Wednesday, November 30, 2005
okie~ im addicated to bloggin liaox~ juz wanted to share tis be4 sleepin. sumore u know today hw tired im nt? cowx. watch wanyu till fall asleep leh! i think... oreadi more than 1++ yrs never happen liaox. imagine how tired i was...
firstly:

was suddenly reminded that alot of times, liking is juz a feeling, and to me usually feelings does n0t need a reason to surface. it juz comes... w/o warning. and goes w/o any other warnin oso~
he is a very complex person ba? looks simple yet is so deep... no, im not juz typin tis thingy cuz he IS chen shin hong. have u spent time and read any of his lyrics. zhi zu, ci xiong tong ti, ai qing wan shui, gong lang, xian yu, mai lai luan? nah~
song of dar week:[金多虾]美丽的地球 有美丽的海洋海洋里住着很多生命 很多鱼 很多虾金多虾 金多虾多谢你这多年来一直陪伴我唱歌我不管要冲啥 你拢会站在我这十七岁的吉他 到现在拢没有变化谁知影代志大汉之后有这么多变化佳在有你陪我在这 一直挺我挖心挖肝感谢many thanks to everyone there. *smiles*
and also, secondly, be4 i fall asleep. share with you something. ur personalitly. when as deemed as part of a High "I" [which stands for Influence: interactive, interest in people, influencing], as beblow are the charactics:
in person [wat he/she wears, character]:
In fashion, flamboyant
environment [around the person, eg workin desk]:
Display of ego/self, desk wld b disorganized [the type where u dunnnoe where the things are]
handshake: firm handshake,
double-handedEye contact:
Friendly & sociableARE: motivators [
need recongnition n social lnclusion, concerned with Popularity than results, tend to listen only when convenient,
overuse of gestures & facial expressions]
FEARS: rEJECTIONS
y type tis leh? when i saw the lecture slide for this, there was ONLY ONE person who sprang to my mind. later when i checked with my personility report, i realized i was in the same category of people.... hahhahaha... who's the person? you guess lo~ he's in love with PINK shoes n belts.... hahahahaha......
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

to those concerned: outing photos, n others photos which may come soon are all goin to be at my wretch photo album [look at dar link down there]... cuz multiply abit too slow liaox. wretch much faster.... heez~ oso got another thingy i found. its damm CUTE, can put on ur msn de link [
http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=AJmeet2002&book=24&page=2] oso there's another: source[IcestarEarl frm mdmd forum] link[
http://sg.geocities.com/icestarearl/LittleRed/LittleRedRidingHood.html] is dar comic of little red ridin hood, juz its a DAMM FARNIE version. promise. =) pls be reminded friends are there for you always. when cannot tahan muz find sumway to release orh! paituo, dun juz keep everything in ur heart cuz ITS NOT goin to work. esp all dar people who have very strong zi zhun xin.
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Monday, November 28, 2005
I had never been so happy for a very long time liaox. thanks everybody~
firstly, tis morning went Zoo with my cousins and nieces... hahaha... missed da zoo. hey! its not lame ar~ tink of how long have you NOT been there liaox? i think the time we spent da longest was at the baboons there... baboons rite? aiya~ to me is all monkey. hahaha... i think if i went with people around my own age would not be that high. muz bring kids along man! you surely will get high with them. mayb to you its juz a few animals there lying around. but, think again... hahaha... excitment of watchin elephants and tigers and... you get wad i mean...

Rachel princess

White Tiger~
Sun Wu kong!
Cambodia Outing 
we long time never meet up liaox. nan de... since all of them so busy. poly, JC, ITE... even though scathered at different areas of singapore, doin different things, living different lives... mmm... but we once shared tis same memory: da first secondary group to be sent to cambodia. we... juz now... meet 4.45pm. ok lar~ almost everyone was late, including me. me rushing down frm zoo, Xiang hui, darren frm Jurong, Jeremy frm Tampiness, Teckkiang dunnoe frm where cuz he juz break camp. nen, jia, sk, of cuz, arrived on time. no diff lar~ hehehe... den procceded to marina bay eat steamboat n BBQ...
they? eat less than me n jiali eat together lo! i mean individually. eat oni 1hr plus... hai~ anybody realized i choose tis weel, 27 nov? cuz our tour tat time was 22nov02 to 29nov02. if i dint rem wrongly, 27 nite we shld hav been at... angkor wat? mmm. but still. glad to hear them tokin bout tat time. hahaha... bout wat happened n all. like remising the past. hey! actually everybody rem prettyly clearly mah. den... went arcarde. to speak da truth, i dun like there... noise n all. amazing to me cuz even though i listen music very loudly... but its juz diff, bein in the arcarde n listen to loud music. anyway, with tis grp of people, tat wat we did always. arcarde, bowling, eat. hahahaha... the few times i bowled, was with them. hey~ marina, east coast... all near beach! =) we all never changed much. 

xiang hui n grp left early. mmm... i realized til the end it was always us. sk, nen, jia, me, tk, j. 4 attached n 2 not.
heez~ but still. with akiang around ITS ALWAYS FULL OF LAUGHTER... hahaha... people who know him will know. our jie jie. when we were walking to the mrt... hahaha... he was singin/shouting/screamin tis song... i 4gt dar title [i dun wanna miss a thing]. but it was damm farnnie.
[akiang's zhao pai dong zuo] oso when we were practising his chinese with him... hahaha... Dar poem of chuang qian ming yue guang. was suddenly reminded of the lyrics of xiang xin: na xin fu, tai rong yi... rang ren bu gan xiang xin. Happiness is actually very easy to grasp. too easy tat its unbelievable. okie!~ next time we meet: either go jamming or go K-ing! hahaha... thanks so much for dar nite! rest of dar imgaes i upload when i hav time ar. i got sch 2m!!! to everyone, pls, keep cool, rem to be happy, let go if there's a need, always... smile! and dun waste FOOD ar!
p.s. Happy Birthday to Guai Shou!~
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
im not to forgive and forget easily. im goin to be the meanie your expected me to be. dun worry im goin to YOU ALL HELL. hehehehehe.... tiring mentally today. cuz my emotions are like havin roller coaster. frm frustration, to relaxed, to pissed off, finally ending with superly happy... hahaha... wat kind of word is that. for the last emtion stated, here's it: link [
http://www.imayday.com/comic/E1_p001.htm] i think the 3rd part is really so FUNNY!! hahaha.... har luo mi mi indeed... hahahaha... dun hav read carefully oso wunt realize how funny it was. as to the unhappy stuff, i dun want to tok bout it. conclusion? Friendship is juz a very thin tread between people. how to make it stronger totally depends on the BOTH of your... wat it means its juz.... it take two hands to clap. remember that. FINAL HOME: 13 more days! today went expo, later goin again. mm... sufen's goin to work there during da FH period leh! so shuang! break time can go max pavilion outside there hear them reherse. hahahaha... was jokin around with her... scardy can see shi jie or who go 7-11 buy beer... ahahahahha....
p.s
im readin this fanfic again... even though i oreadi read it like... 20over times? it never fails to touch me... again n again... esp when Irie Kun claimed to Kotoko tat she belongs to him... hai~ you may hav read ta comic, seen the series, but have you tired readin the whole thing? mmm... be touched ba! [
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/SheenI/]
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Friday, November 25, 2005
addiction is not a good thing. really. but its really tempting. i mean addiction. maybelline n tese, pls get more rest n recover soon. watever tat is, its all me. me. im THE one at fault. thanks to maybelline who tried to argue her point. sub-concious depression IS present in everyone.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
suddenly feel lucky tat not much people frm the forum knows my blog. watever. even if the person sees... juz let s/he know that wo men bu shi hao re de.... now, the only phrase in my mind is
"麦来乱" in simple english, it simply juz mean, piss off.... kao. hate? i dun want to waste anymore time to people, after given so many nice talks and nice dai yu, get lash back... ungrateful. hai~ it may sound to ya tat we're juz being mean... did i ever mention tat MDMD IS DA BEST FORUM EVER AROUND. hello~ we dun juz gush around of how shuai Ashin is or did Guai shou smiled at you at whichever autogragh sessions. we treat them as people, humans, not IDOLS tat you drool over their looks. isnt it? when they look good, we say they're lookin good. but we are nt until that even if we see them durin rehersals or sometimes have some werid dress sense, still keepin giggling that THEY ARE SO SHUAI~ not esp when after they finish smoking n are findin someway to dispose of it. trust me, it is not SO SHUAI of them to do that. SMOKE i mean. im more willing to gush about how cute is chicken little... izzit the way of most people? when people explains something, we all plan to misinterpet it the Worse way very. mayb pr's right. cultural shock... cuz we get too many nice people aroun n suddenly comes tis type of people. i muz admit some of us dint sound nice. BUT HELLO? ARE YOU BLIND OR WAT? wat bout the other so many posts? blind ar? okie... be4 u start thinkin y im not postin all da stuff over there at that tread... come on. not im afraid of watever backlash i may get frm her/him... think. you muz b reponsible for all da stuff you write there. dont distrub the peace. sumore... based on the condition now, i dun think we can come to a conclusion if the person continues thinkin this way. honest opinions can be phrased in a much MORE better sounding way. by sayin "you were rude" is juz a tiny bit. and its a FACT. you wanted FACTS right... as if the whole world is against you. people. SO CONFUSING. im a nice grl. so i wouldn't add FARK OFF at the end. *smiles* muz follow Julian's suggestion: take tree branch and walk him/her... spoilt my mood for the night. yike yikes. 15more day, 22 hrs more to SFH. for people who hav totall no idea of wat im tokin bout. juz take it as im bitching around. juz... i juz FEEL like bitchin tonite. happy with this reason? mayb da whole post juz not ignited by 1 person... it was more like accumlate too much inside.
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
harry potter: even though i said be4, its more for people who hasnt read the book. but realized was good at points when you knew wat was goin to happen. the front was abit boring... mayb becuz it was tooooo vauge. if for a person who has not bother or too lazy to read da harry potter series [there ARE such people around k, many sumore. chen shin hong is one of them]... u will get VERy blur. as to wad the heck its acting. i think most exciting was da part when voldermort came in. the battle. the merpeople were kind of creepy to me. and it was VERY not detailed. too short time, too many details to add. was it me or did i seen the part when he won the golden egg frm the horntail? to me it looked quite familar... like wad i would have imagined in my mind when reading the book. i think hermonie looked quite nice... at times. is she in love with ron in the new book? mmm... and the dumberdore... looked kinna freaked out by stuff happenin around him. he looked most weird when da other 2 sch arrived. hehehe... for those who have not seen. forget what i hav wrote. diff people, afterall, have different views on movies.
other than this,
the freaky stuff was... roy n crowd was sitting beside me. beside as in REAL side. daryl, roy, henglong. hey... manjusri outing or wat. be4 i was thinkin: woa... so zhun ar... i heard heng long shout jared's name. i tot i heard wrongly... BUT, it was True that jared WAS in the same threatre was us. behind oni. WOA. such a conicidence.... a BIG bunch of MJRians watchin harry potter together. and we dint plan it. freaky. and after tat i and lijuan went walk walk in ps... and. when she was lookin at her heels [kao. 70% off still so $$$] and... da Ta... i heard baleno playing gong lang. ITS gong lang, not xian yu. i stayed in da shop browsing juz to heard finish the next song: oK' Lah! i know... lame-o... but was juz natural reflex mah. and sumore when lijuan tried to drag me out... i said VERY loudly tat i want to heard finish the song... hahaha... okie. embrassing. but im happy den.. nothing much else matters. 16days, 23hrs to SFH1012
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Monday, November 21, 2005
| Your Band Name is: |
 The Republican Police |
hahaha... totally lame-O... y im free nw? cuz i skipped my dcnk lecture. oh yar... did i mention about my dcnk tutor? he's like... totally different frm Yokemoon. in the better way. yep... female hormones are still ragging... tats y my brain is not really workin very well now. totally forgot wad i wanted to write... oh well... nvm....
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
hahaha... raging female hormones. tired, tired, tired. today? went cousin's house. babysat rachel and ning. eat swensens. tired. tired. tired. homework? i dont know what it is.
to mr naufal: if ur reading. sorry i dint went ur house. thank you for announcin ur presence here... but it totally FREAKED me out... as to am i fine.... err... i guess this very moment is ok. as for the next and next and next im not very sure. as for da past yr... i shld hav been fine, if nt i would not have survied til tis day. even though its not easy but i did it. =D okie... im juz tokin rubbish. im... err.... ok? still survivin la... hope ur well too... and i got read ur blog. ur daughter's very cute. =)
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today as in: 19nov05
was watch da dunnoe 8th or 9th repeat telecast of da golden horse awards. cuz becuz i wanted to watch the part when they showed hong hai er on da big screen. and da background music was sun wu kong. waited for 1hrs+ for it! on the other hand was watchin MTV ch oso. 3MVs to comment. (1) madonana's new song Hung Up. woa... her figure is damm good man! i mean look how old she is liaox... but when she dances. mmm... (2) Jay chou's new song bout da "dogs" around. si mian chu ge. hahahaha... esp when he mumbles to "gou gou gou gou" which means dogs lar... i burst out laughin man! and another line was... on dogs running around with apples in their mouth and with their long lens cameras. good lyrics... shoot back all da "dogs". im not anti-animals ok? dun get me wrong... i juz dun like those types of "dogs". (3) saw md's wen rou. mmm... is the red haired girl juz a fragment of his imagination or was she real? did she really exisit? it was da Qns which appeared in my mind juz now. mmm... i think she is... someone who u, only u in da world believed that this person exisited, no matter where in this part of the world. ok... back to wat happened today. went and gave maybelline her bdae gift. its SHORTer than wad i expected... mmm... good? and went to tiong baru to get my 101 stuff which lovefool [nice person frm forum who helped did da bulk purchase]... and saw... TA DA DA TA! 55maomao. aka. 5566. aka. 56. yep... i dun mind, juz let them be da 亚洲第一天团 aka best grp in asia. i dun mind. since mayday is 华人第一天团 aka number 1 grp in all chinese area. hard to believe i was once their fan? mmm... yar. i still watch wan yu. and i still LOVE wan yu to bits... [even though somtimes their teasing really crossed da line]. i still watch stuff my them. entertaiment shows, dramas. i muz admit after the middle part ge dou tian wang was quite good. [but da ending sucked big time]. i still can relate to wang ren fu, when pple ask who u like in 56 i still say him. but i hate him also. sumtimes he's good. but during the other times, it juz sucked. his vocals ARE good, provided if he dun scream too much be4 hand and dun sing dui zui. [but in their newest album? i dunnoe know. will nt comment as hav not heard all] i dont hate them. but still... if the feeling's gone, it gone. u cant force it. rem RF's book tittle? i hate Zac Wang. yep... i hate that FAKEY him too. i hate THE fakey 56... who has seemed to have bowed down to $$$ and let succes n fame go to their head. but still... for those who dint see, they really did ALOT of charity work. whether its do for show, or really did it becuz they wanted to, but u muz admit idols, to a certain extent is a good influence to da generation. okie... im draggin it too far away. i see da bad side, but i mention the good too. afterall... we cannot juz look at one side. i rather say i dun understand their style of doin things now... GET BACK: actually was hesitating if stay or nt. den peirong [i met her there] said wanted to see 55maomao c hw's da crowd. i muz say.. today's crowd? hello? it juz abit of pple oni lo. even Awei had more. [prediction: they are goin downhill. and im not being mean lar! its juz a fact] we stayed. and chated with lovefool. mmm... talked bout many stiff. 55maomao to md to cai kang yong to... concerts and FATE. hehehehe.... anyway. i saw them. ok lar. juz 4 men. as to wad peirong intended to do... go read her blog... hehehehe... promo for her blog here. as if being trained by md... now i see "stars" not much feeling leh. to me they are juz people, who also need their own lifes and all. this is da 2nd time i saw them real close while standing behind the stage... mmm.... 56? conclusion: look more older and VERT tired to me in person. And as to guitars VS drums... somebody GIVE ME HOPE AND COURAGE!!!
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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Your soul is OPEN-MINDED. Although you do have
strong opinions and make decisions, you never
make them without thinking first of not only
everything that is, but those that may not be
as well. People trust that you'll willingly
hear them out and understand when they tell you
something, and you are well-liked for it. You
are often the mediator in disputes and your
desire to do what is right overcomes all else.
You are an understanding and admirable soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait?brought to you by Quizilla
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Snuffleupagus You scored 45% Organization, 63% abstract, and 64% extroverted! |
This test measured 3 variables.
First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.
Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.
Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.
You are somewhat organized, both concrete and abstract, and both introverted and extroverted.
I bet you didn't think you were Snuffleupagus. Let's find out why.
You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Alloyius Snuffleupagus (and all Snuffleupagus') is not sloppy by nature, but he moves so incredibly slowly that it is impossible for him to be totally organized.
You both are about equally concrete and abstract thinkers. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. Snuffy generally has very basic interests, but he explores his abstract sensitive side when he plays his snuffleflute.
You both are somewhat introverted. Originally Snuffleupagus was very shy and was only Big Bird's invisible friend. However as he has aged he has started to build new friendships with new characters. Like Snuffy, you probably like to have some time to yourself. However, you do appreciate spending time with your friends, and you aren't scared of social situations. |
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i love da way when he covers da lower half of his face with the black feather fan when singin, juz usin his eyes to look at da audience. esp when singin ci xiong tong ti. yar... i know... addiction is wrong... esp addication to md's music. hehehehe... my 5 things today: (1) met up with sam n yali for dinner. can we make it once a mth? (2) bought maybelline's bdae present... guess her dad is goin to ask her not to be friends with us anymore... hehehe. juz bought her a skirt la. but to her dad, over da knee is A BIG, VERY BIG DEAL. mmm.... (3) 20 more days and 23 more hrs to SFH! (4) fndb tut got somebody pei me- bryant. (5) actually today my day half sucked. cuz i spent 15mins waitin in da damm rain for a cab, and THERE WAS NONE... and i missed da bus when i finally gave up and walked passed 2 roads to da bus stop but stil..... standin da rain reminded me of sumbody i liked durin my sec sch. hehehe... cuz he did tat once too. sumore it was also a VERY big rain. mmm....
song of da week:
[九号球]
逃走翻过围墙我只能逃走从教室里头
奔向自由熟悉角落有人在等我有挑衅的笑容
今天谁先开球让谁尝点苦头
绿色地平在线我撞着彩色堕落
也许我这一杆又没办法进球
就像我的生活一直在出差错
也许我这一生始终在追逐那颗九号球
却忘了是谁在爱 我却忘了是谁在罩着我
从前书包很满 装不下的梦 就丢了一些
未来我们要怎么活 凝视着白球
暂时 我不去想
天空渐渐变红影子爬满球桌
输赢没有结果像人生难以捉摸
unless i itch during da week... if nt it shld remain. actually was lookin for ci xiong tong ti... but could't find... anyway... enjoy! whether u understand, or dun understand chinese. music is universal. dun forget there are many people who love you around. there are more than it seems to be. believe me lar... wanna bet?
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Friday, November 18, 2005
join in da chicken little craze! hehehehe.... :
source mdmd forum, disney[
http://files.filefront.com/ChickenLittlePolicyTrailerwmv/;4366968;;/fileinfo.html] we all love chicken little... tis da oni cartoon tis few yrs im so excited to watch... da last one was da CHINESE version of incredibles... but dint hav da chance to. and cannot find chinese version oso~ hai... but chicken little im watchin in english! muahhhahahaha..... anyway, my 101 stuff came liaox! but jiajia never reply me whether she's goin to mr naufal's house or nt.... hai~ if she's nt, im nt too... dun wanna b alone with da whole SAC crowd, its their own gang afterall. goin feel so extra there if im there alone. sumore 2e01/02 not much goin rite? al his 4e04 goin... me will b alone! hai~ even if he juz taught us for a yr... he really a VERY good teacher. and sumore he always gives encourages alot. rem durin da 2.4km run... waa cow... me was sechduled to work with this teacher so damm bitchy... is da kind aunty type. oni me endure her rantings for da whole day. after da whole thing when mr naufal saw me, he came and shook my hand and told me thank you. mayb its juz one "thank you" but it really meant alot. mmm... try to appreciate da little things people around you do. heard on radio today... things you should do to make urself feel better: everyday be4 bedtime, name out 5 good things which happened to you today. trust me, 5 is an easy number... yest? let me name 5: (1) finished listening md's interview and heard they put rong shu xia as da 1st song. [my song leh! heez...] (2) 21 days more to FH (3) saw tat ym's hei yan quan [dark rings?] turn better cuz he was wearin clear specs [which mean they had rest!] (4) 101 stuff [+ lightsticks, shirt, calander... etc] came! (5) grandma's flu gone liaox at last! see? dun throw things at me... at least da last one is not any realtion to md. but still... HOPE YA FEELING HAPPY TODAY!~ =D
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today [err... as in 17nov].. my ma's bdae. and nie yun's... hahaha... whu's nie yun? u know da guy who stands behide zhang fei tat yucky guy in zong yi da ge da? not huang pin yuang. the other one, who sound more ang moh. yep. he's nie yun. ok... out of da sub. juz now when we was cakin da cake, my sis was takin photos on my dad's pocket pc mah... YOU KNOW WAD ME AND MY SIS SAW? waa cow eh... never knew my dad like tis type of stuff sia... SM leh! shit... warning: you all are not supposed to know this hor! later my dad will KILL me... lucky he dun read my blog. yikes. we are a WERID family man... anyway, me and yali later goin to find SAMANTHA at her workplace... to eat dinner with her. happy le mah? i mentioned ya liaox. anyway... realized tat got many ppl blog got tis:
ignore Ashin first.... CHICKEN LITTLE!!! hehehe.... im goin to watch with my class orh! on dec1... i think oso is half goin celebrate ivan's bdae... i miss da way we messed around while waitin for a tutorial... den eveybody sit outside da classrm and tok rubbish. chicken little is sooooooooo cute ar! heez... after much influence frm my niece... since while lookin after her need to watch cartoons again n again. hey... i realize dint sleepin beauty nt very popular leh... cuz like not many ppl watch. oso... been watchin stuff like, cinderalla, findin nemo, shark's tale, Shrek, garfield.... hey! realized my niece dun hav little mermaid leh! goin buy for her... heehehe... cuz i LOVED tat man! when i was young... cant imagine how kids frm our generation after 10 yrs... hw we'll b like. tok bout tis when i have time. i NEED TO SLEEP! nitez~
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
do you know? i sudden am feeling very blessed... the most if i had to die tis very moment... i would still be very satisfied. at least. i found music. even though, i dun know any instruments. even, i dun even know how to differencate correct all da diff genres of music. even, i may not know how to listen to which instrument is where how its played or all the professional styles. im happy... cuz in my short 16yrs of life at least i heard music. when i was watchin Ok'La 6 part2, i started wondering. what will i becum after 10yrs, 20yrs. i wonder... when many of da same generations grow up... how many of us can relate to da music now. CUZ THERE IS SO MANY TYPES OF MUSIC AROUND.... hai.... but still.... no matter what kind you listen to. more impt is the memories it carries with it. if you never go tru sadness, you'l never appreciate the happiness which comes afterwards. hor? sch? like this lo. i feel that time is passing faster and faster and faster. like 1hr of tutorial... juz passed like a few mins. next tues watchin harry potter with my pri sch friend. tis sat mayb goin mr naufal's house. mayb not... next weekend got cambodia dinner... half looking forwards. juz wondering wat will happen tat day. dec1 goin watch Chicken little with my class. YESH!~ hehehe.... partly cuz also ivan's bdae... i think they want celebrate. mmm.... today quite happy juz hav sumthing i believed was true after all. there IS a good side to everyone. juz mayb u dint have the chance to see it. i do admit if i see that person again mayb feel like askin him to shut up... but still. watever. =D to jiali:56? mmm... lose standard liaox. to MAYBELLINE: you know? i wunt be angry anymore. i wunt scream or scold you anymore. who do you think i am to you? i am juz your classmate. im not anybody of yours. do you think i have the right to scream at you or what? i dont have the RIGHT. ok? i dun EVEN have the right to be ur friend. i am not asking anything from you. juz leave things the way it is, since solving or taking anything out is very stressful to you. i am alright with it. since it has been the way for so long. y change it now. if you think we are not capable of being there for you, or when you have trouble you dont want/ can rem/ dint think of it of sharing your problems so that we can share your load. then. nevermind. i have nothing else to say. somethings we cant make the first move. but if it really doesnt mean anything, i beg of you please at least let anyone know so they can convey ur thinkin to others. PEOPLE. IF YOU THINK TO YOU IT MAY BE NOTHING MUCH BUT ON THE SAME TIME YOUR FRIENDS OR ANYONE IF WORRYING. juz let them know you REALLY dont care. and make them give up. to you it may b nothing but mayb to others [YAR. ME.] it may b a very painful thing. if you dont understand... i really fell like asking you to try. but... JUZ LET IT BE. love and peace everybody.
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
| You Are a Little Scary |
 You've got a nice edge to you. Use it. |
tis shld b wrong... tis all feedback was i was very scary... hahaha.... esp during sec one orientation camp... choose da side u want to see of me. i can b nice. i can b nasty... i can also b evil... but watever... if u need me i'll b there. heez... im itchin to change song again ar! now... lunch break to 2pm. after tat hav 2hrs tutorial on my CDS; leadership and character. tutorial k? which means we hav theory work not outdoor stuff. and i need to walk frm IT sch all da way to engin sch... so far away. after tat... frm 4 to 6.. Have 2 hrs break be4 da damm CDs lec! haiz... mayby if i get a com... blog again. hehehehe....
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| You're A Passed Out Drunk |
 Drinking gives you that warm fuzzy feeling, until you're thrown in the back of a police car... |
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humans are very prone to temptation... did i mention tis be4? haiz... alot of things, say say so easy... when need u to really do it... its not tat easy. i still stand by my view. mmm... time pass so fast right? oreadi one year i graduated frm sec sch... heard our dear mr naufal is inviting all ex students to his house... woa... he really eng hor? tot nobody will go ar? reminded me of his wedding... he invited his form class... in the end bo bian muz invite all other class he teach cuz we all wanna go... sumore he expected oni a few frm each class to turn up. in the end our class went almost in full force! hahahaha.... missed all da NICE teachers we had. as for the others, juz treated them as a process everyone had to pass durin their youth. im still feeling prettily young... thanks to all da people around me. no lar! not say your all old liaox. juz tat when ur da youngest... outside and not at home... you get it? those who hav elder sisters and bro-s will not know de... and oso all da single kids at hm... its nice to b taken care of.... dun need to worry tat much cuz people will help ya. hehehehe.... side tracked. me still hav THE 8am to 7pm lessons today... dammit..... i really hate tues now! blog soon... [to peirong, yiyan, n any other bdae ING people... belated/ pre happy birthday... to maybelline: hope really there's nothin wrong. to sk: how ar? da outing... toked with jt today liaox.]
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
after listening to music u shld go to sleep. cuz everything else seems too anti-climax. hehehe... to comfort myself not bein able to go to da 101 thingy, im watchin da tapei's zhi zu chang yue. was workin juz now. now tat few times do mamy poko liaox... really dun wanna change to other stuff. esp... when ur promoter rite. people ask u bout ur products and u dun know! waa cow... really paiseh de lo. as for da zhi zu chang yue.... becuz im really cravin for sumthing live tis week. been hearin da four diff live versions of zong jie gu dan last week [1o wan qing nian, NYQNL, TKZC, Final Home] and plus da orginal version. cant imagine how Ashin manages to sing [or scream] all da "hei hei hei hei"S so long and so loud... juz imagine how many bottles of pi pa gao he needs to eat man.... ok.. im being lame. i need sleep really.
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im going to be evil in tis post. i dont really care tis very moment. yep. i admit to all i've been reading ALOT of blogs tis weeks. linked frm here to there. people i know. people i dunnoe. people i know them but they dun know me. all kinds lar. rite now. read someone's blog. tis person. i've seen be4. juz seen be4 oni. does not mean i know rite? watever... for giving me DA EVIL EYE... today i return somethingy bitchy back. i juz love the "pissed off" look on his face when u are taking da photo with him. yep... im being evil and im making sure nobody noes who the hell im tokin bout. DUN THINK TAT MUCH. YOU DONT KNOW HER DE I ASSURE U 1000%. ok... so much for being evil. it juz FEELS great isnt it? ok... im being sacastic here. no. i dun like being a loner. but still like no matter turning how many rounds it'l still b back here. mmm..... bout cambodia dinner on 27nov: goin [sk. nen. xianghui. darren. a-kiang. sizhao. jia. no more] asked [JEREMY. junting n crowd. huimin. sherilyn. yensiew. yunsheng.] not goin [ms tan and ms tia... cuz they are goin isreal!~] sianx... me organizer again. even though i can oreadi predicte the sight im goin to see on tat nite liaox. not goin to say wad but... u'l noe de lo. the usual thing happens. am i allowed to say? tese asked me... y predicate so pityful liaox y still wan to go organize dinner / outings. HELLO. WHY? becuz i hav too many people around me who dun see da need to gather once in a while juz to talk or catch up with people. you always say NEVERMIND but who is da most happy after tis outings leh?! paituo... orangier's privilage to talk big k.... IF NOT U ORGANIZE LO. the though behind is simple. juz wan all too have a gathering, can catch up, feel happy for that night. nothing else much. yup. i want to TAKE CREDIT before somebody does. again. juz b it if u think im selfish. anyway... when im really BORED... ok, not juz when bored. always. i do things out of my character... and people juz take it im ALWAYS like that. OK LA! i'll tell u wad u want to hear so very damm much. i love MY mayday and i juz love them. BECUZ OF THEIR LOOKS AND... OOOOHH.... CANT U SEE HOW "SHUAI" ASHIN IS.... wat da cow. think wad u want. im juz at odds with myself. i shld start another blog to do my crazy stuff...
add on: i think my 101 stuff goin to arrive liaox! abit more happy. but still not goin to change any of wad above. leave it as wad it is. im workin later... sengkang's dunnoe wad mall's NTUC: mamy poko. ok... at least is sumthing i know. better than nothing. work. sch. work. sch. i prefer work to sch. shld i take back my words... dunnoe leh. tired of tryin to feel wad im feeling. he said:"时间 治好你的啦 !" Since when? i never write who says wad liaox. juz to you it does not matter. if u know. good for you. if u dunt. den forget it. and... i bought [on impluse] da book: xia ke hou, guai shou jia dian ming. yup... guitars? mayb here i come. the fingers bleedin i can tahan. the only who can stop me is mayday. to speak da truth after juz browsing tru da book i got very discouraged. when normal people will feel more chong dong, me on the other hand, juz got more discouraged. to others i can easily say, rem ur dreams, juz do it cuz nothing is more impt than a chance. but to myself yet i cannot make me believe it.
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
when heaven gives you something, he will surely take away something from your. rather than thinkin tis way... y not tink the other way? when he closed one door for you, he'l open another window. its juz that you hav not realized where the wondow is oni mah... said tis becuz like tis week got many people becuz very depressed... be it sch, concert, love, life... fate... if u want to be angry or upset at it... be loh... nobody can stop you right? but... haiz... wats da point? since... it has already happened... it will not help matters if you are going to feel so sad mah... ok lar... i admit its easy to say, hard to implement... in case u misread this as indifference... come on lar! u noe got the comercial song which goes "always look on the bright side of life"? life... is ful of choices. whether u want to be happy, sad, depressed or watever. you choose, u decide, u live it.
present for all of ya... ren sheng hai hai: people life ocean wild... ups or downs... you choose it la... =D
人生海海(people life, ocean wild)
有一天 我在想 我到底 算是个什么东西
还是我 会不会 根本就不算东西
天天都漫无目的 偏偏又想要证真理
别人从屁股放屁
我却每天每天都说要革命
就算是整个世界 把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起
常常我 豁出去 拚了命 走过却没有痕迹
可是我 从不怕 挖出我火热的心
手上有一个硬币
反面就决定放弃 嗝屁
但是啊在我心底 却完完全全不想放弃
常常我闭上眼睛听到了海的呼吸
是你 温柔的蓝色潮汐告诉我没有关系
就算真的整个世界 把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
我不能忘记
无论是我的明天要去哪里
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起
啦啦啦啦啦啦
明天我在哪里~~~
im not the usual md fan... cuz i realized many were touched by da lyrics of tis song... i dint at first... to me was juz another song... but... if u looked carefully at the lyrics... im not you. i cannot tell you wad u'll feel, ad u'll think of and stuff... but one thing im sure... u'll find it familiar... juz put it sumwhere in ur heart thats tis song urging you no matter where you go in life, wad diffculties u meet, it can be solved. happiness... is in ur hands. juz whether u want to grab it or not.
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
long post again. nw actually shld hav been cmaths tutorial... canceled. anyway. yest went for my CDS [xtra subject], leadership n character... mmm... y choose? cuz of all the experiences durin sec sch ba. SAC and all... mmm... really miss SAC stuff, nite cycling and all.. to me, actually is a born leader, isnt it? u decide ur own life. "wo zui shi wo zhi ji de shen". sum stuff frm da lec...
leadership styles, courage n moral leadership... "A good moral leader- is both born n made. leads regardless of a position or title. communicates well. good listener. does the right thing." and most IMPT: "is to serve others"... be4 u start complainin y im putin all tis werid stuff on y blog, tell ya. i suddenly tot of guai shou and TK. guai shou, as all of ya know is the band leader of MD. yep. He IS ok? not Ashin. aas for TK, is one of my seniors in sch in da sports leader council [SAC]. mmm... leader. pple might juz b surprised to hear bout the "serving" part... but isnt wad leaders supposed to do? rem the talk frm one of my teachers. we serve them. all the people we're goin to lead. hai... dunnoe wad im tokin bout. anyway. today's the 10th of nov liaox. time passst hun? one more month to FH liaox. is it good time passes fast? good for ya? but for me its too fast... so fast that i cant take in all the new stuff around. but... on the other hand, its good cuz when time pass very quickly when ur alone. so fast that u dun realize it. and. do i need to repeat any more? i love mayday. but. BUT. its not obession ok?! i dont own them. and will not ever. hai!~ people juz take wad they always think shld b that way. come on! how many yrs do pple need to accept the fact tat not everything is juz like its surface la! irritated... tats all for today.juz tat i forgot wad i wanted to write except bout the leadership stuff. oh yar! im plannin dinner for all cambodia CIP2002 pple... yep! we da first batch who went. somemore was the most fortunate batch of all. dinner on 26 or 27. till now. replied: [sk. nen. jia. tk. xiang hui.] asked: [huimin. sherilyn. Jeremy. ms Tan gek im.] hav nt asked [jt n batch. yen siew. ms tia. cuz cannot get ms tan ar! any one else ar?] outings are so damm diff to plan... esp when ppl are so scathered around. wonder everytime where did i get all the paitience to do all the planning... mmm...
to jiali: y i wrote tui bian ING? becuz ur ARE tui bian ING mah! isnt it meh?
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
when ur the only loney in da class... its so dammit sickening man.... sumore when the rest of the class is obviously in da same group... hai!~ fate isnt it? like wad i told darren yest morning during cmaths lec. wat da... we all used up all our yuan fen with c121 after sem1. lucky thing is. i dun need much to make me look on the good side. i know... since if im alone. i need to be more alret durin class. and... hopefully this will result in helpin more during studying lo... hai... i oni need someone to constantly remind me to look on the bright side. things wunt work either if there are ppl around ya constantly reminding u tat... "hey. ur alone k? and u deserves it..." u know hw shit my timetable is? come on... tis my blog. let me complain here abit can or not? me... dcnk lec oni got alfred with me. yest we skipped lec... and went the LT beside to pei shuhui they all... cuz they were in the lecture threatre beside havin cmaths... den... for my own cmaths, im with darren. for other lecs? okie ba. at least CARC, OOPG [the afterlife of PRSP, sumthing like java] and... FNDB we're together. mmm.... all other tutorials, labs.... im alone. hai.... alone as in i really dunnoe anyone in class. and sumore be4 u start askin me to mix around. when they're all in their own groups? its not tat easy man... really... sumore me, being me, with this kind of kiam pa character... its very hard to mix aorund also. hai... fate... is really a funny thing. mmm.... chalet, party or sentosa for my birthday? im still wondering. since i hav to org myself. and everyone is not very enthu.... like pour cold water on me. watever. since they are always pouring cold water. mmm... yest saw another 2 versions of yanming's proposal. one is frm somebody's blog [as to whu pls check mdmd forum... i dun wannna say] and... frm tvbs e news.... wat cow... i was tearing again man! sumore how he propsoing to his gf manages to get me crying no matter hw many times i watch... happiness, he already grasped it. so happy for him. hahaha... at least the chance of kenna bullied will b much lesser after this ba.. hopefully. heez... sorry for all those who read my blog. frm today onwards it may be more depressed and full of self mumblings... afterall im typin tis in class for most of the time. thanks for bearing with me... and sumore. i realized i've been up the forum so often this days. so much until i find it funny... haiz!~ but still... i hav s'pore FH to look forward to. no matter how. music, might juz be the best company for loneliness... isnt it?
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Sunday, November 06, 2005

hehehe... still High-ING over yanming... envious man! so.. izzit going to becum another mayday tradition? of band members proposing during concerts? hehehe.. make the next one at singapore k? next yr? or the coming s'pore FH [woa... tat whld really be a SHOCK]... watever... hehehe... i have a feeling next one's guai shou... like wad mr.chen said. if wan to shan dian jie hun, really is as fast like lighting. mmm... come on! surprise us all! hehehe... 2m's sch starts... be4 it starts, wad i wan to say is... "那样的回忆那么足够。足够我天天都品尝着寂寞na yang de hui yi na me zu gouzu gou wo tian tian dou pin chang zhe ji mo。even if there's a change of class, new surroundings, new mates, new people, new challenges... at least with these memories i can be brave and have the courage to xiang qian zou! hope so lar... hai!~ [p.s. new song: zong jie gu dan... HIGH BU HIGH ar? can imagine yest nite when they were singin it live... 5 more weeks.. i'll be waiting...]
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Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male |
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
true? mayb ba? cuz even myself dun knoe myself... things i do surprise myself. like... now im still tearin! after watchin the news clip of yanming proposing.... so gan dong! link[http://files.filefront.com/yanming_6nov05_beijing_FH/;4325301;;/fileinfo.html] ok lar... like none of my business... but still... gan dong.... so xing fu! jope mayday all get married happily soon. hahaha... even though saying tis may risk kenna beat by some ppl... but still... isnt wad being with somebody u really love is wad most people really yearns for? mayb to you may not be a NIG part to at least to me its very impt... even though im still 16. too young? mmm... anyway... the ass JQJ... CUT AWAY MY BEST ALBUM PRODUCTION! ass.... hai! no yuan fen of watchin his expression! hai hai hai...
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source [mdmd forum] he said tis when he proposed
冠佑求婚???[?我跟你??到?在?你一直告?我??幸福?是?你太??所以你不敢奢望幸福?所以你一直要我把你的手???我想今天在??演唱???下一?我?的未????未?就是一?很??的家?有你有我?有我?的小孩?而??就是我?的 Final Home?我?然不是一?很浪漫的人?但是我相信我是唯一一?能??你一?子幸福的人 。。。]- 冠佑抱着玫瑰花?跪下了
shit... tis time im crying for real... not becuz of my eye... so lang man! really... yao xing fu orh....
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5 more weeks to s'pore FH... seems so faraway! hai!~ peirong! after read ur blog more and more high leh! how ar... sumore now 2am liaox. if i start screaming ppl will call police ar... but i screamt juz now... hehehe... after readin forum that yanming proposed and he did it man! succeded! arhz!!!!! xing fu ar... even though like he getting married none of my business... mm... juz feel happy somebody found their own happiness liaox. hehehe... today: K-ed with jiajia and jiali... mmm... i sang... gong lang... really teared cuz sudden thought that they endured so much and so long... finally got BIG awards like albums production... at least reconized by pros... even though to me whether they get or not is nothing as compared to them being well and healthy. but stil... in s'pore... the Awards will do them good. at least... wunt kenna bully by anyone in case... like MD really following the "superstar" footsteps rite? the only thing is they are still the same attutide to people. like pple like masa... bu shuang will juz show on the face. even though when fake u can really see that he's being fake. hahaha... wad tokin me.... and. the usual md song lar. and... i sang mai lai luan again! HIGH. even if oni i myself very imersed in the song when the 2 others no feeling... even liddat im happy liaox. like prize to myself dint scream at the awards yest. muz find somway to ce-stress and prize myself mah! if not everything juz stuck there very gao weh leh... frm 2m onwards... no matter am i facing a new class with nobody i know or what... know that i'll be brave... cuz i "renewed" my courage frm them... wonder hw the others reacted when they heard they got best album production... mmm.... like very pity they wast there live. but stil... beijing FH is much more impt... mmm... and... after K-ing they came my house first. cuz i wanted to show jia the Video of yanming singing the hokien song... cuz the infrnt part really sounded like, for all ppl who watched the olden wan yu, where there's the segment called "tao hua gong zi de mo fa he"..... the intro music realy sounded 98% alike to yanming's music behind! remind me of the good old wan yu... hai!~ and... watch the chU telecast of JQJ... wat the cow... never show best album production. me really wanted to see his shocked expression leh! sumore... i realized he was like... damm high durin when he n fish gave out the best local... hahaha... and he kept touchin his nose... abit red le leh! still rub... and.. the CD version of zhizu.. at first was quite ok.. den after the middle part really puo gong... hai! mayday ar... dun pick up the bad habit of 55maomao of dui zui... hai... but Ashin's voice was like.. understanble.. but juz dun let it becum habit of the ppl. tink for md still alrite ba? bout yest at the aiport... u ask whether im excited at the sight of Ashin? abit ba? sumore u imagine when half of ur face is numb and ur damm tired.. i was more like "blur" lo... but i rem his expression when he gave us the sticker... hahaha... my ma scolded me stupid for not askin him to take photo with us... stupid? mayb to them yes ba? since they nvr understand y i go... juz see them ok or not lo. shake hand? paituo... u nvr shake be4 ar? see him? oso will get to see again mah. even though like none of my business... watever. but to me... take photo? when he's so tired? hai~ when he got the feeling ba? regreting never ask him? no.... and will not. yuan fen mah... hehehe... becum my kou tou chan for the past 2 days liaox. cya... later....
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
CANT BELIEVE THEY WON IT MAN! BEST ALBUM PRODUCTION! THATS THE BEST EVER PRESENT EVER.... EVEN THOUGH THEY DUN NEED ONE NOW. HEY! BEST ALBUM PRODUCTION LEH! BIG BIG HUGE DEAL MAN! AND SUMORE: BEST BAND AND BEST COMPOSING ARTISTE.... ok... back to normal liaox.
frm morning. took cab to peirong's house. den she drove... to yishun to pick up yihua aka ninchan. den we went airport lo. but.. missed him... really is by a few inches. cuz hey juz left. ok lar.. to me... still how? kick and cry for a wasted mornin? still ok... den had breakfast with peirong and ninchan, wenning. wennin i juz knew today... she like md for quite a time liaox. ok lo... it does hav the benifits if he reconizes u... but... we're not ht type of pple like will go hao lian around like we've got some damm special previliage... yup.. im still tearing like siao. continue 1st. we chated bout 3hrs. den sepearted as had to go back sch. sch? hai... spoil my mood for MD. say i groupie ar... hehehe.... meet up again. at suntec for the red carpet. ppl may think i've nothing better to do. but to me its a way to comerate and end my holis. play once and for all. the most crazy of all times. okie lar... red carpet.... joked around. even though my eye felt it was goin to drop out. anyway. saw... twins, sly, stella huang, JJ lin jun jie, junyang, kelly, zhang jin xuan, cai chun jia, zhang dong liang [Cute!], stef sun, tanya, en-ergy [since is the one 3 left liaox], Ashin, Fish, Chou hua jian. i think chou hua jian is so nice that no matter whose fans u r will still cheer for him. as for the Ashin and Fish part... im still wondering did it happen... too much people, screaming, flash.... hai!~ awards. heard on the way to expo find sufen and sherry. me and sufen when hear d the best band... waA!~ so loud and high ar! HIGH HIGH HIGH! they gave it to them man! cant believe cuz i tot it'll b FIR. btw anyway... tis time all the BIG awards got MD... quite proud of them. fabolous. sumore... Ashin when saying his thanks... divulged a secret that 2m turn frm boy to man... wad i heard is yanming goin to propose to his GF... waa! so sweet! he's getting married leh! one down, 3 more to go in md.
Airport... mmm... shall oni say i saw him. to make up of wad during tis morning i missed.... hahaha... they cute ar... bring Ashin de juz juz anyhw follow them.. in the end walked one big round.. i supposed that many dint expect Ashin to qiong down frm the awards. oh Yar! he wore the shirt where got the "Mayday is Masa Stone Monster Ming Ashin You"... he wore that orh! sumore still bring so BIG suitecase... hahahaha... i saw got the chicken little doll in tis laugage... hahaha... wonder who gave it to him ar? such a nice idea... hehehe.... post more 2m? tired liaox ar... 2m got k-ing sumore... =)
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Friday, November 04, 2005
3.5 more hrs i have to get up... and get ready.... 5 more hrs they'll b here? crazy? mmm... before i dun hav the chance to do it... juz let me be lar k? juz... hai.... to u mayb its alot... to me its juz a tiny bit. u can give. isnt it? like... LIVE ON THE DANGEROUS SIDE.... hehehe... if wan to do... juz do if not will regret. hahaha.... okie. i admit im nervous. i dunnoe y. nooooo.... not at the thought of seeing them again. but... hai.... knots in my stomach. oh yar.. bout the weding dinner i've been juz now. drank too much wine. hai. whole face red like... hahaha.... but... fun. esp my table so noisy. can imagine when my sandy cousin get married... woa... even more nosiy. next batch is me liaox! waa... cant wait to see when i get married. ok. i really dun feel like inviting some pple frm my dad's side. really... dun feel like inviting any of them. hahaha... dun worry i'll invite u all... heez... sumore update when i hav the time. today['s goin to b very buzy day...
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Thursday, November 03, 2005

yep... finally i bothered to put up tis photo... thanks to ninchan who helped me take tis photo... juz gan kai.... so soon they're coming again? hai!~ ppl may think we're werid... y idol come still so sad. paituo... sumore the reason beneath is we refer them sleeping den so tiring be here... werid? normal? okie lar... im mumbling to myself again. u know? now im hearin the FH soundtrack again. live... even though sounds so wonderful, yet it oni lasts for such a short time. but... beautiful things never last long hor? heez... oh yar. by the way the one in the photo is shijie. techinan? yep... like him? err... more like like his attutide. nice person. i always hav tis habit of saying "hao ren" easily... btw is pple of the morden century more wary of many things around you? izzit... y be so stingy with ur praises leh? y b afraid of pple's views and opinions? if i think its beautiful, handsome, nice... juz say it. dun b stingy with ur praise. mayb to u the little gesture may mean nothing but mayb to others he/she may rem it for a very long time leh? mayb u've juz made his/her day. one smile, one look. may not be very much. but no matter hw somebody will be thankful. heez... tis "ni shi hao ren" i learnt frm one of my trainers during ndp. when i joined durin 2001. was the first i joined. i joined twice. 2nd time was for the fireworks... but... heez... no matter wad the first time was the best. and the pple u meet. life is really a funny thing. u never know wad kind of pple u'll meet, where and when. frm work, frm ndp... sch... so many. even if juz know not really close... fate. =)
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if sch reopens... i may not be able to blog so often anymore... hai... til now i never go check anything frm sch... dunnoe leh. afraid ba. afraid of wad im goin to see. juz afraid if my class changes... hai... i surely will miss c121 lots... we really rock man. hehe... best class i ever had. anyway. cant believe FRIDAY's juz 2m! according to the time now as its oreadi thurs. like... THEY'RE going to BE HERE AGAIN? hai... juz wondering hw their bodies can tahan the change of temp so drastically within one day... if they becuz of this fall sick... woa... beijing fans will kill us man. heez... too serious? funnie ar. but we all rather them be resting or sleepin den come. if 933 dun wan give them the awards... DUN GIVE LAR. if its juz becuz they cant make it and dun give them. okie. stop here. but still. have to really peifu them for putting so much effort yr for the awards. cuz afterall s'pore is not like taiwan or hk, china or m'sia. u see even m'sia awards got few da pai. today i read zhiyong the 933 dj's blog. mmm.... business tixs ar. bo bian if some pple are so stuck-up. but. s'pore is one of the MOST efficient country ever for doin such events. even though we're small but we have very high stndards. hehee... like i rem the expo tao [boss ar... ] saying he attened some other exibitions in other country. frm one hall to another about 500m. 500meters leh! sumore if u need cab or wad nothing in sight cuz walk to nearest mrt is 1.2km. under the hot sun sumore! see? singapore really has our benifits of being small... heez... noe its abit late for national day but somehw feeling very ai guo tis few days. yep... my eyes are still tearing like siao. and the reason i hav not gone to see doc is im lazy. i admit. and... sumore wad shld i tell the doc? im tearing too much? later she ask me go see phsycologist how ar? tot i depression ar... and... I WANT TO GO TAIPEI 101 LAR!!!! WAA COW....
been readin my old blog. found tis part:
Jared’s new story?President Tay wei ze get assassinated on the national day parade. First lady mdm tay yali faints on funeral. When the coffin is pushed into the furnace and after they close the door. Someone bangs on it and shouts: let me out! It’s very hot in here!!!woa... hehehe... miss my sec4 days when i can hav stories to listen to. hahaha... the joke about weize and yali... hahaha... if yali sees tis she's goin to kill me ar.. hahaha... by the way. i oso read finish su ren zi pai... mmm... the whole book. conclusion: everybody has their own life. ok lar. tis is abit similar to wad Ah liang always says "today is today". but like always other ppl's life seems so exciting and colorful as compared to our own black n white life. but never give up hope mah. mayb other ppl will find YOUR life much more exciting than their own. u'll never noe rite? after reading wad i juz typed... like im always so le guan and optismitic. HA. paituo... i can tell it to so many others but no one rems to tell me tat... hai!~ and yup... singapore golden melody awards. i hav decided that no matter what they CAN get or CANNOT get. rest is much more impt. mayday is juz mayday. they dun need names or awards or watever to confirm their music. isnt it? ok lar... i admit it would be better if its reconized by all around. by like wad i've said. if pple have a wrong being feeling towards them at the start... wat the point leh. frm start got bian jian oreadi mah. even like we like md. we dun definately think that 100% wad they do would be correct. they are, afterall, humans too. rem yali saying she hates md cuz she cannot understand wad they sings. cannot understand or never spent the time to understand? yar... i know wad ur will say. WHY waste the time on understanding mah. im like... slapping myself in the face.
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
cai kang yong's bao bao ri ji
source forum pple =D
link [
http://blog.yam.com/edphia/archives/cat_50893.html ]
its actually wad cai kang yong write for a news collum. for a baby or new life which is coming to earth soon... like writing a diary for the baby telling him/her about tis world... mayb after readin u'll feel sumthing diff ba?
sumthing else. today... i read until... i stopped at the 243th page... i know it nearin the end. suddenly very afraid... dunnoe hw will i react. grow up abit... like... hai. will u die for something? if it was the end of the world wad would u do? i? i haven thought of it... or to say it another way. i dun dare to think of it. it seems im very bu xue of it... like none of my business... even if its the end of the world... juz let it come since there's nothing much i cant let go... or not ready to let go. or itz juz tat i have not discovered wats that's really impt to me. like if were to tell me mayday goin to disband [choy!]... i still can take it... since their music is going to be there forever to pei me... so.. im not afraid... isnt it?
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
somethings. isnt. really beyond ur control. wat u can only do is to tresure be4 anything happens. dun regret. isnt it wad life's all about? juz... treasure while its still there. y im writing tis leh. cuz ar.. i now sum pple when read my blog. oni think that im juz another brainless idiot who will blabber on md non-stop. and think tat all md stuff are all JUNK. watever la. wad can i do leh. out of topics 1st [never listen but yet is preparing to pai zhuo kai ma (aka slam the table and start scolding) hello.... u never even listen yet leh. sumore... if u have the Mentality of wanting to ji dan li tiao gu tou (aka picking bones in and egg aka on purpose want to find trouble) den forget it... since ur view in the end would b loopsidded oso... wat the point leh...] anyway. back to the topic.
now offically den is md stuff. they were on superfunkies juz now... hai... dissappointed. cut off so much? realized how BIG the diff between a live perf and a TV recorded one. not that TV is not good la. but... waa... superfunkies one really diff is too BIG le ba.... sumore... c them so tired... really feel so worried for them between tis few weeks. like non-stop pref liddat! shows and full-to-the-brim sechdules... sudden is so thankful they have been tryin to hold so much... even though is diffcult. by the way... today me and sufen when K-ING.... heez... kbox la. waa... realized tat with a sorethroat is so suitable for so many songs. esp li ge.... very high wor. recommened really. and... mai lai luan. cuz nobody can hear u screaming. even if all tone is lost... heez... memorable was this two. and... u know tong ku de ren, the one wubai has sung? the original singer is Ah liang leh! woa... mmm... and i bought sodagreen's album today. and sk's present. haven listen yet... sianx. but transer to com den to mp3player... cuz CD player spoilt liaox. cannot listen in bed. 2m ba! if there's anything else i'll b back... i want to go back to read my forum... hehehe... tonite so many pple online. like having conference on forum liddat...
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