than someone who shuts the door on every guy who doesn't look like he stepped off a magazine cover

anything lah... got guy can liaos~ hahahaha... today went for training at the dell place... that guy gavin... waa... super high de... high high high... better lah. better than hav a sianx diaos boss... like wat sufen said... in sales rite... aleast muz know hw to zi high first... if not hw to handle not high customers leh? haiz~ dunnoe lars... me happy can liaos?

sam arh... so depressed for wat? everything will work its way out de...

im so darn tempted to add jz and ketchpy into the category of virgos also... to jiali, sk n zy... diaos! virgos hor... ALL THE PATTERN THE SAME DE LEHS! DIAOS....

need to go slp liaos~ nothing more to write bah?

p.s.
oh yar... recently i juz joined a traid.. muahahahaha... u wunt want to know wat is it... muahahahahaa.....

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super lame lar... i know.... juz bored. YESH! i love slacking at home~ dun b liddat lar~ tis week got work oso... lazy at hm for today oni... hehehehe... after this week... muz find a new job liaos... sianx... muz JIAYOU!by the way... today juz watched the mr.Ashin on zhi yong zhi yong dian li xue xiao~ SUPER FARNIE!!! diaos... i think its the first time he so fang de kai~ mmm... to do THAT to another gal on national TV... hahaha... dont know he did? err.. preview: dont get me wrong... i luve lin zhi ling lo~ so high EQ and so nice n so beautiful... hahaha... really lo! dont know how to say... but i really like such ppl... at least not fakey~ hahaha... but dint expect ashin to get so high in frnt of her~ diaos... and keep acting cute! diaos!! [p.s... if ashin wears something more... erm.. make him look more da ren... he actually looks quite good standin beside zhi ling... like a couple... hehehehe.... everybody's gonna kill me when they read this...]and... today when i was browsing tru the channels, saw a very long time ago interview on mtv channel. on westlife. i think oso partly they're goin to taiwan soon so go n dig their old video up... [side info: they n mayday are the guests for lee hom's gai shi ying xiong's concert on 11,12 at the taipei's small dome... YIKES! cant go see!] to think... i used to listen to westlife alot.. ALOT man... mayb not as crazed as mayday or 56... but... rem sec1 that time... the whole crowd was with them lo... and NSYNC and BSB... all the ang moh music... hahaha... i think westlife was the most i listened... den was converted to chinese music ever since liaos... imagine lehs! tat time... all their songs, swear it again, fool again, i have a dream, seasons of the sun, coast to coast... waa... really alot everybody all know how to sing de... i think juz liked their voice bahs... cuz i til now still feel their dressing isnt THAT great... hahaha... like mayday's sometimes... Music.can do alot more which politics and government cant.can do alot more than juz language can.believe in it bahs! =)

Totally DEAD tired... i think i hav nt been working for too long liaos.... now is totally xu tuo... for standing the whole day... muz hav been slackin in the house for too long liaos. haiz~ better lah. warm up for the next week. really arh... when u are workin u meet lotsa werid ppl... hahaha...

break off:
Peirong n Spotlite juz signed in msn at the same time!
muahahahaha...

anyway... went to meet them juz now... finalized all the hk stuff... so... now the plan is... WORK WORK WORK. and... to brain storm oso... of plans to make him chu chou... hahahaha!!! diaos... the only main thing i can rem from our meeting... besides that... keep laughing n laughin... too tired to remember anything...

xiang feng hen wan... =)

my brain is announcing to shut down soon... byes~

everytime when i work... during the process it feels that i want to die. i really DID feel like want to die today... sainx... super duper hard to push the dunnoe wat stoopid dried apple rings.... but...

IM SO SUPER DUPER HAPPY NOWS!!!

ok. actually my face and body actions doesnt represent wat im feeling now. hahahaha... read from the keyboard like my room is having fireworks shooting all over... but actually my face very darn black now... and sumore very cold... got the like goin to have fever liddat feeling... but still...

IM GOING TO HONG KONG!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

my parents agreed? u know something? i dont ask for their permission. i tell them im goin. they dint object. dint say anything. but still need to have comformation of some kind rite? so... i asked my ma juz now...

Me
"heys.
which weekend u not working?
u dont want to meet my friends meh?"

Ma
"meet ur friend for wat?"

Me
"those goin HK with me lah. u dun hav see them before lehs"

Ma
walks to the toliet n tok frm toliet
"u goin with guys arh?"

Me
"NO LAH! with all girls lah!"
*silently thinkin... of cuz gt guys lar... mayday n their ji shi lo~ hehehehe...*

Ma
"then ok lah. see for wat. girls ok lo"

Me
"u really dont want to meet them arh? no worried?"

Ma
"u is want me to treat them to dinner izzit?"

Me
"No lah. mayb come our hse hav dinner?"

Ma
"Ok lo"

U HEARD????

OK LOR!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......

mission:
prepare for 2n bout of final home physically n mentally n financially.
Exercise.
Listen more Music.
WORK.

hahahaha.... okies... im bein lame. come on lah~ share my joy... help me pray oso... never tot i would get to go and survive another final home... WOAs....

heys. i went back to read the blog post. i think if i was another person who read that... i wld oso think the writer an lian him... hahahaha!

today?

slacked. sam n sufen came. so called wan type resume... but in the end... hahaha... all gone to mayday n zheng yuan chang. sorry lah... den went out for dinner with yali n sam... goin to ochard is really a waste of $$$!!!! but... im goin to ochard again 2mr... diaos... cuz workin. at the... cold storage taka... sell wat? sum weird stuff lah... im goin say again. the person is not gd. she's a freaking... barbie... i told my ma frm the start she dun believe now the person dun give her the salary frm mths ago lah! ha! retribution... hump!

oh yar... juz realized... ashin is taller than ren fu! hahaha... ok... lame... make ROCK music for the sake of can hav ppl... ok... females askin u to sign on their chest?! diaos...

i CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT IT!!!!!! ASS!!! THE OUTING ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!! ARSE!!!!!!!!!!!! DIAOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FARK!!!!!!!!!! I FORGOT!!!!! KAOS!!!!!!!!!! have to work!!!! really feel so darn upset... kaos! lucky i toked to zy... suddenly rem i had something on!!!! oni tot of sat dint tot of sun! kaos!!!!!!!

ARHZ!
IRRITATED WITH MYSELF.

thank god... georgina reminded me that we always tok very long... hahaha.... PLS TOK VERY LONG PLS! PPL!!!

i hav juz realized that i clicked save as draft instead of publish instead last nite... diaoz!

yest nite? spent tokin on the phone, 1st w jiali. den sk. den msn kenna distrub by nenx. den jiali. kaos... ppl, pls believe me when i put, "ON THE PHONE"... its 100% true lors! tok with sk til 4am... break record. from midnite to 4am... killer... any one wan to break hers?

den. today. went met sk, nen at starbucks. den jiali. accidently lars. we 4 together again. haiz... no i dint bring my cam to take photos. n i admit that im a very mean person sometimes. come! lets analysis everyone of them! wat a darn nice thingy to do...

sk:
i dont know... tinks nen has changed. which is true. i think everybody slaps their own mouths from time to time... juz depends whether is it often enuf or nt... if its was often enuf... u can juz say to her in the face n let her know what she thinks. no need ponder so much bout reactions and all... sometimes think so much so wat? it wunt helps things mah.

nen:
haha... ur retrubution comes now liaox... things n problems will come out... resurface again... buried does nt mean over... same to ya... tok to her. tell her straight. but i think u've done so... dont regret anything which u dint say. or u hav said. if watever was done or said in a clear consience... den ok le mahs...

jiali:
i dont know u realize or nt... cant blend in means cant blend it. cannnot expect ppl to blend in ur topics and all... cuz some ppl... most ppl will not de lors. and sumore.... frequency dif mahs. not like me can change frequency or wat. but u know? are u my friend? or am i juz another person u are plannin to conquer in ur life? a small part of ur life which u can proudly announce to other ppl that u have won such a wonderful battle and i was acutally nothin at all that kind?
to compete 24hrs a day 7days a week is not my style. and... its very tiring. friends are juz simple things... nt tat complicated at all... if u dont put in sincerity.... and a true heart... ask ppl so hard to smile back n be kind at u... i dont know what u are.. what to do with u... sometimes when needin to tok to u like muz put on a mask liddat... juz to me... u like always on alert mood to spot any mistakes... and point out any chance i can be wrong. tell me what u think is the best and what i think is shit... friends use the other way called communication. not tell. are we communicating at all?

i hav decided nt to write alot of stuff on the other side.. juz sumtimes i think blogs are meant to be this way. i know u are readin. i wan to tell u stuff which i cant tell u in the face. i wan to tell u i care but was afriad of ur reaction. but... wats more terrifying is after the blog post... im afraid u dint use ur heart to read wat i hav so taken much pains to write... haiz...

break away frm this topic:
oh yar... went for job interview today. shld b ok den... thanks for intro-ing me the job arhs! and thanks sufen for pei-ing me go... hope everythings goes well... and hope i manage to find another job more long term... for them... for them... and for hk... hahahaha...

some stuff.
i wunt admit.
and.
i wunt deny either.

whether to wats the truth of it. i really sometimes dunnoe.

but in the other times.

i choose to mislead ya...

more fun mahs~ hahahaha...

so long time never see wan yu until so happy liaox! hahahaha....

ren fu never lie to us orh! tot he was oni jokin but it turned ut to be true... hahaha... esp got shi jie sumore!!! hahaha.... complained that ashin's feet was too darn smelly... hahaha... still gt jing ru, jolin, and the other 4... rarely see them so excited bout "helpin" ashin to show his not so "wang zi" side... hahaha... tot muz let his image be very wang zi mehs? hahaha... today totally destroyed it liaox... and sumore he still said he got bring gun lehs! diaoz~ hahaha... and whip sumore... diaoz... laugh liao siao juz now... esp when the last part the girl ask him whether he likes girls or guys... SO DARN NERVOUS LO! dunnoe what will he reply lo! really hold my breath...

he...

dint say: "of cuz is girls lah!" he say... he dun like to talk bout relationship n stuff... den ren fu said... wasnt goin to ask bout relationship mahs! juz ask whether is girls or guys... or children he likes... diaoz~!

i still believe he's bi... hehehehe....

SO DARN HIGH...

even more high... saw the CF for the zhi yong zhi yond dian li xue xiao for mr.Ashin...

today went out with sufen... really very money saving lehs! shld go out with her more often... got ppl treat me eat... hahaha... went to the library. and juz walked around to slack. actually juz dun wan to be at hm... cuz today they were doin the wiring for my whole block.. totally no electricity at all.. today den realize so many of us actually very reliant on such stuff... den was reminded of that time the cambodia kids... no water... no food, no electricity... we really very nt zhi zu arhz...

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